The day when a bathhouse was opened in Japan

Xiaoqian's wound opened again, and the pain made her sweat profusely. All the tenderness and sweetness just now were in vain, and Zhao Wei also had a big bump on his head, grinning and screaming in pain.

The two "ouch" for a while, looked at each other, and suddenly laughed uncontrollably.

Zhao Wei covered his head and crawled back to Xiaoqian's side: "How is your wound? Let me see!"

"Well, it's okay." Xiaoqian shook her head.

But Zhao Wei checked it anyway, and saw that the cloth strips that had dried up were once again soaked in dark red blood.

Zhao Wei was very distressed: "It's all me, it's all my fault, which made you hurt again!"

Xiaoqian smiled and shook her head: "It's okay, didn't I stop you?"

Saying that, the two laughed again.

Xiaoqian snuggled into Zhao Wei's arms and whispered, "Talk to me, okay?"

Zhao Wei nodded: "Since I can't hit the home plate directly, I have to show my lip service."

"Damn it! Be serious! I just want to talk now!" Zhao Wei's arm was gloriously pinched under Xiaoqian's fingers again.

"I said before that I owed Henglu a favor. Don't you want to ask what's going on?" Xiaoqian said, looking at the stars on the lake in a daze.

"Of course I want to ask, but that's your wish. If it's inconvenient to say it, I won't force it."

"No, I'll tell you now."

"When I was in middle school in our country, something happened that caused my mother and I to have conflicts until today." Xiaoqian said slowly.

Zhao Wei was startled, is Xiaoqian going to tell herself what's in the diary?

"During those days, I was very depressed. I felt that the whole world was lying to me. My original memories were all lies fabricated by others."

"So, I started skipping classes, smoking, playing pinball machines all day long, and fighting. At that time, I was a standard bad girl. Kenzo Yokoji was in another class at that time. I didn't know him, but he was crazy. Follow me."

Zhao Wei interrupted: "You are so beautiful, there should be many people chasing you, and he will be the only one."

Xiaoqian smiled: "Are you jealous?"

Zhao Wei blushed and defended weakly: "I'm not jealous!"

"It doesn't matter! At that time, I was indeed pursued by many people. It was similar to Sakura now. Every morning there was a pile of love letters in the shoe cabinet. But I was very depressed at the time, and I was not interested in boys, so most people We all retreated despite the difficulties, only Henglu, who does those stupid things every day, he will give me an umbrella on a rainy day, he will threaten those students with good grades before the exam, ask him to help me cheat, and even Give me bento after learning *heart. When I think that the 1.9-meter-old man can make bento, I want to laugh. The funniest time, he actually found a few bad boys to cooperate with him in acting, and wanted to be a hero to save the beauty It was a gimmick, and as a result, those bad boys were beaten up by me, and he himself didn't have a chance to play."

Zhao Wei couldn't help sighing: "It seems that he really likes you. So, you agreed to be his girlfriend later?"

"Of course it wasn't because of these little things. The reason why I later agreed to be his girlfriend was because—he saved my life." Xiaoqian said lightly.

Tenderness by the lake is over

Chapter 151 The Despair and Rebirth of Fuji Jukai

When Zhao Wei heard this, he couldn't help being taken aback, and hurriedly asked, "He saved your life? What's going on here?"

"It was after a quarrel. That day, as usual, I skipped class and went out to play. When I was playing small steel balls in a store, my mother actually bought something from a nearby convenience store and passed by at a glance. I arrived at the store. That night, we had a fierce quarrel, and she actually slapped me, so I slammed the door and ran away from home."

"I sat in the park all night. Early the next morning, I went to Henglu and asked him to borrow money, saying that I wanted to go out and relax. Looking at me, Henglu knew that I had fallen out with my family, so he lent me the money and paid him back. He offered to go out with me, but of course I refused. On that day, I went to the sea of ​​Fuji trees."

Zhao Wei was like thunder: "Fuji tree sea! Where are you going and what are you doing there?"

Although Zhao Wei is a foreigner, he is no stranger to the name of Mount Fuji, the Sea of ​​Trees, the most famous "suicide sanctuary" in Japan.

Aokigahara Forest is located at the foot of Mount Fuji, so people generally call it Fuji Tree Sea.

Every year, the Japanese Metropolitan Police Department sends a large number of police officers to search in the forest, not for the living, but for the dead.The terrain here is complex and changeable, but the tree species are very single, and they look similar everywhere. It is easy for ordinary people to get lost when entering. Even if a suicidal person regrets and wants to go back, he will be trapped in the sea of ​​trees because of getting lost, and eventually die.Some people may say that you can go out with a compass, but there is still magnetite under this land, so the compass will fail.This forest is like a sea of ​​trees, once a suicide enters, his life is often doomed to end here.At the entrance of the sea of ​​trees, in the middle of the sea of ​​trees, there are many billboards with slogans such as: "cherish your life", "you still have family members waiting for you to go back" and so on to persuade people to give up suicidal thoughts .

However, these often have no effect. People who come here with a mortal heart will never look back.

Thinking of this, Zhao Wei's whole body was cold, and he asked tremblingly: "At that time, did you want to commit suicide?"

Xiaoqian nodded heavily, and said slowly: "At that time, I really felt that life was very boring and troublesome."

"That day, I finally came to the sea of ​​Fuji trees. Before entering, I went to a homestay, took a good bath, and ate well. The store probably guessed what I was here for, the old lady He persuaded me cryptically for a long time, but I made up my mind, so in the end, I stepped into the sea of ​​Fuji trees."

