I'm the Villain's Mother in Time Time

Chapter 623
Walking out of Qinglian Temple with the Shen family, Lin Chuqian bowed and said goodbye to him, with a faint smile on his lips, before leaving, he only glanced at Shen Wei calmly before getting on the carriage and leaving quietly.

Even if it's just this casual glance, it's enough to make Shen Wei's mind flutter, and he thinks over and over again.

Mrs. Shen caught a glimpse of her son who was already deeply involved, and she didn't know whether to be happy or worried.

Between a man and a woman, whoever is trapped more often is more likely to be injured. If the other party comes and goes freely, if they leave, then the final outcome will be a deep muddy foot, unable to extricate themselves.

Lin's carriage drove away from Qinglian Temple slowly, she opened the curtain and looked at the lush trees along the road, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart.

I think she came with Ye Zhaojun last time to give porridge to the victims outside the temple. Now the plague is over and the victims have been properly resettled.

The previous starvation seemed to be just a nightmare.

The afternoon sun was starting to get a little hot, and the light reflected from the leaves along the road was a bit dazzling. Lin Chuqian hurriedly put down the car curtain and felt the somewhat awkward statue in her hand. She looked down at the statue that resembled her in thought,
"Miss, do you really want to marry into Shen's residence?" Xiang Guo asked cautiously.

"Mr. Shen is indeed a good man." Lin Chuqian said lightly, a little absent-minded. "If you want to marry him, you will be able to respect each other as a guest, be harmonious and beautiful."

"But miss, do you like him?"

"So what if you like it or not?" Lin Chuqian put the statue aside casually, her tone still calm. "The most important thing for people to get along with is mutual disposition. Mr. Shen is honest and honest, and he would not be suspicious of each other in life with a person like him. He is quite generous and will definitely tolerate my many problems. From all aspects , he is a suitable candidate.”

Xiangguo couldn't understand what she meant, but was just wondering: "Couldn't Prime Minister He do it?"

"Yeah, why is Shen Wei okay but he can't?" Lin Chuqian murmured, asking herself and answering: "Maybe it's because in the future, whether it's luck or misfortune with Shen Wei, I can accept it calmly."

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The battle at the frontier was tight, and the long-defeated Yizhou City drained the patience of the soldiers of Chen Kingdom. When Zhen Youming saw the battle report, he immediately ordered more soldiers to go to the border, and at the same time transported a large amount of food and supplies.

It shows the determination to take back Yizhou City at all costs.

From this point of view, it is only a matter of time before Yizhou City returns to Chen Kingdom.

The battle situation ahead is good, maybe it's because Lin Feize was busy with military affairs, and he never sent home a letter after dozens of days of expedition.

The Lin family could find out all about Lin Feize's current situation by asking around, and they didn't know which ones were true and which ones were fake.

Even before he left, Lin Chuqian told him that if he met Ye Zhaojun, he would take good care of her, he didn't know if he remembered it.

Lin Chuqian had a lot of grievances against him in her heart, and thought that if he couldn't bear to write a short letter from his parents, then it would be okay to write a note about Ye Zhaojun's whereabouts!
The border crossing is far away, and it takes several days for news to be transmitted back and forth.

However, the news that the soldiers of the Chen Kingdom were going through a tough journey has already spread around the world. Lin Feize's bravery and skill in battle were talked about, and they all lamented that the tiger father has no dogs.

In the capital city, Lin Chuqian's life was as peaceful as water, she often stayed in the mansion, and occasionally went out to meet Shen Wei.

Both Lin Pinqi and Wei Ninglan thought that their marriage contract with the Shen family was a certainty, but Lin Chuqian didn't reply directly, so they happily let the two continue to develop.

The sky is clear and the air is crisp, and Mrs. Gao, who always likes to hold banquets in the mansion, once again sent a post to invite her to go to the mansion to enjoy the flowers.

The back garden of Gao Mansion has all kinds of rare and precious flowers, which is the only one in the capital.

I heard that there are some varieties that are not even available in the palace.

Mrs. Gao cared for and watered it carefully, and every time a hundred flowers bloomed, she would hold a banquet in the mansion and invite everyone to enjoy it.

Lin Chuqian saw the post, and thought that she had stayed in the mansion for a long time recently, and it would be nice to go out for a banquet.

And this time, thinking about it, he won't make another tidbit to trouble her.

I carefully picked out the emerald green clothes, thinking that it should be very suitable for the occasion, and I have a feeling of a little green among thousands of flowers.

When we drove there, when we first stepped into the banquet, we were dazzled by all kinds of colorful flowers.

