your name my secret

In the morning of the next day, Luo Yixuan was playing with her flowers and plants in the garden, when Aunt Zhang called out the phone and said to her, "Sister, someone is looking for you."

"Who?"

"It's your friend, so I must ask you to answer the phone in person."

Luo Yixuan answered the phone and said in doubt: "Hello!"

"Hello, are you Mrs. Luo? I am taking the liberty to call. My name is Qin Jianshe. I used to be the husband of your friend Xia Yihan. I have something I want to talk to you face to face. I hope you can give me a meeting." Opportunity."

"Qin Jianshe?!" Luo Yixuan immediately thought of the name her son mentioned to her some time ago, Xiao Mo's biological father, he actually came to the door and asked to meet, what did he want to do?

Although Luo Yixuan has never met Qin Jianshe, in her subconscious mind, this is a bad man who abandoned his wife and son. She doesn't even bother to meet him, but some kind of responsibility and curiosity drove her to agree to the other party's request. The two agreed to meet at Shangdao Coffee in the afternoon.

In the afternoon, at Shangdao Coffee, Luo Yixuan arrived on time, because she had seen Qin Jianshe's photos when he was young, so it was not difficult for her to recognize him.The two sat in the private room.

Sitting down, Luo Yixuan couldn't help but look up and down at the man in front of her. Is this the man who abandoned his wife and son back then?The man in front of him was over 50 years old, wearing glasses, slightly fat, and very elegant. Luo Yixuan thought of a few words: You can't look like a person, and you may have a bad stomach.

"Hi, Mrs. Qiao, I'm taking the liberty to disturb you today." Qin Jianshe tried to keep a low profile.

"It was really sudden." Luo Yixuan's expression was indifferent, and she wanted to see what this man was thinking.

"I'm Xia Yihan's ex-husband. My name is Qin Jianshe. I wonder if you've ever heard her mention me?"

"I'm sorry, Yihan passed away many years ago, and I haven't heard her mention you." Luo Yixuan said with a lukewarm attitude.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I only found out about her not long ago. I heard that after Xia Yihan passed away, you have been raising her daughter."

"That's right, who did you hear that from?"

"I met Xiaomo, she looks very similar to Yihan."

"That's right. Didn't you just want to tell me that Xiao Mo and Yi Han look alike?" Luo Yixuan was a little annoyed that he had already met Xiao Mo, but she didn't know anything about it.

"Of course not. Ever since I met Xiaomo, I have been in a difficult mood to calm down."

"Seeing your ex-wife's daughter, what's so hard for you to calm down?"

"Of course I think of the year. Yihan's child, I am naturally very kind, and more importantly, I feel that Xiaomo may be my child." The purpose of Qin Jianshe's visit today is to confirm this matter.After all, when Xiao Mo's birthday is, Luo Yixuan has the most right to say.

"Really? Didn't you have no children when you divorced her?" Although Luo Yixuan knew in her heart that he was Xia Xiaomo's father, she didn't want to give him pleasure for this father who had never taken responsibility.

"Yes, it is true that there was no child when we separated, but according to Xiaomo's age, I think she should be my child, because I know that Yihan's personality cannot be another man's child. On Xiaomo's ID card The date of birth, is it real?"

"Since we were going to get a divorce back then, why did we still have children? Since Yihan is a good woman, why did we still have to get a divorce?" Luo Yixuan didn't answer his question, but asked him angrily.This heartless man, who looks like a dog, came to find a child now, but Xia Yihan broke his heart and suffered so much back then.

"Mrs. Qiao, I think you and Yihan must be very good friends, otherwise she would not entrust the child to you. If you are dissatisfied, feel free to scold me. I know I should scold. Back then, it was indeed me It was my fault." Qin Jianshe didn't want to defend himself either.He was indeed at fault back then, and in today's terms he was a scumbag.

"Calling you? I don't want to be bothered. Why should I scold you? You and I have nothing to do with each other. "

"It can't be said that it's irrelevant, because Xiaomo has linked us together."

"Don't mention Xiaomo, what is the purpose of your visit today?"

