Fast time travel to the villains I saved in those years

Chapter 130 Zhonghong 【Extra】

Before that tragedy happened, he was still the carefree boy who liked irises and fireflies and looked forward to the light.

At that time, he thought that irises represented a bright future.

However, after the tragedy, he hid his childish and ignorant self in the black box of time.

He couldn't accept such a cruel fact, so he became the most despicable deserter and fled the city where he had lived for more than ten years.

From now on, he is just one person.

But he never regretted closing the door to the outside world with his own hands, rejecting all kindness and malice, and refusing to contact the crowd.

It was also accidental that he came into contact with the entertainment software "Sensuality". He knew that he was a lonely patient, and he watched the dynamics of the crowd through this virtual world.

Behind the deep disgust is the desire to suppress even he doesn't understand, he is such an extremely contradictory person.

After the car accident, his life seemed to be out of his will, and he became an ant under the wheel of fate, moving forward small and mechanically, even if he was a genius in the eyes of his mentor.

Oh, this genius is disabled.

So please, don't look at him with such pity and pity.Perhaps pure malice is more acceptable than this.

After graduating, he almost ran away from school.As for staying in school to study this kind of olive branch, he stayed away from it.

Only he is alone, in his own space, he is safe, the darkness can soothe all his anxieties, and the constantly changing scars on his body can make him feel alive.

He often sits in the corner of the room, watching from dark to dawn, life is as boring as ever, and life is as black and white as ever.

When will those days end?
It was probably when the girl named "Qianfan" suddenly approached him in "Sensuality".It wasn't that no one matched him before, he basically listened to their voices one by one, but ignored them.

It's obviously just two simple words, how could they be so different when they came out of her mouth.Even Zhong Hong didn't know what kind of madness he was going into, so he clicked on it again and again, and even wanted to download it.

What about that feeling?It's like all your turbulent emotions can stop at the other party's plain words.

It's amazing, right?
The soft and gentle female voice is unique in the world and can bring him a stable voice.

The feeling of letting the soul belong is really too extravagant. He wants to have it all the time, and it is the first time he has the desire to maintain a relationship.

He has been silent and unwilling to speak all year round, and suddenly wanted to respond, only to realize that his throat was dry and his tongue was clumsy, and he could only utter fragmentary words.

He couldn't help laughing at himself, he used to refuse to speak, but now he had to use it to communicate, until he found that the degradation of his language function was really ridiculous.

He tried to record with his mobile phone and practiced no less than ten times before he regained that feeling and spoke fluent enough sentences.

He tentatively replied "Hello", and when he saw the voice of the other party replying in seconds, he was secretly happy. For some reason, he wanted her to sing a song at that time, so he rashly hit a straight ball.

When it was shown that the sending was successful, Zhonghong's sophistication, which Zhonghong had deliberately forgotten, began to show up, and it was reprimanding him and rebuking him for his recklessness.For ordinary people, if a stranger asks you to sing a song right after they have a conversation, it seems that they will think that the other person is sick!

Zhonghong rubbed the chat interface unconsciously, thinking, "He is really sick, or depression, the kind that self-mutilation and suicide thieves are proficient in."

As soon as the other party responded to the message, he couldn't wait to open it. Fortunately, she didn't blacklist him, and agreed to his request, and even became his first fan.

He clicked on the other party's data card. It turned out that she was a newcomer to this software, and she was matched with him when she first came. Her voice was also very appetizing to him. It was an amazing fate. Silently returned a follow.

When he heard the other party sing "Holding the Hand", the soft voice penetrated his soul, and that kind of peace of mind, that kind of companionship, walked into his heart.

There is a saying that my hometown is where my heart is at ease.

All these seem to have laid the groundwork for his later obsession, obsession, depression and despair.

She was the one who entered his world first, and it was she who resolutely pulled away from his future.

Every night after that, he fell asleep with the lingering female voice, half asleep, half awake, he saw a person, wearing an ancient dress, sitting on the head of his bed, although her face was always blurred and could not be seen clearly, But those eyes looking at him were extraordinarily gentle, and the relaxed and soothing tune also echoed in the dark night.

The night is no longer scary, because he has the sun that is willing to shine for him.

Zhong Hong suddenly opened his eyes, and he opened the song Su Su sang again, and the voice was almost the same as that of the person in the dream.

He believes in fate more than words like past life and present life, and this feeling is more prominent in the chat between the two.

It's a pity that in the end, when the whole person fell into it, he could only comfort himself that there was no destiny.

What's the use of liking?He can't take care of him like a healthy person, trying to give her a future.He could only go back to that city quietly and take a peek at her.

Ru Ge is as beautiful as he imagined, but the deep-rooted self-loathing and inferiority nailed him in place, unable to move an inch.

At this time, he thought that the iris represents the love that is willing to gamble everything for you, and he is willing to do everything for her.

In fact, Zhonghong preferred to regard the subsequent car accident as a good thing, because it made the impossible possible.

He thought that with a healthy body, he was qualified to stand by her side.

Ru Ge loves him, he knows it, because it is difficult to deceive a person's eyes, and the other party is still a little liar without any experience.

But it was such a person who accepted his engagement ring, but suddenly left his world, and even took his memory with him.

She cried when she left, she cried because of parting, and she didn't give up, but why did she leave?

The sorrow surging in his heart silently overwhelmed him. He watched in despair as his most cherished memory was taken away. It was the force belonging to the laws of the world. He had no ability to resist at all, so he could only watch helplessly until he could no longer remember it. The girl who once reached out to him, the girl who would caress his wound with eyes full of distress, the love of his life.

Looking at the large blue irises in front of him, Zhong Hong was full of panic. He didn't understand the desolation and emptiness in his heart, nor the meaning of the four-leaf clover and tears in his hand.

But he knew that there must have been a person of great significance to him in his life. She was not only the owner of the ring, but also the owner of most of the chat voices on the mobile phone, and she was also the lover he admitted.

It's okay if he doesn't remember, but the blue irises here will help him remember.

Because iris is the flower of light, the messenger of God's rainbow to connect the earth and other worlds.

Therefore, Zhonghong would come here every spring, lay down among the blue irises, close his eyes, as if he was remembering the person he was very sure of, and seemed to remember that person instinctively.

He often thinks, if you are really the messenger, iris, can you tell him what the lost memory is?
However, flowers are silent, and fireflies are silent. One more person and one less, they are still silent.

He envied those who had memories.I envy those who can fall into the vortex of memories and don't want to wake up...

And did he remember that day?He wasn't sure, so he could only wait and wait...

　The previous chapter added a lot of plots, thank you book friend RMB for your reward.Good night

　　
　
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