Mr. Li, Madam, she is not guilty of death

There is a saying on the Internet that if that person really loves you, you will not be able to leave or run away unless that person intends to let you go.

Did Li Jingshen really love her if he didn't want to let her go?Loving her will add violence to her?Love her and look at her with such stern eyes?Love she would want to kill their children?

The eye sockets became sore and swollen due to the stress reaction, and large drops of tears fell down.

Li Jingshen looked at the crystal water stains on Shen Zhichu's face expressionlessly, his strength in his hands remained unabated, and he didn't relax until the bodyguard injected the medicine into Shen Zhichu's wrist.

And not long after that injection of medicine was injected into the body, Shen Zhichu became unconscious, her hands and feet were numb, she couldn't cry out for help, and opening her eyelids was already the maximum strength she could use at the moment.

Li Jingshen hugged the limp Shen Zhichu horizontally, and then ordered the bodyguards to tidy up the inner room.

Shen Zhichu wept helplessly, and a trembling sound came out of his throat: "Let me go, Li Jingshen, I beg you to let me go..." Shen Zhichu was soft in his arms, his voice seemed to come from his throat It's like something squeezed out of her mouth, weak mosquitoes and flies, it's hard to hear what she's saying if you don't listen carefully.

The faint voice was so low and light that Li Jingshen almost thought it was his hallucination.

He didn't make a sound, but hugged Shen Zhichu even more tightly, and carried her into the carriage.

At 08:30 in the evening, there were still a lot of people on the street. Some went out for a walk after eating, some came out to dance in the square, and some young people came out for dinner.

Same as before, I saw two luxury cars on the side of the road, and a group of tall men in suits and leather shoes came down from upstairs. Although they were curious, they didn't dare to approach, and they stood far away, silently watching .

Li Jingshen didn't like this kind of gaze, so he put Shen Zhichu into the carriage and ordered someone to deal with it, so as not to cause unnecessary trouble.

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Li Jingshen looked at Shen Zhichu who was huddled in his arms like a wounded cat from God's perspective, and Li Jingshen raised his hand to gently stroke her sad eyebrows.

"Shen Zhichu, I will never let you go in my life."

These words were like a cage that locked her soul inside.

Under the effect of the anesthetic, Shen Zhichu gradually couldn't cry, but his eyes widened stiffly, there was a dead silence in the eyes, there was nothing, even the little tears just now disappeared, Li Jingshen was chilled by the empty look.

Li Jing couldn't bear her to make such a look in the car, because it reminded him of his parents' tragic death.

After so many years, the tragic death of his parents in order to protect him is still a shadow that cannot be eliminated in his heart.

He sometimes wonders if his parents would not have died if he hadn't been in the car at the time?

Li Jingshen covered Shen Zhichu's eyes with trembling hands. Under the darkness, Shen Zhichu gradually fell into a lethargic sleep.

Shen Zhichu had a dream, dreaming that she fell off the cliff, Li Jingshen grabbed her and pulled her up, just when she wanted to hug him tightly, Li Jingshen's hand went through her stomach, from the inside Drag out a piece of flesh and blood......

Shen Zhichu woke up from the nightmare, and as soon as he raised his eyes, he met Li Jingshen's dark eyes, Shen Zhichu came back to glance around his eyes, it was all white, and there was a faint smell of disinfectant in the air.

She was brought to the hospital by Li Jingshen!Shen Zhichu subconsciously wanted to turn over and get up to escape, but found that his body was bound to the bed, unable to move except his neck, fingers, and feet.

There was sweat on her back, and Li Jingshen's eyes made her feel more anxious than the flustered dream.

"You slept for 10 hours." Li Jingshen said lightly.

It was only then that Shen Zhichu noticed the blue sky and white sun outside the window, and the bright sunlight refracted in through it, making his eyes hurt.

"Do you want some water?" Li Jingshen asked.

Shen Zhichu felt her throat was very hoarse, and she could still taste some bitterness. She tilted her head and continued to struggle with her hands, but she still couldn't lift her strength.

"Don't move, save some energy." Li Jingshen poured Shen Zhichu a glass of water on his own, and there was a straw inserted in the water glass for people to drink.

He pointed the straw at Shen Zhichu's lips: "Drink water."

"Get out!" Her voice was hoarse, as if she had swallowed a handful of sand, and her vocal cords were worn away by the sand.

"If you don't drink water, you won't have a chance to drink it after the surgery."

Shen Zhichu's eyes were shattered, his hands were clenched into fists, he felt severe pain all over his body, and there was a creaking sound deep in his throat.

"No, don't kill my child, Li Jingshen, I hate you." The voice was cold but with a bit of crying.

The baby in her stomach seemed to feel the danger and trembled in her stomach.

This is the baby's first fetal movement but at this time.

Tears are falling down, how should she protect the baby, what can she do now that she is tied up here?A sharp pain pierced into her mind, and she only felt that half of her head was about to go numb.

"Li Jingshen, the baby moved just now, can you touch him? You can feel this life, he is your child, and you will be a father in a few months."

Li Jingshen's eyes fell on her abdomen coldly, "I don't like him."

When Shen Zhichu heard these five words, he felt a flame burning in his mind, his voice was cold and not loud, but it was tightly wrapped around her abdomen like a poisonous snake.

"How could you not like it? We obviously took names together back then, have you forgotten? If it's a girl, it's called Suisui, and for a boy, it's called Jinzhao."

"That's your wishful thinking, I never participated in it."

Therefore, he has been coaxing her all the time. When she devoted herself to this relationship and gave all her heart, he trampled her under his feet without hesitation, making her life worse than death.

