Super God: Speak to the ultimate fear!

Chapter 59 "Do you really want to fly?" [Seeking information from a user named "Fern"]

The orange-yellow rays of the sunset scattered across the sky, creating cloud staircases that resembled steps leading to heaven. The sun still radiated its warm afterglow, while a slightly cool sea breeze silently swept across the deck of the Juxia, brushing through the gaps in its limp, black wings.
Ge Xiaolun, his forehead pressed against the ground, felt the vibrations around him—the sound of footsteps. The gait seemed light, like a girl's, yet the footsteps were heavy and hesitant.
"I'm sorry, I just wanted to rest for a bit. Now that I'm rested, I'll get up right away." Before Qiangwei walked over, Ge Xiaolun, like a frightened cub, quickly scrambled to his feet.

"I...I can continue training."

With a whoosh, the silent black wings unfurled behind Ge Xiaolun. He scrambled to his feet, seemingly fleeing from the girl's gaze, took two running steps into the distance, and then leaped. The black wings behind him flapped hesitantly and weakly. The boy, clad in heavy black armor, struggled to stay afloat for a moment before losing his balance again and crashing heavily to the ground once more.

"It's okay. It's okay, cough cough, it was a mistake, I can practice." The boy in black armor supported himself with his hands on the ground, struggled silently for a moment, then continued to get up, jump, flap his wings, and fall.
"Hehe, I'm pretty resilient to falls," the boy in black armor forced a smile, kneeling on the ground, supporting himself with his hands, preparing to get up again.

"Enough!" Rose, silent, gripped a ten-centimeter-long, wine-red cylindrical vial of medicine tightly. The soft twilight bathed the glass tube, making the liquid inside glow with an incredibly gentle light, like the glimmer in Rose's own eyes.
"I can."

"You can't do it!" Rose subconsciously put the hand holding the potion behind her back. She stood silently beside Ge Xiaolun, looking down at him lying on the ground. Her tone was as cool as the sea breeze.

"I think I can do it! Just give me some time, and I'm sure I can do it." Ge Xiaolun lowered his head and retorted, but his tone unconsciously became timid.

"You can't do it! So many days have passed, you still can't do it!" Rose subconsciously turned her head to look at the soft clouds outside the Great Gorge, where the crimson sun hung far away on the horizon, seemingly able to make people forget all their troubles.

Ge Xiaolun froze on the spot, lying silently on the ground, as if in the calm before a storm.
"I told you I couldn't do it! But everyone said I could! They said I was a savior! They said the world couldn't turn without me! But what happened?!" Ge Xiaolun, lying on the ground, almost roared, "I can't do anything! I'm just a loser! You all insist on making me do this and that, even though I clearly can't do it, you insist I can! Now I'm clearly trying, and you're saying I can't do it! So what am I supposed to do now?!"

"Xiao Lun," Rose stared blankly at Ge Xiao Lun, who was trembling slightly on the ground, trying his best to suppress his emotions, a complicated look flashing in her eyes.
In the distance, Feng Xi silently turned around and leaned against the railing, gazing at the seascape on the other side. Liu Chuang and the others smacked their lips and then silently headed to other places. Zhao Xin had already disappeared. Cheng Yaowen, who had just surfaced from the sea, sensed that something was amiss, so he chose to sink back down to continue diving. It seems that there is a tradition in the Super Soldier Squad that they don't like to look back at their teammates in their most disheveled state.

“Rose.” Ge Xiaolun lay on the ground, his expression unreadable to anyone. “Sometimes I really feel useless.” “Brother Chuang can split me in two. Master Xin can run around anywhere. Yaowen can change the terrain. You can fly and disappear into the ground, but besides silencing people and being physically tough, I can’t beat anyone!”

"I really want to fly, I've been dreaming about it these past few days. Because I feel like all I can do for the team is take the beating."

"I think if I could fly, imagine a high-speed charging flying tank, how cool would that be? If we encountered an enemy, no matter where they were, we could just charge straight at them, wouldn't that be great, or at least useful?"

“I know I’m a loser. You’ve always thought I’m a loser too. I know you don’t like losers. I’ve been trying to change. But I really can’t make these wings.” Ge Xiaolun’s voice was low, heavy, and filled with confusion and helplessness.

He really tried his best, but it seems that not everything you try will necessarily yield results.

"Everyone on the ship is training hard to protect their country, and their abilities are improving rapidly. How could I not see that? I'm the most useless one here." During this time, Ge Xiaolun felt extremely depressed and tormented. Everyone on the Juxia, everyone in China, was striving to improve themselves to protect their country, except for him. Besides being tough, he was useless, and not even invinciblely tough. Liu Chuang's God-Slaying Battle Axe could really sever his arm! They tried! In the end, Feng Xi helped reattach it!

"..." Rose silently looked at Ge Xiaolun kneeling beside her. She had to admit that it seemed like everyone was ignoring Ge Xiaolun's personal feelings, as if he were the Galactic Force and therefore entitled to do this or that.
The entire Super Soldier Squad, and even the mecha units, were rapidly improving, except for Ge Xiaolun, who remained stagnant. He had initially believed he could fly, a glimmer of hope rising within him, only to discover he was still the same useless individual. The torment he endured is unimaginable.
However, everyone seemed to subconsciously overlook Ge Xiaolun's feelings. They thought he was just a loser, a loser forever, and losers shouldn't experience this kind of anxiety and self-blame.
Ge Xiaolun said he was trying to change. He wanted to keep up with everyone else. But his efforts were ignored time and time again. Indeed, his efforts were ineffective anyway. Ignoring or not ignoring seemed to be the same thing. How could it be the same feeling?
It seems that only Feng Xi in the entire Super Soldier Squad praised Ge Xiaolun, saying that his cowardice and running away were the right thing to do. Everyone else just criticized him and thought he was wrong. Doesn't Ge Xiaolun himself know what is right and wrong?
Others criticized Ge Xiaolun for backing down, but Feng Xi told Ge Xiaolun to decide for himself whether or not to back down.
Run away? Back down? These are normal emotions. You can't just tell him to die; you have to die for him through your actions.

Because one day, even the deserters will choose to fight to the death, and even the most cowardly warriors will choose to forge ahead.

so.
Do you really want to fly?

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