After all, Lin Chuqian was not someone like Lin Daiyu who could do such elegant things as burying flowers. Seeing the crowd whispering admiration around a few precious orchids, she just found a corner and sat down silently.

The tea was brought up quickly, and she took a sip. The temperature was right and the taste was sweet.

I think the tea in Gaofu will not be bad.

It's just that she put down the tea in embarrassment, always thinking about that cup of warm autumn.With his head propped up, he casually looked at the flirtatious people at the banquet.

Mrs. Gao was busy with socializing, and the guests at the banquet each had their own social circles, and they gathered together in twos and threes, drinking tea and chatting, or wandering around to admire the flowers.

Sitting among the crowd, she only felt lonely and awkward.

I miss Ye Zhaojun again.

The absent-minded Lin Chuqian was alone in a corner, feeling bored when she saw Mrs. Wang leading a young woman into the banquet.

Speaking of which, that woman is not considered young in the eyes of the world, she must be 26 years old, her face is as cold as ice, her temperament is elegant, and she wears loose robes, but it is still difficult to hide her slightly protruding belly.

He Mingxue?
Seeing her again after many years, Lin Chuqian felt deeply complicated. She only felt that the proud young lady of the He family seemed to be an old friend from a previous life.

It is not surprising that Mrs. Wang brought her to the banquet. Wang Rongyan, who waited infatuatedly, waited until He Mingxue, who had been filial piety for three years, finally got his wish despite twists and turns.

He Mingxue is Mrs. Wang's nephew and daughter-in-law, so it's only natural to bring her to the banquet. It's just that Wang Rongyan was sent to other places before, so why did he suddenly return to the capital?

Mrs. Wang wanted to take He Mingxue to get acquainted with the ministers and women in the capital, and after introducing her to a few wives who knew her, the two of them thought they were a little tired, looked up for a while, and finally fell on Lin Chuqian.

The whole garden was full of people, and the place where she was sitting looked clean.

Mrs. Wang led He Mingxue through the crowd and came straight towards her.

"Ah Qian, I didn't expect you to come to Gao Mansion to join in the fun today. I saw you closed the door recently, so I thought you wouldn't come today."

"Auntie." Lin Chuqian hurriedly got up to salute, and said with a obedient smile, "It's just that I'm free today, so I wanted to join in the fun."

Mrs. Wang has a very close relationship with Wei Ninglan, and she often visits the mansion. She has always liked Lin Chuqian, and the two naturally became warm when they met.

"It's time to walk around more." Mrs. Wang said with a smile: "If you have time, you can often go to the house to look for pearls. That child has been depressed for some reason recently, tossing those herbs day and night."

He Mingzhu is depressed?
Lin Chuqian was very skeptical, because Xiaozhu never showed his emotions, and he didn't know how Mrs. Wang could see it?
"Almost forgot to introduce." Mrs. Wang slightly raised her hand and gave He Mingxue a gentle tug. "This is Mrs. Wang. I went back to the capital with my nephew to take up my post recently. I brought her here today just because she looks familiar. Oh, by the way, she and Mingzhu are sisters of the same mother."

He Mingxue bowed to her to salute, Lin Chuqian raised her head slightly, said with a smile, "Of course I know about the Miss He family."

He Mingxue looked at the bright and attractive woman in front of her with some surprises. She looked only in her teens, but she behaved gracefully and gracefully, and she felt a sense of déjà vu inexplicably.

"Miss Lin, have we met before?"

Lin Chu smiled and shook his head. "I don't think I've seen it before."

The three of them sat down, Mrs. Wang pulled her to ask about her health, cared about Wei Ninglan's physical condition, Lin Chuqian responded patiently, and often glanced at He Mingxue who was calmly at the side, only to find that the latter often lowered his head and stroked his stomach, with a cold face There is also a little more tenderness in the face of a parent.

After a while, Mrs. Wang got up to look for acquaintances at the banquet. He Mingxue tactfully shied away because she didn't like to socialize.

As soon as Mrs. Wang left, Lin Chuqian couldn't help turning her head to look at her.

Thinking about her life in the past few years, she has a good face and a slim figure, which is almost the same as ten years ago. Wang Rongyan must treat her as a treasure, and it is not in vain that she and Mrs. Wang's gossip.

"Which is the first baby, Mrs. Wang?" Lin Chuqian looked at her swollen belly and asked.

He Mingxue rubbed his stomach, turned his head and smiled slightly. "I already have a son and a daughter, and this is the third child."

It turned out to be a good word.

Presumably, the relationship between her and Wang Rongyan must be very affectionate, otherwise she, who has always been indifferent, would not have a soft complexion and a smile in her eyes when answering.

