willing to be wrong for you

Chapter 39 We all failed love 4
Feng Tianjuan smiled lightly, as if he didn't care about her status as an orphan, he stretched out his hand to rub the top of her hair, the touch made him very nostalgic: "I was just an abandoned orphan before, when I was young, Feng Qin Yang sent someone to adopt me. He had no children in his life and had no successors, so he had to train me to be an heir. This matter was an open secret in the Feng family, but due to the identities of me and Feng Qin Yang, no one had That’s all if you dare to mention it.”

Zhan Lan could hardly believe her ears, her investigation should be correct, but why did Feng Tianjuan suddenly become Feng Qinyang's adopted son?
It can only be said that Feng Qinyang really worked hard to cover up this matter.

The investigation materials that Zhanlan obtained back then did show that Feng Tianjuan was brought by Feng Qinyang's side after he grew up, but that was because the outside world had rumored that Feng Tianjuan was Feng Qinyang's illegitimate son living abroad, but now, But he said that he has no blood relationship with Feng Qinyang...

"The Fang family and the Feng family are family friends. Now, the relationship is not as close as it used to be. It's just that both of them are big families in the East City, and they always have to check each other. In our generation, their only hope is that we don't want to be so close. After ruining the family property, the sons of the Fang family did not live up to expectations, and there was only Fang Yichen, a daughter, and he couldn't take the lead alone, so he had to find Feng Qinyang, and let Feng and Fang become one family."

"Based on Feng Qinyang's thoughts, even if I don't marry Fang Yichen, another lady from another family will marry me. I just don't know what Fang Shiyi persuaded him, but Feng Qinyang will actually agree to him." Feng Tianjuan said slowly. Sigh: "Feng Qinyang never gave birth to me, but the kindness of upbringing is greater than heaven, not to mention people like us who lick blood on the knife edge every day are the most emotional. Feng Qinyang never asked me to do what I don't want to do. What I am willing to do, when I wanted to bleach the Feng family, many elders objected behind their backs and stumbling me, but only Feng Qinyang let me go without saying a word."

Feng Tianjuan could not let down this trust alone.

If it was the former Feng Tianjuan, it didn't matter who he married, all women were just pawns in his eyes, no matter if this pawn could help his career or help him repay the debt of favor , it doesn't matter.But people are not as good as heaven, he met Zhanlan, a woman he didn't think he would fall in love with.

It's also because the person she wants is Zhanlan, so she doesn't want to force herself to marry Fang Yichen.

Therefore, even if he failed Feng Qinyang's kindness, he didn't want to let go.

"However, you have to be mentally prepared. This time I give up the engagement with Fang Yichen. Even if Feng Qinyang appreciates me, I'm afraid he won't let me go. Maybe we won't have such a good life again. If next time I still want to come and play, maybe I need to save money for ten or eight years." Actually, it's not that exaggerated, but Feng Tianjuan wants to show his pity in front of women.

The expression on Zhan Lan's face was very complicated, but his eyes were fixed on his face.

Slowly reaching out to Feng Tianjuan's cheek, he smiled, turned his head, and kissed her fingertips with his thin lips.

"Is it worth it? For me, falling out with the Feng family and giving up your good life, do you think it's worth it?"

Feng Tianjun smiled, and slowly spit out a few words: "Like a person drinking water, he knows whether he is warm or not."

He really likes wealth and a good life, but if compared with Zhanlan, he thinks he will choose the latter without hesitation.

Zhanlan didn't speak for a long time, lowered her eyes slightly, took a deep breath, and suppressed the sourness rising in her chest: "If... if I hurt you someday, will you hate me?"

Hearing this, the smile on Feng Tianjuan's face gradually subsided, and his voice was very low: "Would you?"

She didn't dare to look him in the eyes: "just if. Will you hate me?"

"I will," he said.

Hearing Feng Tianjuan's answer, Zhan Lan's chest suddenly tightened, and a dull pain came from there, the pain almost overwhelmed her.

Seeing her pale face, Feng Tianjuan frowned: "What's wrong? Why is your face so ugly?"

Zhanlan shook her head, forced a smile with difficulty: "I'm so tired, I feel sleepy."

He sighed softly, and took her back to his chest: "Don't think about anything, rest first, have a good sleep, huh?"

She nodded obediently.

Zhanlan was carried back to the bed in the bedroom by Feng Tianjun, just lying on the pillow, Zhanlan immediately grabbed Feng Tianjun's hand: "Stay with me."

Feng Tianjuan smiled: "I won't go."

Lifting the quilt and lying down, Zhan Lan buried herself in his arms.At this moment, she was so cowardly that she didn't dare to look at his face again.

For the next two days, Feng Tianjuan never mentioned the matter of marriage again.

He didn't mention it, and Zhanlan just pretended that this never happened.Still living with him in the hotel of the resort, playing everywhere every day, I also began to fear that such a time would end one day.

