[Douluo] Bibi Dong is the King of the Sea

An illusion, it must be an illusion, absolutely an illusion, otherwise how could you look at every detail of the girl named "Yang Zi" like an outsider? The silence around her was a bit scary. Xiao Zi was extremely calm and looked at the so-called previous life of herself indifferently. Gujing looked at everything boring like this,

……Dividing line……

When I was born, my water broke. It wasn’t a caesarean section. The technology at the time didn’t allow it, and it was my first child. Besides, in rural areas, traditional thinking said it would be better to endure the pain and give birth. But if I hadn’t gone there at that time, The hospital was not called by the old woman (the local name for stable woman). Yang Zi must have died at that time. The classic question is to protect the elder and the younger. It must be the elder, right?

Because Yang Zi was a girl, looking back now, if she had died at that time, there would not have been a lot of boring things in the future. Xiao Zi often looks at the sky out of boredom and thinks to herself, shouldn't she be in this world? Lonely like a frog in a well, the habit of looking at the sky that belongs to you must have been cultivated at that time. After coming out of the mother's body, Yang Zizi's blackened face showed almost no signs of life, and she didn't even cry when she was slapped on the butt. At this time, the doctor hurriedly but calmly took out a tube and pulled out a lot of dirty things from Yang Zi's mouth. It turned out that the amniotic fluid had broken, the respiratory tract was blocked, and he was being held back.

The little face gradually returned to rosy, and the baby's unique sound also sounded, and he finally came back to life. The first mouthful of milk in this life is sweet and delicious, and feels very full. However, Xiao Zi did not drink the mother's milk for a few days. After her mother was discharged from the hospital, she fell ill and almost passed away. However, she finally recovered and the milk was gone. The economic conditions at that time were good enough to have enough food, and she had no money to buy it. Lactation-stimulating foods or drugs.

When I grew up, my father went out to work and my mother worked in the fields. This was the standard configuration for rural families. My father traveled around with the construction team. Sometimes there was no work to do in the winter, so he went to fish in the cold and biting rivers in the winter. However, he didn't make much money, but he suffered from a lot of problems. My mother often went to work in the fields by herself before dawn. At that time, she had no money to buy machines, so everything was done manually, including watering. My mother's thin body carried dozens of kilograms of pipes without saying a word. Weeding was also done manually. At that time, herbicides were of little use. Some stubborn grasses were extremely strong and had to be removed manually.

When her mother's hands were scratched by "oats", there were shocking bloodstains, and Xiao Zi's fainting of blood started at that time. (So ​​when doing tasks in the future, they can basically be completed without any blood, and the superiors rewarded them with a day of free activity time. However, Yang Zi at this time has almost become a machine, unable to integrate into society. For Yang Zi at this moment Said that without a mission, the meaning of existence is lost. So I took a nap that day. I ran to my own territory and had a good sleep.)

Most of the children are taken care of by grandparents, but it is a pity that I am not favored by my grandparents, probably because, perhaps not because of my mother. When her mother went to work during the day, she lowered her face and asked her grandma to take care of Yang Zi, and then went to work in the fields. After coming back, I found a large scratch on Yang Zi's originally devoid of nutrition face. Due to the lack of timely and incomplete treatment, this faint scar followed Yang Zi throughout his life. When he saw his mother coming back, he patted himself. With dirty paws, he wiped the dust from his face, raised a bright smile and asked his mother for a hug, but when he saw his mother's sweaty face, his face darkened instantly.

I looked at my mother timidly, not understanding what I had done wrong to make my mother unhappy. With tears in her eyes, her mother picked up Yang Zi and silently returned to her home where she had been married for several years. I washed Xiao Zi’s face at that time, and Xiao Zi grinned in pain but did not cry. Since then, the relationship between mother and grandmother has completely dropped to freezing point. Both father and mother were not at home, so Xiaozi was locked in the house by her mother and could not get out. If you want to go to the toilet, you can do it right in the house. Growing up stumblingly, by the time her mother realized it, Xiao Zi could already stagger around and call "Mom" in a soft voice.

As he continued to grow up, Xiaozi's father worked outside and took his mother away. Before leaving, he left Xiaozi in the care of his second aunt. Without restraint, Xiao Zi was like a wild tree, with branches growing wildly and even scolding his second aunt. At that time, Xiao Zi always thought that she had been abandoned, abandoned by the world, and abandoned by her parents, so she didn't care about anything, even if she died. She was once severely beaten by her second aunt for playing with her friends. pause. Play items: Jump from the roof of the first floor. For a kid who is only three or four years old, this height is enough to kill. But Xiaozi doesn't mind, I really don't mind.

