Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

The lung pain couldn't be relieved for a while, but Li Jingshen couldn't wait anymore, he searched for the location of Bai Qiujing's phone and asked someone to drive to follow him.

Li Jingshen stared at the computer screen, and vaguely saw his own silhouette, which was dark, unfamiliar, anxious, and trapped inside with fear.

After that New Year's Eve, he deliberately did not read news about Shen Zhichu and Bai Qiujing.

But at this moment, he missed Shen Zhichu very much, it was an inextricable longing.Wishing she could be right in front of her eyes, listening to her voice, whether she is happy or angry, as long as he can see her standing in front of him safely, even if she humiliates him, scolds him and beats him, he is willing.

Shen knew what kind of things he might encounter and what kind of accidents he might encounter when he disappeared on the first day of the junior high school. Just thinking about it makes his heart ache.

He can give up his life for Shen Zhichu, even though he is dying, a life is worthless.

People are always obsessed with what they recognize at first sight.

Li Jingshen also tried to give up on Shen Zhichu and forget her, he even invited a hypnotist to perform hypnotism, but every time he gave up at the beginning, he couldn't forget Shen Zhichu and she could only see her as a stranger from now on.

Like the relationship between him and Shen Zhichu, once he chooses to give up, it means a permanent end.

Li Jingshen and Bai Qiujing met in the same place with a tacit understanding.

The expressions of both of them are very ugly. If you break the road here, you will be in the suburbs. Without a camera, it is difficult to track the car that kidnapped Shen Zhichu.

Bai Qiujing looked at the map and analyzed the possible route for Shen Zhichu according to the terrain, while Li Jingshen asked someone to investigate Lu Tingchuan, the two parties worked together, and finally followed some clues to find Shen Zhichu's trace again.

There is an abandoned brick factory at the foot of the mountain in the suburbs. Bai Qiujing sat in the driver's seat and was about to start the accelerator when the door of the co-pilot beside him opened and Li Jingshen got in.

Bai Qiujing didn't have time to talk to Li Jingshen, since he wanted to come up, let him come up, the dark suburban road seemed to have no end, Bai Qiujing frantically pushed the accelerator, the road became more and more remote and finally turned into a winding road mountain road.

Bai Qiujing was very silent along the way, every passing minute was a kind of torture to him.

Without a position, Bai Qiujing couldn't predict what Shen Zhichu's situation would be like, what would the person who kidnapped her do to her?Is she scared now?

Bai Qiujing was afraid that the situation a few years ago would happen again, so she couldn't do anything, so she watched her being tortured helplessly.

Li Jingshen was also silently looking at the road ahead. After a long time, he finally looked sideways at Bai Qiujing, his gaze was cold and careful, he watched every inch of his expression, and finally said suddenly: "You want to know the relationship between me and Shen Zhichu?" In the past?"

Li Jingshen didn't know that Bai Qiujing had recovered his memory. While driving, Bai Qiujing had to pay attention to what Li Jingshen said. He remembered that last year Li Jingshen said in the same tone that he was just Shen Zhichu's stand-in.

To be honest, here he should "thank" Li Jingshen, if it wasn't for him, he wouldn't know that he was always in Shen Zhichu's heart.

"Do you know how you bullied Zhichu in the past? How did you drive her to death?" After speaking, Bai Qiujing pursed her thin lips, and clenched her right hand on the steering wheel, causing the car to sway uncontrollably.

Li Jingshen shaved his head, his eyebrows and eyebrows were extremely beautiful, but because of his illness, no matter how beautiful he looked, he would still look sick, especially at night when the cold air invaded and his lips turned white due to blood loss.

Bai Qiujing only glanced at Li Jingshen from the rearview mirror, just in time to meet his eyes.

Li Jingshen is very tolerant, this is what he knows, but now because of the extreme forbearance, his eyes are red with fine red blood.

