you are my dream

No one thought that there was such an inside story.

Leaving without saying goodbye or something, from now on, regardless of Haoyue or Lieyang, only Shengxia is left to appreciate it.

Netizens in the live broadcast room instantly filled their brains with a ten thousand-word short essay on sadomasochism.

While everyone was waiting for Lu Meizhi's answer, when they swiped, the live broadcast room suddenly went dark.

The mobile phone used for the live broadcast was midsummer. It had been reminded several times that the battery was too low, but this time it was completely exhausted.

At the moment when the screen went black, netizens first thought that someone had covered the camera, but there was no sound at all. Only then did the experienced netizens realize that there must be a problem with the live broadcast equipment, and the live broadcast was forced to be interrupted.

But even so, the netizens didn't leave, venting their depression in the dark live broadcast room one by one.

The special effects of the gift continued one after another, making people see the taste of gnashing their teeth.

Here, Huang Shan has been very discerning for a long time, so he left first to appease the audience and fans in the live broadcast room.

In the living room, only Sheng Xia and Lu Meizhi were left.

"I thought you couldn't help asking me this question at the celebration banquet."

Lu Meizhi poured her a small cup of fruit tea. In the transparent glass, the warm yellow fruit tea had a sour taste.

"No, it's a question between us. It's not suitable for such an occasion." Sheng Xia explained.

"Xia Xia has grown up, and already knows how to analyze the pros and cons and weigh the pros and cons." Lu Meizhi said with emotion.

Sheng Xia pursed her lips. In the past, she was very impulsive. Maybe it was because she had endured too much injustice at home, or the injustice she couldn't resist.

Therefore, when facing other people who don't matter, she will pay more attention to what she has.

But whoever infringes on her interests, she will rush forward without hesitation, and she must vent her anger before speaking.

Because of such impulsiveness, she offended many people, and she didn't have many friends in school, and everyone looked down on friends like her.

Before meeting Lu Mei, she was a loner, no one would offend me, and I would not offend others.

Just like a lone wolf.

After getting acquainted with Lu Meizhi, every time he caused trouble, he would follow her advice, reason with her earnestly, and teach her how to get along with her classmates.

Or, when encountering such a problem, besides confronting the opponent tit for tat, is there any other better and more peaceful way to solve it.

It's just that what she believes has always been difficult to change.

The two often quarreled over these things.

Sheng Xia still remembered that the day before Lu Meizhi disappeared, the two had a big fight with the class flower in Sheng Xia, which alarmed the teacher and was punished by the teacher to write a self-criticism.

Lu Meizhi's temper was extraordinarily irritable, and her tone of admonishment was extraordinarily severe, and the two immediately quarreled.

But the next day, Sheng Xia still found the self-criticism written by Lu Meizhi on the desk.

She had thought that this time would be the same as many times before, no matter how loud the noise was, after a good night's sleep, everything would be back to normal the next day.

However, since that day, they have never seen each other again.

"Actually, for a long time after you left, I regretted it. If I had known that I was going to leave, I would have told you well to control my dog ​​temper and not get angry with you."

Sheng Xia said softly.

"I was too anxious. My family always wanted to send me abroad. I didn't want to go, so I never mentioned it to you. However, my mother is sick, so I can only study abroad and take care of her body and life."

Lu Meizhi said slowly.

"At that time, I was worried that you would be bullied at school with your temperament, and I was also worried that I might really have to leave in the end. With your dog temper and no friends around to help, you would suffer a disadvantage, so my tone was a little heavier."

"I thought about it." Sheng Xia suddenly smiled, "I thought about it after I went to your class to inquire about your whereabouts with your head teacher."

A sour feeling hit her heart.

At that time, she couldn't see him at school, and there was no one at home. She had no choice but to ask his teacher. When she learned that he had gone abroad to study and would not come back in a short time, she thought about why he made such a big fuss that day. fire.

"So, in the days without you, I have done what you said and what you wanted me to change." Sheng Xia said with a smile.

I study hard every day and don't conflict with my classmates. Even if someone deliberately bullies me, I will not directly fight with the other party, but will directly tell the teacher.

Although, at that time, the teacher didn't want to see her either.

Moreover, the teacher can't interfere too much with the small fights and shoves among the classmates.

However, there was no major conflict at all.

Lu Meizhi stared at her deeply. Looking at the smile on her face, she lacked the indomitable spirit she had when she was young, and instead had a calmness that had been impacted by the baptism of time. He only felt some sharp pain spreading from his heart.

"I do regret it." He said in a low voice, "I regret asking you to deal with all conflicts peacefully. Did you suffer a lot?"

Sheng Xia smiled, she raised her head, her eyes were a little wet.

"It's okay, at least I didn't fight anymore, I went to high school smoothly, I went to college safely and steadily, I made a good friend like Zhou Zhou, I met a good teacher like a professor, and I lived according to your words, and the result was nothing. not bad."

If it was really okay, they wouldn't meet in that way, and she wouldn't be hurt so deeply by Shi Yanjing.

Lu Meizhi sighed, "After returning to China, I tried to look for you and tried many methods, but nothing came of it."

"When I was in high school, my family moved." Sheng Xia said.

"Before returning to China? After you settled down abroad, why didn't you contact me? It would be good to just tell me where you have been." This is what she is most worried about.

"I called you, but your adoptive parents answered the phone. I guess they didn't pass on the message for me." Lu Meizhi was very helpless.

Sheng Xia nodded, "Indeed."

They never waited to see her, so naturally they didn't take her matters to heart.

"I wrote you a letter, but you probably haven't received any of them." Lu Meizhi said.

Midsummer nodded.

At the beginning, she was looking forward to it too. For a while, she stayed by the phone at home, thinking that Lu Meizhi would get settled and contact her.

It's just that she has to do housework, study, take care of her younger brother, and work part-time. It's impossible for her to be at home 24 hours a day.

Then she thought, Lu Meizhi knew about her family's situation, so she might not choose to notify her by phone, but might write a letter.

Such a letter would naturally not be sent to the home, but should be sent to the school.

She would go to the mailroom every day, and the uncle at the door already knew her. She had been waiting for a year without saying a word.

Later, she went to high school, changed schools, and her family moved.

Later, she may go back to junior high school once a month, and she doesn't know if it is to visit the uncle in the mail room, or to look forward to a letter from a teenager.

"So, where did you send the letter?" Sheng Xia asked with a smile.

"School, I definitely won't send it to your home." Lu Meizhi said.

Sheng Xia pursed her lips, looked at him blankly, and said, "Actually, I just want to know the reason why you left back then. As for why you didn't contact me, it's actually not that important. You don't have to lie to me like this."

She smiled, her smile was as bright as ever, like the warm sun for three days.

"I have grown up, I am no longer the little girl who longed for friends, longed for protection, longed for family and warmth, I can also protect myself, and will not cause trouble to anyone, will not let anyone burden me s future."

"Look, I've had a good time without you these years." Sheng Xia said with a smile.

"You don't have to pay attention to my question just now. I'm just...just curious."

"If you had contacted me, I would have felt that I had waited so long for your news, and it was not in vain."

"If you haven't contacted me, I also think it's human nature. After all, you have to adapt, get familiar with, take care of your family, and study when you are in a strange place. It's normal that you can't spare time, and I understand that .”

"So, you really don't have to lie to me about this matter." Sheng Xia said with a slight smile, her almond eyes slightly curved.

Lu Meizhi frowned, "There must be some misunderstanding. At that time, I wrote you a letter almost every week, but I didn't receive a single reply. I thought you were always angry, so I didn't Reply to my message."

"I will find out." Lu Meizhi said.

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