There's something wrong with this villain in quick time travel

Chapter 833 When the cat was still a teenager (eighteen)

Those terrible pasts that I have deliberately forgotten...

After all, it still emerged one by one...

There is still no way to let it go!

Still can't let go...

What should I do……

Obviously, I have completely sealed up these terrible memories, why, why do I still have to do this?

As if wanting to bite her lips thoroughly, Ning San'er was ruthless, watching her body lose control bit by bit...

Do not!
In other words, it is moving in the direction of its own memory!

That woman with a healthy body, in the black, facing the soft cold wind, moved little by little, and then, blood bloomed on the woman's fingertips...

Little by little, it blooms on the pitch-black floor, and then is absorbed by the soil. Little by little, it becomes the permanent darkness of this land!
After all, there is still no way!

After all, there is still no way to change all this!

Why do I still remember it?

The fighting finally stopped!
Ning San'er couldn't remember how many lives bloomed at her fingertips...

Just like...

I didn't find the light I was most looking forward to in my life at all!
After all, I still have no way to become the inviolable person in my heart!

Pursing her lips, Ning San'er gritted her teeth, and stood quietly in this silent space alone.

What the wind from Microsoft brings is no longer the original cold smell, but a muddy, sticky stench!
It's still too disgusting!

Still gross!

There is no way to change the taste!
It's like the taste deeply engraved in my blood!
Get it over with!
Let yourself forget about it all!

Why……

Why can't I let myself be caught in that silent sizzle again?
If I can fall into that sizzle now, I can deceive myself again, and let myself continue to pretend that I don't know anything, and continue to live my previous life...

why?
Why do you keep thinking about this?
In panic, Ning San'er's soul once again rose in the air...

The eyes of Ning San'er who rose up in the air this time were full of haggardness that he had never seen before...

That soul, which was already extremely transparent, seemed even more vain!
It's like, being blown gently by these turbid winds here, she can be completely dissolved by these unfathomable quagmire-like things, and then become that part of it...

in the eyes...

All the blood red tears from before...

Still don't want to...

She doesn't want to!
She still doesn't want to!
Why is it like this?

Why do I still have to recall those things about myself before!

Can't let her live a good life alone?

She just wanted to go back to that cat and continue living...

but……

why?
Why do I still have to think about these uncomfortable things?
What a pain!

Why is it like this?

Why?

I obviously don't want to be like this!
but……

It still looks like this...

Why is it like this?

why?
Why is it like this?

Obviously...

Obviously it shouldn't be like this...

What I expected...

It's not like this at all!

(End of this chapter)