At this time, the doctors and nurses came in and began to prepare to send Shen Zhichu to the operating room for abortion.

She firmly grasped a nurse's hand and said hoarsely, "I didn't sign the consent form for the operation, it's against the law for you to force me!"

"Miss Shen, Mr. Li has already signed the consent form for your operation, and you signed it three months ago, but the operation time has been postponed."

"No, I don't agree to aborting the child, no, please."

"Your body is not suitable for childbirth, let go, Miss Shen, and don't make things difficult for us."

She can't let go, if she lets go, the baby in her stomach will be gone.

Those tears turned into the most turbulent blood, the indifferent nurse, the indifferent Li Jingshen, and Shen Zhichu roared with a hoarse voice.

She remembered the nightmare she had just now, the person who can drag you up a cliff can also push you down without mercy.

Shen Zhichu had stomach cramps, her face turned pale, and she coughed hoarsely on the edge of the bed with her face tilted. Her hard coughing was accompanied by the sound of retching, tears kept streaming down the corners of her eyes, and her eyelashes stuck together.

Her whole body was trembling like grass in the wind, and the corners of her mouth were stained bright red.

She looked at Li Jingshen without blinking, as if she wanted to see through that layer of human skin what the heart in his chest was made of, and why she couldn't cover it for so long.

As long as Li Jingshen had a heart, he would not be so ruthless as to kill her child.

She tried all the methods she could, be it threatening or begging for mercy, but Li Jingshen didn't move at all.

His eyes were more indifferent than ever, and he seemed to be mocking her stupidity.

The baby in the stomach moved violently because of fear, and Shen Zhichu felt a hot current coming from below after he realized it.

"Child..." Her face was pale, a sob burst out of her throat, and unstoppable tears fell down in a hurry.

"Save him, help me..." What she thought was an angel in white clothes before, but now she has become a life-threatening demon.

They wouldn't help her, they would just stick a knife in her belly and break up the baby and bring it out.

"Is this a miscarriage?"

"Hurry up and take the person there." The nurses directly pushed the bed and sent the person into the operating room.

Li Jingshen couldn't ignore the bright blood red no matter how much he ignored it, and the pungent smell of blood floated in the air.

Shen Zhichu's eyes were stained with blood, the hatred inside made Li Jingshen feel chills, his feet seemed to be frozen, unable to move.

With one last glance, Shen Zhichu squirmed and hissed out three words: "I hate you."

The sunlight came in from the window, hazy and indistinct, and after sweeping across those pair of despairing eyes, it dimmed unknowingly.

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Maybe some people suddenly appear in your world just to tell you: You are so deceitful!

The greasy blood makes people uncomfortable, and the pain in the abdomen comes in waves.

Shen Zhichu looked at the ceiling, and suddenly the whole world turned around, the surgical lamp shone on top of her head, and blood flowed down her legs.

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After Shen Zhichu was sent to the operating room, Li Jingshen squatted down against the wall helplessly, he stared at his hand, it was obviously clean but he saw that it was covered with blood.

A tear fell unconsciously on the palm of his hand, and he clenched his hands into fists to support his eye sockets.

On October 10nd, Shen Zhichu was four months pregnant, and Li Jingshen will never forget that day he personally sent his most beloved woman to the operating room to have a miscarriage.

Later, after he lost Shen Zhichu, whenever he thought about today, he would feel chills all over his body, which became the second nightmare in his life......

Shen Zhichu was lying in the operating room, drowsy, for a moment she thought she was close to the death zone, she could even feel how the cold instruments cut to the flesh little by little.

There was only the sound of machines around her, and she was floating in the sky, facing the danger and fear of falling from a height at any time, that feeling was extremely terrifying.

The doctor injected rivanol into her to stimulate the uterine membrane to contract. If the uterine membrane did not contract once, it seemed to crush her spine.

Shen Zhichu's body was weak, and the doctor's suggestion for surgery was to not use the knife if he could.

Shen Zhichu shook into a ball, and when the pain was extreme, he opened his mouth and wanted to bite his lip. The doctor was afraid that she would hurt himself and stuffed a towel into her mouth, so that it was convenient for her to bite and force her.

Shen Zhichu didn't want to give birth to the child, but the slump in her belly was out of her control.

Baby, don't leave mommy's belly, mommy's belly is very warm, don't come out, don't...

Surging cold sweat poured all over his body, and the chill seemed to penetrate into the crevices of his bones. Shen Zhichu tried his best to hold back the pain, and suppressed the intermittent crying, all hope was lost in his heart.

The position of the child in the stomach is already very low, and the previously round belly is now pear-shaped, all concentrated below.

The sharp pain changed, urging her to push down hard, almost an instinctive reaction she couldn't control.

Her stomach also started to hurt. She had tasted the smell of blood just now, and now the sweet smell in her throat was getting stronger and stronger. She wanted to spit it out but there was a towel stuffed in her mouth.

Because of the pain, her breathing was already weak, but now that she was stuffed with a towel, she had the illusion of suffocation.

Seeing that her face was pale, the doctor immediately pulled the towel out of her mouth, and the pulling unexpectedly brought out a puddle of blood.

She lay there, sticky and cold sweat wet her hair, and stuck to her neck like that, she couldn't do anything, the blood covered her senses.

Bright red blood flowed from the corner of his mouth to his paper-white face, like a bewitching flower.

Shen Zhichu looked at the blood red in front of her eyes, and couldn't help but think that it would be fine if it was black, she could treat it as the night, and sleep forever, never waking up again.

Her consciousness gradually became slack, Shen Zhichu smelled the imminent smell of death, it's fine to just die like this, there is nothing in this world worthy of her nostalgia, let's die with the baby......