There is nothing wrong with the training method of the Justice Messenger

There is nothing wrong with the training method of the Justice Messenger

Author: Ignore the pain and smile

Summary:

God gave me a sword and asked me to practice justice in the world.

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What is justice?

My heart and actions are as clear as a mirror, and everything I do is just!

Pronounced as Zhengyi and written as Mang.

You think I'm a saber? Actually I'm a berserker!

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Daily life accounts for a large part of the content of this book. It is a comprehensive comic worldview that interweaves daily life and extraordinary life. It is not surprising that anyone appears in the text.

The theme of this book is not about love, but about love and dreams! (?).

The protagonist - the elder - the mentor.

My basic principle is to respect the character settings of the original work, so it’s best not to have bulldozer-like expectations.

This book also has other titles as follows: "The Messenger of Justice Out of Interest" and "It's Normal for a Novelist to Know a Little About Exorcism"

This book is super serious.

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The content of this book can be summarized as follows:

When I have nothing to do, I pick up a pen to write; when I have something to do, I pick up a knife to kill people.

The pace is super slow, be prepared

If you die, I will be reborn

About the Deal That Man Made with God

“If I die tomorrow, what will I leave behind today?”

The thoughts in my heart seemed to be murmured out loud inadvertently.

When people passing by heard this, they glanced at this guy like he was a fool and walked away indifferently.

Li Nian noticed and watched the man leave. He guessed that he was thinking what kind of crazy person he had met. He also felt that he was stupid and couldn't help laughing out loud.

But as I laughed, my heart was overwhelmed by a feeling of powerlessness.

Was it because of the painful emotions? His heart beat heavily, and he felt a dull pain. Li Nian's eyebrows knitted together, and he suddenly felt that breathing became difficult.

But in fact, this is a common thing. Li Nian was not panicked. He just put his hand on his chest, silently feeling the pain, carefully experiencing the changes in it, judging whether it was fading or surging. At the same time, he put down the bag with his other hand, reached into his pocket, stroking the cap of the medicine bottle which was not tightly closed, wondering if it was necessary to open it.

Fortunately, the pain gradually faded until it disappeared, so it doesn't look like it will recur now.

Li Nian naturally breathed a sigh of relief.

Perhaps seeking some comfort, he looked up at the sky.

However, it was a gloomy day today, with not a single ray of sunshine to be seen.

"I know it's stupid to feel sorry for myself," Li Nian muttered, "but it's not surprising that a dying person would think too much, right?"

Yes.

It does seem silly for a twenty-something to be sentimental here, but no one can blame people who have little time left for thinking about things...

"No, no, don't be like this, be positive..."

I can't let my parents see me in this state again.

Li Nian slapped his cheeks hard, making a painful popping sound. It was as if cold water was poured on his heart, and the melancholy in his heart quickly subsided.

Anyway, I'm still alive.

Li Nian calmed down and continued to move forward.

After saying hello to the old man at the door, I stepped onto the stairs, controlled my breathing, and slowly climbed up to the sixth floor.

Before opening the door, I heard faint sobbing coming from inside.

The feeling of depression came over me again.

Li Nian's expression was frozen on his face. Then he stood at the door for a long time, took a long breath, felt a little calmer, adjusted his expression, and then opened the door.

"Mom, I'm back."

"...! Oh, okay, you take a rest, I'll make dinner right away, you'll eat alone at noon, your dad has something to do at work."

"What about brother?"

"Take your sister-in-law to the prenatal checkup. She probably won't be back until the evening."

My mother quickly stood up from the sofa and walked quickly to the kitchen, mumbling something quickly, as if trying to hide the slight tremor in her voice.

"Oh……"

Li Nian watched her go. Normally he would go into the kitchen to help out, but now, he knew he should leave some personal space.

After putting the purchased dishes on the table, Li Nian returned to her room.

The computer on the desk was on, and the opened document was blank with only a blinking cursor.

Li Nian is a freelancer - specifically, an online writer. Although he is only third-rate, he can get some meager royalties to supplement his family income.

He should be doing something more serious at this age, but... there is no better choice.