"You are not me. Shen Zhichu and I have experienced too many things. I love her. If you were me..." What Li Jingshen wanted to tell Bai Qiujing was that he loved Shen Zhichu no more than Bai Qiujing At least, he can give up his life for Shen Zhichu, just like in the three years when Shen Zhichu died, he wanted to end his life many times, but when he thought of what Shen Zhichu said before his death, let him live until he dies, don't die and dirty her The cycle of reincarnation, so he didn't even dare to commit suicide, life would be worse than death.

Just like what he said, if Shen Zhichu disappears one day, he will go crazy, he loves her like a demon, he really went crazy for three or four years, and he didn't get better until he met Shen Zhichu again.

He has lung cancer, and there is no medicine to treat lung cancer on the market, so the time left for him is running out. He doesn't have as much time as Bai Qiujing, and he is destined not to be able to stay with Shen Zhichu until he grows old.

His life is too short, how dare he delay Shen Zhichu.

Before life and death, he was unwilling and had to give up on Shen Zhichu. He only hoped that before he died, he could get Shen Zhichu's forgiveness, let him make up for the mistakes he made in the past, and that Shen Zhichu could spend more time with him before he died.

So, Bai Qiujing, you are not me, if you are me, you are dying, don't you want to see Shen Zhichu more?Time is shortened, why give up?

Bai Qiujing sneered, his lips were smiling from the side, but there was no smile on his face, his eyes were even cold, like unmelted ice, he opened his mouth, Li Jingshen listened to what he said.

"I'm not you. If I were you, I wouldn't bully her at all, so don't compare me to you." If Shen Zhichu had married him in the first place, he would have liked to hold her in his arms and hold her in his arms. Bai Qiujing never even spoke loudly to Shen Zhichu, he couldn't imagine how Li Jingshen raised his hand to slap Shen Zhichu.

Li Jingshen turned aside and said: "I originally thought that Shen Zhichu would not encounter danger when she was with you, but she was kidnapped and threatened again and again, Bai Qiujing, what can you bring her? Your fans are even online All kinds of humiliation. Since you can't give her safety, then this time I won't let her go. "

If the last sentence can't say anything about him, just change it?

"Again?" This word is used well, Bai Qiujing said coldly, "Do you let go too often? I want Zhichu to come back to you and experience the pain of being left behind? Do I need to remind Li Jingshen? How did you die at the beginning of the year? How did her fingers become disabled? Li Jingshen, Li Jingshen, I gave you the opportunity because you don't know how to cherish it."

Li Jingshen's pupils shrank suddenly.

Bai Qiujing calmed down, her eyes were deep: "I saved you with my life, because of this I lost my memory and became stupid for 15 years, Li Jingshen, didn't you ever think about giving it back to me?"

"You remember?"

"Yeah, I remembered it. If I didn't remember it, would you have to make up some dramas and continue to lie to me? When you said that you asked me to return Shen Zhichu to you, didn't you feel a little bit guilty? Li Jingshen Ah Li Jingshen, you are really the most shameless and limitless person I have ever seen. If you didn’t beat me to death today, I would give you back? Then can you give me back the healthy and happy Shen Zhichu in the past? "

No one is sorry for Li Jingshen, it is his selfishness that hurts everyone.Bai Qiujing's face was sullen: "You are really despicable and dirty!"

Bai Qiujing really remembered everything. Before, Li Jingshen thought he still had two hopes, but now that Bai Qiujing remembered, what chance would he have.

Li Jingshen showed a self-deprecating smile, looking sideways at the darkness outside, he felt a little cold.

Shen Zhichu once questioned why his heart was so cold, but she couldn't warm it up after covering it for so many years.

But she didn't know that when it's extremely cold, it will be brittle when frozen into ice, and it will shatter with a little force, so how dare it be covered by others?

"What you said was nasty to me and I was despicable. I knew that she mistook me for your love, but I never told her. The dove occupied the magpie's nest with righteousness and confidence, and tried to completely replace your existence. After knowing that you died , I was quite happy at the time, thinking that finally no one could threaten my relationship with Shen Zhichu, and I have no less affection for her than you."

