Mr. Lu, the wife was the white moonlight that night

Lu Jingmo finally breathed a sigh of relief, watching her eat more than half of the meal before agreeing to take her to the cemetery.

This was the first time Ye Jiahe washed and washed in a few days. She was wearing a black coat, which made her pale and weak.

The weather outside is gloomy, as if the gods know what kind of day it is today, so they cooperate to make everything in this world extremely dark and gloomy.

Lu Jingmo drove the car to the cemetery. The green lawn was full of Jin family members and Jin Nanping's former friends and colleagues.

Only Ye Jiahe stood far away, she didn't dare to approach, dared not destroy such a solemn scene.

Ye Jiahe walked into the tombstone step by step until the Jin family's mourning was over and they all left.

Lu Jingmo didn't follow, he stood there restrained, just because he knew that this incident happened because of him, and he had no face to face Jin Nanping.

Ye Jiahe knelt in front of the tombstone, stretched out his hand to caress the black and white photo on the monument, choked up and said, "Mr. Jin, no, Nanping, you like me to call you by your name like that the most. Are you...are you cold there? It's me No, it's me...that let you down..."

In the past, she always liked to confide her thoughts to Jin Nanping, and also liked to joke with him, saying what you said to me.

But now, no matter what she said, there would be no response.

Not far away, Lu Jingmo looked at the thin and trembling back, regret and heartache hit him layer by layer.

He was thinking, if Jin Nanping can come back to life now, if Ye Jiahe can not be so sad, he will help them.

But now, everything is a foregone conclusion, and none of them can change it.

……

Cloud club.

Wang Rou smashed everything and was furious: "Why? Why didn't Ye Jiahe die? Also, you have spent so many days, why didn't you rescue Jun Yao for me!"

In the past, she always put on a gentle look in front of Ah Xiao, but now, this ferocious appearance really shocked Ah Xiao.

He hurriedly said: "Sister Rou, calm down first. The car accident you arranged has already alarmed the snake, and Lu Jingmo has hidden Master Junyao even more tightly. We can't find his whereabouts at all. Besides, that car accident , let another innocent person die! You...you should have informed me before you did this!"

Ah Xiao didn't know how to say some words.

Even for Shang Yuanhao's sake, he couldn't blame Wang Rou.

But after that, he punished the younger brother who followed Wang Rou for doing this, but the casualties had already been caused, and another innocent life was lost.

Ever since the dressing change, Ah Xiao felt more and more that Wang Rou was different from what he had imagined, as if human life was as insignificant as air to her.

Even people like them who have been walking on the tip of a knife all year round are not as decisive as Wang Rou in killing people.

Feeling Ah Xiao's blame, Wang Rou simply stopped pretending and said through gritted teeth, "It's all you trash! A woman can't kill her, and I can't even find my son. What use are you?"

After she vented a bit, she said like a deflated ball, "What should I do now? I can't even go out, and I'm like a living dead in this secret room all day long! There are my arrest warrants everywhere outside, you Tell me, what should I do?"

Ah Xiao sighed, and said: "How about this, Sister Rou, I will help you get a fake identity as soon as possible, you go abroad to hide first. When we rescue the young master, we will send him there to reunite with you. Now Lu Jingmo's people have already set their sights on the clubhouse, if this continues, I'm afraid they won't be able to hide anything!"

"I do not go!"

Wang Rou stared at him with scarlet eyes and said, "I haven't seen Ye Jiahe die with my own eyes, how can I leave?"

Ah Xiao also lost his patience. He said in a deep voice: "Sister Rou, my brothers and I can no longer help you do such a life-threatening thing. Even if the boss is awake, he will not agree. You are still here Calm down!"

After speaking, he left Wang Rou's room.

Wang Rou walked behind him angrily and shouted, "Come back! Come back!"

If even Ah Xiao didn't help her anymore, who else could she expect to do for her?

……

After returning from Jin Nanping's cemetery, Ye Jiahe was still in a depressed state, lying on the bed alone every day, doing nothing and eating nothing.

Lu Jingmo had no choice but to invite Xia Ling to help persuade Ye Jiahe.

