Fast travel strategy: the host is the black lotus

Chapter 61 Arrogant Youth 61
"Actually, I've always wondered, if she had met me first at that time, would she have fallen in love with me? It's a pity that there is no if."

"She likes you so much, so she thinks of you first in everything. She has waited countless times and endured countless times for you. One day she will fall in love with her, choose her firmly, and even be able to be in such a Bravely held her hand in front of many people."

"But you didn't."

"You just abandoned her again and again, and finally imprisoned her..."

"When I found out about this, she was still desperately covering you up. At that time, she still liked you!"

"But what did you do?"

"You are simply not human! You are simply an animal!"

"She started a company when she was in France. Do you know who the heir to the company is?"

"The will she left with the lawyer actually gave you all her property after she died?!"

"What are you doing?"

"When you were in the most difficult period of starting a business, suddenly there was a large influx of funds. It was not given to you by anyone else, but was given to you anonymously by Bai Mumu."

"She doesn't want you to feel guilty, and she doesn't want you to feel that you owe her. She is thinking about you from the beginning to the end."

"But what about you? You only have yourself in your heart and eyes!"

"For example, when she knew the truth about her mother's death, she didn't blame you for her first choice. She was afraid that you would collapse even more after knowing these things, so she kept hiding them."

"She is for you everywhere, loves you everywhere, a mouth that doesn't love you, countless details of loving you, can't you feel it?"

"Is your heart cold?"

"Is your brain flooded?"

"Have you stayed with your mother for too long, has your IQ been affected?"

"Sure enough, your son will be like your mother."

"It's disgusting!"

When Zhou Yiran finally left, he found that Xu Jinyan was still motionless?

He didn't even know what to say.

He could only turn around and leave.

He has explained everything that needs to be explained clearly.

From now on, no one can contact him again.

Xu Jinyan knelt in front of the tombstone, he suddenly fanned his mouth like crazy.

Every time the force was very heavy, until finally my cheeks on both sides began to swell.

"I'm sorry... sorry, sorry, sorry! I know it's too late to say these words, but I'm really sorry, please forgive me, please..."

"I shouldn't have you imprisoned, I shouldn't just believe what I see before my eyes, I was wrong, I'm sorry! I deserve to die! I deserve to never have you in this life, I deserve not to have you Love, I deserve to be alone forever!"

"I never knew you did so much to me. The vicious words I once said can't be taken back now. I made you unable to be a mother."

"I'm actually killing you now."

"I really regret that I didn't visit you often during that time, I really regret it."

"I know it's too late for me to say anything now, I just want to beg your forgiveness, and I also know you can't forgive me."

"I really didn't mean it. I never thought that it would end like this. I'm so proud that it caused me to lose my love. Even if I don't have children, it doesn't matter. I just want to marry you."

"What to do? What to do? What to do? I just want you to live, come back and look at me again, please! Look back at me again, okay?"

"Don't leave me! Don't leave me alone! I've been waiting for you for too long. I don't want to wait any longer. I want you to be by my side."

"I shouldn't have accepted your kindness, but then spurned you behind your back, and I shouldn't have failed to make a firm choice at that time and failed to save you in time."

"I obviously, I already liked you at that time, but I didn't dare to admit it because of my face."

"I'm sorry... Mumu, I love you so much, I really love you, I really can't live without you... Come back! Don't lie to me, I know you just want to make me sad, I was really wrong , please really don’t lie to me.”

"Mumu, I can't live without you. You know, I'm too paranoid. I just want your love. I'm sorry..."

Every sentence is a sincere apology, and every sentence is a proof of loving her.

But Bai Mumu will not come back.

Bai Mumu will sleep here forever, and her body will slowly rot until only a pile of white bones remains.

The white bones will also slowly turn into ashes due to corrosion.

In the end, Xu Jinyan got nothing.

Be it love or people.

When Huang Zexi knew all the reasons for these things, he also chose to leave Xu Jinyan.

It wasn't because he was afraid of Xu Jinyan.

It was because Xu Jinyan had done too many wrong things and he couldn't bear it anymore.

His friends are horrible.

Really scary.

Huang Zexi never thought that he would hate Xu Jinyan because of Bai Mumu's death.

He was very optimistic about Bai Mumu from the beginning, but he never thought that Bai Mumu would end up loving Xu Jinyan so much after death in such a tragic way.

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Liu Ruping didn't escape for too long, Xu Jinyan caught her in just one month, and sent her to prison, where she was tortured.

Xu Jinyan would not let Liu Ru live safely.

Not in this lifetime.

It's only been a month, and Xu Jinyan is already emaciated.

Every time he tried to think of a way to commit suicide, but every time he wanted to commit suicide, he didn't have the courage to meet Bai Mumu.

He was afraid that Bai Mumu would blame himself, and he was also afraid that Bai Mumu would try his best to push him away.

He loves Bai Mumu so much.

After Bai Mumu left, he knew how to respect Bai Mumu's opinion, and he knew how to love someone.

But it was already too late.

What's the use of regretting?
The dead have long since lost their hearing and their feelings.

With the living, every day after that is torture.

To him, the warm world is like a hell that cannibalize human blood.

It's a pity that he will stay in hell for a long, long time.

forever and ever…

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After reading the follow-up sequence, I didn't feel too much sadness.

She finished the snack in front of her and went to wash up.

Instead, it was the system who was crying next to him and burst into tears.

"It's too miserable, it's too miserable, the little pervert really has no heart, although Xu Jinyan deserves it! But isn't there a serious illness?"

Dai Xu, who came out after washing his hands, was almost speechless when he saw the system crying.

What the hell?

How can a mechanized system cry so ugly?

Really hot eyes.

(End of this chapter)