As Nayuta spoke, she couldn't help but stretch out her fingers to touch Li Nian's neck, and then she touched the man's solid chest and strong abdominal muscles...
"Being hugged by a body like this must be a wonderful experience..."
"Stop, stop, stop!"
Li Nian always felt that if he continued talking, the situation would become extremely dangerous in every sense and would really not end well.
It might even be that because the scale was too large, he was attacked by some higher dimension and disappeared inexplicably...
So, driven by a sense of crisis, he finally came to the conclusion that he had to stop her from continuing. He shouted to stop Nayuta from continuing her description in a vivid manner, and reached out to grab the girl's hand that was touching her lower body.
Although she didn't have the mentality of a pure teenager whose physical age matched hers, Li Nian was indeed a little shaken by the fact that there was actually a girl in reality who used her as fantasy material... She never expected that someone would say something so private and embarrassing in front of her.
He looked at Kani Nayuta who was looking at him blankly because she was stopped, took a deep breath, and decided to continue asking.
"and then."
"…Then, with a tremor in the body—"
"I'm asking about what happened next. I should have skipped that part! I don't even understand how I became the object of your fantasy! I don't even understand how I became your love interest!"
"…Then I lay on the bed happily, thinking back to the feeling at that time, and I realized my feelings for the senior. There was no doubt that I loved him."
"what?"
"Because I wanted to make my fantasy come true, I asked Ms. Machida about my senior's school and came over to confess my love!"
Li Nian forced himself to think about the logic and came to a conclusion.
"...So the reason you fell in love with me is because you want my body?"
Nayuta thought about it and nodded: "If you think about it carefully, it seems that this is part of the reason. Well, I'm honest. Hehe, senior has a great body. Can you let me touch it again? These abdominal muscles make me want to drool. Can you lift up your clothes and let me have a look?" As she said that, she tried to reach out to lift Li Nian's clothes again.
"You've gone too far. I'm going to sue you for sexual harassment. Also, get off me."
"I don't want it!" Nayuta refused decisively, and wanted to get closer to Li Nian and press the two soft lumps on her chest.
Since Nayuta refused to listen to kind words, Li Nian immediately used force, grabbing Nayuta's shoulders and throwing her out.
Nayuta didn't even see the movement clearly, she felt dizzy and cried out "Ah!", but with the help of a clever and invisible force, she landed quickly and gently on the bed beside her.
"Ah..." She sighed with disappointment. If she had known earlier, she would not have pushed her luck further. Perhaps she could have stayed on her senior for a while longer.
But thinking that she was able to land smoothly because Li Nian didn't want to hurt her, she laughed happily: "Haha, senior still can't bear to leave me."
Li Nian turned his chair around and faced her. He had calmed down a lot, but still looked puzzled as he asked tentatively.
"…Do you think this feeling is really love?"
"Yes!" Nayuta nodded without even thinking, "I think this is love!"
Well, it has directly upgraded to a higher level from liking.
"...This kind of thing is generally called lust in the world."
"What does that matter?" Nayuta said nonchalantly, "People also say that desire is also a part of love."
Li Nian remained silent, subconsciously wanting to deny it, but he didn't say it out loud because he knew Nayuta was right.
Only when we are young and ignorant will we think that love is so beautiful and pure, but when we grow up a little bit and reach that age, we will always understand that most of the love in the world is just out of desire.
Whoever you like and whoever you want, then get close to him or her.
Maybe it's not just desire, even the interests are taken into consideration. It's not just liking. Love is something much more complicated than that kind of emotion. There may be pure, so-called Platonic... but Li Nian has never seen that kind of thing in his friends, and he doesn't think it is healthy and correct.
In real life, all love is based on mutual desire for each other's bodies.
When she consciously abandoned the prejudice that "love should be pure", Li Nian realized that Nayuta's idea was right.
"Hasn't this happened to you, Senior? You imagined yourself hugging a girl?"
She finally said the word. It was the first time in Li Nian's life that he heard this word coming from a girl's mouth.
This time, when the question was about himself, Li Nian immediately avoided the question and didn't want to answer it directly.
"This, this..."
"...It's not fair, senior. I've already told you the truth, but you're a grown man and you're still embarrassed to hide it?" Nayuta pouted in dissatisfaction.
Li Nian thought that he didn't even want to ask, it was you who blew it up yourself... But after being said like that, he felt that it would be hypocritical of him to keep it a secret, so he coughed and pretended to be calm and said indifferently: "I have... Everyone has had it, so there is no need for me or you to feel embarrassed."
"Really? Senior, you've also had that kind of fantasy, that's great." Nayuta breathed a sigh of relief.
"…What's your reaction?"
"Someone told me that my senior is not interested in girls. They suspected that he had some problem with his private parts, or that he was of another sexual orientation. I was a little distressed. If that was the case, it would be very difficult to deal with."
"Bullshit, who told you that nonsense? I am a healthy male with normal sexual orientation and all parts of my body function normally." Li Nian couldn't stand being questioned about a man's sexual abilities and sexual orientation, and he was very angry.
"It was Dairenji-san who said that... Oh, she doesn't like people calling her by her last name, so she should be called Suzuka-san."