Zhanlan sat on the beach, watching Feng Tianjuan, who was not far away, buying materials for barbecue from a small vendor.

Her appetite has changed a lot recently, and she is more troublesome than when she was first pregnant. The first thing she said when she woke up in the morning was to eat barbecue, but the surrounding environment is beautiful, and no shops that pollute the environment are allowed.But Feng Tianjuan didn't care about this, he almost forgot that the rule that guests were not allowed to play with fire in the resort was made by himself, so he asked his subordinates to buy BBQ materials, and took a lot of meat from the restaurant's kitchen, saying You have to bake it yourself for Zhanlan.

Watching him busy, it's just such a simple thing, but it's so warm to Zhanlan.

Suddenly, something lightly touched Zhan Lan's feet.

He lowered his head in doubt, and saw a fancy ball parked under his feet.

"Auntie, that's mine." A childish voice came from behind.

Zhanlan stood up, picked up the ball, walked up to the child, and handed the ball to him.

The child smiled and said, "Thank you, Auntie."

"Good boy." Perhaps because of her pregnancy, Zhanlan felt that she had more and more maternal love. Recently, she couldn't look away when she saw a child: "By the way, is it just you? What about your family?"

Zhan Lan looked around, but there was no sign of other adults.Although most of the people here are tourists on vacation, it is indeed too careless to let such a small child come out to play alone.

The child took Zhanlan's hand, and pointed not far away: "My Uncle is there, Auntie, please take me there."

Zhan Lan glanced at Feng Tianjuan who was behind him, he was still busy with his work, he didn't seem to notice her here.Anyway, it shouldn't take long to just send the child to the adults.Zhanlan had no doubt about him, and nodded with a smile: "Okay."

However, when he led the little boy to the corner, he saw no one.Zhanlan frowned, squatting in front of the child: "Is your Uncle really here? Do you remember correctly?"

The child stopped talking, but stared at Zhanlan silently.Then, his eyes slowly passed over Zhanlan, and he raised his head.

At this time, Zhanlan finally sensed something was wrong, her mind was running fast, thinking of a way to get out.Feng Tianjuan is a little far away from her now, but attracting his attention is not a problem.What Zhan Lan was really worried about was, if the opponent's target was Feng Tianjuan at all, wouldn't her calling for help put Feng Tianjuan in more trouble?

Suddenly, there was an invisible pressure from behind, and Zhanlan froze, but before she could take any action, there was a sudden pain in the back of her neck, and the next second, her whole body was plunged into darkness.

Late at night, a man stood on the balcony smoking quietly.

Behind him was the sound of opening and closing the door, and then Su Jingran in a white robe walked in.She stopped slightly when she was two steps away from the man.

The man in front of him was only wearing a solid royal blue shirt, his slender and straight legs were hidden in black trousers, the room was dimly lit, and only a small lamp gave off a faint halo, pouring out the broken glow all over his body. .

Even though she has known this man for more than ten years, Su Jingran still can't understand him.

Perhaps it was the relationship with the environment in which he grew up, or perhaps a series of things that happened later that created this man's temperamental personality.

Bai Zhongran, a mixture of gentleness and strength.

There are not many rumors about him in the society, but everything they say is ugly.But in Su Jingran's eyes, this man has more of a smell called loneliness.

Su Jingran suppressed the passionate emotion in her eyes, and lowered her eyelashes.He doesn't like feelings, let alone believe in feelings, so the only way to stay by his side is to let him know that she never loved him.

Su Jingran walked behind Bai Zhongran, and slapped the man on the shoulder with a slap. The man didn't turn his head, and continued to breathe in silence.

Su Jingran snorted softly: "He came all the way to help you, but you didn't even say hello. Why, don't you want to see me?"

Bai Zhongran smiled lowly. Although he still didn't focus on Su Jingran, his tone was rarely relaxed: "Does Miss Su still need me to watch? Isn't there a young man in America who stares at you all day long?"

"Oh, you already know!" Su Jingran exclaimed, acting shy.

But in Bai Zhongran's eyes that he didn't see, there was a flash of self-mockery--
She deliberately made out with Alex in front of the media, but in order to convince Bai Zhongran that she had someone else in love.

This man is too sensitive, so sensitive that he is insulated from all emotions.As long as he senses that someone is in love with him, he will run away immediately.

But then, she would never see him again.

She didn't want to lose any chance to get along, so she just pretended to be herself desperately.Desperately, not to be the truest self in front of him.

"How is things going?" Bai Zhongran had already stubbed out his cigarette when he was speaking.With a flick of the thumb, the cigarette butt was thrown far away until it was submerged in the night.At this moment, he is no longer as relaxed as before. This kind of tone can only be like this when talking about business.

Su Jingran replied: "I just checked her briefly, and all the body functions are still normal, but there is a slight malnutrition. But this is not difficult, the real difficulty is..."

Su Jingran's pause caused Bai Zhongran to frown slightly, and said coldly: "Don't hesitate."