When Ye Jiahe saw Xia Ling, he forced a smile and said, "You're here."

"Jiahe..."

Seeing that she was so thin, Xia Ling was so distressed that she was about to cry, "How did you make yourself like this? It's just that I haven't seen you for a few days. How could such a thing happen?"

Ye Jiahe finally broke down and cried, choked up and said: "Mr. Jin is dead, I killed him!"

In fact, Lu Jingmo had already told Xia Ling what happened on the way.

Hearing Ye Jiahe's self-reproach, Xia Ling hugged her and said, "It's not your fault, the car accident was not caused by you, Lu Jingmo has already called the police, and they will catch Wang Rou soon."

"But I can't forgive myself."

Ye Jiahe cried so much that she couldn't help herself. She shook her head and said, "If it wasn't for me, Mr. Jin wouldn't have died. He must have been very desperate when he saw me and Lu Jingmo go home, even the moment he passed away. , or maybe he left with despair and regret. He must blame me for being so unsteady, and he must hate me to death."

"No, Jiahe, Professor Jin never hated you."

Xia Ling comforted softly: "If he hates you, he will not try his best to protect you at the last moment. He has always loved you, but life is like this. What you give and what you get are never equal. Yes. But he paid for you, and he did so willingly. I think if he knew you survived, then he would feel that his sacrifice was meaningful."

Ye Jiahe stared blankly at the ground, sighed and said, "After Teacher Jin left, I found that my heart seemed to be empty too. I don't even know the way forward, how should I go on? I really hate it, I hate it so much. That woman Wang Rou! I wish I could kill her and die with her!"

Xia Ling quickly stopped her thinking, "Jiahe, don't think so. Wang Rou has done a lot of evil, and the law will punish her. You also have Ran Ran and Yang Yang. You can't put yourself in it for such a woman."

Mentioning the two children, Ye Jiahe's heart ached again.

She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said: "I have already returned the child to him, I just ask him to stay away from me, and I have nothing to do with him."

"you……"

Xia Ling didn't expect that, as Lu Jingmo said, Ye Jiahe didn't even want a child.

Once, these two children held such an important position in her heart.

She shook Ye Jiahe lightly, and said with red eyes: "Jiahe, wake up, Ran Ran and Yang Yang are the children you gave birth to with your life, how could you not want them? They lost their mother at such a young age, what do you think?" What should we do after passing them? Professor Jin chose to die, and he wanted you to live well. He managed to get your life, but you tortured yourself like this, so what's the point of everything he gave? ?”

Xia Ling's words struck Ye Jiahe's heart word by word, and penetrated into the deepest part of his heart.

In fact, she understands a lot of truths, but she really can't pass the test in her heart.

Every time she thinks that there is a man who was let down by her, but died generously for her, how should she face the rest of her life with a smile?

Although Xia Ling's mouth was worn out, but Ye Jiahe only had to say a few words, she was still so decadent that she couldn't be interested in doing anything.

Xia Ling came out of the ward and said coldly to Lu Jingmo: "I'll stay and take care of her, you can go. The people she hates the most now are you and Wang Rou. In the final analysis, Professor Jin's death cannot be escaped from both of you." Open the relationship."

When Lu Jingmo heard her asking him to leave, he frowned displeasedly, and asked, "Are you sure, Mu Sichen can let you out for so long?"

Speaking of Mu Sichen, Xia Ling's face was very embarrassed.

She knew that all of Mu Sichen's friends looked down on her, because they were all aware of the shady relationship she had with Mu Sichen.

That's why Lu Jingmo brought Mu Sichen out just now to suppress her.

Just as he was talking, Mu Sichen called and asked her to go back to play golf with him and a business partner.

Of course Xia Ling didn't want to go, but in front of Mu Sichen, she had no room to refuse.

Before leaving, Xia Ling glared at Lu Jingmo bitterly, and said, "Just do something wrong!"

After finishing speaking, she stepped on her high heels and left quickly to find Mu Sichen.