"That's right, you were the one who met Shen Zhichu first, but I was the one who was with him in those years. I spent more time with her than you. You said that I am not worthy of loving Shen Zhichu, but who stipulates what kind of love is worthy?" Like a potted flower, your love may be watering and caring, but my liking becomes possessive and I want to pick it off, don’t I deserve this kind of love?”

A potted flower will die sooner or later. Some people love flowers because they watch the flowers wither in the pot, while some people love flowers because they make dried flowers or specimens to protect them for a lifetime when they are most beautiful.

Both are love, whose love is shallower than the other?His love for Shen Zhichu is no less than that of Bai Qiujing.

What Li Jingshen said once again made Bai Qiujing underestimate his shameless lower limit. He let out a long breath, stepped on the accelerator, and drove the car on the mountain road with a bang.

"So your love is to let her die?" Bai Qiujing had endured more than ten hours on the plane, her eyes were sore, and now she was agitated by Li Jingshen's anger, and tears flowed down the corners of her eyes.

"Li Jingshen, don't use your love to bind Zhichu, she is not a potted flower." Bai Qiujing breathed heavily, "I used three identities to know her, and I have never been with her until now. I have been with her for so long. I dare not speak loudly to her. She is a treasure that I only meet once in my life. Do you know how afraid Shen Zhichu is of pain? How much he loves to cry?"

Li Jingshen's body froze, he didn't hate his past self, if he could go back to the past, he would wish to kill his then self.

Li Jingshen is like a deboned snake with no strength in his body, only the jawline is tight, how could he not know that Shen Zhichu is afraid of crying because of pain?

The few words Bai Qiujing said were extremely resentful, and she wished to kill Li Jingshen, but after she finished speaking, her throat choked up as if someone had strangled her neck, and half of the hostility was removed, leaving only unprecedented sadness and despair.

Recovering the memory, thinking of the past, Shen Zhichu was given back by Li Jingshen. Back then, Shen Zhichu who hadn't met Li Jingshen was more proud and flamboyant than now. It was Li Jingshen who ruined her and made her put away the brilliance of Zhang Yang.

Just like a hedgehog with its thorns away, once there is no protection, all that is waiting is injury and death.

If Li Jingshen just replaced him and Shen Zhichu with doves occupying the magpie's nest, he would not hate him, but he should never have hurt Shen Zhichu, and made Shen Zhichu die in the fire at the age of 27 on Christmas!

What rose in Bai Qiujing's eyes was hatred, anger, murderous intent, and destruction...

When we arrived, the sky had already fallen into darkness, and we could see all the mountains and fields without even a house.

Bai Qiujing stopped the car, got out of the car and scratched his hair, the cold water blew on his face, his face was bloodless from the cold.

The car was parked far away and concealed to avoid being startled down the mountain, and the rest of the road had to be sneaked in. Sun Li had experience and began to analyze the current situation, and arranged for people to scout the environment first, and then comforted Bai Qiujing to let him wait.

Five minutes later, the police also rushed over. The signal was disturbed due to the remote location. Three groups of people quietly went down to surround the abandoned factory, and began to deploy personnel to formulate an assault plan.

Bai Qiujing didn't want to wait for a moment, wishing to rush down directly, but reason overcame emotion.

The factory is huge, so they should disperse in and block the entrances and exits first. Bai Qiujing and Li Jingshen had to cooperate for Shen Zhichu's safety.

The surroundings were unbelievably quiet, and any movement in the wind and grass seemed to be very noisy.

............

And Shen Zhichu who was inside had already been given a second electric shock. Lu Tingchuan tried to use this method to make Shen Qing appear, but as long as a person with a normal mind knew it was impossible.

Soul possession is out of science, and you want to use electric shocks, but it is not split personality, and even split personality treatment will not use such a rough method.