I really don't want to be a teacher

Sitting with hunched body, the old lady was talking, then she became silent, her head lowered, her eyes were cloudy, and her eyes were a little dazed.

In the house, be quiet again,

Outside the half-hidden house door, there was no sound, it was quiet,

Only the breeze blowing into the room is left, slightly shaking the door, disturbing the light that penetrates through the gap in the door.

……

"...Just like what the gentleman said just now, I have had two children."

The old lady remained silent for a while, then slowly raised her head,

His face was still a little pale, and with some effort, he continued,

"...my husband and I got married at the age of 22. After we got married, he and I have always wanted to have a child, a doll... just don't know if it's just fate, or it's not the time, I never have Can conceive..."

The old lady paused again before continuing to speak,

"...I didn't get pregnant with my first child until I was in my thirties... It's just that at that time, I was poor, my body was weak, and I was getting older... Although it was from pregnancy Ah, my husband just waited on me and let me take care of my body... When I first found out that I was pregnant, I was so happy. Thinking about it, I will have my own doll. How to take care of this doll in the future? What name do you give this doll, what does this doll look like when it grows up..."

While speaking, the old lady slowly raised her head again, her eyes became more and more dazed,

Gradually stopped his voice, stopped his movements, and remained silent for a long time.

After a long time, those who raised their heads lowered a little more,

"...When it was only about the fourth month, the doll was gone..."

Eyes in a trance, some pale mouth slightly opened, the old lady murmured and continued speaking aloud,

"I was knitting a diaper for him. Suddenly, I felt a pain in my stomach, as if I was being held by something in my stomach, and I was falling down. Then, I saw blood, and it ran down my leg. The next drop... I hugged my stomach, and hurriedly called, called his father, shouted loudly..."

"...In the end, the doll was still not kept. When the doll flowed down, it already had a human shape..."

The old lady was talking, then lowered her head a little more, her eyes became more tranced, and she paused again, falling silent for a long time.

Sitting on the stool next to me, the tea in my hand is still steaming,

Lian Ge listened to the old lady's narration, but didn't say anything, just looked at the old lady again,

Gusts of breeze shook the half-closed door slightly.

Inside and outside the house, everything was quiet.

……

"...After that, my husband and I, our minds became cold."

"...Thinking about it, maybe this is fate, and the two of us shouldn't have children in fate."

The old lady remained silent for a long time before continuing to speak,

"...That's it. As the days went by, my thoughts faded away, and I didn't think much about the children. Sometimes, when I watched the villagers greet my dolls at other people's houses, I still I can't help but want to look more..."

The old lady was talking, then paused,

"...And then, it happened that we didn't even dare to think about the child anymore... After that, within two years, I was pregnant again."

The old lady was talking, then slowly raised her head, her eyes became more and more dazed,

Lian Ge quietly listened to the old lady's narration, turned his eyes, and then looked at the half-hidden door,

Looking from Lian Ge's side through the gap that concealed the door,

You can still see two figures in the quiet main room, and they seem to be listening to the old lady in the room with their ears sideways.

Without saying anything, Lian Ge turned his gaze again, looking at the old lady who was hunched over, sitting, and then stopped.

"...When I was first conceived, I didn't realize it. It was also the busy time of farming. It was still the same as before. I went to the fields, cut the millet, and threshed the millet..."

The old lady's eyes were in a trance, her mouth was slightly opened, and she continued to speak,

"...I didn't realize it until it had been several months, when the reaction became severe..."

"...After we found out that I was pregnant, the two of us were happy at first, and then we were afraid..."

"...Didn't dare to let me work, and my husband also worked hard to take care of me. The two of us tried our best to keep this child."

"...just a little bit, day by day, month after month...every day, I'm worried...always afraid, my stomach suddenly hurts, and when it hurts, I can't stop I want to look up my trouser legs and call his dad to come over quickly."

"...But... At that time, I was older than when I was pregnant for the first time."

The old lady lowered her head a little more, her eyes became more blurred, and her eye sockets gradually turned red.

"...We tried our best, and we survived for more than seven months, and it was almost eight months, but we still couldn't continue to survive... My child, I was born prematurely and only weighed three catties..."

"...I don't know, is it because we shouldn't have children in our life, or we have done too many sins in our previous life... Even if we have children, it will be full of disasters...God, we have to take our children back go."

The eye sockets became more and more red, the old lady opened her mouth, spoke aloud, and then paused,

Lian Ge looked at the old lady and quietly listened to the old lady's narration.

Outside the half-hidden house door, it became more and more quiet.

"...It was also because of the premature birth. My child has been weak and sick since he was a child. After he was born, he stayed in the hospital for a while before he was brought back to the house..."