Su Jingran had no choice but to tell the truth: "She is pregnant."

Suddenly, Bai Zhongran focused on Su Jingran for the first time.Although there was no expression on his face, Su Jingran took a thorough look at the slight astonishment in his eyes at this moment.

"She's pregnant and unstable. If you don't want her to die, you'd better stop scaring her, otherwise you'll have no bargaining chips."

Su Jingran appreciated Zhongran's ambition, but she also didn't want to hurt innocent people in vain.She is not a bodhisattva, she just doesn't want to add more sins to Bai Zhongran.

After not hearing Bai Zhongran's answer for a long time, Su Jingran was a little flustered, did she interfere too much and made him unhappy?

After a long while, Bai Zhongran snorted coldly: "Sure enough, even God is helping me, one person has two lives, Feng Tianjuan will definitely be in my hands this time."

"What are you going to do?" Seeing Bai Zhongran like this, Su Jingran couldn't help but feel chills all over her body.

Bai Zhongran just pursed his lips, his black eyes flickered strangely, and asked instead, "What do you think?"

That night, it was almost eerily quiet.

There was only shallow breathing in the large empty room, which was barely audible.

But after a long time, the sound of breathing became heavier, and the person on the bed had obviously woken up.

Looking down at the slightly pale face but strangely red lips, Bai Zhongran finally said slowly: "If you pretend to be sleeping in front of me, you have to be able to fool me."

What he implied was that she was too tender after all.

Sure enough, Zhanlan opened his eyes the moment his words fell.There is also a trace of fatigue that cannot be concealed, and a strong sense of alertness.

The light in the room was extremely dark, and Zhan Lan could only vaguely see the flame that was held by the man's mouth.

"Who are you?" Her voice was extremely hoarse.

With a soft bed under her body and being alone in a room with a strange man, Zhan Lan's heart is not as peaceful as it appears.

Bai Zhongran's throat moved slightly, and a slight smile escaped, he took a step forward, showing his full face to her.

In an instant, the blue eyes were slightly rounded, full of disbelief: "How could it be you?"

It never occurred to Zhanlan that he was the one who kidnapped her here!
Bai Zhongran smiled lightly: "I'm sorry, Zhanlan. Because Feng Tianjuan is watching you so closely, I can only use this method to take you away from him."

Thinking of this, the blue face changed.

"How did you suppress my disappearance?" Her first reaction was that Feng Tianjuan didn't even look for her.

Bai Zhongran took out something from his pocket and threw it to Zhanlan.Zhan Lan subconsciously picked it up in her hand, only to realize that it was her cell phone.

"You used it to send fake news to Feng Tianjuan?" She asked in disbelief.

"Yes. They also sent someone to pack your luggage in the hotel room so that he won't be suspicious." Bai Zhongran shrugged: "Anyway, the relationship between you is not strong, Feng Tianjuan always thought that one day sooner or later You will leave him suddenly. In this case, I will help him and make this wish come true."

Zhan Lan is very disgusted with what Bai Zhongran did in disregard of her wishes.

The man could see her displeasure in her eyes, and then he smiled: "We are allies, you should remember."

Zhanlan sat up from the bed in a leisurely manner, remained silent, and waited for the next sentence.

"Before this, Feng Tianjuan was your enemy. But after this, Feng Tianjuan became the father of the child in your womb..." Bai Zhongran raised his index finger to his lips: "Listen to me first. Feelings are the most immeasurable. I believe that if you decide to keep this child, it means that you have no feelings for Feng Tianjun at all. As for me, I am just a businessman. I just want to know if your feelings will affect That's all my plan."

Bai Zhongran wanted to ask for a promise from her, but Zhanlan understood that in fact, she herself had wavered.

She looked directly at Bai Zhongran, and saw herself in his pupils. The momentary confusion and bewilderment finally turned into a wisp of indifference.

"Don't worry, this is something I've been planning for 15 years, and I won't let it go easily. As for this child, I will keep him because I don't think I will ever have the chance to conceive another man's child again. That's all."

Bai Zhongran looked at her looking directly at him, his gaze neither dodging nor avoiding.His expression was peaceful, but under the mask of kindness was caution and care, he seemed to want to see through her heart as well.

In the end, Bai Zhongran walked towards Zhanlan with his back straightened, and after standing still in front of her, he slowly stretched out his palm: "Then, I wish our cooperation success."

Zhan Lan stared at his hand expressionlessly for a long while before handing over her hand.

Bai Zhongran is far from being as simple as it seems, cooperating with him is like seeking skin from a tiger, she knows all of this.But there is no way, relying on her own power alone, it is impossible to bring down the Feng family and the Fang family, so she can only take the risk.

As she said, she spent almost her whole life trying to find a way to avenge the enemies who killed her family back then.Therefore, no matter what her feelings for Feng Tianjuan are, it will not affect the final result and her determination.

absolutely not...

(End of this chapter)