Lu Jingmo took a deep breath, returned to the ward, squatted in front of Ye Jiahe with his tall and slender body, and said softly, "Xia Ling has left beforehand. If you like her to accompany you, I will let her come tomorrow, okay?" ?”

Ye Jiahe looked at him indifferently and said nothing.

It seemed that only when facing him, she didn't want to say a word.

There was a sharp pain in Lu Jingmo's heart, he tried to squeeze out a smile, and said: "By the way, the school final exam is over, and Yang Yang is still the first in the grade. The key is Ran Ran, she is really good, she has improved a lot, even the teacher Praise her."

He mentioned the most important person to her, but she didn't respond.

Lu Jingmo was really scared this time, the current Ye Jiahe gave him the feeling that he was like sand that couldn't be held, and would eventually leave him bit by bit.

He suddenly sat by the bed, hugged her tightly, kissed the top of her hair, and said hoarsely: "Jiahe, don't scare me, okay? Ranran and Yangyang miss Mommy every day, if you continue like this , I don’t know how to explain to the children?”

Ye Jiahe pushed him away fiercely, and growled in a broken voice: "Don't you just want Ran Ran and Yang Yang? I've already returned them to you, please leave here, leave me, okay?"

Every time Lu Jingmo heard her say such words, he felt worse than killing him.

The man's handsome face revealed forbearance, and he said word by word: "I will not leave you. I know, you hate me because of Jin Nanping. But Ye Jiahe, if I was in Jin Nanping's position at that time, I would do it too. make the same choice."

Ye Jiahe's heart trembled slightly, he couldn't tell what it was like, it was very complicated, and he couldn't explain the suffocation for no reason.

Lu Jingmo walked to the window, looked out desperately and helplessly, and said sadly: "I have even been thinking these days, the person who protects you, why isn't it me? If the person who died was me, wouldn't it be you? Will it be so uncomfortable, self-torture like this?"

For some reason, Ye Jiahe's eyes were sour and astringent.

She smiled sadly and said, "Do you know that there are no ifs in this world, let alone regret medicine. Lu Jingmo, don't think that I will be with you when Professor Jin is gone. You are the thing I regret the most!"

Every word of hers was like a sharp knife, cutting crazily at the softest part of Lu Jingmo's heart.

Lu Jingmo's deep eyes were full of pain, he smiled wryly and said, "It's okay, it doesn't matter if you don't forgive me. As long as you are well, don't blame Ran Ran and Yang Yang. They always thought they didn't have a father. Did they just find a father now? , do you have the heart to let them have no mother? What did these two children do wrong? "

These words made Ye Jiahe feel guilty.

Yeah, what did those two kids do wrong?

Just because of Lu Jingmo's blood on their bodies?

Even so, Ye Jiahe still couldn't get past the hurdle in her heart. Now, every time she saw Lu Jingmo and these two children, she would feel that it was a kind of betrayal for Jin Nanping.

Just then, there was a light knock on the door.

Lu Jingmo thought it was a nurse who came to fetch water, so he went to open the door, only to find that the person standing at the door was Mrs. Jin.

"You...why are you here?"

Lu Jingmo was very surprised. Could it be that Mrs. Jin became more and more angry after going back, and came to settle accounts with Ye Jiahe?

He asked nervously, "Are you okay?"

Mrs. Jin's face was haggard, but she was still elegant and gentle. She said lightly, "I'm here to look for Jiahe, can I talk to her alone?"

Ye Jiahe didn't expect that Mrs. Jin would come to look for her.

Even if she wants to beat her or scold her, she will feel better.

It is much better than the present situation, without even a chance of redemption.

Therefore, Ye Jiahe quickly stood up and said to Lu Jingmo, "Go out!"

Lu Jingmo glanced at her worriedly, but left the room anyway.

Looking at Mrs. Jin's appearance, Ye Jiahe burst into tears, and said over and over again: "Auntie, I'm sorry, I know you hate me! I hate myself too."

"I'm not here to blame you."

Mrs. Jin walked towards her slowly, put the bag aside, and said in a vicissitudes of voice: "I have always believed in fate. Maybe this catastrophe is really destined to be in Nanping. If I say I hate you , As a mother, of course I hate it. However, my son certainly does not want his mother to turn against the person he loves the most. "

Ye Jiahe didn't expect Mrs. Jin to say these words to her, she said blankly: "I... don't quite understand what you mean. You should hate me, and I can accept it."

