Bondage

Jiang Xingjian looked at her half crying and half smiling, with both restraint and a hint of madness in her brows and eyes, and raised her hand to touch her.

"sorry."

"I'm sorry, Jiayue."

Lin Jiayue laughed foolishly after hearing these words: "Brother Xing Jian, you have nothing to do to me."

Holding Jiang Xingjian's hand caressing her face, Lin Jiayue said, "It's Yue'er who loves you."

Gently rubbing the palm of her cheek, Lin Jiayue opened her eyes with a smile and asked, "Brother Xingjian, I have your child again."

She stretched out her slender palm and stroked Jiang Xingjian's face carefully, with an incomprehensible frenzy in her eyes.

The heart that has become numb and crazy due to suppression for a long time is beating wildly at this moment. Lin Jiayue hopes that Jiang Xingjian will say good, we don't want this child.

She wanted him to kill his own flesh and blood again, the last and only child in his life.

"Brother Xingjian, our child has come to look for us."

Putting the man's palm on her lower abdomen, the girl said in a low tone, "The doctor said that you can't feel his presence yet, but in two months, he will be as old as our first child."

"Brother Xingjian, do you think he will be a boy or a girl?"

Jiang Xingjian looked at her with deep eyes.

He seemed to see in Lin Jiayue the indignant look of Song Wan who stabbed him without hesitation back then.

They were childhood sweethearts, what went wrong to make Song Wan like this, and Lin Jiayue like this?

Jiang Xingjian's heart ached, he took Lin Jiayue's hand, and said softly, "I hope he's a boy."

"The Marquis of Chengyang's mansion doesn't have many heirs. If it's a boy, I can teach him to fight the enemy like his grandfather and make contributions."

"If it's a boy, you can teach him strange tricks and good firearms."

When Lin Jiayue heard this, her face twisted for a moment, but she quickly smiled again: "Brother Xing Jian is right, our child must be excellent, and he will be invincible."

She buried her head in the man's arms, hiding the disdain in her eyes.

What he said was really nice, but she wasn't afraid, she was waiting for the day when Jiang Xingjian would make another trick.

This time, she must let him see her son with his own eyes, cut off in front of him, she wants to make him hurt, she wants Jiang Xingjian to see the baby in this life, it will hurt like a knife, and it will be difficult to breathe.

The two embraced each other, seemingly sweet.

Jiang Xingjian gently caressed Lin Jiayue's thin and weak back, but his mind was wandering.

"Brother Xingjian is busy first, Yue'er goes to Longxiangzhai to read a book and calm down."

After tidying up the dishes, Lin Jiayue walked out of the room.

As soon as Fang went out, the smile on her face gradually stiffened, and she went to the small Buddha Hall of Longxiangzhai expressionless.

"All obsessions are based on my opinion, if you leave me, there is no obsession..."

She picked up the scriptures left by Song Wan and recited them over and over again until her voice became hoarse and she could hardly utter a word.

There are four wordless memorial tablets behind the altar in the Small Buddha Hall, and a palm-sized porcelain doll is enshrined in front of the newest one.

Lin Jiayue held it in her palm, weeping uncontrollably.

"I did not mean it……"

"No, I mean it."

"I'm sorry for you..."

Holding the porcelain in the palm of her hand, she was gradually warmed by the body temperature. Lin Jiayue gritted her teeth and knelt in front of the small Buddhist hall, sometimes grinning grinningly, sometimes crying bitterly.

She thought about killing Shen Qianshu, but she couldn't do anything cruel.She sent many dangerous things into the palace, and she also thought that maybe the little fifth prince would die because of those things one day, but...

But she...

Lin Jiayue bit her lip, not only hating herself, but also loathing herself to the extreme.

She hates herself for not being able to do the best, but she can forgive Jiang Xingjian for forcing her to kill her vengeance, and she hates that she can't have the heart of treachery and evil, but ignores the lives of innocent people.

She hated her mediocrity, and she hated herself for being incompetent.

