and share this life with affection

For Li You, Bian Zhi has regrets and guilt.

She always felt that she didn't work hard enough at the beginning, otherwise, things could have been handled better.

But at that time, she had just stepped out of depression, facing such a violent scene, she really couldn't react better for a while.

so that.

For a long time after Li You left, Bian Zhi would have nightmares at night.

In the nightmare, in the dark toilet, suppressed panting, vulgar language, and vulgar smiles filled the whole dream.

So much so that when she married Ou Moyuan, she was very resistant to intimacy.

Later, when she met Zhou Suihuai, she didn't know why. In fact, she didn't bother to untangle her heart, but the two got along very well.

Maybe, this is fate.

the next day.

Bian Zhi and Zhou Sui Huai went to the banquet together, it was not a particularly grand place, Zhou Sui Huai and Brother Leng had a table by themselves, not far from the two of them.

Zhou Suihuai understood that that part of the past was Bianzhi's inner demon, and when she wanted to come out by herself, he looked at her from a distance and protected her from a position close at hand.

"Brother." Bian Zhi sat down.

Today, Li You is wearing a pure white suit, as if he has dressed up deliberately, with the broken hair on his forehead combed back, revealing warm and harmless eyebrows and eyes, which is very deceptive.

"Junior Sister, I ordered your favorite dish, see if it suits you." The menu was handed to Bian Zhi, "See if there is anything else you want to add."

Bian Zhi was in no mood to eat.

"Brother, how have you been doing these past few years?"

Li You didn't even pause, as if he didn't care, but also as if he was casual, "Okay, how could it be bad?"

Li You asked Bian Zhi with a smile.

For a moment, Bian Zhi didn't know that he should face Li You.

Obviously, she had worked hard back then, but when Li You asked her back, it seemed that she was a heinous sinner.

Bian Zhi was silent.

Li You was still smiling, "Junior Sister, I heard that you have had a good life these years. Although you were divorced at the beginning, you will never leave without one year old Huai. I only knew after hearing that you are a poisonous scorpion."

Li You's words carried a sharpness that Bian Zhi could detect, "Junior Sister, I've been thinking about one thing after I found out about this." Li You took the water glass and poured Bian Zhi a glass of strong concentration when he lowered his eyes. Gao Djiu, "I've been thinking," he spoke calmly and slowly, easily bringing people into his position, "I was thinking, the 15-year-old junior sister I met, that genius girl, is Didn't you become a poisonous scorpion when you met my unbearable situation?"

Bloody questioning.

People who are too familiar always know where the fatal point is.

"Junior Sister, I still want to know." Li You's smile didn't diminish, but the corners of his mouth got bigger and bigger, "That one, you told Senior Brother to try it, are you serious?"

Li You smiled coldly, "When you stopped me, were you watching senior brother's jokes? Did you think in your heart that there are such unbearable people in the world? What if they are the disciples of the Great Master of the Qing Dynasty?" It's the same, but it's just the same? It's just the same as opening your legs and letting those vulgar women go in, when you-"

Li You bent his eyes, "Try what you said, are you serious?"

Zhou Suihuai and Brother Leng listened to the general idea, and they both frowned.

I cursed in my heart, I'm crazy!

This grandson is here in pua!

Brother Leng couldn't bear it and wanted to go there, but he was dragged by Zhou Suihuai. Before he came, Bian Zhi had an agreement with him, and he was allowed to go there after seeing the code.

One year old Huai's hand, which was on the table, was tightly clenched, and his veins were bulging.

Bian Zhi pursed her lips.

Li You saw through Bian Zhi's guilt towards him and his helplessness when he was young, so he calmly pushed the red wine towards Bian Zhi.

Bian Zhi subconsciously raised her hand to grab the wine glass.

"It's been so long, don't you want to have a drink with senior brother?"

The hand holding the glass was tighter and tighter, and in a trance, Bian Zhi felt that suffocating feeling had returned in the hot summer day.

She wanted to drink something in a trance, raised the glass, and when she was about to drink, she saw Zhou Suihuai's anxious face from the corner of her eye.

This face overlapped with the one year old who worried her and made her laugh that year.

"how?"

Seeing that Bian Zhi hadn't moved for a long time, Li You drank the wine in the glass first, and then asked with a smile, "Junior Sister looks down on Senior Brother, but it's just a glass of wine, and you don't want to drink with Senior Brother? Do you think Senior Brother is dirty?"

These words made Bian Zhi feel cold all over.

People who have suffered from emotional illness, no matter how strong their willpower is, as long as they do not get rid of their inner demons, it is easy to be aroused by old emotions when they meet the person in the situation again.

"Junior Sister," Li You didn't force him, he seemed to have a long sentence to say, he put down his wine glass, leaned loosely on the back of the chair, folded his hands in front of him, and assumed a defensive posture,

"Do you know when the first time started?"

"It was when senior brother was 19 years old."

"At that time, Steward Li had already given birth to several sons, so I was useless. He thought, just throw me back again. At the reception that day, the young man's body stretched like a strip, wrapped in sports clothes. But the body in the suit has become an eye-catching capital."

"I won't, no matter what."

"But Butler Li arrested my sister. That year, the dark room was full of blood. It was my sister's blood. They asked someone to tie her up from the orphanage, tied her to the door, and beat her over and over again. She, at that time, she was just now."

"Finally, when the man unbuttoned his trousers, I couldn't bear it anymore. After I roared and struggled, I compromised." Li You pulled his lips funny, "Do you know how dirty the rich man's world is? Then Woman, I still have her when I have nightmares now.

She is very fat, and her stubby fingers are wearing luxurious gemstones. Because she is too fat, the flesh of her fingers is squeezed into a pile. The sound of her laugh is not much better than that of a pig. Standing in front of me with two legs, she can almost Covering my whole body, she just took off her pants and put my head..."

Li You's eyes were scarlet and his body trembled.

"After everything was over, my sister also went crazy. She witnessed everything. Since then, that scene has become a nightmare for both of us. Now, it's been so many years since that happened. We haven't met each other. We have become Now, the strangers who miss each other the most in this life, but will never see each other again, because none of us can face that disgusting past in this life."

"Junior Sister, I'm just such a family member. I used myself to protect her. I thought——I could do it."

"But, do you think Steward Li will let us go easily?"

Li You smiled, remembering what the family members whispered, he repeated to Bian Zhi word by word, "They said, these two brothers and sisters are really miserable, one has been reduced to a rich woman's plaything, and the other— —”

Under the pale light, Li You smiled tragically, "I have become the housekeeper's plaything."

"Do you know how old Butler Li was that year?!!!!!!"

"Junior Sister, when you tried it with me, why didn't you really take me out of the mud? Do you know what I have encountered all these years?"

"Is it a meal that can make you feel relieved at that time?!"

Li You drank a glass of wine sullenly, put the glass on the table fiercely, and sneered, "My sister is pregnant, his, but he is unrestrained, killing two people."

"I'm relieved, I don't know whether I should be happy or sad."

"I haven't been to her tomb, I'm too dirty."

Li You poured himself another glass of wine, touched the glass in Bian Zhi's hand, and said to Bian Zhi with a smile: "Don't you want to drink?This wine is clean. "

After a pause.

Li You: "Oh." He looked inquiringly, jokingly, "Is she really pregnant?"