What he once regarded as a hobby has now become his official career. I don’t know whether to say it is a blessing or a curse.

He closed the door, sat down on the bed, lowered his head, and pressed his chest expressionlessly.

Li Nian has a serious heart disease.

He was diagnosed with the disease five years ago, forcing him to drop out of college. Although he has been receiving treatment since then, his condition has not improved but has become more serious.

Over the past five years, Li Nian has physically felt the worsening of her illness.

The frequency of the attacks gradually increases, and the pain they bring becomes more intense each time. In severe cases, people may even faint.

You never know when you will never wake up again - this is the current situation.

In this regard, Li Nian believes that she is prepared.

Of course, there were times when I cursed the heavens and the earth and blamed my fate, but I no longer did that.

Because deep down, I know it's useless.

It’s a day of suffering and a day of happiness. If you don’t be happy when your time is running out, it’s a waste of your life.

more importantly……

Li Nian understood that the bad temper she displayed would quickly spread to those around her, making others feel doubly miserable.

I can't forgive myself for being like that.

When was it? I can't remember.

The more painful the decision is, the more you should smile.

The effect is obvious. Even if you smile deliberately, you will seem like you are really happy and feel much better. More importantly, when you show such open-mindedness, the expressions of people around you will not be so painful.

Having said that, thinking positively about this matter and actually doing it is not as easy as it sounds.

When the disease breaks out, the pain is excruciating.

She had imagined more than once what the scene would be like when death came. Compared with the foreseeable pain, the subsequent "darkness where nothing exists" was more terrifying, causing Li Nian to be unable to sleep all night because of fear.

However, perhaps because humans are highly adaptable creatures, when we get used to pain and fear, it is easy to calm down inside.

Li Nian felt that she was now aware of the possibility of facing death.

Thinking of this, Li Nian smiled.

"I'm not afraid of death."

I always thought this was a very cool line, and that men should say this as a matter of course.

"Hey" Li Nianteng stood up, sat back in front of the computer and started typing. He felt that his current mood was just right.

The story has come to an end.

It describes the protagonist facing the final and toughest battle, fighting desperately until he almost dies.

This is of course a very important plot. Li Nian has been thinking about it for a long time and has been thinking about how to write it, but he was stuck for a long time on this psychological description.

Now, Li Nian has a clear idea of ​​how to start writing.

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It's not that I haven't thought about how I will die. People like me who fight hard on the battlefield must have some awareness of this. So I have always thought that if I really die in battle, I will just accept it calmly when I close my eyes.

However, it is not true that I am not afraid of death. It is impossible not to be afraid. Life is so wonderful, who would be willing to die? So every time I think about the end of my life, I always feel a little scared.

But now it seems like I’m really going to die, and for some reason it doesn’t seem scary anymore.

Every swing of the knife was to squeeze out the remaining life. My eyelids felt as heavy as a thousand pounds, and I knew that I was about to lose all my strength...

There is absolutely no thought of retreating.

——We must continue to fight...

——Only this thought is more firm than anything else.

With no time for anything else, how can we have the time to fear death?

All I can do is to fight for the last time with my last breath.

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Li Nian clicked the upload chapter button, and he felt like a weight had been lifted off his chest. A feeling of fatigue surged up in him, and he stretched lazily.

Excluding a meal in the middle, it took me three hours to finish writing one chapter. I can stop here, and the next chapter will be the ending.

Naturally, the protagonist will win... However, Li Nian is a little unsure whether he should survive.

Death, the protagonist's life is complete.

Live, the story has a happy ending.

For Li Nian, making this choice is really a bit delicate and difficult.

...After concentrating for a long time, Li Nian felt a headache and decided to take a break and recuperate.

Think about it when you wake up.

Lying on the table, Li Nian closed his eyes and gradually fell asleep.

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Suddenly, I felt a pain in my heart.

Suddenly, breathing became difficult.

--medicine……

In a daze, he vaguely thought of what he should do next, but his consciousness was like a drowning person entangled by something and he could not float to the surface no matter how hard he struggled.

The pain is getting worse.

Then, from what moment on, suddenly even the feeling of pain disappeared.