"The main purpose of my coming today is to thank you for your kindness in nurturing Xiaomo over the years. Without you, without the Qiao family, there would be no Xiaomo now. I am sincere." Qin Jianshe started from Luo Yixuan's attitude , know the truth.If he wasn't Xiao Mo's father, Luo Yixuan wouldn't be angry with him at all.After all, Luo Yixuan is also a well-cultivated person, and she must be angry because of Xiaomo's encounters over the years.

"Why should I ask you to thank me? I'm just fulfilling my promise to my friend. Xiaomo is Yihan's daughter and has nothing to do with you." Luo Yixuan didn't want to have anything to do with Qin Jianshe at this age.

"Xiaomo is Yihan's daughter. Even if she is not my daughter, I feel guilty towards Yihan, and I should treat her child kindly. Besides, Xiaomo should be my daughter, and I am even more grateful to you. Of course , I also want to recognize this child and give her some compensation."

As soon as Luo Yixuan heard about the compensation, she became angry.give money?Is her family short of money?Love?At Xiaomo's age, it's too late to make up.The lack of childhood cannot be recovered with a single compensation.

"Mr. Qin, please forgive me. Xiaomo is living a happy life now. She is both my daughter and my daughter-in-law. You must know the situation of our family. She has everything now, so you don't need to disturb her all your life. Live in peace."

"Mrs. Qiao, I really came here today with great sincerity. I don't want to hide anything from you. I want to talk about the situation back then.

Back then, Yihan and I worked in the same state-owned enterprise. Because of the frequent contact at work, we fell in love with each other and became a couple.Later got married.At that time, the efficiency of the unit was getting worse and worse. As a man, especially a man with a skill, I was depressed. I felt that working in the unit was too boring. It was a waste of youth and a waste of life.So, I chose to resign, and Yihan stayed in the unit.

After resigning, I came to the provincial capital and worked in a factory called Dachuan.Not long after I arrived at the unit, Okawa's boss died in a car accident, and the widow, who knew nothing, was forced to take over the work in the factory.Because she doesn't understand anything, she has to rely on me for many things, and gradually trusts me very much, asking me about everything big and small.The relationship between the two of us has also gradually changed, from the relationship between the boss and the subordinates to a more ambiguous relationship. Finally, one day, a man who has been separated from his wife for a long time committed a crime that should not have been committed. wrong. "This is the past that Qin Jianshe has never mentioned to outsiders.

Luo Yixuan kept silent, she wanted to continue watching this man perform.

"I was also quite confused at the time. I went back and had a showdown with Yihan. Yihan said that he would forgive me. As long as I go back to Yancheng, the two of us will no longer live separately. We have a relationship foundation, that is, at that time , we are together again. It’s just that when I returned to the provincial capital, I was just going to resign. I didn’t expect that the proprietress at the time, who is now my wife, wanted to be with me and threatened me in various ways. She and Yihan is a different type of person. I admit that she has something that attracts me. On the other hand, I was also somewhat utilitarian at the time. With her, I can have a stage to display my fists. Men want to achieve a career. I long for success, and I never want to go back to Yancheng to do that kind of dawdling job.

Not long after, I made a decision. When I returned to Yancheng, I resolutely divorced Yihan, because I knew what I wanted, and I didn't want to drag Yihan down.At that time, Yihan didn't tell me that she was pregnant.Later I went to inquire about her again, only to hear that she also left her original unit after divorce and never contacted her friends again.Mrs. Qiao, in your opinion, I am a modern Chen Shimei, emotionally, I am selfish.However, back then, I thought that what I did should be good for both parties, at least I didn't continue to lie to her hypocritically. "

"Really? Back then, you were a jerk next to a rich woman, right?" Luo Yixuan sarcastically said.It's okay to say it's good for both parties.

"Mrs. Qiao, you are wrong. I didn't fall in love with a rich woman back then. On the contrary, Dachuan was still a small factory in debt at that time. It's just that I saw the vitality and I thought I had the ability to make it bigger. I needed such a platform, and The factory also needed me at the time. The current Qinchuan Group was founded by me alone.” Qin Jianshe quickly cleared himself up.

"It's mainly because that woman needed you back then, so you ignored it for the sake of your so-called future and interests. You are an irresponsible man."