"...Since he's the sponsor, I'll endure it."
"It's good that you are a person with normal desires. Then who are you thinking about..." Nayuta asked curiously.
Li Nian answered directly with a sense of absurdity, as if asking "What the hell am I talking about with a JK?"
"Of course it's the female teachers with great skills and... In short, it's not someone I know."
"Oh, then I feel more relieved."
"..."
"That means that senior really doesn't have a girl he likes right now. That's great."
If you like someone, you have to use him or her as a spellcasting material?
Is it unique to you or are all teenagers like this?
Adults are fine, but are young people's views on love not pure? Does that kind of light, immature and pure love really not exist? Li Nian is no longer able to figure it out.
"Senior, don't think about other women from now on. Just use me as material, okay?"
Li Nian subconsciously glanced at Nayuta's beautiful figure, recalling the soft touch she felt all over her body when she was sitting on his lap just now... and then shook his head frantically to get rid of those distracting thoughts.
"I can't do that... How long are we going to continue this topic?" Li Nian felt tortured and finally remembered the purpose of his start: "Anyway, Mr. Nayuta, is this how you like me?"
"That's the feeling... I'd better explain it clearly to avoid misunderstanding." Nayuta explained to Li Nian seriously: "I was attracted to you as a person first. I thought about you every day, so when I was doing that thing, I thought of your face, and then I fell in love with your body... I think being attracted to a person's inner and outer qualities at the same time is what we call love, right?"
Li Nian felt that what Nayuta said made so much sense that he couldn't find any room for rebuttal. However, he felt in his heart that there was something wrong with Nayuta's love for her.
The girl saw his tangled expression. Nayuta observed Li Nian for a long time and then said, "Senior, you want to know what it feels like to like someone, and you say you don't understand this feeling... But if you ask me, this doesn't seem to be a question with a fixed answer. Because for me, it's not that I feel like someone after I realize I like them, but that I realize I like them after I have the feeling... So, senior, maybe it's the same for you too. It's not that you don't know what it feels like to like someone, but you don't know what it feels like to like someone, right?"
Li Nian stopped struggling, looked at Nayuta, and asked, "...So for Nayuta-sensei, what does it feel like to like someone?"
"To be able to bring happiness and joy to a person, I think that's love." Nayuta smiled and looked directly at Li Nian, feeling that this person was the one who brought unprecedented happiness to her gloomy life: "For me, senior is such a person. Your help helped me get out of the haze, your words cheered me up, your presence made me feel at ease, and your body made me extremely eager, so I want to get close to you, want to know you better... and want to get you, I think this can make me happier."
"…So did you get it? You transferred here, confessed to me and got rejected, moved to another city, entered a strange environment, met strange people, had to get used to and accept everything all over again, and moved into such a shabby dormitory. Did you get more happiness in this process? Don't you feel any regrets?"
"Of course not. I don't regret it at all. I was able to see you again and express my feelings to you. Even though I was rejected, I was not abandoned. In the new school, I received your care. Through you, I met a group of good people. I was able to get to know you more and more as I wished. Then I felt that you are a better man than I thought... Everything makes me happy and makes me feel that I am becoming happier. Don't say I regret it. I am even more glad that I did these things."
"...That's a good thing, for sure." Li Nian understood that this girl who always had a smile on her face was really happy from a series of actions: "When people live in this world, they should seek happiness. If you take actions for this purpose and gain something, it means you are right."
"Is that so? I would be happier if I could be hugged by you, Senior."
"You should stop making jokes like this, seriously."
"I was serious about what I said... Well, then, have you ever felt happy, Senior?"
"I live a happy life every day. I don't need anyone to teach me. I do what I want to do, have fun, eat delicious food, and fulfill my obligations. I help my friends achieve their careers and make more money. I am very satisfied with this kind of life, but I am sure that this feeling has nothing to do with love, because it has nothing to do with women."
“…Really?”
"……what?"
Aren’t there a lot of cute girls around the senior? In Nayuta’s opinion, they are all very attractive women.
Didn't you feel happy from them? - Nayuta changed her words and said, "Senior, there are times when you feel happy when you are with girls."
"..." Li Nian was indeed touched. Thinking back to the interactions with the girls around him, she was quite happy with them. However, she was reluctant to regard it as a feeling of love: "It was just normal interaction between friends."
"It's just that you think so, Senior."
"..." Li Nian really didn't know what the girls were thinking. He had wondered if they had ulterior motives towards him these days, but at this moment he just shook his head: "That's what I think. I won't and shouldn't imagine that my friends have any strange thoughts about me."
Nayuta thought, although she didn't have much contact with the girls around you, the way they looked at you was not just like a friend. She had seen that kind of look on people like Yoshiko. After all, the reason why those people started bullying her was because the boy they liked admired her...
At this time, he did not want to remind Li Nian, so he just said: "The point is how you view others, senior. Have you ever thought about possessing the opposite sex like me? Don't lie to me, senior. You just said that you are a normal boy... with strong desires."
"When did I say that I have strong desires... Well, of course I have thought about dating the right person, but unfortunately, you are not within my acceptable range."
