The wrong love is deep, Luo Shao indulges in indulgence

The more Xia Zhi thought about it, the more something went wrong.

Could it be that Mo Yinan really had that kind of relationship with his sister, so he was jealous?

This night, the summer solstice spent in doubt and anxiety.

Unexpectedly, she, who never suffered from insomnia, kept replaying Mo Yinan's kiss over and over again in her mind, and did not fall asleep until four o'clock in the morning.

Also that night, she had a strange dream, returning to more than ten years ago.

She has long forgotten the past, and today, more than ten years later, she dreams of the past.

It was a beautiful youth full of orange blossom fragrance.

The first time she saw Xiaopangdun, she was ten years old, and Xiaopangdun was 13 years old. She was shorter than her, round and honest, very cute.

Xia Zhi's mother and Xiaopangdun's aunt are best friends, and Xiaopangdun went to study abroad to live in his aunt's house, and the two have become good friends since then.

His mother taught Xia Zhi to call Xiaopangdun Brother Nan, but Xia Zhi never called him by his name, and started calling him Xiaopangdun. Later, as he grew up and gradually surpassed her in height, Xia Zhi called him directly Dundun, or Adun.

Their relationship is above friendship, below lovers, intimate and ambiguous.

When Xia Zhi was 15 years old, Xiao Pangdun, they fell in love secretly.

Innocence, beauty, and happiness run through their entire childhood to adolescence.

Until the day when Xia Zhi Pangdun got rid of him, the adults hadn't discovered their love affair yet.

That winter, Xia Zhi took advantage of the winter vacation to knit a sweater every day, planning to give it to her boyfriend Pangdun.

"Xiao Zhi, has your Brother Dun been in a relationship recently?"

Mother's sudden question made Xia Zhi turn pale with fright, nervous and at a loss.

"I do not know what happened?"

"I heard from his aunt that his grades have dropped a lot recently, and he will take the college entrance examination next month. He has been chatting with girls online, and he has become absent-minded and has no intention of studying."

Xia Zhi: "He's so smart, it won't affect his performance in the college entrance examination."

"Actually, it doesn't matter if the film is not affected. I heard that his family is rich and has arranged a good university in their country for him to go back to study."

Xia Zhi asked nervously, "Has Fat Dun returned to China?"

"Well, I heard that he is going to be trained to be some kind of successor, and he is going to marry the daughter of a famous nobleman. I have to go back early to arrange these things."

Xia Zhi stopped knitting the sweater, lowered her head, and felt pain in her heart like a knife.

Her heart was heavy, and her eye sockets were inexplicably wet.

Mother's words still linger in my ears.

"Your Brother Dun is still not from this country, and he will leave sooner or later. Unfortunately, the long-distance relationship will never end. His little girlfriend will eventually be forgotten and abandoned."

"I don't know who his little girlfriend is. If he is like ordinary people like us, he must not be worthy of him. His family will definitely disagree, and there will be no results 100%."

"Besides, his family has arranged for him a fiancée. When he becomes an adult, he will marry the woman appointed by his family. This is the shackles that a wealthy family cannot escape."

"Hey, Xiaozhi! Why can't his little girlfriend understand such a fruitless thing?"

"Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. The grades should be assigned early so as not to affect his college entrance examination. If the college entrance examination results are too poor, it would be embarrassing for him to return to his own country to study, right?"

"As small as... as small as you are listening?"

Xia Zhi reacted in a daze, her eye sockets were already red and moist.

"Mom, I'm not feeling well, I'm going back to my room to rest first."

That night, Xia Zhi cried until dawn as if she had lost her soul.

People say that the chance of first love blossoming and bearing fruit is very slim, not to mention that they are together at such an early age.

Perhaps, Xia Zhi couldn't hear her mother's words, so she told her, but she knew in her heart that she and Fatty were from two worlds.

She figured it out, instead of affecting Fatty's study and future, it's better to make a break earlier.

After all, she is still young, and there is still a long way to go in the future. They must be wrong now.

She asked Pang Dun to go to the old place.

In that little park full of their fond memories.

Pang Dun brought her favorite food, picked a bouquet of wild flowers on the side of the road, carefully packaged it, and handed it to her in a ceremonial manner.

"Xiaozhi, here you are." His eyes were full of tenderness, his eyes were full of love, and his smile was warm.

Xia Zhi didn't pick up his flowers and delicacies, and looked up at the tall and strong fat pier with wet eyes.

"Brother Dun, let's break up." Xia Zhi said this in the coldest and most heartless voice with tears in his eyes.

Fatty was stunned, the smile on his face gradually froze, and the light in his eyes gradually disappeared.

After a long, long time, he managed to squeeze out a very stiff smile, and still said softly: "Xiao Zhi, I don't like to make such jokes, please stop making trouble?"

"I didn't make a fuss, I'm telling you very seriously, let's break up." Xia Zhi had already made mental preparations, all the tears that should have been cried had been dried up, and she seemed very calm at the moment.

Pang Dun dropped his hands weakly, and the flowers and delicacies in his hands fell to the ground. He was indifferent and looked at her quietly.

His tears couldn't help but flow down, his eyes were red and his voice was choked up, "Why? We have always been fine, why did we break up?"