"Yes, I was at fault, please forgive me."

"What's the use of telling me? It's not me who you want to ask for forgiveness, but it's impossible for people to hear it. You can't imagine Yihan's hard work back then. She was alone with her child. Those who didn't know thought she was with someone else. The child was born by a random man. There is a lot of mental and life pressure, so she has been depressed for a long time. Well, since we are talking about this, I might as well tell you that there is nothing wrong with Xiaomo being your child. Back then, Yihan When she handed Xiaomo over to me, she gave me a photo of you, but she just told me that this person is Xiaomo's father, but she emphasized that I must not go looking for this person."

"She was really decisive. For so many years, I didn't know there was a daughter."

"It's not that she is decisive, but that you have done too much. Have you considered her for your so-called future and career? What did she miss? Just because she can't provide you with a good development platform, that is, you divorced Is it a grandiose excuse? Since you want to have a better development, she won't burden you even if she has a child, isn't she thinking of you?" Luo Yixuan asked repeatedly.

Qin Jianshe didn't care about Luo Yixuan's attitude. In fact, before coming here, he was ready to be scolded. At the same time, he also had his desire, that is, to recognize his daughter back.

"Yes, I admit that I was utilitarian back then, that's why God punished me like this, and I don't know if I have a daughter. Mrs. Qiao, can you help me recognize my daughter? I want to make it up to her."

"I'm sorry, I can't do it. I can tell you because of a kind of humanitarianism, because I think you still have the right to know, after all, you are your daughter, and I will tell Xiaomo, because she also has the right to know, As for whether father and daughter can recognize each other, Xiaomo, as my daughter, I firmly oppose, because I think it’s okay to deny a father like you. But Xiaomo, as my daughter-in-law, I still hope she knows that she also has a father. Whether she admits it or not, I fully respect her decision. I have only one request: If she does not recognize you, please stay away from her and let her live happily and peacefully. This is actually a kind of love.

In addition, Mr. Qin, as far as I know, your current family is quite complicated. I don't want Xiaomo's life to be affected because of you.I also advise you that if you cannot give her peace and happiness, it is better to wait silently from afar. "Luo Yixuan spoke out all the thoughts and worries in her heart.

Qin Jianshe was silent.It's not that he doesn't understand Luo Yixuan's words, he just mentioned the matter of having a child at home, and Li Peilan has already expressed her attitude: angry.He is eager to recognize his daughter, but he really wants to give her a peaceful and happy life. He will no longer be so selfish. After decades of ups and downs, he is no longer the person who would only go his own way back then. good.However, today's meeting was successful and worthwhile, because he has confirmed from Luo Yixuan that Xiao Mo is his child. His greatest gift.Even if she didn't recognize him, he thought it was justifiable.Don't admit it, don't admit it, it is also a kind of happiness for him to watch from afar.

"Mr. Qin, I have nothing else to do and I'm leaving first. I hope you will consider the overall situation and don't disturb Xiaomo's life casually." Luo Yixuan specifically confessed.

"Mrs. Qiao, I'm very excited now. I really don't know how to thank you to express my heart." Qin Jianshe stood up. Indeed, his gratitude for raising his child for 20 years cannot be expressed in words.

"I don't need any gratitude from you, because this is my promise to Yihan, and it's something I'm willing to do. I'm thankful that you don't disturb my life."

On the way back, Luo Yixuan called Xiao Mo: "Xiao Mo, are you free to go home for dinner tonight? I miss you, call Qiao Qiao."

"Mom, I'm fine, Qiao Rui, I have to ask him. He'll definitely arrive if he doesn't come to me. Mom, I just went shopping a few days ago and bought you a windbreaker. I'll take it home for you to try. I promise you Wear something special."

"My child, at my age, what fan do you want? Come back early, I want Aunt Zhang to make your favorite fried chicken with purple oil and ginger." Luo Yixuan smiled, the child is really filial and sensible.

"Mom, stop talking, my saliva is coming out, I can't continue to work with peace of mind." After hanging up the phone, foodie Xia Xiaomo couldn't bear the temptation of delicious food, and swallowed hard.