Say I love you when you are divorced

The bright sun is extraordinarily dazzling, and the room is bright.

Rong Shi's heart skipped a beat.

He stared fixedly at his wife's dull eyes, and an ominous omen spread wildly in his heart.

"Honey, you..." His voice was tense, he was careful not to even breathe, "What did you say?"

Jiang Nanxing frowned, and turned his eyes to the window, "Is it dark? The room is dark, why don't you turn on the light?"

Time is like being struck by lightning.

His eyes turned red quickly, and he shook his hands slightly in front of his wife's eyes.

Her gaze was unfocused.

"Honey, your eyes..." Rong Shi's heart was pierced by a knife, and he murmured involuntarily.

I dare not say anything later.

"What's wrong?" she asked subconsciously.

Frowning slightly, she looked carefully.

But there was still darkness in front of him.

Rong Shi was so heartbroken that he couldn't speak a word.

His silence made her realize something.

After a while, she asked softly, "Is the light on?"

"It's... eleven o'clock in the morning." Rong Shi spoke with difficulty, his voice broken and trembling.

Jiang Nanxing was slightly taken aback.

eleven o'clock in the morning...

In broad daylight, she couldn't see anything...

Jiang Nanxing looked ahead calmly.

"Oh." Realizing that she might be blind, she didn't cry or fuss, she just let out a faint oh to express her understanding.

Her reaction was very different from what she expected, Rong Shi became more and more worried, "Nan Xing..."

Hearing the worry and distress in his tone, she tried to move the corners of her mouth, revealing a bleak smile.

"I'm fine." She said in a low voice, stroking the transparent bag in her arms with both hands, and murmured almost inaudibly, "It's fine to not see..."

The so-called seeing things and thinking about people.

Now that she can't see, maybe she won't think about her sons all the time, so her heart won't be so painful.

I burst into tears.

Hugging his wife into his arms suddenly, he tried hard to control his emotions and not let himself collapse.

He choked with sobs and comforted: "Honey, don't be afraid, we will go to the hospital in a while, your eyes will be fine!"

Rong Shi's embrace was very warm, but it couldn't drive away the coldness in Jiang Nanxing's heart.

"En." She replied lightly, her whole being as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

Not to mention being blind, even if she is diagnosed with cancer now, she doesn't care.

What is life without love?

She is!

From the moment the children left her, she had no expectations for this world.

Life and death are not important anymore!

What's more, death may be a relief for her.

She knew that thinking like this was selfish and unfair to her husband, but what should she do?

She couldn't restrain her negative thoughts!

She's sick, not just with her eyes.

There is even a psychological...

……

Jiang Nanxing lost his sight and was hospitalized for treatment.

Qu Jiaxu said that her blindness was caused by crying too hard.

It has not reached the point of no return, but she needs to actively cooperate with the treatment.

Qu Jiaxu also whispered to Rong Shi that Jiang Nanxing was closed-minded and prone to depression.

The death of her sons hit her too hard!

Once I live in this hospital, it lasts for half a month.

But after some treatment, Jiang Nanxing's eyes did not improve.

She hugged the relics of her sons all day long, and sat alone, immersed in her own world.

A world full of sadness, despair, and darkness.

Rong Shi's eyes were red, and he looked like an extremely insecure fawn, nestling on the sofa on the balcony hugging his silent wife.

She was like a lifeless puppet, motionless and lifeless.

Rongshi was in so much pain that he didn't even dare to breathe too hard.

His heart was full of fear.

The panic of losing her.

He hasn't lost her yet, but it seems like he has lost her.

He knew that her heart had already followed her sons...

He doesn't blame her, it's just...

His heart hurts too! !

Losing his son, like her, was heart-wrenching. Do you want to lose her again now?

God, please, don't be so cruel!

Jiang Nanxing "looked" at the sky, and Rong Shi looked at her.

The distance between them is obviously less than two meters, but their hearts are separated by hundreds of thousands of miles.

They are no longer in the same world.

Do not!

He couldn't let her continue to be immersed in grief.

He has to pull her back!

Rong Shi took a deep breath and silently adjusted his emotions.

Then he entered the balcony and squatted in front of her.

"Wife." He called her softly, tenderly and pamperingly.

"Yeah." She turned her face slightly, facing him, "looking" at him.

He took her cold little hand, put it on his lips and kissed her, and said to her almost flatteringly: "Jia Xu said, he has a senior sister who is a very good ophthalmologist in city h, we will go to city h tomorrow Would you like to find her?"

