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Chapter 81 Bian Qingran 【Extra】

What should love look like? The little Bian Qingran had thought about this very seriously.

If I had to use one thing to describe it, it should be wine.And the best way to treat him should be to try it out and keep a sobriety, instead of giving the other party unrealistic delusions due to temporary fanaticism and impulsiveness.

In Bian Qingran's memory, he could only see himself in the eyes of the only relative in the world when his mother was drunk.At that time, she would rub his face with her soft fingertips, and look at him with extremely gentle eyes.

But when she wakes up, the familiar indifference will appear again, 24 hours a day, she will not look at Bian Qingran again when she is sober.

At the beginning, Bian Qingran also felt wronged, angry, and hated, but he didn't know what the other party had experienced until later when his mother left.

My mother just regarded Bian Qingran as the reflection of that man, struggling between love and hate, asking for nothing.But now, she is still free, and went to another world to find the love she wanted.

After she left, Bian Qingran's life didn't change much except that she gained the ability to see ghosts. She dissociated from the crowd, neither approached nor approached, and watched everything around her with cold eyes.

Marx said that people are the sum of all social relations. Even if Bian Qingran wants to keep people away, he has to face friends, classmates, teachers... Playing their own roles to maintain the normal operation of life.

He hid his deep boredom in his heart, put on a nearly perfect mask to conceal his emotions, and successfully created a perfect image to the outside world.In this way, more and more people like him, but this kind of superficial liking seems to be cheaper than his mother's love, how long can the temporary freshness last.

Later, he would often have a dream. In the dream, there was a woman whose face could not be seen clearly. She often followed a man and did many stupid things, which also moved the man in the dream a little bit.The woman's courage is so small, but she is willing to take up the sword in her hand for the person she likes. In the end, the man's unspoken love became the biggest regret.

This also made Bian Qingran realize that maybe in this world, in this future, there will be someone who will appear and become his only one, and he must remember to say he likes it.

In college, he met more people, only Xia Shuochen was the only one who understood his indifference and still wanted to be friends with him wholeheartedly.

The other party is obviously much warmer and fuller than his heart. He has a happy childhood, a beautiful and considerate partner, and everything is developing on a good track.

How good would it be if that didn't happen?But without it, would he still have the possibility to meet her?

Not long after Xia Shuochen's death, she finally appeared, but she came as his ex-girlfriend Lin Xiao.Because of the same eyes as the person in the dream, Bian Qingran recognized her at a glance.

With such a coincidence, Bian Qingran couldn't help but wonder if the story in his dream was his and her past life.

And she, who was standing in front of Bian Qingran at this moment, said that she wanted to find out the cause of her death, and then go to reincarnation.

How could Bian Qingran not know what reincarnation represents?If she goes to reincarnation, he will have to say goodbye to her again.Is there a chance to meet again next time?
So he chose to hide it, and when Su Su asked who he was, he lied without hesitation.Later, he also wanted to turn this lie into reality countless times, but it seemed that he never had the chance.

She always wanted to know the story about Lin Xiao, Bian Qingran could tell, but he just refused to confess, until Tang Yu's appearance scared him.

With so many people coveting her, what could Bian Qingran do? He couldn't protect her.

So when Tang Yu proposed to merge with him, he agreed, not only for himself, but also for justice for the friends he had admitted.

According to Tang Yu, he lost, to a girl who already had someone in his heart.She also asked the patron saint who once shocked the four kingdoms to be Xia Shuochen's substitute. Although she was aggrieved, she was willing.

But before the girl gave up the game, Tang Yu himself was afraid. Lu Yao was weak and stuck to him every day. Yin Qi is not so kind to the living. Tang Yu wanted to end all of this. I also don't want her to live in the memory forever.

Tang Yu said to ask Bian Qingran to avenge Lu Yao, and let her forget all the previous memories, and live a good life in the future. He is tired, Bian Qingran said yes.The two clinked wine glasses, looked at each other and smiled, with the sadness of being the same people who have fallen into the world.

Only when Bian Qingran became Tang Yu and possessed powerful soul power did she know the meaning of reincarnation and understand her determination.

The wasteland compromise is thorny.

Su Su got the answer and left as she wished; Lu Yao forgot her painful memories and had a good time with Shi Yanyan; Tang Yu cut off her obsession and calmly disappeared.What about Bian Qingran?
He obviously promised to remember to say the word "like" and not to leave any regrets, but in her eyes he couldn't find the emotion of expectation.Bian Qingran suddenly understood why Tang Yu let go, so he just smiled and asked her real name, Su Su, Su Su, outside Gusu City, Suyue Dongling, just thinking of these two words, there is a lingering taste.

At the moment when Su Su disappeared with his own eyes, Bian Qingran burst into tears with a smile, and realized that ghosts can also cry?

Human beings are born free, but at this moment, he misses the shackles that can completely restrain him, which are heavy and warm.

She's already gone, and it's time for him to go too.

Therefore, Bian Qingran did not open the barrier between humans and ghosts as in the plot, but went towards self-destruction.

There is no evil ghost Tang Yu in this world, nor is there a man named Bian Qingran, nor is there a single person who would seriously ask a soul who wears someone else's skin, what is your name?
(End of this chapter)