How many times have I tried to give up missing you

Chapter 11 Don't pity me!

Recently, there is a lot of homework and a lot of pressure. Lin Yicheng always looks like a panda, and she has to play games with Ye Yixuan, Lin Fei and the others when she gets home at night.

She is suffering, the road is chosen by herself, just go, it will not be bitter after walking.

In the blink of an eye, it was Friday, and in the Chinese class in the morning, Instant Noodles finished the text "Journey to Lonely" vividly.

The headline of Instant Noodles asked a question earnestly: "Then students, in the river of life, have you ever been lonely?"

After asking this question, Lin Yicheng lowered her head subconsciously, her face was a little unhappy.

Ye Yixuan took a deep breath, lowered his head, and the pen that was spinning in his hand stopped suddenly...

After realizing that there was something wrong with these two people, Instant Noodles made a gesture of invitation: "Come on, Ye Yixuan, tell me, what's so lonely about you?"

Ye Yixuan was stunned for a moment, stood up slowly, and looked around: "Our family is just me and my mother, and she is usually very busy at work, so she hardly sees her once a month."

After finishing speaking, she lowered her head, and Pao Nian head motioned for him to sit down, Lin Yicheng was immersed in her own sadness.

She thought of her loneliness and felt that her heart hurt...

"Lin Yicheng, tell me, where are you alone?"

Lin Yicheng's eyes lit up, she stood up with one hand propped on the table, lacking confidence: "I..."

After a pause, "My mother and I are also two people in our family. My mother is not in good health. Except for cooking, I do all the big and small things at home. I am usually very busy."

After finishing speaking, he added forcefully: "Actually, I am not alone!"

Instant noodles helplessly: "Lin Yicheng, come to my office after class."

After class, Lin Yicheng walked out of the class listlessly, and Lin Yan ran after her.

Breaking Lin Yicheng's arm, he asked with concern, "Are you okay?"

Lin Yicheng nodded dully, then reacted and shook her head. "I'm fine, I'll go first."

With dim eyes, he raised his hand and knocked on the office door. There was a feeble report, and a crisp please come in came from inside.

Lin Yicheng's legs were filled with lead, and she walked in, raised her head and opened her eyes wide: "Come on? Come on, sit down."

Signaling the opposite chair for Lin Yicheng to sit on, Lin Yicheng shook her head: "I can just stand."

The instant noodle head raised his leg and kicked it over: "Hey, dammit, I let you sit, it's get out of class time, I'm not a teacher, you're not a student."

Lin Yi Chengmu nodded and sat on the chair.Before he raised his eyes, "Let's talk!" Instant Noodles said in a relaxed tone, put the phone on the table, and turned on the brisk music.

"What did I... say?" Lin Yicheng embarrassedly pretended not to understand.

Instant Noodles cut to the chase: "Where's your dad? Let me tell you."

"Dead!" Instant Noodles looked at Lin Yicheng without any expression.

"How do you say that my father is dead?" I was puzzled, but I probably guessed it a little bit, so I didn't dare to confirm it.

"In my heart, he is indeed dead." There was no warmth in the answer.Is this still the lively and cheerful Lin Yicheng?
Instant Noodles held back his temper: "Then where is he now?"

"His family." Instant Noodles was about to get angry: "Can you talk about it? What's going on?"

"Well, when I was one year old, he wanted to throw me away, but my mother wouldn't let me, so they're over." After finishing speaking, Lin Yicheng shrugged her shoulders to express her helplessness.

"Then your mother became like this because of you, you have to be filial to her, work hard, come on!" Instant Noodles raised his fists and looked at Lin Yicheng firmly.

Lin Yicheng laughed, "Teacher, you seem like an electric shock kid!"

After finishing speaking, before Instant Noodles could react, he ran out of the office after taking a walk.

After coming out, Lin Yicheng's pace slowed down, and the bell rang for the next physical education class.

Lin Yicheng hid in the vent of the corridor, squatted down helplessly, hugging her knees with her hands, like duckweed in the wind and rain, floating and helpless, lonely and desolate.

She sobbed softly, she felt so uncomfortable, why didn't her father want her?Mom refused to say either.why why?
When I was young.Whenever I saw other children being hugged by their father, I thought, how wonderful it would be if my father hugged me too.

But until now, she has never seen her father.to her.Mom is also her dad.

Mother always acts as father and mother at the same time, raising her up, a woman, despite the wind and rain, despite the gossip, raised her up desperately.

Now, she feels that she has grown up, but she is still unable to protect and take care of her mother.

"Lin Yicheng, you are a disaster. It's really useless. You don't know how to cry before you grow up. Slug, don't cry, woo woo woo~"

Lin Yicheng scolded herself and cried.Lin Yan turned around the stairs and saw Lin Yicheng curled up there, and hurriedly ran over to hug Lin Yicheng.

"You say you are really stupid, why are you crying? Are your tears worthless? I will feel bad..." Lin Yan said a lot of reproaches.

Lin Yicheng raised her head slowly: "I don't have it, where is it? Let's go, class is over." After speaking, she stood up and dragged Lin Yan to class.

When she arrived at the playground, the classmates all looked at her with strange eyes, why did she feel panicked.

Hey, there is also that guy Ye Yixuan, who is usually so evil, isn't he still... the same...

It's just that I couldn't stand everyone's sympathetic and pity eyes, so I pulled Lin Yan into the vent and whispered...

(End of this chapter)