Qu Jiaxu has superb medical skills, but he is not omnipotent.

After half a month of Jiang Nanxing's treatment, there was still no improvement, so Qu Jiaxu pushed out his senior sister.

"I don't want to go." Jiang Nanxing refused, although his tone was light, but his attitude was firm.

"Why?" Rong Shi frowned fiercely, and the uneasiness in his heart spread wildly.

She looked calm, "looked" at the sky, "That's it."

"Honey, your eyes can get better, why give up?!" He was angry and anxious.

"I don't want to toss around anymore. After all the tossing and tossing, you are the one who gets tired." She said quietly.

"I'm not afraid of being tired!" He yelled, stood up abruptly, with his hands on his hips and turned around in anger.

Her lifeless look really frightened him.

"No, it's fine."

Jiang Nanxing twitched the corners of his mouth, revealing an illusory and shy smile.

At this moment, she was erratic like a wisp of smoke, which made him panic that he could no longer grasp it.

Time collapsed.

Ever since his sons' accident, he has been tense, not daring to break down, not daring to show sadness and vulnerability in front of her.

Because he knew that she needed him, and the company needed him, even if he died of pain, he couldn't fall down first!

But now, he couldn't bear it anymore!

He knelt down in front of her, hugged her waist tightly with both hands, buried his face in her arms, and begged, "Honey, don't do this! Please don't do this! I'm afraid..."

Jiang Nanxing's heart thumped violently.

Tears fell silently.

In fact, she didn't want to do this, but she couldn't control herself more and more.

She knew that her depression was getting worse.

So she is afraid!

She was afraid that one day, her behavior would not be controlled by her brain...

"Honey, I'm afraid..."

Rongshi's tears also overflowed wildly, his shoulders trembled violently, and he couldn't cry, "Please, wife, please, even if it's for me, okay? Our days are still long, don't be like this..."

That day when he woke up, he saw her in the bathroom, holding a glass to cut his wrist...

This image was like a spell, constantly circling in his mind.

He is so scared! !

Hearing his "scared" repeatedly, Jiang Nanxing's heart cracked and the pain was extreme.

It is the first time that such a strong and proud man has lived so long to say the word "fear" out of his mouth.

If it wasn't for the extreme pain, how could he show such a fragile side.

Jiang Nanxing lowered his eyes and "looked" at his emotionally broken husband, caressing his hair with distress, tears of sadness dripped on his head, "Husband, you survived the five years without me, if you ..."

"No if!!" Rong Shi shouted angrily.

He suddenly looked up at her, his eyes were scarlet, "Jiang Nanxing, don't even think about it!"

He roared so that the ground shook, his pain and despair were like a severely wounded beast.

He knew too well what she was trying to say.

"You can't leave me, wife, you can't leave me, I only have you!"

Rong Shi grabbed his wife's arms and shook them vigorously, trying to wake her up.

"No, you still have family members." Jiang Nanxing said softly.

He still has the Rong family, and the Helian family, and he still has too many concerns.

But she is different.

All she cares about is Yu Yu and Wing Wing!

Of course, she also cares about him, but he is an adult, he can take care of himself, but Yu Yu and Wing Wing are still so small...

"Wife..."

"Feather and Wing Wing are the only ones for me."

"South Star!"

"They are still so young, what can they do without me? What if they are cold? What if they are hungry? What if they are bullied?"

Jiang Nanxing clutched her chest tightly, every time she thought of the picture of the children being helpless, she felt so painful that she couldn't breathe.

"Honey, stop talking..." Rong Shi couldn't take it anymore, he choked up hard, and tears rolled down his face.

But how can she accept it?

Grief swept her like a storm, "I am their mommy, I want to protect them, husband, they need me!"

"I need you too!!" The man broke down and yelled, hugging his wife tightly.

He loves her so much!

Better than my own life!

What's the point of his life without her?

"Honey, I'm sorry..."

"I don't want your sorry, I want you to live well, wife, I can't live without you..."

The distraught couple hugged each other tightly and wept.

In the ward.

Fang Binglan looked at her son and daughter-in-law who were mistreated by fate with tears streaming down her face.

It hurts so much.

……

Fang Binglan sent his son away and stayed with his daughter-in-law.

Put the peeled apples into the hands of the daughter-in-law.

Jiang Nanxing shook his head, expressing that he didn't want to eat.

