I play Hero Soul RPG in Naruto

Chapter 164 Send a single chapter and say something from your heart

The creation has fallen into a bottleneck, and I don’t know how to write or how to write for a while, and I feel awkward writing everything, which is very uncomfortable

I selectd this book once, but I didn’t pass it. After hesitating for a long time, I gritted my teeth and wrote it. I will read it when I sign it.
The result is now, the sixth application, more than 100 days, never successful

It's a lie to say I'm not disappointed, and it's a lie to say I'm not uncomfortable
At the beginning, I thought this way: don’t be afraid, it doesn’t matter if you succeed or not, it’s just to accumulate experience, and what if it succeeds?I can write it too (psychological illusion of feeling good about myself)

After two months passed, I started to feel uncomfortable and gradually lost motivation

"Since it doesn't work, let's practice."

This is the only motivation I have always had, a sentence pattern that I don’t know how to describe or how to express
But here comes the problem, I have no job, no income, and I don’t want to find a job, what should I do?
The only thing I can think of is to write another book
Thinking about it, recalling the words I once pressed, to be honest, from the reader's point of view, the writing is not very good, even a little bad, neither exciting nor interesting
There is no plot, but what you think is what you think, the wind and the horse are irrelevant, and the context cannot be connected
After writing for so long, I suddenly discovered that I am an inspired writer
The detailed outline of what I have done is basically useless, it can only be used as a reference O_o
I started to reflect on myself, and then came to a conclusion, there are things I want to say, and there are things I don't want to say
No planning, no details, nonsense, bland plot, weak writing, etc., etc., under the detailed count, there are all problems, which is uncomfortable
Fortunately, I have nothing else, so I am heartless, maybe I will forget it after a while
So, I make a decision:
I plan to change the book and continue writing. The subject matter is still Naruto Doujin. I plan to cast it inward. If it doesn’t work, I’ll continue until I succeed.
As for this book, please update it according to the situation.
Here, I would like to say sorry for disappointing those two hundred friends who have collected it. There is really no way. This book is actually seven or eight times better than my debut work.
I was actually very happy when I saw this data for the first time
Above 2022.5.5 midnight 12:12
(End of this chapter)