You are the only first love in this life

Chapter 78
"However," Zhao Sheng looked at her firmly, "I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I want you to have only me by your side in the future. This is never just talk, so I want to face this situation with more prudence and cherishment." Can you give me some time?"

He still wasn't telling the truth.

He had been building up in his heart for a long time, but he couldn't tell his short-lived disease. He was afraid that she would sneer at her, and even more afraid that she would be afraid.

Yi Jinshu twitched the corners of his mouth, his smile had no warmth: "I asked you too, how many years."

Zhao Sheng was speechless, as if he had returned to the meaningless dispute last night.

Yi Jinshu did not raise his voice hoarsely, but asked calmly and even in a questioning tone, he was really puzzled: "Zhao Sheng, do you think that I like you is all your reasons? Do you think that no matter what you say, As long as it is explained, no matter how high-sounding it is, I will accept it? Do you also feel that no matter how long it takes, I will wait for you unconditionally and give you enough time and freedom?"

Zhao Sheng: "...I haven't."

Yi Jinshu tried to pull out an official and polite smile, but in the end she couldn't do it. The corners of her lips were flattened and her face was expressionless: "I like you, but this is not the reason why you can hurt me. I also have my own. I have to be busy with other things, I don't have so much time to wait endlessly... The position next to me, whether it's you or anyone else, is actually the same."

"Jinshu, I..." Zhao Sheng felt a dull pain in his heart, the last thing he wanted to hear.

"Now that I have fallen so lowly, do I have to rely on forced marriage?" Yi Jinshu laughed at himself.

"No! Jinshu, listen to me..." Zhao Sheng felt powerless.

Yi Jinshu looked at him calmly: "Say it."

"I dream about marrying you, as long as you don't regret it!" Zhao Sheng said as he stood up, walked to Yi Jinshu, and took her hand.

Yi Jinshu dodged and didn't let him pull him.

Zhao Sheng pressed the armrest of the swivel chair with one hand and the back of the chair with the other, trapped her in his arms, bowed his head and kissed her.

Yi Jinshu struggled twice but didn't break away, and simply stopped making unnecessary struggles, neither responded nor refused, and looked at him with open eyes, neither sad nor happy.

After a while, Zhao Sheng let go of her, looked up at her, and then he was stunned.

she cried.

That's definitely not tears of joy.

Zhao Sheng was at a loss, and could only apologize repeatedly: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I'm sorry, can you hit me? Don't be like this..."

"Zhao Sheng, I'm tired."

After falling in love for three years and waiting for eight years, I thought that going around and going around finally got my wish, but finally found out that it was just a dream.

If Lan Yinxu fruit is destined, she would rather never have it.

There are not many 11 years in which she can love another person like this regardless of gains and losses. She is human, flesh and blood, and she will be tired and want to let go.

Zhao Sheng squatted down next to her, and wiped away her tears with his warm and dry fingertips. Fortunately, she only shed two tears. She was not a crying person, and she shed tears many times for him alone.

He couldn't see her like this, he felt it was more painful than killing him, and now he just wanted to tell the whole story desperately, even if what was waiting for them was even more painful and desperate, he couldn't care so much anymore, he couldn't think about it.

Zhao Sheng said solemnly: "Jinshu, now I will tell you the real reason. If you can accept it after listening and are willing to marry me, then we will go to get the certificate now. I swear, I really want to be with you forever Together."

(End of this chapter)