trustee of the gods

It seemed that he was forced to laugh, and he didn't want to cry, so he had to force a smile.

Seeing him like this, Li Yi couldn't help feeling a little pity in his heart, probably because he had suffered too much during this period.

Although this matter was not done on purpose, it is indeed part of my own problem.

The army is here, such a big stall, he just left without even a word of news.

He took another step forward, put his hands on Zi Nu's shoulders, and patted her lightly.

At this time, she felt better, and without saying anything more, she nodded, then turned and left.

Li Yi knew that Zi Nu would never reveal her vulnerable side in front of anyone, and would only suppress these things forcibly, and never tell anyone to bury them in her heart.

This is actually not good, many things are sometimes suppressed in the heart, it is better to cry out and scold, so that the mood can be relieved a lot.

If you hold it in your heart all the time, you may have problems after a long time.

He also understood that there were other people around at this time, and Zi Nu would not shed tears even if she wanted to.

When he is alone, it will be even more impossible. The other party is very strong, crying alone, this kind of thing will never happen.

Li Yi didn't do anything more, he shouldn't comfort the other party at this time, let's see after a while.

Wait until evening, at night, most people become more emotional.

Because the night blocks many gazes during the day, especially at night in this era, it can be said that no one can look at it at night.

People are social animals, when a person is no longer watched and observed by any human being, he will become no longer close to human beings.

Since no one around can pay attention, it is naturally possible to see what he is doing.

In fact, it is quite close to this state at night.

Li Yi is busy and dealing with some things now. They have just occupied now. In fact, most of the places are forcibly ruled by force.

Next, it will take a lot of time to evaluate these places and strengthen their sense of identity. This will take a very long time, and it is definitely not something that can be completed in one or two months.

It will take at least ten years to complete it completely.

Of course, if it is for ordinary residents, even slaves, who are about to starve to death before they get in, they want to establish a sense of identity very quickly, and it may only take a few months, at most no more than a year.

But he may not have a year now, Li Yi can feel that the god of Chu, Donghuang Taiyi, has been driven out by him.

It is the same, he can also feel that a more terrifying and terrifying thing is being born in Qin.

To be precise, when he could perceive it, that thing might have already been born.

Although I don't know what it is for the time being, but what I can feel should be very scary. Of course, it's hard to say whether there is Donghuang Taiyi.

Donghuang Taiyi is very strong, but its wall is built when he is unprepared and unprepared. If he has a little preparation, he only needs the outside world to constantly reduce Chu's beliefs, then in the end Donghuang will Huang Taiyi didn't even have the ability to resist.

To him, he is just a god, no matter how strong he is, he is only a god. His power does not come from himself, but from the outside world.

As long as Li Yi can find a solution to him, it will be very easy. Most of these things are like this, because he is not a subjective existence, but relies on others objectively.

To be able to find a targeted method, or destroy a lot of beliefs, it is much easier to solve a god than a master of martial arts.

The important thing is that before that, he didn't do a good job in his propaganda methods. If he was willing to do propaganda, he wouldn't even need to come to Chu State, Donghuang Taiyi would disappear.

As long as he tells all the subjects under his rule in the forest of Chu State that the Eastern Emperor Taiyi does not exist, he is a false god, a false god, and has no divine power at all, then wait until most people believe it.

Donghuang Taiyi may not be able to do anything in this world. He is denied by most people, so as a god, he may be really denied.

That's not necessarily the case, after all, he can still leave some faith anyway, if Li Yi doesn't attack Chu State.

The Eastern Emperor Taiyi can linger on.

It's a pity that Donghuang Taiyi has completely left now, and most of his beliefs have disappeared.

What I should be most worried about now is whether there will be any problems with Qin.

If there is a problem, I have to solve it myself anyway.

Li Yi also understands that it is useless to be anxious about many things. Now he should rectify the army and horses, prepare the manpower, and scout the rear attack by himself.

Because only I have the ability and qualification to do this kind of thing, and I can feel the danger. Letting these people go there is simply sending them to death.

Although there was nothing backlogged during this time, he had to tell everyone about his return, because only when he came back could these people feel stable and have a backbone in their hearts.

The night is as cool as water, and it seems that the whole world has settled down at this time.

Li Yi stretched out his hand and knocked twice on the door in front of him.

Chapter 362 It's hard to express love in my heart

In fact, Zi Nu didn't sleep, she just sat in the room, she couldn't sleep, on the one hand, she was entangled with her emotions and identity, and dared not reveal it.

On the one hand, seeing him back, the mood is naturally unconcealable joy.

The two feelings are mixed together, bitter, hot, sour and sweet, and the various tastes are not humane.

He wasn't there before, and I handled all the things by myself, and my feelings for him were well buried and suppressed in my heart.

But the other party came back suddenly. For such a long time, without him to rely on, suddenly there was someone to rely on.

The emotion that was originally covered up, under the influence of this emotion, some can't control it and want to release it.

But her rationality firmly told herself that she shouldn't do this, she could only continue to suppress it in her heart, very dull and aggrieved.

"Who." Hearing the voice from outside the door, Zi Nu took a deep breath, controlled the emotions that were about to get out of control, and asked in a deep voice.

"I."

When she heard the voice from outside the door, she almost couldn't control her emotions. Was she happy?Of course it is the happiest.

There is nothing that can make her happier than the concern of her sweetheart, but she knows that it has never been possible for her and him. If she sees him at this time, it will only increase the troubles of both of them.

In this case, it is better not to cut off your thoughts from the very beginning.

