I became a girl group idol for my sister.

"Hehe, I don't think it's obvious that you weren't good at it at first, because your body has grown over the years with training."

"Well... at the beginning, I was so tired that I couldn't even eat dinner when I got home at night. I felt like I couldn't keep going like this, so I almost resigned before the public appearance..." Moriyasu Madoka smiled a little embarrassedly, "But because Kazuya told me that I couldn't quit before I was on the magazine cover, I stayed because of that agreement..."

"Anpei Kako? The two of them do have a pretty good relationship." Miyamoto thought to herself, then smiled and said, "Well, you're already on the magazine cover now."

"Hmm..." she responded softly, then whispered, "I think I might really not be suited to be an idol..."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because... no, I should say I was incredibly lucky to even get into DJH, joining SKR's sister group without knowing anything," Moriyasu Madoka said. "I think that's why I used up all my luck at once, which is why I started having bad luck..."

She paused for a moment before slowly continuing, "But is this kind of unlucky state really suitable for continuing to be an idol?"

So-called bad luck doesn't actually directly affect one's mindset. What truly affects one's mindset are other things, because various setbacks in one's career can exacerbate the impact of bad luck.

In some situations, it can create a feeling that "the whole world is against me," and this is the worst situation for a person's mood.

Miyamoto Se roughly figured out what the other person's current situation was. In fact, he still couldn't find his own place and didn't know what he should do as an idol. This kind of confusion was the most painful.

"As for Madoka, she must have been the kind of person who studied very hard at home since she was little, right?" Miyamoto suddenly asked.

“Ah, my family is very strict, especially my mother. She made me learn piano very strictly from a young age. Every day after I got home, I had to practice piano until evening,” Moriyasu Madoka quickly said. “My childhood environment was probably the strict and stable kind…”

"So this is what they call a routine life?" Miyamoto muttered to himself, stroking his chin. He had some ideas in mind and realized what he should be doing.

He checked the time; it was a little past 12. There was still plenty of time before the afternoon performance. Miyamoto Sei stood up abruptly: "Are you free later?"

"what?"

"Come with me for a walk, just the two of us." Miyamoto Sei invited with a smile: "I want to wander around and see the scenery."

"Okay, okay, Nana-senpai!" She didn't know why the other person suddenly wanted to ask her to go out for a walk, but being called out by her idol was an extremely rare experience for Moriyasu Madoka, and also a dream opportunity.

However, perhaps due to her upbringing, she still appeared quite serene, or at least she tried her best to appear calm.

"Senior, is this how we want it to be?" Moriyasu asked, looking at the sunglasses she was wearing.

“Yeah, so we don’t get recognized. If we do get recognized, we’ll have to be prepared to break through the encirclement.” Miyamoto nodded. He was wearing sunglasses, dressed as androgynously as ever, and then led the girl to their first destination of the day.

"An amusement park?" Looking at the place in front of her where many children were playing, Moriyasu Madoka seemed a little surprised and uncertain. She thought that the other party would take her to a place like a bubble tea shop, but she did not expect that the first place they went to was an amusement park.

“Amusement parks are great places!” Miyamoto said, pulling the other person to a machine: “Our first target is this!”

"A roller coaster?!" Moriyasu exclaimed in surprise, her hand being held by Miyamoto Sei tightened involuntarily, letting Miyamoto Sei know just how nervous the girl was.

“Oh right, a roller coaster.” Miyamoto looked at the girl who was hesitant and dared not go forward, and forcefully pulled her over.

"Two tickets, thank you."

"S-Senior..."

"Don't run away!" Miyamoto said, continuing to pull the other person inside. Watching the other person tremble as they sat down beside him, Miyamoto chuckled inwardly. From the beginning, when Moriyasu Yuan talked about his childhood, he felt that the other person probably rarely came to places like this, and now he saw that it was indeed the case.

