you are all star

Chapter 218

It was the first time for Lavender to hear about the pig-fighting game that day, and it was also the first time to play it. She had never heard of or played it before.

Lavender is very grateful to Neil, because over the years, getting along with Neil this time may be the happiest time in her life.

Although watching Neil being bullied by her, she could feel that Neil was trying to make her happy, because today in the heads-up, many times the hand feeling was not good, but she still had to shoot a three-pointer, Xun Yi knew better than anyone in his heart that if Neil was serious about fighting her, post-up singles and a jumper would be enough to make Lavender hard to guard against and beat her out of temper, but Neil didn't do that. Everyone knows that Lavender is very important to him, as important as his family, and there is no need to fight to win or lose in front of his dearest and favorite people, so that he will only lose more in the end, because for Neil, besides basketball, other than Dreams, family members and people you like, so there is no need to be so serious in front of people you like. If you lose, you will be hit by basketball a few times?As long as the person you like can really be happy and have a sunny smile on his face every day, then even if you lose in front of her for the rest of your life, it's still worth it.

But in the regular arena, Neil is quite a wild person. He will definitely not be soft-hearted to his opponents, because being kind to his opponents and enemies is ultimately cruel to himself.

His father often said in his ear since he was a child, and he also understands a truth: If you are soft-hearted to your opponents and enemies, in the end, not only will you not be grateful, but will slander you, slander you, say that you are incompetent, defeated, and useless ...

People in this world, if they want to grow, there are only two ways, that is, self-reflection and self-error. People who grow through self-reflection rarely cause unnecessary harm to others, because they can listen to many people's words and distinguish right from wrong He has a strong ability of intelligence, with a pair of discerning eyes, he can distinguish the good from the bad, accept the good, and eliminate the bad from his heart in time.

Those who grow up through making mistakes are the kind of people who are unwilling to hit the south wall. In the process of making mistakes, they have caused harm to others and themselves. Only when there is a journey, people who have been hurt, and mistakes that have been made, can one be awakened, and one can truly change one's mind and take on a new look.

And Neil is just the first kind of person, who is good at learning and reflecting from life.

Therefore, for Neil, he has grown up every day. Over the years, he has always been a very sensible, obedient, ambitious and ambitious person. Has he made mistakes?However, compared with other children of the same age, he can count the mistakes he has made in the past ten years.

After more than ten years of tempering, Neil now finally understands how to deal with the matter between him and Lavender, and finally understands how to deal with the matter between Lavender and his dream.

To put it bluntly, just one sentence: do what you should do, do whatever you want, don't force it.

Therefore, after Lavender told Neil about her plans and visions for the future, Neil no longer forced her or forced her, but supported her and agreed with her, because Neil gradually understood that the closer they got, the closer they got. , the easier it is to cause friction and misunderstanding because of a little trivial matter.

What's more, on the road of growth, it's not that someone is always by your side, and you can become a blockbuster, soar into the sky, and have unlimited potential. A person's strength lies in the accumulation of accumulation, and in order to achieve accumulation, one must endure loneliness and practice alone , if you haven't read a little bit to endure loneliness and practice alone, then you don't deserve success.

It was also the night before Neil and Lavender were about to part, probably because he played a game of pig hunting with Lavender during the day, and as he grew older and more experienced, he gradually understood how to win the heart of a girl. Being alone with Lavender during the day, and putting myself in Lavender's shoes, I finally overcame the fear of being alone with Lavender for so many years. , it seems that the understanding of each other is no longer as superficial as before, and the understanding has deepened, and he will not be cautious at every turn. Neil really understands love and understanding from the little matter of getting along with Lavender during the day. Life.

That night, Neil thought a lot about everything related to Lavender and dreams.

He thought for a long time and reflected a lot, his eyes could barely open, he was still thinking, still thinking, finally, he felt that his lower eyelids had no strength to bear the gravity of the upper eyelids, he closed his eyes slightly, but his The man doesn't want to rest yet, and doesn't want to let him go.

However, this time, what came to his mind was the scene of him and Lavender leaving Wentz Elementary School after playing ball. Lavender hugged Neil tightly, not wanting to let go, for fear that if she let go, it would be difficult to meet in the future. .

But in the end, after Neil comforted her, Lavender resolutely let go, just embraced and went down, holding Neil's hand tightly, refusing to let go, hesitated for a while, she slowly let go, turned and ran After a few steps, she turned her head to look at Neil again, her eyes were so reluctant, she was so eager for time to stay for a second and a minute, so that she could spend more time with Neil, but it was getting late, and Lavender had no choice There was no room for him to turn around and run away.

In fact, Lavender was really looking forward to seeing Neil come to see her off tomorrow. She obviously wanted to speak, but she also thought that the destination Neil would arrive at tomorrow was North Carolina State University. The Yale University to study is more than 200 kilometers away, so I endured it.

Neil was thinking about the way Lavender turned her head back to stare at him. He always felt that her eyes were conveying some signal to him, but he couldn't tell why, so he fell asleep thinking about it.

At dawn, he was awakened by a dream. In the dream, Lavender still pretended to be strong and smiled and left, but she ran a few steps, looked at Neil with the same eyes as yesterday, and said something extra: " Neil, remember to come see me off tomorrow!"

After being awakened by such a dream, Neil lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall back to sleep, tried to close his eyes several times, but opened them several times, staring up at the ceiling in a daze.

The sky slowly dawned, he yawned, sighed deeply, and said to himself: "Could it be that Lavender just wanted to tell me this signal when he looked back? Should I go see her off? But this is just a dream, what if Lavender doesn't have that kind of thought, is it just my wishful thinking? Should I send her off?"

After Neil had a hard time making a decision, he turned over and got up, found a coin, and assumed in advance that if it was heads, he would give it away, and if it was tails, he would not give it away, but Neil tossed it three times and it was tails.

In fact, Neil also wanted to give away lavenders, but the coin was too bullying, and it was tails three times. He was very angry and smashed the coin on the ground: "Well, you coin, can't you be beautiful once?"

Before Neil finished speaking, his mother's voice came from outside the bedroom door: "Neil, you guys start school today, do you want to give away lavender?"

"Mom, I'm struggling..."

"I think you should go!"

"But I just tossed a coin, and it was tails every time. I don't know what that means?" Neil complained repeatedly.

"Son, coins can't determine your happiness. You have to follow your heart. Do you want to go?" Nuana responded to her son earnestly in a foreign language.

"Mom, I actually want to see her off." Neil said to his mother outside the bedroom door.

"Then you go, what kind of coin toss, you are so old, and you still play such a childish game, happiness is won, not thrown."

"Okay, Mom! I understand, I'll see her off!"

(End of this chapter)