Fang Binglan sighed heavily.

"Nan Xing." She sat down by the bed, looking at her daughter-in-law's haggard and sunken face with distress.

"Mom." After crying a while ago, Jiang Nanxing's voice was hoarse and broken.

"Let's go to City H." Fang Binglan persuaded.

"Mom, I..."

"Girl, would you like to listen to what my mother has to say?"

Fang Binglan blocked it, not giving her daughter-in-law a chance to refuse.

Jiang Nanxing was silent, then nodded slightly, "...um."

"Girl, in this life, a person will experience many things, ups and downs, joys and sorrows, and even birth, old age, sickness and death."

Fang Binglan said earnestly: "You have to understand that when we are powerless to change something, we have to face it bravely and accept it calmly.

"Everyone has their own destiny and destination, you can't force it, and your life should not only be children.

"You still have Ah Shi, me, and your relatives and friends. There are so many people who care about you and love you. Why don't you cheer up?"

Jiang Nanxing wrung his hands tightly and wept silently.

She understands the truth, but...

"You love Yuyu and Yiyi, and Yuyu and Yiyi love you too. Do you think they would like to see you dying like this? No! They don't want to!!" Fang Binglan shouted emotionally.

Distressed and hate that iron is not steel.

"But mom, my heart hurts..."

"Does Ah Shi not hurt?!" Fang Bing's eyes were blue and red, "He hurts more than you! Not only does he have to bear the pain of losing his son, he is even more afraid of losing you who he loves the most! Nan Xing, you are his everything! He loves you so much, do you really have the heart to leave him alone and live in despair in this world?!"

They are all mothers. Seeing her son living in panic every day, she also feels very distressed.

Jiang Nanxing's heart ached like a twist.

How much Rong Shi loves her, she knows very well in her heart.

She couldn't bear to leave him alone, but...

Fang Binglan looked at the sad daughter-in-law, and pursed her lips hard.

There was a moment of silence.

"The last sentence—" she said, "don't you avenge your children?!"

As soon as these words came out, Jiang Nanxing was shocked.

His eyes, which were originally dull, suddenly brightened.

That's the light of hate.

The last words of the mother-in-law were like a basin of ice water, which woke her up violently.

yes! !

She hasn't avenged her sons yet!

How could she just think about dying? !

Do not!

She can't be blind!

Let alone die!

She wanted to find out who was behind the kidnapping of her sons.

She's going to take that beast—

thousand!knife!Ten thousand!cut! !

Yeah, why doesn't she pull herself together?

She didn't even have the right to die before her revenge was avenged! !

Jiang Nanxing gritted his teeth fiercely, the hatred in his eyes was enough to destroy the world.

Seeing the hatred in the daughter-in-law's eyes, Fang Binglan knew that her daughter-in-law's desire to survive had been successfully aroused.

She got up quietly and left with satisfaction.

Leave some time for your daughter-in-law to think slowly.

Not long after Fang Binglan left, Rong Shi returned to the ward with the medicine he had just brought back.

"husband."

Hearing his footsteps, Jiang Nanxing called him softly.

"I'm here." Rong Shi replied immediately and came to her side.

Jiang Nanxing tried his best to smile, and "looked" at her husband with tears in his eyes.

She said, "Let's go to City H."

The tears from time to time rolled down the ground.

"Um!!"

……

h city

a hospital.

Jiang Nanxing has been hospitalized for a week.

Qu Jiaxu's senior sister lived up to her reputation and her medical skills were indeed excellent.

Her eyes showed signs of improvement, and there was no longer darkness in front of her eyes.

Gradually, she could see the blurred outlines of people or objects within three meters.

The early winter sun is warm and bright.

In the garden of the hospital, Jiang Nanxing sat on a row of chairs, feeling the sunshine.

Rong Shi was worried that she would catch a cold, so he went back to the ward to get her a small blanket.

Smelling the fragrance of flowers, Jiang Nanxing "watched" the blurred figures of people coming and going around.

Looking at it, she suddenly saw a small group of people in front of her, rushing towards her.

But the little group didn't run two steps, and was grabbed by the collar by an adult.

So the villain, like a little chicken, was forcibly carried by the adults to the direction of the hospital gate.

Jiang Nanxing's heart twitched violently for no reason.

She blinked hard and looked at the small group of people very hard.

In the hazy and blurred vision, she saw the small group of people kicking their calves and struggling fiercely, while waving desperately at her...