But the night will pass, the night is always only temporary, there is no eternal night.
Chapter 144 If Life Was a Game
Fang Yuxin once had a dream. In the dream, Luo Fan had already died in the ice and snow world of the first level. No, the person who died in the first level in the dream had no name for her.
There was no such person as Luo Fan in that dream.
So she who was selected into the second round was very lonely, um, lonely, not lonely.
Loneliness and loneliness are different.
Loneliness is just that there is only one person around, and I am alone, so I am lonely.
What is loneliness?
Loneliness is watching people walking in groups, while drinking drinks and listening to music by yourself. Others can't feel your walking, and they don't necessarily feel it. Others just don't care.
Fang Yuxin in the dream didn't hate loneliness, of course she didn't like it, she just got used to it.
Fang Yuxin, who came from the Xishan Orphanage, has been lonely since she was a child. The children in the orphanage also have their own groups, and they will not play with Fang Yuxin.
Most people in the orphanage were born without parents, or lost their parents due to various accidents and have no other guardians.
But Fang Yuxin was different. There were rumors among the orphanage staff.
It is rumored that the death of Fang Yuxin's parents has something to do with Fang Yuxin.
Then it spread to the children's ears and it gradually became - Fang Yuxin's parents died in Fang Yuxin's hands.
Therefore, Fang Yuxin has been a very withdrawn child since she was a child.
Although she was in college, she was positive, optimistic and cheerful, and seemed to handle all kinds of things in an orderly manner.
But no one knew that Fang Yuxin walked alone in elementary and middle school.
Eating alone, studying alone, doing homework alone, going back to the orphanage alone, sitting quietly on the bridge by the river, feeling the oncoming breeze.
Ten years passed like this.
In the orphanage, not to mention people of the same age, even some employees would be scared away by Fang Yuxin's cold breath.
Many people said that Fang Yuxin looked like a dead child. She was cold and unable to speak. She didn't look like a normal child at all. A child should be lively and full of life.
Perhaps in another parallel time and space, the seven-year-old girl in the water tank rescued by the authorities was not rescued, and she never woke up after her pulse stopped.
The only person who had a few words with Fang Yuxin was Luo Xishan, the director of the orphanage.
But Dean Luo Xishan always said some weird words that people couldn't understand.
Why can the answer be seen clearly when the world returns to reality.
Under the curtain, even children will suffer. In short, they are all inexplicable.
Fang Yuxin never saw him again until Dean Luo Xishan announced his retirement.
When Dean Luo Xishan retired, it happened to be the time when Fang Yuxin was admitted to Ziyun University.
Before retiring, Dean Luo Xishan told Fang Yuxin that in a new environment, he had to learn to get along with others. In the illusion, he would always see reality again.
Although the meaning of most of the words was unclear, Fang Yuxin still understood the first part. She tried very hard to communicate with people and make so-called friends.
But actually it was tiring, very tiring.
Among the college classmates, I am afraid that no one thought that Fang Yuxin was a withdrawn child in the past, right?
Until later, she noticed that there was a guy in the class, he was very special, he was indifferent to everything, very similar to her past self.
Inaccurately speaking, it is very similar to her!
It's just that this person is directly exposed, and she hides it carefully, trying to create a normal person image that conforms to the public's idea of her.
But normal people don’t need to do it. It’s normal to do what you want, and there’s no need to set up shackles for yourself.
In the dream, he was very vague, he didn't know anything, he only knew that it was a group activity, and he was the guy who was the most troublesome to submit materials.
But obviously I have a deep impression in my heart, but I can't remember the name.
Is she lonely after entering university?
Alone, yes, still lonely!
He has a wide range of contacts and seems to have good and bad friends, but that's all superficial.
In reality, she was still that lonely dead child.
The peculiar him in the dream was like a mirror reflecting herself.
The world is cold and has never had any temperature, just like a dead child, she is also so cold and has no temperature.
But deep in her heart, she also thought about whether there would be a guy who would warm her without warmth with a warm heart.
But the facts of the past ten years told her that she was thinking too much.
How can there be so many warm hearts?It's not a TV show.
When you treat people coldly, people will naturally keep you at a distance.
So in college, she listened to the words of Luo Xishan, the director of the orphanage, and tried to actively communicate with others.
Later, he was selected by the realm of reincarnation, and moved forward in the name of carrying the true distance.
For Zhenyuanguo, she still has a deep sense of identity, because Zhenyuanguo allows her, a cold child who lost her parents, to survive in this world.
Conquer the second level of Pirate World alone.
She went from being unfamiliar with her various abilities to counter-killing Park Liangguo's special spectrum, and then to confronting Madison.
A lonely journey can't talk about happiness and boredom, it's just calm and indifferent.
Just like the introduction of the Realm of Reincarnation itself, this is just a game, it doesn't feel like it, and it doesn't even have a sense of substitution.
Fang Yuxin once saw a topic.
Question: If life is a game, what do you think of this game, and how many points you are willing to give it.
The answers below each hold their own words.
There is this answer:
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