you are all star

Chapter 209
Neil bit the bullet, once again showing the courage and generosity of a boy, desperately chasing Lavender, while chasing, calling Lavender's name, but the harder he shouted, the faster Lavender ran, Neil had no choice but to speed up his pace and catch up with Lavender when he was less than 100 meters away from Lavender's dormitory building. He stretched out his right hand and grabbed Lavender's hand.

Lavender took advantage of the situation and turned her head abruptly, and instinctively tried to shake off Neil's hand, but she couldn't shake it off, and in desperation, she yelled loudly: "Neil, why are you holding me?"

Seeing that Lavender stopped, Neil hurriedly opened Lavender's hands like an electric shock: "Larvey, listen to me, I..."

"What is there to say, you are not very good now, you are very happy? Basketball is getting better and better, and it is estimated that you will go farther and farther on the basketball road. Isn't it good that we are like this?" Lavender wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, With a bitter face.

"Lavender, you know? In the six months since our quarrel, I've been complaining and blaming myself every day, thinking about you!" Neil looked into Lavender's eyes and replied in an amiable tone.

"Neil, do you think I'll believe what you say?" Lavender asked back with a chuckle.

"If you really don't believe me, there's nothing I can do, because I mean it right now." Neil stared at Lavender, and replied in a soft voice.

"Then tell me, who was that girl just now? And she looks very similar to her. Did you take me for her?" Lavender questioned Neil, directly pointing her finger at Lisa Nana.

"That girl was just met on the court. Her name is Lisa Nana. She is from Boston. She came to Alexandria with her father on business. She is now a player in the school's women's basketball team."

Lavender smiled and replied, "Unexpectedly, you know her quite well!"

"That's what she told me."

"Stop talking, I don't want to hear it. To tell you the truth, I am no longer the gentle and kind Lavender I used to be. Now I am addicted to smoking, and I have made friends with many people in the society. My grades are even higher in the class. The bottom one, therefore, it's best for us to keep the distance we have now, you don't know me, I don't know you, you don't care about my business, I don't care about your business, it's as if we never knew each other. " When he said these words, Lavender was full of inferiority complex, but his idea of ​​hoping that Neil would become better had not changed, and now she knew very well that she had stepped into the quagmire of a bad girl and couldn't extricate herself. Now that I am like this, why bother to negative Neil, who has suffered so much since he was a child, and who has suffered a lot?Therefore, she stared at Neil and resolutely told Neil everything after the quarrel with Neil.

After hearing this, Neil held his head in his hands in extreme pain and scratched hard for a while, then slapped himself hard on the face, bursting into tears with self-blame and guilt, bowed his head and remained silent.

After a long time, Lavender stared at the boy in front of him whom he had known since childhood, played and practiced with, loved to watch him play, and admired the most. There is a trace of self-satisfaction, it seems that her intentional depravity has won Neil's compassion, but she blames herself and feels guilty in her heart, because she really doesn't want to see such a good friend so sad for herself, Lavender After a moment of silence, he hugged Neil tightly, until his face was pressed against Neil's chest, weeping to the point of weeping, he comforted Neil and said, "Neil, you... there is no need... I am so sad and sad for me, there is no need to be so self-blame and guilty, because the whole thing has nothing to do with you, all of this is just my own fault, caused by a moment of confusion, so as long as you don't be like me, hit you well Just stick to your basketball in the pursuit and don’t make your uncles and aunts sad. I really don’t care. I admit that I have liked you since I was very young, just because the feelings and impressions you bring to me are wonderful. It’s better than Generally, boys have ideas, and they are also very persistent in their dreams, and they also have ideas about the future. Therefore, as a precocious person, I think your future must be very bright. If I become your basketball angel one day, I will be very happy and happy Happiness, but as I grow older, I gradually realize that there is still a gap between the reality and the innocence in my heart, because my existence is a burden to your basketball dream."