I don't know whether it was because of his luck or because the child was weak, but he was not dead or even injured at all. It wasn't until two years later that her mother picked up Xiaozi from her second aunt's house. However, Xiaozi was not very happy. In addition to the confusion, fear, excitement, and excitement of arriving in a new place in the first two months, once the strange period was over, his temper also changed. He let it go and couldn't hold it back anymore. Gradually, the mother discovered that Xiao Zi was very wild now, but after all, she had not been with her child for two years, so she could just discipline her slowly. In fact, it is indeed better, but it is only better.

A few days later, when Xiaozi was seven years old, she became a sister for the first time in her life and had a younger brother to protect. It is natural for children to love to play. Xiaozi looked at his little brother in his arms and kept teasing him. Children need enough sleep. He needs to sleep for 22 hours out of the 24 hours a day. But Xiaozi didn't know that at that time and kept teasing her until she was scolded by her mother. It didn't matter that her peers in the yard asked her to go out to play, but it was unforgivable for Xiaozi to put her little one-month-old brother who had just taken him out of bed to play on the ground and go play by himself. This was what the parents saw when they came back. The furious father slapped Xiao Zi and knocked him to the ground. Xiao Zi, who was half lying on the ground, was a little stunned.

From then on, Xiaozi understood in a twisted way that his existence was for his younger brother. If his mother had not been pregnant, if his younger brother had not been born, Xiaozi would not have been taken to his parents. Xiaozi's face was swollen for five days, and he was silent for five days. During those five days, Xiaozi didn't say a word. His father also knew that he had been cruel, but he looked at Xiaozi with complicated eyes and said nothing. . No one knows what Xiaozi is thinking, and in fact, Xiaozi himself doesn’t know what he understands. He just knows that he understands something, what he deliberately ignored, and what he needs to remember in the future. thing.

After growing up, going to school, elementary school, and junior high school, my family conditions finally got better. I no longer borrowed money for my brother’s medical treatment or borrowed money to buy two kilograms of meat during the Chinese New Year. Xiaozi got his first mobile phone. Although he had used this phone for five years, he cherished it very much, otherwise he would not have used it for five years. In the past five years, I have learned a lot using mobile phones and also learned to chat online. At that time, even QQ numbers were given by others. With a mobile phone, Xiaozi knows novels, games, and online dating. "Afraid of losing" This is the first boy that Xiaozi has chatted with, and also the first boy who asked Xiaozi to be his sister.

On the second day of junior high school, Xiaozi agreed. Gradually, the number of friends became more and more, and the number of people he met became more and more. Similarly, there was also the legendary "rebellious period", but it was discovered early by the parents and "treated" early. The parents pulled him into the room to have a profound conversation. When they say "protect yourself, don't tell all your information, don't be so stupid, don't have such low grades, if you don't want to go to school, go back to your hometown... and so on", Xiaozi has already understood that parents are not just My parents, and they were the parents who provided food and clothing, did not make any fierce resistance, and were just obedient. I didn’t have any tantrums with my parents or anything, I just lived a normal life, eating when I needed to, drinking when I needed to, chatting when I needed to, and helping when I needed to work.

So normal, Xiaozi thought she was abnormal. Except the cell phone was confiscated for two months.

In high school, there are fifty people in the class, and Xiaozi's grades are in the top ten, which is not bad. The sharp decline in grades in the first half of the second year of high school may be due to the so-called "rebellious period". As for the reason, students who have been in the second year of high school will know that it is similar to the second year of junior high school. It wasn't until she was informed that she couldn't take part in some tests in the second semester of her second year of high school that Xiaozi started to lose her temper. The teacher was serious at first, saying that without a test number plate, you could not take the college entrance examination. However, Xiaozi established a goal a few weeks ago, a goal that can be achieved within two years, "to be admitted to college within two years." It doesn't seem like anything difficult, but it really is.

Xiaozi is from H City, but his student registration is in S Province. Those whose household registration is not in S Province cannot take the test in this province, and those whose school registration is not in H City cannot take the test in this city. Suddenly, Xiaozi is in an embarrassing dilemma. The teacher said that it is best to transfer the student status back, otherwise there will be more troubles in the future. Transfer student status? It's easy to say. During this period, you need to find various government departments and see which schools can accept Xiaozi as an "art student". The most important thing is money.

In my hometown, it doesn't matter if I don't have money. It's a bit difficult and troublesome to ask the government for help. But my parents don't like trouble, so they just throw it away. If you can't take the college entrance examination, you can't go to college. If you don't go to college, you can't go to college. It's not a big deal. Anyway, no one in the Yang family has gone to college for several generations, and they haven't starved to death. This is how I comforted Xiaozi and how I explained it to the school teacher. This made Xiaozi's former head teacher angrily ask him why there were such parents and why he couldn't communicate with them.