I have heard people say that even if a happy woman sits idly, the light she emits and the smile in her eyes can be rendered to you.

Lin Chuqian couldn't help but smile. "It seems that you are doing well now."

He Mingxue felt that her words were a bit strange, as if she really knew her before.

"Miss Lin, have we never met before?"

"I've never seen it before."

Lin Chuqian was full of smiles, and suddenly remembered that He Mingxue was eager to get rid of the control of He Fu and Aunt Liu, and seemed to have to accept Wang Rongyan's marriage proposal.

How did I persuade her at that time?

"Easy to get a priceless treasure, rare to have a lover."

While Lin Chuqian was in a trance, Gao Zili broke into the banquet suddenly, and she walked around vigorously, as if she was looking for someone.

When I listened carefully, I found that she was yelling her own name.

Finally, Gao Zili finally saw her in the corner, and sat down very excitedly. "Ah Qian, you really came, I thought you were going to stay in the Lin Mansion for the rest of your life."

Lin Chuqian looked at her sweating profusely, and handed her a handkerchief.

Gao Zili wiped her sweat with a handkerchief indiscriminately, only then did she realize that there was another person beside her, she was slightly stunned, and opened her mouth not knowing how to address her.

"Miss Gao." He Mingxue got up and saluted, quite distant and polite.

Gao Zili naturally recognized her as He Changsheng's half-sister. Calling her Mrs. Wang was too strange, but calling her sister Mingxue was too affectionate.He could only nod to her with a sneer, and hastily returned the salute.

He Mingxue didn't take her recklessness to heart, and after greeting them politely, he got up and left, leaving the place to them.

"Ah Li, I don't know how to run, why are you in such a hurry?" Lin Chuqian couldn't help teasing: "Could it be that I haven't seen you for a few days and miss you so much?"

"Yeah, yeah, whatever you say is right!" Gao Zili rarely retorted, looking up at the crowd of people, she swallowed, as if she was a little guilty.

She said, "It's so noisy here, let's sit in my room."

Just as Lin Chuqian had this intention, she happily followed her and got up to leave the venue.

Gao Zili seemed a little anxious today, he dragged Lin Chuqian to her courtyard in a hurry, as if she was afraid that she would suddenly turn around and leave.

"Ah Li, we can walk slowly, there is no one chasing after us, why should we be in such a hurry?"

Hearing Lin Chuqian's protest, Gao Zili didn't stop walking, and pulled her away with all his strength, she just turned her head and said vaguely, "I'm a little thirsty, I want to go to the house to drink water quickly. "

Lin Chuqian frowned suspiciously, feeling a little strange but couldn't tell.

After a while, the two came to Gao Zili's yard and strode into the house. Gao Zili closed the door and pulled her to sit down.

Lin Chuqian smiled at her with her face on her face: "Didn't you say you were thirsty?"

Gao Zili's eyes wandered, Nuonuo nodded and poured a glass of water into his mouth indiscriminately.

"Ah Qian, do you really want to marry into the Shen family?"

The smile on Lin Chuqian's face froze for a moment, and said with a light smile, "Mr. Shen is an excellent candidate."

"How good is Ji Hao? Is it better than... better than Brother Chang Sheng?" Gao Zili asked cautiously.

Lin Chuqian was slightly stunned, and raised her hand to pour herself a cup of tea, but she didn't drink it after pouring it, but looked at the ripples in the cup thoughtfully.

"Mr. Shen was born in a famous family, and he is upright and honest. Naturally, he is better than him."

What she said was very objective.Although He Changsheng became famous at a young age by relying on his own efforts, he became the Prime Minister of a country.But when it comes to family background, it can't compare to the Shen family with deep roots and generations of honor.

Gao Zili's heart was in his throat when he heard her words, but before she could continue to speak, there was a sound in the room, as if something had accidentally dropped.

Lin Chuqian was startled and turned her head quickly.

Seeing a ball of wool rolling out of the house, she was suspicious, thinking that it was blown down by the wind, but when she looked up, she saw the crescent-colored clothes shaking in the house.

He Changsheng walked out of the house slowly.

The two looked at each other, and Lin Chuqian took the lead to look away. She felt that there was a faint pain in his eyes, and she didn't want to look any more.

Presumably he heard the conversation between her and Gao Zili just now.

"I...I seem to hear Auntie calling me, I'll go out and have a look first, you two talk slowly." Seeing the delicate atmosphere, Gao Zili found an excuse and got up and slipped away. Before leaving, he didn't forget to close the door Strictly.

