Morning sickness during divorce, was bumped into by ex-husband kneeling and begging for remarriage

When Tang Shen and Tang Ruoqing came to see Su Nanxing, Lu Beiyuan accompanied him the whole time, and his attitude towards Tang Shen was normal.

Tang Shen didn't realize that Lu Beiyuan was hostile to him, but judging by the situation, he had no chance to have a few words with Su Nanxing alone.

Tang Ruoqing had to go to work in the afternoon, so they left after not staying for long.

Lu Beiyuan sat by the bed and prepared fruit for Su Nanxing.

What can she eat and what is good for her health? Even if Qiao Muye hired a nutritionist, Lu Beiyuan read a lot of books and did everything by himself.

"Tangtang has found a boyfriend, so should Tang Shen find one too?" he asked.

Su Nanxing looked at him strangely: "You actually care about whether other people fall in love?"

Lu Beiyuan said: "Isn't Tang Shen your good friend? You grew up together, and he has been single all the time, so you will worry too."

Su Nanxing always felt that Lu Beiyuan was a little cautious in this regard.

She and Tang Shen are innocent, why Lu Beiyuan still has such worries.

That meant that Tang Shen could only feel at ease when he settled down.

"Actually, he has always had someone in his heart. The reason for the divorce seems to be because his wife found out about it and couldn't accept it, so she divorced."

Lu Beiyuan was a little surprised: "He has someone in his heart, why would he marry someone else?"

Su Nanxing looked at him: "Isn't this normal? Didn't you marry me back then?"

Lu Beiyuan lifted a rock and hit himself in the foot.

If he didn't mention this topic, Su Nanxing wouldn't be able to say this.

When she said this, Lu Beiyuan really didn't know how to answer.

I just kept my head down and didn't speak.

After pausing for a few seconds, he took the fruit with a fork and fed it to Su Nanxing's mouth.

Su Nanxing didn't say anything more.

After a long time, Su Nanxing was about to take a nap, when Lu Beiyuan suddenly said, "Actually...the first time I saw you, I...I had feelings."

Su Nanxing suddenly looked up at him.

Lu Beiyuan was a little uncomfortable: "I grew up with my grandfather, and I never quarreled with him. Because my parents' marriage life is a mess, I hate marriage. That was the first time I quarreled with my grandfather, so even if I met You feel it, and I do too..."

He paused, and then said, "I had mixed emotions at the time. I didn't want to repeat the tragedy of my parents, and I didn't want my life and marriage to be controlled by other people. But I couldn't..."

Su Nanxing lowered his eyes.

Lu Beiyuan added: "I don't know what it's like to like someone. At that time, I put all my energy on work. In fact, thinking about it now, thanks to my parents, I probably didn't have any expectations for marriage at that time. of."

"There are many kinds of love. Like Tangtang and Ying Luoyu you mentioned, they fell in love at first sight."

"But there are also people like us. You fill my heart in the day-to-day life of the long stream of water, but it's like spring rain nourishing the earth, moistening everything silently. I don't even notice it. I already have love for you." emotion."

"I just know that going home is no longer a torment for me."

"I'm done with work and can't wait to get back."

"I didn't know at that time, but thinking about it now, it's because you are at home and I want to see you."

"Xing Xing, I may not say anything sweet, and I have done a lot of things to make you sad. Including now... I seem to be hurting you all the time."

"But... I really don't know."

"Yes, I'm an adult, and if I do something wrong, I have to take responsibility."

"But, Xing Xing, I really... really hope that you can give me one last chance."

"I don't expect you to forgive me now, I...in fact, I can't forgive myself."

"Dad told me that after you are discharged from the hospital, you will live with him for a while."

Hearing this, Su Nanxing reacted and looked up at him.

Lu Beiyuan said, "I have no objection."

Su Nanxing was very surprised.

The reason why she told Qiao Muye about this first is that she hasn't spoken to Lu Beiyuan yet.

I was just worried that Lu Beiyuan would disagree.

Su Nanxing has made up her mind, and if Lu Beiyuan disagrees, she will stick to her point of view.

She also knew that maybe Lu Beiyuan was the victim in this matter, and he was also innocent.

But Su Nanxing still felt very uncomfortable.

Lin Xuan is Lu Beiyuan's mother, maybe Lu Beiyuan can't do anything to her.

But Wei Yunyue has always been determined to Lu Beiyuan, is it because Lu Beiyuan has always given her hope, or because Lu Beiyuan has not refused firmly enough.

In short, Wei Yunyue can do such a thing, plus the kind of circle of friends she posted before.

It felt like a thorn in Su Nanxing's heart.

She also knew that her parents had experienced such a thing more than 20 years ago.

At this time, she realized how desperate Han Rujin was.

Even afterward, she knew that Lu Beiyuan was plotted by Lin Xuan and Wei Yunyue.

But at that time, standing in front of the hotel, he saw Wei Yunyue wearing sexy pajamas.

That kind of feeling that life is better than death.

too painful.

After Su Nanxing understood what happened, she knew that she would not and could not repeat the tragedy of Han Rujin's life.

She will give Lu Beiyuan a chance.

She doesn't foolishly punish herself with other people's mistakes.

But she...can't pass her own psychological level.

She needs to give herself time.

The thorn in my heart may not hurt very much.

But it is all the time.

The name of that thorn is Wei Yunyue.

Su Nanxing believes that time is the best medicine to heal all wounds.

Maybe a month, maybe two months.

She also hoped that it wouldn't be too long.

She looked at Lu Beiyuan and said softly, "Thank you."

"Xing Xing, don't say that." Lu Beiyuan smiled: "No matter what you decide, I will support you."

Su Nanxing was taken aback.

Suddenly her heart felt empty.

She spoke with difficulty: "What if... I say divorce?"

"Leave if you want." Lu Beiyuan said.

Su Nanxing's heart sank.

Why did Lu Beiyuan say such things?

Is it because she did it too much?

Is he angry?

Or... He didn't love her that much in the first place?

Lu Beiyuan put the bowl in his hand aside, and said again: "Xing Xing, as long as you are happy, as long as it makes you feel less sad, I have no problem with what you do."

He could see that, these days, Sunanxing seemed like nothing happened on the surface.

But he knew how sad she was.

Even if he explained it himself, Lu Beiyuan could empathize with the despair and pain she had experienced.

When he learned that Su Nanxing was born prematurely because of this incident, Lu Beiyuan could no longer forgive himself.

Su Nanxing lowered her eyes: "What about you? Do you want to... divorce me too?"

Lu Beiyuan shook his head and looked at her firmly: "You can do anything. As long as you give me a chance. Whether it's separation or divorce, I will... chase you back."