Female Supporting Counterattack Road: The male protagonist stands still and does not move

Chapter 32
I'm Yi Xin.

I once had a lover.

Before meeting her, I had a pre-set frame for everything:

Height, weight, hairstyle, education, hobbies, personality.

After meeting her, all presuppositions were just floating clouds. In my eyes, it seemed that she was the only one left in this world.

But in the end, I still couldn't keep her.

I am a person who is very slow to heat up, but I have good insulation performance. Once I get hot, I won't cool down. For example, I like you.

I will keep this liking, this love for a long time until I come to the end of my life.

I still remember the sentence you said when you left, "Who would have thought that marriage would fail, but lovesickness would end."

It is only now that I understand the pain of lovesickness.

It's getting cold, you have to cover yourself with a quilt, don't catch a cold, I can't coax you to take medicine, and I can't give you a hug.

Sometimes, I really feel a deep sense of powerlessness, watching you leave in front of my eyes but unable to keep you, I am in vain as a doctor!
I once said, as long as I'm here, I won't let you die.

Sorry, Wan'er, I broke my promise.

You once jokingly told me that if you die, you can wear a black-and-red skirt and hold a red rose in your hand to act as a vampire.

On the day you left, my aunt fainted because of her sadness, and my uncle went to take care of my aunt, so he entrusted you to me, and he asked me to send you on the last journey, so that you can feel at ease.

So, on the eve of your entering the crematorium, I helped you change into the black-bottomed red-trimmed skirt you mentioned, and the roses on your hands.

I take it as one of the few wishes you have left to fulfill.

After changing, you just lay quietly in the ice coffin that was temporarily prepared.

For a moment, I thought you were just sleeping.

It rained heavily for three days.

After your funeral, the rain stopped.

It seems that God is also mourning your departure.

Now, Ning Chu has also been found. She is living well in another province.

You were very emotional when you first met her, but you didn't expect you to defend her many times later, is she worthy?This selfish villain who abandoned you when you desperately needed bone marrow!
But thinking of you saying that you hope she will be well, I gave up my plan to go to her again. Now that the matter has come to an end, is it still useful to ask her to blame her and scold her again.

When I was sorting things in your ward, I found your diary. You wrote a lot of things in it. I saw your many wishes and planned to fulfill them for you one by one.

Now that I have revoked my doctor's license, start to fulfill your first wish-travel around the world, visit every city, take your diary, and start writing the pages you haven't finished.

On Valentine's Day, a little girl stopped me on the road, held a bouquet of roses in front of me, and said to me: "Brother, buy a bouquet of roses for your lover?"

I was in a daze for a long time before I paid for a bunch and went to your grave with a dozen beers by the way.

It turns out that today is Valentine's Day. I forgot that this festival belongs to both of us.

I suddenly felt that the world was wonderful.

On sunny days, the trees are full of flowers, on rainy days, the lake is rippling, the sun is sweeping across the city, the breeze passes through the fingertips, the love songs played on every radio station at night, and the shadows spread on every mountain road along the way are all written by you inadvertently, leave me alone Read aloud year after year.

The world is your testament, and I am your only remnant.

(End of this chapter)