The windows and doors in the house are closed tightly, blocking the sunlight outside the house, and the light and dark alternate, which only makes people feel uneasy.

"Why are you here?" Lin Chuqian broke the silence.

"If that wasn't the case, how could I see you?" He Changsheng walked up to her and sat down, took the cup of tea she hadn't drunk and drank it, as if he was blaming her.

After returning from the lake tour that day, Lin Chuqian seldom went out, except for a quick glance at him at the soup stove, and she never met him again.

She deliberately avoided seeing him, and even if she went to banquets occasionally, she deliberately chose places where she had no chance to meet him.

And the various posts he wrote in the name of Tanglu and Yuedanping and their names all disappeared without any splash.

After going back and forth for more than ten days, he didn't get any prompts and responses for a long time, and his heart was as miserable as fried oil.

I thought I could keep the clouds open to see the moon, but I didn't want to hear about her and the third son of the Shen family.

"What you said to A Li just now was the truth from the heart??" He moved his Adam's apple slightly, staring at her intently, fearing that he would miss a trace of her expression.

Feeling his burning eyes, Lin Chuqian lowered her eyes and refused to look at him. She just raised her hand and poured her tea again as if nothing had happened. "Of course it's the truth."

"I don't believe it." He Changsheng was a little excited, and stretched out his hand to pull her.

Lin Chuqian hurriedly got up to avoid him, lowering her eyes and still not looking at him. "Believe it or not, that's how it is."

There was a dead silence in the room, and He Changsheng looked at her expressionless face and downcast eyes, and felt that although she was standing in front of him, she had already kept him thousands of miles away.

"You always treat me so cruelly." He whispered, with unbearable pain.

She was really cruel, otherwise she would not have known his intentions and had frequent contact with Shen Wei.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have denied his feelings time and time again before, and he wouldn't have pretended to be deaf and dumb in an attempt to confuse him.

Otherwise, he wouldn't pretend to turn a blind eye, hear or not hear when he knew that he missed her so much that he was thinking about the past in the room she left all day long.

If she hadn't shown her own flaws to let him recognize him, she would never want to recognize him in this life. If so, it really fulfilled what she said before, he was his Prime Minister He, and she was her Miss Lin. People may pass by each other all their lives.

With a pain in his heart like a needle prick, He Changsheng squirmed his lips slightly, and his voice was low and hoarse: "Why can Shen Wei do it, but I can't?"

Lin Chuqian looked at the hem of the crescent-colored clothes on the ground, only felt the blood surge up, and the suffocation hit.

She also asked herself this question, why she could accept Shen Wei, but she dared not respond to He Changsheng?
When she was tossing and turning at night and couldn't fall asleep, when she was staring at the sky in a daze in the mansion, when she brewed countless teas and couldn't drink the taste she wanted, she vaguely realized the reason.

If she were to marry Shen Wei, even if anything happened between the two of them in the future, no matter if he had another love or she left again without reason, she would accept it calmly and treat everything as a dream.

She can calmly forget everything.

But if it was He Changsheng, she felt like she couldn't do it.

She couldn't imagine what would happen after being with him, she was looking forward to it because she couldn't predict it, so she was timid, so she didn't dare to try.

She swayed back, putting distance between the two of them. "I thought I had made it very clear."

"Because he came from a famous family?" He Changsheng smiled wryly, getting up to get close to her.

"I know you don't pay much attention to family background and appearance, you just need to tell me that you really like him in your heart?"

He pressed on step by step, Lin Chuqian retreated again and again, and finally was cornered, trying to turn around and escape, but was trapped in front of him.

Sensing the rushing breath, Lin Chuqian lowered her head and looked at the feet of the two of them.

"Naturally in my heart is..."

"You're lying." He Changsheng sternly interrupted her duplicity, he reached out and lifted her chin, forcing her to look up at him. "You don't like Shen Wei at all."

Lin Chuqian was forced to raise her eyes, and found that his complexion was pained, the corners of his eyes were red, and he, who had always been calm and self-sufficient, lost control and went crazy at this moment. Her heart trembled slightly, and she suddenly calmed down.

"It doesn't matter if you like it or not? Changsheng, you should know that I am not from this world, and I may disappear at any time." She spoke calmly, ignoring the affectionate and cruel eyes in his eyes, and continued: "For me , as long as you can raise your eyebrows and treat each other like a guest after marriage, you will be satisfied."

"But I can also raise eyebrows with you and respect each other like a guest." He Changsheng bowed his head and approached her, and his hot breath made her face numb.

He said, "Why can't it be me? Qianqian, why can't it be me?"

