Deer in deep forest

Chapter 48 If this is not love, then I think I will never have love in my life.

When the sun was setting, Gu Yanshu came out from the Animal Protection Center.

Xi Guang, who had been waiting in a taxi for a long time, asked the driver to follow her. She thought that the frenzied stalking for this day would probably be over.

The last stop, Gu Yanshu went to Xuanren Hospital.

The top floor was empty and quiet. Occasionally, nurses and doctors passed by, and even the footsteps were extremely light.There are two bodyguards guarding the door of Lu Wanliang's ward, preventing anyone from entering.

Xi Guang couldn't get close, so he had to stay at the corner of the corridor.

With a "ding", the elevator door not far away opened, and Xie Nuo came out holding a bouquet of white carnations.She didn't notice Xi Guang in the corner over there, and walked towards the ward on high heels.

The two bodyguards should have known her and knocked on the door three times.

Then the door was pulled open from the inside, revealing Gu Yanshu's face.Xie Nuo went up to meet him, hugged him on tiptoe, and let him go quickly.

As if deliberately not giving him the chance to reject her.

The night outside the window is deep, the tall buildings standing in the city are full of light, and the inlaid glass reflects the bright light.Xi Guang stood there for an unknown how long.A faint laughter came from the ward at the other end, as if she was hallucinating.

She didn't wait any longer, and walked down the stairs, but bumped into Song Yusheng who was wearing a white coat halfway.He quickly helped Xi Guang.

Xiguang steadied her pace, staring blankly at the leisurely Song Yusheng.He didn't take a deep breath, and there was no trace of sweat on his warm and jade-like face. Xi Guang's first reaction was to ask him: "You... came up by the stairs?"

Song Yusheng laughed, his peach blossom eyes were like two crescent moons, "Well, I'm not used to taking elevators."

Xiguang said, "It's so strange..."

Song Yusheng said: "Who can have two eccentricities, right?"

Xi Guang thinks about it too.

"Did you go to the top floor just now?" Song Yusheng probably also guessed Xiguang's predicament, probably because there were two bodyguards guarding the door, so he couldn't go in, and suggested: "Would you like to go with me to see how Aunt Lu is doing?" How is it?"

Xi Guang shook his head and said, "It still doesn't work."

A flash of understanding flashed in Song Yusheng's eyes, and he pulled Xiguang down, "Come on, haven't you finished your meal yet? There is a nice restaurant near the hospital, you should like it too, let's go together?"

"Ah?" Xi Guang was dumbfounded, and asked him: "Didn't you just plan to go upstairs?" He should also plan to visit Lu Wanliang.

Song Yusheng smiled slightly and said, "I changed my mind temporarily. It suddenly occurred to me that I haven't invited you to dinner yet."

Go out of Xuanren Hospital and turn left, two hundred meters away is a Japanese restaurant.

The decoration inside the store is elegant and complicated. The entrance is an arch bridge with flowing water. There are red koi and water lilies floating in the clear pond under the bridge.Thin bamboo potted plants are regularly placed on both sides of the corridor, and Japanese-style paper umbrellas are hung on the walls with plain patterns.

Song Yusheng took off his white coat, put it on his arm, walked side by side with Xiguang, and chatted with her with his head tilted.Xi Guang gradually relaxed and became more cheerful.

After being seated, Song Yusheng recommended a few dishes and handed over the menu to Xiguang.

The two of them ordered a table of food, and Xi Guang felt that Song Yusheng and Song Yusheng were like brothers since they were young, so there was no need to be polite in front of him, and they started eating.

"It seems that I haven't seen Yuyun for a while..." Xiguang suddenly thought of her.

Song Yusheng nodded and said, "She went to the Coral Islands last month, and she told me she was going to take pictures of a rare tree by the sea.

Speaking of the girl with flamboyant white hair, his tone was full of helplessness, and there was a hint of obvious doting in his charming peach eyes.

Xiguang secretly laughed, Yu Sheng must have liked Yuyun for a long time.

At the table behind the ink screen, someone came, with heavy and light footsteps.

Xi Guang didn't pay attention at first, until the sound of Xie Nuo's ordering sounded, she swallowed and almost choked herself.

Where in life do you not meet, if you don't see each other when you look up, what a fate it should be.

The seat opposite Xie Nuo was undoubtedly Gu Yanshu.

