good show tonight

June NO.11, sunny.

It's over, my drug use was actually recorded by Somfy, what a pighead I was, I didn't think of this.If he really sends out those recordings and videos, how can I face others in the future?

what do I do?He must have retaliated against me, I was so scared.

Am I really going to give him the first time?But he is necrotic, even if I give Cucumber the first time, I won't give it to him.I have to think about whether to accept his threat, this matter is not a joke.

Obviously I should be angry, but why is there no atmosphere in my heart?Could it be because he rescued me from Brother Yong?This person is bad, but at that time, instead of helping me, the sister I thought was the best, even played tricks on me with Brother Yong.

If it wasn't for him, Brother Yong might have taken my first time tonight, right?

It's so strange, I actually want to sleep with him a little bit, but he's really big underneath, it must be very comfortable to go in, right?

Don't talk about it, it's so embarrassing.

……

June NO.14, sunny.

Hmph, Somfy, you big bastard, don't want my wife's first time.Tonight I have given the cucumber for the first time, but why there is no bleeding, is it because the insertion is not deep enough?

It doesn't matter, anyway, I'm just giving the cucumber, don't listen to it or not, just chant scriptures.

I'm going to sleep with him soon, anyway, he saved me once anyway.I have a little expectation in my heart, and I can finally experience what it feels like to do that kind of thing?

Is it like the feeling when the cucumber went in just now?It's so comfortable, I don't have any strength in my whole body, I just want my whole body to be occupied.A lot of dirty things came out, I was ashamed to death.

Somfy, this time it's a good deal for you.

If I don't make my old lady comfortable tomorrow night, I'll sue you for rape when I go out, hehe.

I'm so nervous that I don't even know what to write.The bottom is very itchy, every time I touch it, I feel a flash of electricity all over my body, no wonder that dead woman likes to be fucked so much, it turns out that doing this kind of thing can really make people forget all the pain.

……

June NO.15, sunny.

Why did I give cucumbers the first time and it still bleeds when he fucked me last night?Is it really because the cucumber doesn't go in deep enough?To be taken advantage of by that idiot Somfy, seeing him grinning like a toad, is disgusting to death.

But having said that, last night was very comfortable and exciting.The bottom of him is too big, it almost bursts my place.I didn't expect that my first time would be with a man I've known for less than two months.

It's so comfortable, and my whole body is still warm up to now. When I woke up this morning, my mind was full of the scenes he made last night.Thinking about it, I have reflected from below, what should I do, will he think I am flirtatious?

Strange, why should I care about his impression of me?

I'm so tired, take a rest later.

……

With complicated emotions, I turned the diary to the last night.

It is full of subtitles written in eloquence.

With a glance, the content came into view.

August [-]st, sunny.

Somfy was bruised and bruised tonight, and I was worried to death, but that idiot was still going to die, because he was obviously injured so badly.

He didn't want me to worry, that's why he said that?

Seeing him forcefully smiling in front of me, I feel so uncomfortable, fool, the pain just shows, why should I care about my own face?

Last time, in order to protect us, he stood alone at the door of the bar. He looked so manly and heroic.I was fascinated by his charm. In fact, he is not as bad as I thought, but he is usually a bit lecherous. Who is not a normal man?

I don't know what's wrong with me. Could it be that I like Somfy?

Impossible, even if all the men in the world are dead, I will not like Somfy.Besides, Song Wei is the only one in her eyes, so don't be too sentimental, you idiot.

I'll go and see him later, and if it doesn't work, I'll send him to the hospital. I suddenly feel that he is so pitiful. He is under a lot of pressure at such an age.I'm nothing compared to him.

Somfy, I know these things, you will never know them in your whole life.

Take good care of your body, I hope you will always smile, I hope your wishes come true, as long as you don't drive me away, I will always help you and accompany you to achieve your goals.

Next, I have to find an excuse to give him some money without hurting his dignity.This fool, always thinks of others and doesn't think of himself. .

225 happy birthday

I closed the notebook and put it back where it was, with mixed feelings in my heart..

Taking a puff of cigarette, I slowly closed my eyes, recalling what I saw just now, as if a certain string in my heart was touched.

Is this Guo Xiaoxiao's biggest secret?She chose to write everything down silently, and those papers full of words are her audience.If I hadn't read the notebook, I wouldn't have understood her living environment since childhood.

For a moment, my heart was filled with guilt.

I couldn't help but took out the phone and called, Guo Xiaoxiao was very noisy, it sounded like he was drinking and playing games.She said "wait a minute" on the phone, and after a few seconds, the surrounding noise disappeared, and her calm voice came from the phone: "Shang Fei, why are you calling me in the middle of the night, I'm very busy, don't worry Come bother me."

Hearing her voice, my heart felt warm for no reason, and I said with a smile, "Tell Bai Le, the bar closes at one o'clock tonight. I'll cook a big meal for you when you come back, and let you have a taste of my cooking."

Many words came to my lips, but I couldn't utter a single word.

I can make amends to her, as if that's all.

Guo Xiaoxiao scolded: "Shang Fei, what do you want to do?"

I smiled and said, "I don't want to do anything. Didn't you come to my aunt? I'll make you something delicious. Seriously, I'm not joking with you. I love to eat, but I won't let it down."

I cursed back, but didn't mean to be angry at all.

Guo Xiaoxiao was also in vain, and asked me in a low voice: "Shang Fei, can you speak more normally? To be honest, did you break something at home? It's okay, I won't scold you, as long as you Just don't talk to me in such a nasty tone, it gives me goosebumps."

I asked her funny: "Guo Xiaoxiao, are you cheap? You don't want to show you a good face, you have to make me hurt you, right?"

She breathed a sigh of relief: "It's normal, let's talk about it first, it's best not to make any small calculations for me. Just let me fart if you have any farts, don't make those false, weird ones."

I said, "I'll make supper and wait for you."

When I read her diary just now, I caught a detail, that is, her birthday is on this day every year.Coincidentally, just after reading her diary today, I realized that today is her birthday.

After I cut off the phone, I went out to take a taxi and bought a lot of vegetables, and I also bought a few family buckets, such as seafood and crabs.Today was a big bloodletting, I got everything done, and I bought a lot of ribbons and balloons.

In the diary, every year on Guo Xiaoxiao's birthday, she spends it alone.

In this world, no one seems to know when her birthday is, and she never tells others.I can't help but feel sorry for Li Hai, I don't even know when my girlfriend's birthday is, it's no wonder they let you touch her.

When I got home, I hung up the ribbons as fast as I could, and inflated the balloons and glued them on.After half an hour of hard work, there is really a little festive atmosphere.