Zi Nu understood all of this, so she said, even though he was so sad and heartbroken, she still suppressed her voice, "I'm already asleep."

She understood that if she said this, it would be impossible for the other party to come in and do something, and the other party would leave.

The other party must have noticed that his behavior was a little abnormal, and he may come to him at this time because he wants to comfort him.

But once I choose to accept it, I'm afraid I can no longer control the emotions in my heart.

So she directly chooses to refuse, refuse, this is the best way.

Li Yi stood outside the door, he didn't know what to say at this time, he could feel that the other party didn't seem to want to show this side to him.

Instead, I want to choose the same as before and keep everything in my heart.

"Zilan, this is the first time I've called your name. If possible, I hope I can call you that in the future. Can you tell me something, can I still convince you?"

Zi Nu's original name was Zi Lan, but few people knew her name, and only those closest to her would call her that.

Although Li Yi knew about it by chance, this was the first time he used such an intimate title.

"Of course you are the most convincing to me." Zi Nu shouted wildly in her heart, but she didn't have the courage to say this.

She found that the emotions in her heart were like waves, crashing against the dam of reason.

A little carelessness has some emotional leakage.

Li Yi waited outside for a while, and found that there was no sound coming from inside.

But he could tell that Zi Nu was sitting awake on the table inside.

Why did the other party refuse to speak?Or was it something else that happened during the time I was away?

Li Yi was very curious and strange. Since he helped Zi Nu rescue many brothel women who were originally Zi Lanxuan, the other party was quite trustworthy to him, and they had reached the point where they had nothing to say.

Li Yi could sense that the other party believed in him very much, and was even willing to sacrifice his life for himself.

What was wrong with keeping her silent?

Thinking of this, he knocked on the door again, "I'm coming in."

After Yan Bi opened the door and entered the room, Zi Nu was sitting on the table at this time, thinking in her heart, when she heard his words, she just wanted to stop her, but found that he had already walked in the door.

At that time, she stood up abruptly, stepped back falteringly, not knowing what to say.

If he didn't come in before, then everything was fine, but now that he came in, she found that she couldn't control the emotions in her heart.

Li Yi still had that gentle and calm smile, but to Zi Nu that smile was like a deadly poison, leading her to the abyss of sin.

She couldn't control herself at all, and even wanted to do it according to the emotions in her heart.

Li Yi approached her step by step, Zi Nu was in a panic, and her shrinking steps gradually stopped.

As the distance between the two gradually approached, she took a light step before, leaning lightly and hugging him instantly.

Holding her tightly, Zi Nu seemed to feel at ease.

This look, I have thought about it in my mind, imagined it countless times, and this time it really came true.

She put her head on Li Yi's chest and rubbed against it like a little beast.

This is what Yan Lingji has seen before. She has done this countless times in front of her.

Every time, she fantasized about how great it would be if that person were herself, but now it has really come true.

For a moment, she didn't know why the tears flowed from her eyes, and more and more couldn't be controlled at all.

She cried, expressing the feelings of grievance and joy in her heart. During this time, Yixing Tune suppressed every minute and every second like walking on eggshells.

Crying all this, leaning on his shoulder and crying hard, hugging him also gave me a support.

Li Yi looked at him, although he didn't understand why the other party hugged him.

He knew that at this time, any verbal comfort would be useless, so he patted his back lightly.

Whispering in his ear to comfort her.

Time passed bit by bit, and Zi Nu's uncontrollable emotions were gradually pulled back. At this time, he seemed to regret it, and he seemed to have no hesitation.

She herself couldn't figure out what the emotions in her heart were.

Her original sobbing gradually stopped, her eyes were red, and Li Yi gradually stopped comforting her.

It's just that he didn't continue to do anything. Since Zi Nu wants to hug, let her hug.

She has also suffered during this time, so it is naturally best to cry.

Zi Nu looked at him, looked at the face of the other party who was close at hand, she didn't want to let go, but she felt that she had to let go.

Yes, Li Yi's brings new ideas to the people of this era, and the idea is that everyone is equal.

There has never been any aristocratic status between man and man.

But this kind of thing is not so easy to break, let alone the classification that has lasted for thousands of years since the Xia, Shang and Zhou dynasties.

In the new political system he is now re-establishing, there are still classes in it.

They preach that everyone is equal, but they have to admit that class still exists.

Zi Nu understands all this, and the prejudice in people's hearts is like a mountain.

Li Yi may not care about his identity, but other people will.

I am the owner of Zilanxuan, not many people know about this matter, but there are also many people who know about it.

It's simply impossible for him to be with him, let alone someone else.

Zi Nu understands that if Li Yi wants to marry a woman from a brothel, don't say that others will object to it.

The gap between two people is too big, I want to love but I can't love.

Chapter 363 Evasion is shameful but useful.

In fact, Zi Nu thought for a long time, thought a lot, but finally let go of her hands and took a step back slowly.

She wiped away the tears from her eyes and looked at him. Although there were still tears in her eyes, she smiled very reluctantly.

"Thank you."

Li Yi looked at her and didn't know what to say. He felt that he seemed different just now, and he seemed tempted.

This feeling is very strange. He obviously didn't feel anything before, but when Zi Nu hugged him just now, he could feel his heart beating.

This is already a very dangerous sign. Even if Yan Lingji took the initiative to make out with her before, he was still able to maintain his rationality and never waver. He could even take the initiative to break up the relationship between the two of them.

But now I seem to be tempted just now. Once tempted, things like emotion can be controlled by reason, but not completely controlled by reason.