Masked W: I'm like peanuts or vegetables, and Saeko is outside the door.

To be honest, when I saw that my crush had taken the initiative to add me as a friend, my first reaction was a bit of confusion.

On Singles' Day, someone added me as a friend, and I thought I was finally going to find someone.

Because this goddess is someone I've always admired.

However, I was very insecure when I was young. Firstly, although my family was not bad off, my family never spoiled their children. In high school, my crush was using a smartphone, while I was still using a second-hand Nokia.

In addition, I didn't know how to dress myself when I was young.

After graduation, I mustered up the courage to confess my feelings, but all I got in return was, "Are you crazy?"

In an instant, I felt heartbroken, distressed, and tearful.

Five or six years have passed in the blink of an eye. I still dream about this goddess occasionally, and sometimes when I'm alone and have nothing to do, I think about her.

Calling it love is a bit pretentious, since we've never actually been in a relationship.

It's not love, but I don't know how to describe it.

So when the goddess added me as a friend, I was completely stunned.

The application notes also included the comment: "Are you xxx?"

After thinking for a while, I chose to add them as a friend. Looking at the chat window, I really didn't know what to say for a moment.

I opened her WeChat Moments, and she was still as beautiful as ever. She was 1.7 meters tall, with long legs, long black hair, and very delicate features. She also had a great figure. To be honest, her looks were at least a 90 out of 100. She was the kind of person who would turn heads on the street.

However, the goddess took the initiative to send a message at this moment.

Are you xxx?

Upon seeing the message, I immediately replied.

Yes, that's right.

After replying to the message, my mind went blank. I felt nervous and somewhat at a loss.

The other party immediately replied.

Do you know who I am?

This kind of outdated opening line would probably make me delete anyone else as a friend. It's 0202, and they're still using this kind of cliché.

But when facing the goddess, my answer was even more corny.

Is this xxx?

What followed was an awkward conversation.

As they were chatting, suddenly, the goddess sent them a message.

I heard from XX in my class that you seem to be doing quite well lately.

Hearing this, I was a little puzzled, but suddenly, I vaguely felt that something was wrong.

However, perhaps due to my inferiority complex in the face of my goddess, I couldn't hide my little bit of vanity.

Well, it's alright, just enough to make a living.

Then came another awkward chat, the content of which was nothing more than, "You call this just making a living? You've accomplished so much, and I heard you're even planning to buy a house and a car. I never imagined you were doing so well in our class."

After a brief, awkward conversation...

By 11 p.m., I felt it was too boring. I might as well focus on writing and add a few more chapters to repay my handsome readers.

So I just said, "I have something to do."

The goddess replied.

Oh, you don't like chatting with me? Or am I just annoying you?

What followed was another round of explanations and awkward small talk.

It wasn't until the goddess said something.

I remember when you were in school, you seemed to like me, didn't you?

When this problem arose.

I was silent.

My brain shut down.

I don't understand what the other person meant by suddenly saying that.

But I still answered.

Yes, I really liked you back in school.

The goddess replied, "Oh? You mean you don't like it anymore?"

When he said that, I was stunned.

He seemed a little flustered and offered various explanations.

In the end, it was another awkward conversation.

After an awkward chat, it was already past 1 a.m., and since she was probably going to sleep, I stopped talking and started typing.

By noon the next day.

The goddess messaged me again, asking if I had eaten.

My simple answer was that I had just woken up.

Suddenly, the goddess said that a certain restaurant was pretty good, and asked if we should meet up with an old classmate and have a meal together.

At that moment, I felt a sense of happiness coming too suddenly.

I was so excited that I replied "okay" without thinking.

They arranged a time, and in the evening, they arrived at a restaurant.

I dressed very formally, and even got my hair done.

I arrived at the restaurant half an hour early.

Soon, the goddess arrived, wearing a white jumpsuit. When she walked in, almost all the men who were eating there looked at her.

She remains radiant and goddess-like.

I'm getting nervous!

I'm getting a little nervous too.

I even regretted coming.

This feeling, this sensation, is unbearable.

However, soon after she smiled gently, sat down opposite me, and greeted me, I felt a little better and less nervous.

During the meal, the goddess served me food and even thoughtfully wiped the oil off my mouth.

I was completely stunned, utterly, utterly stunned.

It feels a bit too dreamy.

After we finished eating and had some casual conversation, the goddess finally revealed why she had come to see me.

I need to borrow money!

That's right!

It's about borrowing money!

And it's a loan of 10,000.

I was very surprised.

But after the initial surprise, I felt relieved.

Yes, what could it be that your goddess suddenly contacts you about?

The most realistic example is borrowing money.

She was somewhat tactful, and also a little embarrassed.

I've run into some trouble lately and I'd like to borrow some money from you to tide me over. I wonder if you could help me?

When she said those words.

My heart is cold.

I also feel sad.

I fell silent, not saying a word. All my previous fantasies and beautiful memories were shattered.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she lowered her head slightly and then whispered.

I know you're a little unhappy that I'm asking you for money, but I've really encountered something very important.

If you're willing to lend it to me, I'll agree to anything.

After saying that, I was stunned.

I don't understand the meaning of this sentence.