"I don't know if it's a hallucination. The moment I entered, I seemed to hear the mournful cry of the suicide in the sea of ​​trees. I was unmoved. I came here with the consciousness of suicide. What else is there to be afraid of? Yes. I walked aimlessly in the forest, and sure enough, all the scenery looked so similar, and after a while, I got lost."

"I don't know what kind of bird's call I heard from time to time, which made me feel very lonely. The last music I heard before I died was bird song, but it's okay, it's better than someone lying on the subway rails. It’s good that my body was crushed. I walked aimlessly, and the smell of moss and young grass is filled here, and the scenery is actually very beautiful.”

"But I didn't come for sightseeing after all. After wandering for about an hour, I sat under a tree to rest and began to think seriously about how I would end my life. When I came to Qingyuan Wood Tree Before the sea, I secretly found a copy of "Complete Sex", which was banned from distribution, and I was looking for a painless suicide method in it, but any method has its painful side, and the difference is only the degree of difference. In the world, I have already tasted the pain, and I don’t want to still suffer the pain when I leave. Therefore, according to the author, half of the Japanese who commit suicide every year choose to hang themselves. I’ll just believe it once. "

"Hang yourself..." Zhao Wei's heart suddenly constricted, "God, I'm really going crazy, I really want to travel through the past to stop you..."

"Aren't I living a good life? Are you still so worried?" Xiaoqian looked at Zhao Wei with a half-smile.

Zhao Wei scratched his head embarrassingly: "However, I am really suffering from listening to it."

"Well, let me speak quickly then. At that time, I had a coil of wire in my pocket, for I was afraid that the ordinary cord might break and interfere with the success of my plan."

"After I rested, I continued to move forward, looking for a place where I could end my life. The sun was about to set, and I had no lighting equipment. I had to complete my suicide plan before then, otherwise, I would have to freeze in the sea of ​​trees overnight. Then It was too painful. Finally, I found a good place. A very thick tree with thick branches gave me confidence that it would be able to support my weight and not break and my plan would fail. I I moved a stone, stood on it, passed the wire around the thickest branch above it, circled it several times, and tied a dead knot. I tried it, it’s good, it’s very strong, and it can bear my weight. Weight. Then, the next step should be the last step."

"I held the coil that was about to be put on my neck, and stared through it blankly, looking at the sunset in front of me. In a few minutes, my life will be dimmed with it. The difference is that tomorrow, the sun will rise as usual And I will rot lonely in this deep sea of ​​trees." Xiaoqian's voice became erratic, as if it came from the stars in the sky.

Zhao Wei's soul trembled.

"I silently recalled my short life in my mind, happy and sad. Losing my father was the biggest blow to me. After learning the truth, I was destroyed. There is no love in life, only death. I don't want to Waste no more of my thoughts in this world of deceit. I put the coil around my neck and prepare to go."

"At this moment, I suddenly discovered that there was a dead body hanging on a higher place next to the big tree. I don't know how he climbed so high to commit suicide. I didn't notice it just now. Now I stood a little higher, so I saw it. The man had obviously been dead for a long time and I threw up when a gust of wind blew him around and turned him around. I don't want to recall the rotting muscles, half exposed bones. My legs couldn't stand and I fell over , I got the coil off my neck before I fell over."

"I was retching violently, and my body felt extremely weak. I have never been a timid person, but in the face of real death, I was afraid. The thoughts of suicide in my mind were smashed in front of that corpse. I dare not die, I don't have the courage. I cried, the most painful and loudest cry since my father disappeared. I want to get out of here."

Zhao Wei listened quietly, tightly holding Xiaoqian's cold hand, her tears fell like shooting stars.

The Despair and Rebirth of Fuji Jukai

Chapter 152 Oolong Tea's Oolong

"The story after that was very simple. I wanted to leave, but, like those who died, I was lost. I was in a panic and didn't know what to do. I curled up under a tree and felt so powerless. Maybe , the next morning, I will freeze to death because of the low temperature in the forest. The sea of ​​Fuji trees is full of the resentment of suicides, and it will not let anyone enter with suicidal thoughts. My My vision became blurred, and I couldn’t see anything. From time to time, there were sounds of animals in the sea of ​​trees, which sounded very scary. I secretly laughed to myself, in the end, I will still be buried in the sea of ​​trees.”

"In a daze, I seemed to hear someone calling my name. I opened my eyes and found that there seemed to be a beam of light sliding by in the distance. I stood up, ran to that side desperately, opened my arms, waved and shouted. Yes, that person is Henglu. He took people and marked the way with a rope into the sea of ​​Fuji trees, looking for me. I was saved, so I became his girlfriend later, and owed him a life-saving debt. kindness."

Zhao Wei said slowly: "I understand, today, you finally paid back."

Xiaoqian chuckled: "Yes, those girls who run away from the angels are more or less psychologically traumatized. I have died once, and I helped them find a reason to live again, so later, I simply Runaway Angels was established, we recruited them to join, everyone was happy together, and when we saw runaways bullying others, we went to uphold justice, and slowly, we became famous."

Zhao Wei asked: "You said that the girls who run away from the angels are all traumatized, so is Kaze Jianjing?"

Xiaoqian nodded: "Yes, she is also a person with a story, if you have a chance someday, ask her personally."

Zhao Wei recalled Xiaoqian's little-known past, and he felt lingering fear. He hugged Xiaoqian tightly, and murmured, "I can't believe that a girl like you, so strong and domineering, would even think about it." Death. However, with me here, if you want to die, you must kill me first."