Lin Jiayue lay on her back, biting her lip and weeping silently.

Every day, she can feel the pain of the soul being stripped from the body, as well as the despair that cannot be relieved due to the stagnation of the five aggregates of greed and hatred.

Jiang Xing was sitting on the porch of Longxiang Zhai, the door of the room that had not been closed tightly let out a little bit of pain and wailing in the wind, she watched with sad eyes, but there was nothing she could do.

She knew that Aunt Lin didn't want her to see the other party's crazy appearance, but she was really worried about leaving her struggling in pain alone.

The night wind was blowing, Jiang Xing brushed back his hair that had been blown away by the wind, and continued to sit where he was in a gentle and dignified manner.

"Little Xingxing, are you here to accompany me?"

"Miss Yueer."

Jiang Xing stood up and put his hand in front of the smiling Lin Jiayue.

Lin Jiayue held her hand and rubbed it lightly: "It's so cold, are you freezing?"

"Xing'er is not cold, but you are wearing thin clothes."

"It looks flimsy, but I still have a padded inner coat."

Leading Jiang Xing from Longxiangzhai back to Xiuyan Pavilion, the two had a chat together for a while before going back to their rooms.

As it was getting late, the lights in the houses of the Chengyang Hou Mansion were turned off one after another, but Shen Qianyu was still sitting like a rock in the Laiyi Pavilion, with no intention of leaving at all.

It wasn't that he had any wrong intentions today, but the fact that the Nanqing Mission came to visit made him not know how to speak.

Song Wan also seemed to see that he had something to say, so he sat quietly on the side, waiting for Shen Qianyu to speak.

She didn't urge or ask, but her gentle and gentle appearance made Shen Qianyu's restless heart strangely calm down.

After thinking for a while, he held Song Wan's hand in his palm and said sullenly, "I received a secret letter that the Nanqing Mission is coming to Dongning."

"Nanqing?"

Song Wan frowned, really didn't have a good impression of this bloodthirsty and plundering country.

Nanqing's troops were powerful, and both men and women could go to the battlefield.They are not only warlike, but also bloodthirsty and looting.It is said that the only one who forced the Nanqing frontier army to retreat was King Su Cheng who died early in the battle for the throne.

40 years ago, the battle between Dongning and Nanqing was severely damaged. What made Dongning people even more contemptible was that the battle directly broke the bones of Emperor Wen Hui.

In these years, Emperor Wen Hui almost changed his face when he talked about Nanqing.

If not, he would not have made the decision to send the crown prince to Nanqing as a hostage.

"His Royal Highness Weidao is upset today, that's why."

Gently pinching Shen Qianyu's palm, Song Wan comforted softly: "What concerns does Your Highness have about Nan Qing? If Your Highness is willing, you can talk to Wan'er and listen."

"There's nothing you don't want."

Shen Qianyu's tone was calm: "The royal family of Nanqing is mostly lustful, from the king to the princess of the county."

"The old monarch of Nanqing has a son and a daughter. It's not that he only gave birth to these two, but that he only recognized these two as his offspring."

"The new monarch of Nanqing, Qin Zhan, was born to the old monarch and the empress, and the princess was born to the old monarch and Mrs. Nanqing Lianyi."

Song Wan's eyes widened, and he frowned for a while and said, "If Wan'er remembers correctly, Mrs. Lianyi belongs to the old Nanqing monarch..."

Shen Qianyu said: "My aunt."

Because she was too surprised, Shen Qianyu saw that the expression in her eyes gradually lost, as if she was trying to regain her senses and say something to respond to him.

Holding him in his arms, Shen Qianyu snorted and laughed: "Don't say it, I'm afraid it will dirty your ears."

Although his wife is smart, she is very disciplined. She has no idea that there is such a ridiculous and hateful human purgatory like the Nanqing royal family.

After thinking about it, Shen Qianyu said: "Qin Rao is the biological daughter of the two, she..."

Thinking of Qin Rao, the man paused, as if wondering where to start.