At this moment, the roller coaster slowly started moving. The screams of people on the previous roller coaster when she bought her ticket still echoed in her mind. Moriyasu Madoka dared not relax at all. As the roller coaster continued to climb higher, she felt her muscles begin to tense up.

"Fear?"

"Senior, I... This is my first time sitting in this kind of... I, I..."

"Relax," Miyamoto said, continuing to hold the other's hand. "Nothing will happen. Instead, just enjoy the moment!"

"Enjoy?" The words had barely left his mouth when the roller coaster reached its highest point. Then, it accelerated like a flood, the car plummeting downwards in a frenzied sprint!

"Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!"

Many people screamed, and Moriyasu Madoka also opened her mouth in fear and screamed. Her brain felt an unprecedented stimulation at this moment, and even her whole body was trembling. In a daze, she felt that the hand that was holding her had not let go, but was holding on as firmly as ever, just as it had at the beginning, worried that she would run away.

Moriyasu Madoka didn't even know how she got down. Her heart was pounding, and she felt a little dizzy. At that moment, she felt that it was already a great achievement that she could get down. She didn't want to think about anything else at this time.

"Want to try again?"

"No, no need!" Moriyasu Madoka immediately shouted.

"Then let's try that one next," Miyamoto said, taking the other person's hand and continuing towards the next target.

This time, what appeared in front of them was a carousel.

Seeing that it was a carousel, Moriyasu Madoka finally breathed a sigh of relief. This speed wasn't that fast, at least it was safer.

Sitting on the carousel, feeling the gentle breeze as it turned, Moriyasu looked into the distance. People were chatting and laughing, children were with their parents, and there were also several children playing together. There were even quite a few kids around her age running towards the roller coaster.

Looking at the fearful yet expectant expressions on these people's faces, Moriyasu Madoka knew that they were seeking thrills, thrills that she had just experienced.

It was only then that she suddenly realized that she was actually vaguely looking forward to that kind of excitement. She was afraid, but she also liked it.

Sitting to the side, Miyamoto Sei smiled as he looked at the girl's expression.

It seems it's about time to give her a clear goal in mind, but we can wait a little longer and talk about it after we've finished shopping.

Chapter 122 Even Bad Luck Can Be Used

As soon as Moriyasu Madoka got off the carousel, Miyamoto Nana pulled her along to the next attraction, this time the Ferris wheel.

Entering the small space, as the Ferris wheel started to move, Moriyasu Madoka held her milk tea and quietly looked outside.

She felt completely relaxed at that moment, and her body and mind, which had been exhausted from her idol career, were restored.

At this moment, although she knew there was a performance in the afternoon, she didn't want to think about anything; she just wanted to stay quietly like this.

Sunlight streamed in through the window, bringing warmth and comfort to the cold weather.

"How are you feeling? Are you feeling better?" Suddenly, Miyamoto Nana's voice came from the other side. Moriyasu Madoka quickly looked over and saw that the other person was also looking outside, with gentle eyes staring at the distant sun.

Did they bring me out to de-stress because they sensed I was under a lot of pressure?

Moriyasu was startled and quickly said, "Yes, senior, I feel much better."

Seeing that the other person did seem relaxed, Miyamoto continued with a smile, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, Madoka. Your family taught you how to be self-disciplined and how to work hard, but they didn't teach you how to indulge. Sometimes, a little indulgence is necessary. Even a spring will break if it's always stretched. Not to mention that the human mind and body are not as strong as metal."

After saying that, he paused for a moment before adding, "This is considered experience from a senior."

"Thank you, senior!" Moriyasu Madoka quickly expressed her gratitude. Now that the other party was certain that it was for her to relax, Moriyasu Madoka understood what had gone wrong.

Although this indulgent behavior conflicted with her family's long-standing education, her current feelings, especially the effects of this indulgence, made her feel incredibly happy both physically and mentally. Suddenly, the pressure that had been somewhat unbearable for her seemed insignificant.

Because of these pressures, they found an outlet.

