Movie World Collector

Chapter 88
The preparation started at the end of July, and it took more than three months. At least three revisions were made in the middle, and a major revision was carried out in early October. No less than 10 words were written, but the final product was only 60 words. Million words.

During the past three months, I wrote and wrote day and night. I wrote when I woke up, and fell asleep when I was tired.

On the evening of the Mid-Autumn Festival, when every family reunite, I spend 10 yuan to buy three discounted moon cakes, look towards home for a while, and eat the moon cakes with exhaustion and tears, which is considered to be a holiday.

Everyone spent the National Day holiday happily. I turned off the lights and watched the scolding left by the readers on the computer screen alone, thinking hard about where I made a mistake and how to correct it.

When I officially revised the text, every time I deleted a chapter, it felt like a stab in my heart, and the pain made me want to hug my head and cry.

After editing the article, there was no scolding in the comment area, but it also lost popularity, and even the old readers who paid attention in the past disappeared.

Very terrified, terrified to the point of doubting life.

Every time I realize something in my dream, but when I wake up, I overthrow it all;
Every time an idea pops up in my mind, I immediately reject it when I start writing.

Did you make a mistake before?have no idea.

Is it right to write this now?have no idea.

How to write down?have no idea.

The future is gloomy and my heart is at a loss.

It's really difficult, it's really hard to describe in words.

I thought about it a lot, and for a long time, until I happened to see the four characters "Don't forget the original heart" on the promotional slogan when I was wandering in the street at midnight the day before yesterday.

What is my original intention? Why did I make up my mind to devote myself wholeheartedly to writing, a profession with almost no reward?

Thinking about it, it was a midnight when I was tortured by illness and couldn't sleep. I once seriously thought about a problem.

If I die now, who will remember me?
After a long list, I found that no one would remember me except my closest relatives.

Then I thought, I should do something so that more people will remember that there was such a person in this world after my death.

After thinking about it for a long time, I thought that as long as I tell a good story, my readers can remember me through these stories.
After thinking about it for a long time, I made up my mind to start coding.

This size is two years.

In the past two years, I have been happy, excited, sad, and desperate. In the end, these emotions mixed together and changed my original intention.

I want more, money, fame, success, etc.

Then I got lost, constantly chasing the footsteps of others, trying to take shortcuts to copy the success of others, trying to get everything I want at once.

Until that empty street at midnight, the four big red characters "Don't forget the original heart" hurt my eyes.

Don't forget your original intention, don't forget that you are just a child who wants to tell a story.

Success, failure, money, and fame have nothing to do with you, at least until you learn to tell stories.

So, what to doubt, what to deny, what to fear?

You just want to tell a story.

………The dividing line between the story and the story………

So much rambling, let's talk about something practical.

Because I have been thinking about it for the past two days, I don't have any manuscripts on hand for the time being, and I don't have the confidence to make any guarantees.

The only thing I can do is to update as much as possible after it is released. Two updates will not be a problem, and three updates should be a normal phenomenon. If some students want to encourage them, they should be able to do it by bursting out with a few chapters.

Regarding the future of this book, the only thing I can say is that I will never be a eunuch, at least I can finish the part where the protagonist leads many heroes to defeat Thanos.

Finally, thanks to the starting point platform and the editor-in-charge of Blu-ray, I would like to ask all readers for a first order. As for the others, let's just follow the fate.

———Love the infatuated sea cucumber.

(End of this chapter)