The only thing worth mentioning about the whole thing is that Xiaozi was a little willful at the time, probably the most willful in sixteen years. She asked her parents to ask for relatives, but was told that no, it was impossible. Because I have a bad relationship with my relatives, I don’t know if it’s the relatives’ problem, but my own family’s problem. My mother is very stubborn, and she is so strong that she would rather starve to death than ask those relatives to borrow money. , maybe some look down on the poor. (Speaking of stubbornness, Xiao Zi also inherited 62% of it...)

The relationship with my father's relatives has never been very good, and the relatives on my mother's side who have a better relationship can't help at all. Xiaozi cried at first and said: "Why? Why didn't you let me go? Why did you say I couldn't go? Why didn't you let me go when I could go? It was obviously a matter of just one word from you, why didn't you say anything?" At that time, I didn’t realize how feeble these three words “why” were.

When he woke up, his father called him and asked him to go back to the bank to withdraw some money and go back to his hometown to see what happened and whether he wanted to change his school or something. Xiaozi still felt very uncomfortable at that time, "No, it doesn't matter to me, no need!" After hanging up the phone, Xiaozi muttered in her heart, "I can't cry to beg you anymore, and I can't let you cry to beg others." . In fact, the matter was settled. In the end, Xiaozi did not change his school status, nor did he take the test. Of course, he did not get any test results. (I would like to advise students who are still causing trouble in school, you never know that when you cause trouble, but just write a letter of apology lightly, your parents will compensate you for your class teacher, grade leader, and principal. How many smiling faces, how many times I bent down, how many times I said sorry, thank you...)

The number of netizens among friends is getting smaller and smaller, and finally there are only one or two left. Xiaozi, who has added so many people and is relatively familiar with them, will reply when he sends messages. Others are basically the same as the living dead. It is worth mentioning that when my phone was confiscated and I didn’t log in to Q for a year, the so-called brother still remembered Xiaozi. There was no harm in it anyway, so he continued to chat intimately. Xiaozi majored in art and needed to take the unified entrance examination and other independent examinations.

"Refuse to be my sister? Okay, I promise you, but what does it have to do with me without the title of sister?" This is what a boy said. Xiaozi's biggest advantage in this life is that he is self-aware, but he still Somewhat self-righteous. At this time, Xiaozi seemed to understand something, and seemed to be even more confused. I didn't get good grades and entered a not-so-bad university. At that time, the college entrance examination transferred your student status to the Office of Higher Education. The Office of Higher Education will take care of everything for the college entrance examination, down to the smallest detail, until you enter the university.

University, pay the tuition for three books, ask for the scores of the second book, and give you a diploma for the first. Xiaozi's family couldn't afford the high tuition fees, so Xiaozi insisted on going to school. Subconsciously, he hoped that he could be worthy of him. The tuition of 20,000 yuan a year is unaffordable, and it is indeed not cheap for ordinary families who are not even considered "ordinary". In addition to daily consumption, the remaining money can only pay for one year's tuition. By the second year, the tuition will definitely not be paid. But Xiaozi didn't worry too much. The worst he could do was drop out of school, because it didn't matter.

If Xiaozi, as a person, feels indifferent to something, basically, it means that Xiaozi doesn't care how much interest there is in this matter. In this only one year, Xiaozi learned a lot and met a lot of people. People say that college is very leisurely, but Xiaozi is very busy and can't think of anyone. But I only learned a superficial lesson, but as long as you talk about any topic, please note that Xiaozi can say a few sentences on any topic, but he can't go into details. After all, he has learned too much in one year but is not good at it. This year, Xiaozi turned eighteen. The cause of death was accidental injury. The insurance company paid more than 300,000 yuan. This money can probably reimburse Xiaozi's university expenses in the past few years.

……Dividing line……

Xiao Zi watched indifferently as she was hit by a car and flew out in her previous life, her eyes still unmoved. Until she saw her mother appear in the hospital, and her father, who was somewhat violent, took out his salary, which was still warm, and begged the doctor to think of another solution, Xiao Zi's eyes seemed to have a storm, and she stared at her parents, with something brewing in her eyes. The storm seems to distort the entire illusion, but the storm is only in the eyes.

I silently said something late to my parents: I'm sorry...

But it's of no use. Now Xiao Zi and her mother are separated by two worlds. Not only are yin and yang separated, but Xiao Zi is now in another world. The most important thing is that Xiao Zi is no longer Xiao Zi.

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Did you find something that wasn’t written down? Yes, it’s the storage ring. After all, there is only one chapter, and then there will be...the next chapter, this life.

This book was first published by Xiaoxiang Academy, please do not reprint!