"This kind of relaxation can actually help your training. Appropriate rest can make the brain memorize things more quickly. I have observed you for quite a while. Xiaoyuan, you are usually slow to memorize dance moves, and you pay more attention to the dance moves on stage. This makes it difficult for you to concentrate on other things."

Moriyasu Madoka fell silent. She knew that Miyamoto Nana was right; this was indeed her problem.

She had clearly tried her best to dance, but the fans' response wasn't very positive.

"Nana-senpai, I... I feel like I tried really hard to dance, but it seems like everyone doesn't really like it..."

“You still haven’t grasped the crux of the problem.” Miyamoto shook his head: “What’s your profession? Do you have a clear understanding of it?”

"Idol?"

“That’s right, you’re an idol, but it’s obvious you haven’t realized the things you need to pay attention to in the idol profession.” Miyamoto said, then thought for a moment, “It’s not enough to just talk about it. How about this, after we finish riding the Ferris wheel, let’s go for a walk in the park.”

"A park?" Moriyasu looked at Miyamoto Nana with some confusion, wondering what they were going to the park for. Was it to relax?

"It's not just for relaxation. Besides taking a walk, it can also help you better understand where your problems lie," Miyamoto said with a smile.

Seeing Miyamoto Nana say this, Moriyasu Yuen nodded in agreement. If it could really help her understand where the problem lay, that would be wonderful!

There were quite a few people at the amusement park, but very few at the park. In this cold winter, not many people wanted to stroll around the park, since there was no green natural scenery there at this time.

Miyamoto and Moriyasu arrived at a place on a deserted path. Miyamoto said to Moriyasu, "Take off your glasses so you can see each other's eyes."

Moriyasu did as instructed, and then Miyamoto continued, "Now let's keep our distance from each other, and when I say 'start,' we'll walk towards each other, just like a normal stroll. You can think of me as someone you don't know very well."

"Okay, Nana-senpai." Moriyasu Madoka obediently put some distance between herself and Miyamoto Nana. After waiting for about ten seconds, she heard the other side shout, "Start!"

Is this some kind of filming activity? Nana-senpai truly lives up to her reputation as someone who has starred in movies!

Moriyasu Madoka was thinking to herself as she walked toward the other person. At that moment, Miyamoto Nana also walked toward her. When she saw her, she smiled slightly and nodded gently as a greeting.

Seeing this, Moriyasu Madoka quickly responded with a smile, making it seem as if they were neighbors meeting.

After the greeting segment was over, Miyamoto Sei called out, "That's enough."

"Is this all there is to it?" Moriyasu asked with some doubt. She thought about it carefully but still couldn't find anything wrong with herself.

“Of course it’s not over yet.” Miyamoto said, turning on his phone and starting to play a song he had only recently learned: “Start dancing, dance like you’re performing.”

"Yes, senior!" Moriyasu Madoka jumped up immediately. Although she had some doubts, she also had her own thoughts on the matter.

Nana-senpai wants to see how well I've mastered it now, right? That should be it.

Thinking this, she jumped even harder, her mind filled with dance moves, not daring to relax or be distracted in the slightest.

Miyamoto looked at the girl and sighed inwardly.

As expected... All the attention was focused on the dance, it was just a dance...

"Okay, you can stop now."

"Senior, is there something wrong with me?" Moriyasu asked hurriedly, sounding a little nervous. She had tried her best to jump, but was stopped, which made her a little worried.

“There is indeed a problem. I will play the song again and you can dance again. But this time, my request is that you do not focus entirely on your dance. Look around at your surroundings and at the other people.”

Should I look at the other members? But there are only the seniors here, right? Does that mean I should pay attention to the other members? But I do pay attention to the other members when we're dancing...

With doubts in her heart, Moriyasu Madoka started dancing to the music again. This time, although she would still unconsciously focus her attention on the dance, she tried to distract herself a little. She observed her surroundings and then noticed Miyamoto Nana.