your name my secret

"I don't want to study abroad, I want to graduate early and earn money to support myself." Xiao Mo said truthfully.Although Luo Yixuan asked for her opinion many times, asking her whether she would go abroad to study in university directly, she refused. Firstly, she wanted to be independent early and could not always rely on Qiao's family. Second, foreign countries really did not attract her, even if she Be short-sighted.

From then on, Xiao Mo cleaned up her youthful and sprouting mood, and let that kind of emotion bloom quietly in her heart like a holy and elegant lotus.She devoted herself to her studies, and finally got into the ideal university not far from home with good grades.

This relationship was young and cautious. What Xiao Mo didn't expect was that Xiao Mo and Shao Tong met at the class reunion in the summer vacation after the freshman year. Although they went to college in different cities, this time When we met each other, I felt that the two were no longer restrained like the third year of high school, and they had a common language.The most important thing is that she likes this kind of soft-spoken boy, unlike Qiao Rui, who always speaks so sharply to her.

This summer vacation, a few classmates made an appointment to go to karaoke to watch movies together, and the two had frequent contacts.Until one night, Shao Tong called her specially, saying that he had bought two tickets for the concert, and he finally got it. Although it was the cheapest ticket, a student ticket with a telescope, but Shao Tong It is not easy to buy it from an ordinary family.

She stood at the door of the house very excitedly waiting for Shao Tong to arrive.This is the first time the two have met alone.She didn't know if it counted as a date, but she was extremely nervous and inexplicably excited.The two met at the gate of Qiao's house, and they chatted without saying a word. The gentle evening wind was blowing, stars were twinkling, and an inexplicable warmth was surging. Chatted non-stop.

But this warm scene was torn to pieces by Qiao Rui who came back late.He came back from the outside smelling of alcohol, beat Shao Tong indiscriminately, and tore the envelope that Xiao Mo held in his hand, which contained the concert tickets that Shao Tong had to buy after queuing for a long time under the scorching sun.After drinking, he actually played tricks on her, hugged her and kissed her forcefully. She was angry, hated and frightened. In desperation, she yelled out the dialogue in an ancient romance novel she was reading: "You touch me again!" , I bit my tongue and killed myself.

This sentence was really enough, and he immediately let her go.He has already worked and often has social gatherings. She thinks that he will inevitably be infected with some social habits when he lives a life of feasting and feasting. Go after what he sees as stupid and ugly?She has always thought so, but precisely because of this, it is obviously disrespectful to her.

Although it was just a drunken accident, she couldn't forgive him for it. This bastard took away her first kiss inexplicably and brutally, which also brought the relationship between her and Shao Tong to an end as soon as it sprouted.Her youth did not even have any beautiful fantasies.How unwilling she is.

From then on, she was full of resentment towards Qiao Rui.She hates him, and she swears to stay away from this bastard. She can't be a fool and an ugly monster who lives in his house forever, and she can't be despised by him forever. The object of flirting at will.

She spent a few days of that summer vacation in melancholy, then went to school early and decided to be independent from now on.She began to work as a tutor after class, to help companies distribute flyers on weekends, and to work at KFC McDonald's during winter and summer vacations, so she could earn living expenses.Although the card Luo Yixuan gave would always save enough money, she no longer needed it.

She still remembers a time when she was helping a certain company to promote. In the cold weather, she was wearing a thin cheongsam and a belt, and stood in the wind with a few classmates, shivering.To her surprise, Qiao Rui was actually one of the invited guests.When he saw her for the first time, he was shocked for a moment, but he remained calm.Finally found an opportunity, pulled her aside, and asked her coldly: "Is the money given by the family not enough? Why don't you study hard to do these things!"

"I was given a lot of money. I want to earn living expenses by myself, and I should learn to be independent in the future." Her stubborn eyes met his sharp eyes, without a trace of avoidance.

"Crazy." He answered her three words, ignored her, and strode away.

Since then, she has upgraded from a bumpkin, an idiot, and an ugly monster to a psychopath.

She holds grudges, and inexplicably remembers all the words he scolded her in her heart, and then carefully grinds away, wears away those years, the kindness he once treated her, she always thinks, the kindness he once treated her was just inadvertent coincide.The reason why he suppressed her since he was a child must be that she came to share his exclusive maternal love, also, he was jealous that his father treated her softer than him, and she occasionally reported him to his parents , Therefore, he has always regarded her as an aggressor, and always suppressed and tortured her.Or, she is not as outstanding as him in all aspects, so he doesn't look up to her at all, and habitually looks down on her.

I don't want to mention the past, for the sake of Aunt Luo and Uncle Qiao, she must ensure the peace of this family.In the past few years of social life, she is also gradually growing up, her thinking is becoming more and more mature, and she will not look at things as sharply and extreme as before.The ancients could smile away their grievances, and she, Xia Xiaomo, is not a small-hearted person, not to mention that the two of them have no deep hatred, so let the past go with the wind, everyone is not young, let's live in peace for a while.When the work here is stable, she will find a reason to move out.They remained peaceful, at least in front of his parents, a harmonious family.

Xiaomo thought about it, and unconsciously fell asleep.