"Lavender, in fact, I have liked you since I was very young, but I didn't expect that we would experience so many things between us. I admit that too many times, I only focus on pursuing my own basketball, and ignore your feelings. In fact, too much At that time, I also knew that you were doing it for my own good, but I felt that I was a free individual. I had my own way of thinking and ways of doing things, so I was too heavy on your tone and words. Sorry, Lavender , That's all my fault, I have you in my basketball world, you have become a part of my basketball life, the reason why I work so hard and play basketball better and better is because of you, because I want to To prove myself in front of you and cause you to look back again, can you forgive me?"

When Lavender heard Neil's words, she felt extremely excited and happy in her heart, and immediately felt very happy, especially to spend her whole life on the chest of the prince in front of her, because he brought her a gradual sense of security. She is not too young now, she is sixteen or seventeen years old, but when she thinks of Neil's dream, and Neil's love and obsession with basketball, the excitement and happiness in her heart are getting weaker, and she dare not let herself fall into it, but Now that Neil is apologizing so sincerely now, and this is his second apology, it seems a bit unreasonable if she refuses to accept it, but her heart tells her that even if she accepts Neil's apology, she still intends not to approach him. He, or alienate him, not for anything else, just for him to be better.

Therefore, Lavender also said frankly: "Actually, Neil, I became bad for nothing else but to attract your attention, but God is so unfair. When I dare to do bad things, you can't see."

"Lavender, no matter what we will face or what we will experience, let me make a point first, no matter whether you become better or worse, I like you, because my parents are such kind and good people, they A girl who told me to be nice to her must not be bad." Neil hugged Lavender with one hand, and gently patted Lavender's back with the other, saying in a friendly tone.

"Neil, don't worry, I will get better. I want to go to a university with you, and I forgive you. You don't have to blame yourself and feel guilty. From today, I plan to return to the gentleness I used to be. If you are happy with yourself, you can safely pursue your basketball dream. Don’t think too much, because whenever I see you holding up trophies, it is not only your happiest time, but also my happiest time. As long as If you keep struggling on the road of basketball, we will have a heart-to-heart connection and be happy at that moment, so we can't be together temporarily for the sake of being together better in the future, I hope you understand."

After listening to Lavender's words, Neil was very moved, his heart was full of ripples, he was being slowly melted by this kind and beautiful person who was both familiar and strange before him, and there were thousands of words in his heart that he wanted to express. Hurry up, I want to do everything and give everything for the girl in front of me impulsively, but the reality is very rigid, and the idea is very illusory, Neil can't be like his father, there is such a big gap with his uncle, living alone in a small villa , one lives in a slum, and the grandfather seems to be a capitalist, but the treatment of the two brothers is very different, the difference is so big.

Although his parents didn't say anything to Neil, Neil, who has always been very smart, gradually thought about these issues as he grew older. What Neil guessed in his heart was that they would leave because of their father and mother because of their father. to this point today.

Based on this idea in Neil's heart, Neil knew that even though he liked Lavender, and Lavender liked him too, both of them were only sixteen or seventeen years old. Ruined each other's youth, but Neil hoped that Lavender would get better, so, based on Lavender's addiction to smoking and scheming, I had to remind her: "Lavender, don't worry, we will get better and better. Okay, can you promise me that you won't hang out with the gangsters in the society anymore? Can you stop smoking?"

"Neil, I promise you, we will work hard for each other in our respective classes, see you in college!"

"Okay, I will definitely keep the promise between us." Neil pursed his lips and smiled, put his hands on Lavender's shoulders, stared at Lavender for a while, and stretched out his right hand to wipe the tears on Lavender's face.

Lavender also reached out to wipe away the tears on Neil's cheeks, pursed her lips and smiled: "I will also remember the promise between us."

Neil and Lavender stared at each other with glowing eyes for a while, you pulled my hand, I pulled your hand and walked away side by side, their shadows were left in the sun, and the little ball felt so excited when seeing this scene. Couldn't help but narrowed his eyes with a smile.

(End of this chapter)