"why?"
"Why... Because you are my friends."
"Can't a friend become a girlfriend?"
"..."
"Love is more than friendship, and I know that."
"I told you I won't think about this. This is just wishful thinking. It's a very dangerous imagination for friendship."
“So you’ll still think about it, right?”
"...Tsk."
"Perhaps this is the key to the problem." Nayuta almost understood Li Nian's thoughts and felt that he had found the key to the problem: "Senior, you are not without desire, but you are suppressing and denying your desires, which means you are denying the feeling of liking someone, because liking someone must contain desire. You will only like someone if you want him or her."
Li Nian was silent, and finally nodded in agreement: "But this is necessary. Complying with desires is the behavior of beasts. Some desires should not be ignited casually."
"…Because the senior only wants to see others as friends?"
"...What we are talking about here is the problem between you and me, don't drag others into it." Li Nian felt impatient and warned.
"That's right... So, let's not talk about others, just me, Senior, do you only want to treat me as a friend?"
"I would like to do that...but you don't mean to do that, do you?"
"Hehe... That's right, I don't want to be Senior's friend, I just want to be his woman, I want to have sex with him, don't get me wrong."
"...After you've said this, is there any room for misunderstanding?"
"Well, other girls, it's because the senior only wants to be friends and doesn't want to have any desire for me, but you don't have to worry about that at all, you can have any desire for me, that's what I want."
"..."
"Senior, you want to understand the feeling of love, right? Then start by acknowledging the desire... The so-called desire, isn't it the desire for the feeling of happiness and joy? Senior also said that seeking happiness is the right behavior, so if you feel happy and joyful when you are with me, and further develop the desire to ask for more, then admit it." Nayuta persuaded Li Nian step by step, always hoping that Li Nian could accept her feelings. Now she revealed the changes she wanted to make in Li Nian at this time, and whispered: "As long as you admit it and accept it, Senior will definitely understand what it feels like to love."
Li Nian and Nayuta stared at each other for a long time, and suddenly said: "Teacher Nayuta, you are now like a demon that lures others into the abyss."
"So, senior, do you want to fall into the abyss of happiness and joy with me?" Nayuta said, and reached out to touch Li Nian's face. He felt that if he said it now, he could start to get closer to this person.
She knew that Li Nian was a talkative person, not the type who was stubborn and inflexible. She had noticed that Li Nian had shown resistance many times, but he still nodded in agreement in response. This was because he accepted and understood her point of view logically, and thus changed his mind.
If Li Nian recognized her here, was willing to admit and accept her desire, would she change her previous rejection attitude towards her and accept her approach?
If he can accept it, then gradually, gradually, he can become one with it...
Nayuta's heart was pounding and her heart was beating faster.
Li Nian seemed unaware of Nayuta's approach again, with a thoughtful expression on his face. He listened to Nayuta's words and was really considering whether he should admit his desire.
But at the moment when her cheek was about to be touched, she grabbed Nayuta's hand and spoke slowly.
"After talking with you today, Mr. Nayuta, I feel that I have benefited a lot. Now I understand why Ms. Machida said that you embody the ultimate of sentimental authors... Your emotions are really like a whirlpool that will swallow people up. It is indeed very dangerous... I will try to make some changes, but there is a difference between change and indulgence. I don't think desire is a serious sin, but desire must be controlled to avoid bad things. This is also the fact that I hope you understand, Mr. Nayuta."
Nayuta let out a sigh of regret and calmed down. He knew that this person's defenses were not so lax. It seemed unrealistic to overthrow him in one breath. However, he also knew that Li Nian took what he said to heart and was willing to make some changes afterwards, which was already a good change.
When Li Nian reminded her to control her desire, she nodded to show that she listened and said obediently, "Okay, I seem to have gone a little too far today, please don't be angry with me, senior."
"It's getting late, go back and rest." Li Nian let go of Nayuta's hand: "I also need to think carefully."
In fact, Nayuta wished she could sleep here today, but she could also tell that Li Nian had ordered her to leave, so she tactfully withdrew her hand, got up and left.
After leaving the room and closing the door, Nayuta leaned against the door and licked her lips. She felt a little dry in the mouth and her whole body was hot.
Li Nian might be calm, but Nayuta didn't have that kind of concentration and his desire was already burning in his stomach.
He subconsciously reached out towards a certain place, but suddenly noticed a group of Sakurasou residents secretly watching from the other side of the corridor, and stopped his action in time.
Everyone knew that Nayuta had gone to find Li Nian, and they were all wondering whether this girl would be able to take down the straight man tonight. But they didn't dare to really go to the door of Li Nian's room to see, because they knew that it would be impossible for an exorcist to hide her aura.
They could only watch from afar, thinking that if Nayuta didn't come out of Li Nian's room for a while, he would have been captured. They had seen Nayuta for quite a long time, and they had begun to think that something really happened, and they were whispering.
Kanda was a little nervous: "It feels like I've been here for a long time..."
Misaki was held down by Ren so that she didn't rush out. At this time, she shouted, "I can't stand it anymore. I want to see it, I want to see it, I want to see it, I want to see it, I want to see it!"
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