Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

Shen Zhichu looked at Bai Qiujing in the photos, obviously they had been separated for so long, but when these photos appeared in his sight, the pictures he took at that time couldn't help appearing in his mind, each being flexible.

She touched the person in the photo, trying to touch Bai Qiujing's past.

It's a good thing...he didn't die, it's a good thing...he appeared in front of her in good health, and it's a good thing he hasn't changed, he's still the same person who disturbed her all summer with a smile.

Compared with these "not bad", what is it that he loses the memory of them?As long as she remembers, she is used to remembering alone.

Shen Zhichu stood up and walked to the window, opened the window, the summer night wind felt very comfortable on his body, Shen Zhichu wore few clothes, a thin nightgown, standing in front of the window, his body was unstoppably cold.

She couldn't help thinking about her life, and a bitter smile unconsciously formed the corner of her mouth.

Love is so difficult, the more you care about it, the more you lose your own feelings, the more you ignore your own feelings, the more you want to prove something with bloody scalp.

It is undeniable that she did like Li Jingshen once, but under his accumulated indifference and insults, all her liking for him was exhausted.

Later, she couldn't tell whether it was unwillingness or attachment to Li Jingshen.

And the love that kept her going was because of that blurred figure in the past. It wasn't until Bai Qiu died in front of her eyes that she realized that her "unwillingness" was a mistake from the beginning to the end, she had admitted the wrong person.

Bai Qiu was shot and fell in front of her, her faith was instantly shattered.

She still remembers what Bai Qiu said when she fell down.

He said.

——"Little crying bag, don't cry, I can't carry you home this time."

——"Don't like Li Jingshen, he is not worthy of your liking."

The long hair blown by the wind messily stuck to her face, covering most of her face covered with tears.

Her eyes were sore from too many tears, red and swollen and half-closed.

Can the little crying bag still be called the little crying bag if it stops crying?I know everything, and yet you forget.

I listened carefully to what you said, I no longer like Li Jingshen, you are right, he is not worthy of my liking.

Now I like someone again, it's another you, it's so good, I thought I couldn't forget my love when I was young, but I didn't expect to meet again after going around.

If Bai Qiu and Bai Qiujing are regarded as two people.

Shen Zhichu's attitude towards Bai Qiu is more of belief, persistence, guilt, persistence, and obsession.

But the feelings for Bai Qiujing overcame these.

Shen Zhichu liked Bai Qiu in the past and Bai Qiujing now, because they are the same person. The difference is that Shen Zhichu liked that person even more than his past self, just because that person was him.

The tears had long since dried up, and the skin on the cheeks where the tears flowed was a little tight. Shen Zhichu didn't care about it. After washing his face, he returned to the bed. The tablet was placed next to the pillow, and Bai Qiujing's photo was always on the screen. .

Shen Zhichu had no sleep all night, she wondered if Bai Qiujing was asleep now?At this moment, a thought rose in her heart, she wanted to see him never before.

She was already lying down, but the urge made her sit up.

She took out her mobile phone and tentatively sent a text message to Bai Qiujing: "Are you asleep?"

Like her, Bai Qiujing always went to bed early, Shen Zhichu ignored the time and only then realized that it was already two o'clock.

Originally thinking that he would not be able to wait for Bai Qiujing's reply, Shen Zhichu was about to put down the phone when the voice suddenly vibrated.

She was actually a little nervous in her heart, Shen Zhichu turned the phone over, and the person who replied was really Bai Qiujing.

"I haven't slept yet, I can't sleep. What about you, why haven't you slept so late? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Shen Zhichu pursed his lips lightly, and replied a text message to Bai Qiujing with trembling fingertips: "Suddenly I really want to see you."

Not long after this text message was sent, Shen Zhichu received another text message.

"The door opens."

Shen Zhichu didn't even think about it and ran over directly, twisted the doorknob and opened the door, and the person who had been missing all night suddenly appeared in front of her.

He should have gotten up and ran all the way as soon as he saw the text message she sent, his breathing was a little anxious, Shen Zhichu raised his head and looked straight at Bai Qiujing.

A desk lamp in the room was on, orange-yellow, Bai Qiujing smiled with eyebrows and eyes bent, and stretched out her long hands to hold Shen Zhichu in her arms, her voice hoarse.

"I didn't fall asleep because I thought you couldn't sleep because you thought about it, did you too?" He thought about Shen Zhichu, and was worried that Bai Wanwan would mess with his people, taking advantage of the fact that they were the same gender.

His right chest was beating violently, as if the heart inside was about to jump out, Shen Zhichu pressed against his chest, feeling deafening.

The tears that had just been suppressed were about to rise again now, Shen Zhichu thought, she was obviously alone, why did she only find out now?

"Qiu Jing, I love you more than I used to be, you are you and have never changed."

Bai Qiujing was a little embarrassed, his face was red and his heart was beating, his ears were twitching, he hugged Shen Zhichu tightly, and suddenly felt something strange.

He lowered his head and looked at Shen Zhichu in his arms by the dim light. The white lace nightgown was clinging to her figure, outlining her perfect body curve...