"There's no reason, I don't like you anymore." Xia Zhi left this sentence, turned and left.

Fatty caught up with her, took her hand, with a sad face, couldn't stop crying, and coaxed softly: "Xiao Zhi, let's not break up, please tell me, what's wrong with me, I'll change it, I will definitely change it. Please don't do this."

Xia Zhi's heart was pierced like a knife, and the pain was so painful that he was about to go crazy, but he still pretended to look at him calmly, and said unfeeling words: "I don't like you, don't you understand?"

"A big fat guy like you, who would like you?"

Fat Dun said nervously: "I will lose weight, and I will definitely lose weight until you are satisfied."

Xia Zhi shook off his hand, took a few steps back, and yelled at him: "I like other boys, I don't like you anymore, whether you like it or not, it's none of my business, I don't like fat guys, I don't like you even more, break up, and don't come to me in the future."

The summer solstice is in a hurry.

Fat Dun also panicked, he has been chasing Xia Zhi to persuade him to stay.

He promised to be good to her for the rest of his life, to give her gold and silver, to pick the stars and moons from the sky, to give her happiness, and to give her everything.

He will lose weight, accommodate her, and love her.

He chased after Xia Zhi without any dignity and cried, constantly trying to persuade him to stay.

Xia Zhi also cried.

She turned to Pang Dun and said, "Brother Dun, I just don't love you now. If you keep pestering me, I will hate you, hate you, and disgust you."

Fat Dun let go of her hand, stood still, watching her indifferent back gradually go away, he wiped away his tears, covered his sore heart, and shouted at Xia Zhi.

"Xia Zhi, you will regret it, you will definitely regret it."

Xia Zhi quickened her pace of leaving, turned her back to him, and responded with a sob: "I won't."

The fat pier who wanted to give up looked at Xia Zhi who was going further and further away. He regretted it for a few seconds. He didn't want to break up, he didn't want to give up Xia Zhi.

"As small as..." Fat Dun ran after Xia Zhi like crazy.

Because of his obesity, his heart couldn't bear the load, he was out of breath, and he fell to the ground due to exhaustion.

When Xia Zhi looked back, he was struggling to get up, crying very sadly.

She wanted to go over and help him up, and wanted to tell him that she also loved Chubby very much.

She didn't dislike him for being fat, she didn't want him to return to China, and she didn't want him to marry another girl.

But she didn't do that and left indifferently.

"As small as..."

The fat man's voice kept echoing in her ears.

Xia Zhi felt a dull pain in his heart, and his cheeks were drenched.

She woke up from her sleep, only to realize that she was dreaming about her first love again.

She touched her wet cheeks, only to find herself in the dream, and cried again.

It's been ten years, and she hasn't dreamed of Fatty for a long time.

Today, I suddenly thought of him again.

Fatty is right, she will regret it.

She has regretted it for ten years, so that she has never forgotten her first love, and she has never had a boyfriend since she was 25 years old.

Friends didn't know that she had a first love, and they all said that she was single, beautiful but rejected countless high-quality male gods.

When a friend wants to introduce someone to her, she has a premise that the other party must be a fat man, so that she can have the feeling to meet.

But in this world, there is no fat man like Pang Dun, who is fat, strong and good-looking, has a gentle personality, and is also obedient to her.

The point is that you will never find that heart-beating feeling again.

Thinking of heartbeat, Xia Zhi thought of Mo Yinan again.

She seemed to be moved when she saw Mo Yinan for the first time.

Xia Zhi felt terrified when he thought about Mo Yinan's heartbeat.

At this time, the door was knocked.

Xia Zhi sat in front of the dressing table and put on face cream: "Come in."

The servant opened the door and brought in breakfast.

"Young Madam, please take your time to enjoy your breakfast." The servant said respectfully.

Xia Zhi glanced at the new-faced servant, nodded with a smile, "Okay, thank you."

After the servant left, Xia Zhi walked over, opened the lid and looked at the breakfast.

Her eyes lit up immediately.

It turned out to be her favorite sweet potato grilled cheese.

Most people eat sweet potatoes because they are soft, glutinous and sweet.

And she has a unique taste, so she likes the dry powder of sweet potatoes, the best one is the one that sticks in the throat and beats the chest, and it is baked with cheese, it is absolutely perfect.

Xia Zhi didn't know if it was a coincidence, or if her sister also liked this way of eating.

Xia Zhi happily sat down to eat breakfast.

After a while, the door knocked again.

Xia Zhi thought it was a servant, and responded lightly: "Please come in."

Doors opened and closed.

Xia Zhi took a sip of milk, looked up, was startled suddenly, and froze.

Mo Yinan walked towards her unhurriedly, his handsome face was cold and arrogant, and his eyes were deep but burning.

Xia Zhi pretended to be calm: "Morning, what's the matter with my brother-in-law coming to my room early in the morning?"

Mo Yinan went to the chair beside her and sat down, pointing, "Have breakfast with you."

"What?" Xia Zhi frowned, dumbfounded.

Within a few seconds, there was a knock on the door, and after Mo Yinan answered, the servant came in with breakfast and put it on the small round table.

Mo Yinan calmly ate a different breakfast in front of her.

Xia Zhi looked at this strange man in front of him, and even ran to her room to "spend" breakfast with her.