The old lady's eyes were red, her lips were somewhat pale, and she murmured again, saying,

"...During the first year of his life, his father and I tried to take care of him, but before he was a year old, he fell ill several times and was admitted to the hospital several times... "

"...The people in the village are all persuading us... If it's really not possible, let's forget it. If you don't have this fate, don't force it. If you say keep him, we will suffer..."

"...This is my child! Even God, God, I can't let him take my child away."

The eye sockets became more and more red, and the old lady spoke with some difficulty, panting,

"... Then, when he was almost one year old, he fell seriously ill again and was admitted to the hospital. The hospital gave him a critical illness notice... His father and I really have nothing to do..."

"...At this moment, a fortune teller came to the village."

The old lady was talking, then paused,

In the bedroom, in the house, out of the house, quiet again,

However, outside the half-closed door, the figure listened to the old lady's words, his breathing became a little rough, and his eyes were a little red.

"...Mr. told us that we don't have this child in our life. Even if this child is born now, he is also suffering from many illnesses. He will always be sent back, and he will not live to grow up."

The old lady said, her eyes were red,

"...Unless he lends me and my husband's lifespan to him, he can survive."

The old lady paused, then spoke again.

The half-open bedroom door seemed to be blown by the breeze, and the open gap got bigger.

The eyes of the figure outside the house became redder.

"Did the old man believe it?"

On the tea cup he was holding, the heat was still rising and lingering.

He didn't turn his eyes to look at the slightly shaking, half-closed bedroom door,

Lian Ge looked at the old lady and said something aloud.

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"...huh...huh..."

Breeze blowing, mixed with the red-eyed figure outside the door, some heavy breathing, and then slightly shaking the half-closed door.

in the bedroom,

Lian Ge looked at the old lady and said nothing.

The old lady was hunched over, sitting, with some cloudy eyes, her eyes were in a trance,

Looking around, it became more and more quiet.

Pausing for a while, the old lady slowly turned her head and looked out of the half-hidden door.

"I'm afraid..."

Not knowing whether to answer Lian Ge's words or something else, the old lady opened her mouth again and murmured,

"...This is my doll."

The voice lowered, the old lady fell silent again, and paused for a while,

Slowly turned around again, lowered her head a little more, and the old lady spoke again,

"...My husband and I agreed. I beg that gentleman to help us give the child a birthday..."

"...Mister performed rituals for us... Afterwards, not long after, my child really recovered from his illness and came out of the hospital. Slowly, his body also got better."

The old lady said, her eyes were still red, she was a little pale, and there was a smile on her wrinkled face.

"... When that gentleman left, he told me that I could still live to be seventy after borrowing out my lifespan... At that time, I thought, that's great, I can still live to be seventy Ten, still alive, seeing my child grow up, maybe I can still see my child get married, marry a wife and have children of his own..."

"...This year, old woman, I will be seventy."

The old lady was talking with a smile on her face,

He paused again, and then turned his somewhat cloudy gaze, looking at the bedroom,

"...Hey, this person is really greedy. He was happy then, but now he still wants to watch his grandson grow up..."

As she said with a smile, the old lady turned her head slowly and looked towards the half-hidden bedroom door.

"...That's right, I'm afraid...I'm afraid..."

Looking at the half-closed bedroom door, the old lady's eyes became more and more dazed, she murmured and said,

"……Hey,"

After a pause, the old lady smiled again, and laughed again,

"...In my whole life, I've seen my son grow up and get married... In this life, it's time to come to an end. Life is up, damn it, damn it..."

"……mom!"

Laughing, the old lady said.

And at this time, the middle-aged man outside the main room seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, and pushed open the half-hidden bedroom door,

Eyes were red, tears gushed out of them, and he opened his mouth to shout again, his voice was hoarse, with a bit of crying, and ran into the bedroom,

"...Mom, Mom...you are in good health, good...you still have to watch your grandson grow up, and watch Xiao Song get married..."

"...Mom, you'll be fine...the doctor said before, mom, you're in good health...Mom..."

The middle-aged man ran up to his mother and couldn't help crying. Tears kept gushing out and dripping to the ground.

"...It's okay, it's okay..."

Smiling, the old lady responded to and comforted her child.

"……Mother……"

His face became more and more painful, the middle-aged man's eyes were red, and he called his mother,

Clutching his mother's hand, trembling all over, shrinking down weakly,

"……Mother……"

Crying more and more, the middle-aged man's red eyes were full of tears,

"...It's okay, it's okay...Mom's life is up..."

Putting her hand on her middle-aged son's hair, with some wrinkled and rough hands, the old lady gently touched her son's hair,

"……mom……"

Suffering more and more, the middle-aged man shouted loudly,

Immediately afterwards, the middle-aged man hurried again, turned around, and looked at Lian Ge,

"...Sir, sir... Please, please, please save my mother, please save my mother..."

The middle-aged man begged Lian Ge, and was about to kneel down on the ground.

"...Sir, please, please, please save my mother...I want my mother to live on and see her grandson grow up..."