Lin Chuqian turned her head away to avoid his approach, a turbulent emotion welled up in her heart, like a lump in her throat.

"Didn't you say it? There are many things in this world that don't make sense."

"I don't believe you don't have me in your heart." He Changsheng held her hand tightly, and said in a restrained tone, "Why don't you want to admit it?"

Sunlight seeps in through the gap, and the two are in a stalemate with each other.

After all, it was Lin Chuqian who couldn't bear it and started to break free from his hand, how could He Changsheng let it go so easily.

She just wanted to leave as soon as possible at this moment, it was too tormented to face him like this, she raised her hand and pushed his body desperately, trying hard to get rid of his breath that made her heart beat chaotically.

But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't escape his grasp in the end.

"Let go of me, let me go quickly." Lin Chuqian kicked and bit angrily.

"I won't let it go unless you tell me the truth."

"What's the truth? What I just said is the truth. What do you want me to say?" Unable to break free, she lost control, her forced composure at the beginning disappeared, and her hair fell down as she struggled, brushing against her flushing. on the cheek.

He Changsheng trapped her in his arms effortlessly, frowned and stared at her deeply, his Adam's apple rolled, and his voice was hoarse: "You know exactly what I want to hear!"

"I don't know!" Lin Chuqian was emotional, and suddenly raised her head to look at him with scarlet eyes, faintly breaking down. "Why do you always force me? He Changsheng, if you insist on forcing me, then I will tell you why Shen Wei can do it, but you can't."

"Because I'm afraid." She yelled at him hoarsely: "I'm afraid of losing, afraid of parting, afraid of being left alone in the end."

He Changsheng suffocated for breath, and felt a dull pain in his heart. He stretched out his hand and hugged her trembling all over, and lowered his head to cover her biting lips with a strong possessive desire.

Carefully appease, gentle and lingering deeply.

Lin Chuqian's mind went blank, she stared at the moist and hot almond eyes and met the red eyes at the corners of his eyes, her hot breath intertwined, and they heard each other's chaotic heartbeat.

Thinking of the scene at Bitian Lake last time, Lin Chuqian's eyes moved slightly, and she regained some clarity. She didn't want to make the same mistake again, but she couldn't push his chest away, so she could only secretly become ruthless, and bit his lip hard.

The thick smell of blood diffused along with his breath, thinking that he would let go, but he just let out a muffled snort, allowing her to continue biting her lips fiercely, and lowered her head to only gently absorb her breath.

The sweet blood slid down her throat, and Lin Chuqian's heart trembled. When she raised her eyes to meet his affectionate gaze, her heart suddenly softened. She raised her hand and grabbed his sleeve to respond to him slowly and shyly.

The sunlight from the doors and windows fell on them in bits and pieces, the hem of their clothes swayed, and their hair fluttered slightly.

In fact, there are some things that Lin Chuqian has never mentioned to anyone. When she was Bai Jingjing, she was rolling in pain because of the poison in the middle of the night. At that time, she was actually terrified in her heart. She was afraid that she would die just like that. The pain and unbearable die without leaving any traces.

No one will find out who she really is, and no one will remember her.

Later, she opened her eyes and found that she had become the heroine Lin Chuqian again. At that time, she only felt a burst of powerlessness and despair. Over the long years, she gradually lost herself, gradually becoming unable to distinguish reality from dreams.

She knows everyone's life, but she doesn't know where to go.

She is Lin Chuqian, but not Lin Chuqian.

Everything was experienced by her personally, but it was separated by a layer of hazy glass like a flower in a mirror and a moon in water.

She dared not accept his feelings, she was really afraid.

I am afraid that one day I will suddenly disappear without even a trace.

Since the result is destined to be lost in the end, why bother to have it in the first place?

"Qianqian...don't cry..." He Changsheng murmured in a low voice, raising his hand to gently wipe the tears off her face.

When he tenderly bent over to lick the tears on her cheeks, she realized that she didn't know when tears were streaming down her face.

In fact, she seldom shed tears, and often felt that it was just a means of exaggeration in the romantic storyline, and tears were useless.

Even when the Lin family was in crisis, she slept in the ruined temple and never cried, but for some reason today she was heartbroken and burst into tears.

The heart that she thought was strong collapsed along with the tears, she stepped forward and threw herself into his arms, buried in his chest and choked with sobs, "Changsheng, I'm really scared."

"I'm also afraid." He Changsheng hugged her tightly, stroked her hair gently with his palm, and whispered in her ear like a rubbing ear, "I'm so afraid that you really don't have me in your heart."

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oil something...

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