Fast time travel to the villains I saved in those years

Chapter 187 Chen Jin

There were three turning points in his life.

The first time was when I was seven years old.

Never before had he been so thankful that his memory turned out to be that good.

At the confused age of seven, he met Aqin, the seemingly carefree monk.

At that time, Aqin held a green grass and half-truthfully said that as long as he was willing to pay [-] yuan, he was willing to sell this grass to him.

Chen Jin didn't know why he had a strange feeling looking at the grass, as if it should belong to him.

So he bought it, not for the fairy grass that the monk said, but for the feeling that he couldn't explain what he didn't understand at the time.

Until the first time when Yixin took shape in front of his eyes, Chen Jin stared blankly at the other person, it was a face that could no longer be described with thin words.

However, he also got something more precious than appearance, that is, the companionship of the other party.

He looked at the other party who obviously had no spiritual power, and who was so sensitive that his fingers were bleeding, but he stood in front of him time and time again since he was a child.

He also has a deep understanding of his own weakness, so he works so hard to exercise his physique.

He didn't want to hide behind her all the time, and he also wanted to protect her one day.

But I don't know when, this kind of thinking gradually evolved into something even more incomprehensible.

He couldn't help but keep his eyes on the other person.

Even when he first entered junior high school, he had to admit that he was too headstrong.

Freshman representatives have always been attended by two men and women, but when he knew that Su Su had given up one of the places, he wanted to leave with the burden, but his name had already been submitted, and it was too late to withdraw now, and the girl The edge is still undecided.

In fact, he made it clear at that time that he didn't want to share the stage with other girls, so he had a solo performance later.

Presumably at that time, the possessive desire for Yixin began to sprout!
Later, when he gradually realized that he became more and more well-behaved, the other party's eyes began to no longer stay on him, and there were more people and things in her eyes.

He felt uncomfortable, but he didn't want to take the initiative to say it out. The awkwardness and contradictions of adolescence always harassed his inner peace.

So he started his own way to kill Matt.

He proved the feasibility of this method with facts, and Yixin's eyes did return to him, and even her joining was a surprise.

The second change in his life was the hospital.

In addition to seeing the love letter to Su Su from various places every time, Chen Jin also witnessed the scene where the bottle of ink fell freely and was about to hit Su Su by the window sill.

At that time, he rushed out of the classroom almost immediately and went straight to the culprit's floor, but when he ran there panting, he happened to see Yixin coming out of that classroom.

He didn't see the man's embarrassed expression until after she left, but it didn't weaken the anger in his heart.

He asked him to have a fight, and the provocative smell almost seeped out of the note.

However, the direction of the development of the matter was really unexpected, and he was defeated. If Yixin hadn't arrived in time, he didn't know what would happen to him.

But the greatest luck is that the other party never asks these questions. After all, it is too embarrassing to be beaten.

It's still the same hug as when I was seven years old, familiar and warm.

Until the last moment of his life, he will also remember the tear shed for him, and the phrase "don't get hurt."

It's a pity that he didn't do what he promised Yixin, and even overturned what he said.

The last turning point in his life, in his own words, is more like a joke made by fate.

The mirror actually told him that the world he was in was actually set long ago, and he could never avoid the end of death, and more importantly, in that world, he had never met Yixin. of that episode.

So he is out of the setting, or what?
The worldview he had held on to for 18 years seemed to be completely shattered on this day. It was obvious that his original intention was to find ways to keep her in her footsteps, but so many things would be involved.

He's really no different than the man in the mirror image, except that one has never been redeemed and he's seen the light.

That's why he knew the warmth of that light, and he was unwilling to let go easily even when he died.

Facing Aqin's doubts, his words of "no regrets" were resounding.

At that moment, he seemed to be bewitched by a demon, and took over all the spiritual weapons that Aqin gave him.

Finally, after the end of the college entrance examination, his plan kicked off.

He was so naive at that time, Chen Jin thought he gave the other party two choices, one is that if the other party accepts his confession, then he will give up these things; the other is to use this to lock her by his side Accompany yourself in this life.

The other party's refusal made him crumble, but what really made him doomed was that person's name, "Zhonghong."

The feeling of being put in the heart by the one he loves is his dream, where is the sentence "I like you the most in this world." Can calm down.

It's not enough, it's far from enough, he's madly wanting the one and only, the place occupied by a man who doesn't know where he came from.

In the end, Chen Jin still chose the next move.A way to make him regret it to death in the end.

Because after he used up all the spiritual weapons, he discovered that he had trapped Yixin in the demon lock bottle with his own hands, and he couldn't open it.

After returning from the back mountain, he never saw Yixin and never heard her voice again.

Why did it become like this? For a week, there was no movement in the demon lock bottle, and Chen Jin became more and more desperate.

He remembered the doubts that Su Su had raised, maybe the "Aqin" he saw was not that Aqin.

Someone lied to him.

He is like a dying person trying to grab the last straw, he must find that person and let Yixin regain his freedom.

Until he left home in a daze and walked on the familiar road...

Suddenly, when the glimpsed figure came into sight, the ending was already doomed.

No matter how hard he tried to chase her, he still couldn't keep her in her footsteps, and still couldn't escape the inevitable end of death.

He opened his eyes, trying to pursue that beautiful figure, but until the last moment of his life, there was no result.

How he wished that the one he saw was her, so that maybe she wouldn't be stuck in a bottle forever because of his death.

This time, he was really wrong.

Sorry!Really sorry!
I love you.

The chaos in his mind continued to devour his sanity, and the memories that had been treasured in his heart were all shattered. Occasionally, he remembered a sentence left by the writer in that book.

He still remembered that what was written on it was that love is not ordinary, and they will eventually get married.
However, thinking about it now, even though a person like him loves so hard, he can only end up with "the love is not ordinary, and it will not end well".

　I'm sorry >people<, I agreed that this world should be sweet.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)