Mrs. Jin raised her face, looked at her pale face, and said bitterly: "Looking at you like this, since the accident, you shouldn't be feeling well. But life still has to go forward, and we can't stop at this moment, right? Bar?"

Ye Jiahe's eyes were full of shock, she did not expect that Mrs. Jin had such a heart.

After such a thing happened, she would personally come to enlighten her.

Tears burst out, she knelt down in front of Mrs. Jin, choked up and said, "I'm sorry, Auntie, I'm really sorry. I don't know how to make amends, so you should beat me up and scold me! I don't deserve you forgive."

Mrs. Jin's eyes were also wet. She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and took out a diary from her bag.

She touched the cover of the diary, smiled sadly, and said: "I found this when I was packing up Nanping's relics. Almost all of his diaries are about you. Our family will leave Haicheng soon. , This, I’ll give it to you, as Nanping’s last thought for you.”

Ye Jiahe took the diary tremblingly, and put it tightly on his heart, as if Jin Nanping's temperature and heartbeat were still there.

Mrs. Jin sighed, stood up wearily, and said, "Let's let it go. When I saw Nanping's diary, I let go of my hatred for you. Since my son thinks you are a girl worthy of being loved , then you must be."

She hugged the diary and couldn't say anything.

Mrs. Jin patted her shoulder lightly and said, "Goodbye, Jiahe."

After speaking, she slowly left the ward.

But just now Lu Jingmo was worried and listened to their conversation at the door.

Madam Jin's mind and bearing are enough to shock and admire everyone.

Although they were rivals in love before Jin Nanping was alive, now Lu Jingmo respects the Jin family from the bottom of his heart.

When Mrs. Jin came out, they looked at each other for a long time.

Lu Jingmo bowed his head and said, "I'm sorry, I have a lot of responsibility for this matter. I will definitely catch the murderer as soon as possible and give Professor Jin an explanation."

Mrs. Jin said sadly: "The order of appearance in life is really important. If our Nanping appeared in Jiahe's life first, he might not lose to you."

After speaking, Mrs. Jin finally left.

……

Ever since Mrs. Jin came, Ye Jiahe's condition has improved day by day.

Although she still ignored Lu Jingmo and regarded him as an enemy, at least for the two children, her eyes glowed with maternal love again.

Every day after Ran Ran and Yang Yang are out of school, Lu Jingmo will take them over to accompany Ye Jiahe.

And at night, Ye Jiahe would take Jin Nanping's diary and flip through it page by page.

Lu Jingmo felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't bear to stop it.

Every night, Ye Jiahe slept in the room, and Lu Jingmo slept on the sofa outside to watch over her.

In the dark, he could often hear the sound of Ye Jiahe flipping through the papers, and his heart was also aching.

Under the night light, Ye Jiahe looked at Jin Nanping's vigorous handwriting on the diary, showing a faint smile.

"Today is the day when Jiahe was named the outstanding medical researcher of the year. Seeing her standing proudly on the podium, I was thinking, if I could, I would give everything I have and everything I know to Give her. Her dream, I will help her achieve it."

"Today is the 1925th day I have known Jiahe. She has decided to go back to Haicheng Hospital for research. I still haven't told her the truth, or the lost memory. I selfishly want to keep her by my side, because I'm afraid that I will lose to the person in her heart."

"The sun is very good today. Jiahe and I took our two children to the playground. She was watching the children, and I was watching her. When she smiled, the world seemed to be brighter."

"..."

Ye Jiahe's tears fell drop by drop on the paper, and the blue-black ink blots were rendered, like her heart that was so painful that it was blurred.

In the past few days, she has been sleeping with this diary in her arms.

It seems that only in this way can she deceive herself. Teacher Jin has not left, he is still there.

The next day, Ye Jiahe decided to leave the hospital.

She wants to find Wang Rou, find the real culprit, and watch her be punished with her own eyes!