There was still a while before the dishes were served, Xie Nuo began to pour tea, and the sound of a small jet of water rushing into the tea pot was crisp and clear, like a clear spring hitting a smooth stone wall.

"Yanshu, Auntie doesn't seem to like Lu Xiguang very much. I just mentioned this name just now, and she looks unhappy... Have you ever thought that when the time comes, Auntie will not agree, and everyone in the Gu family will not agree?" , what do you do, do you still choose to be with Lu Xiguang regardless of everything?"

Gu Yanshu frowned and said, "I will handle it well."

"You can handle it well, but you will definitely be very tired," Xie Nuo said, "and you don't have to be so tired. You just chose the wrong person, and you have to pay too much unnecessary price and suffer too much pain." The necessary pressure will even sacrifice part of the family relationship and make my mother sad..."

"Nonuo, what exactly do you want to say?" Gu Yanshu asked.

Xie Nuo smiled playfully and said, "Yanshu, have you ever thought about it, you don't really want her."

"I know that you and Lu Xiguang grew up together. You accompanied each other in those years, and you are the only thing that cannot be replaced in each other's childhood memories. This is a fact, and I have no way to refute it. And I was still in the United States at that time, He is just an indifferent outsider, and he is indeed not qualified to refute. But what I want to say is that you have been used to the existence of such a person since you were young, and it is understandable that you can’t let go, just like I used to have a favorite The rag doll was suddenly lost one day and was never found again, so I have been thinking about it until now, and I still can't forget it."

"Maybe it's just a habit that you are so attached to her?"

"Because I lost it before, I want to hold on to it now..."

"But it's not love at all..."

"Yanshu, your love for Lu Xiguang is not love at all..."

The miso soup in front of Xiguang was stirred by the porcelain spoon and it was almost cold. She lowered her head and unconsciously clenched the corner of her clothes with one hand.

As if waiting for that answer with Xie Nuo.

Large areas of silence spread around like the light pouring from wall lamps, and the surroundings were as quiet as a barren tomb, not even the sound of chewing could be heard.

Gu Yanshu didn't speak any more.

Xiguang's heart sank little by little.

Xi Guang dipped his finger in water and wrote on the table, "I want to go first."

Song Yusheng nodded, took his clothes, and led her out on a detour.He didn't pass the ink screen, avoiding He Gu and Xie.

"Yusheng, you don't have to see me off, I want to take the bus back by myself." Xiguang said, the nerves on his face were pulling his skin and flesh stiffly, and his smile was really ugly.

Song Yusheng was worried about her, but he didn't force it. He just said, "Call me when you get home, and be careful on the way."

Xiguang nodded and was ready to leave.

Song Yusheng stopped her and said, "Xiguang, sometimes what you hear doesn't mean anything, let alone just now... Yanshu didn't deny the relationship between you, did he? Don't think too much, go back and have a good sleep Jue, you have to go to school tomorrow, right?"

Xiguang said, "Well, I know."

The green light at the intersection was on, and she walked across the zebra crossing, her thin and stubborn figure was submerged in the crowd, and she couldn't be seen in the blink of an eye.

Song Yusheng sighed: "Yanshu, you are asking for more blessings."

Inside the restaurant, behind the screen.

Gu Yanshu only drank tea from the beginning to the end, and lowered his head, as if he was thinking about something.After a long time, he answered the previous question about whether it was love or not.

He said to Xie Nuo: "Lu Xiguang occupies most of my life, she is the person I dream of, the person I suddenly think of when I drink water, and the person I want to see whenever I have free time. , People who pop up in my mind when I'm busy with work..."

"It is impossible for me to have such a fatal feeling for the second person anymore. If I don't get it, I want to go crazy, and if I lose it, I want to kill someone."

"If this is not love, then I think I will never have love in my life."

After he drank the last cup of tea, he withdrew his slender, white fingers from the rim of the cup, got up, paid the bill and left.The light changed its color and adjusted it to a softer warm yellow, which sprinkled on his jet-black hair like the afterglow, looking like a flawless meticulous painting.

It was not until after Gu Yanshu had left for a long time that Xie Nuo called his manager to pick her up.

She went to the bathroom to touch up her makeup. Sunglasses blocked her reddish eyes, and she smiled brightly at herself in the mirror. She was still the princess of the Xie family who became famous when she was young.

(End of this chapter)