Rebirth of Chinese Entertainment, the Diary of a 95 Flower

Chapter 101 Growth is a transformation with no way back
Turning my head, I saw Jiang Yang walking towards me, carrying a briefcase.

"I'm not crying, I'm just a little sentimental. That girl with a high ponytail looks a lot like me before I met you." Yang Chaoyue said, pointing in the direction of the gate.

"Oh?"

Jiang Yang found out that his name was Yang Chaoyue Bagajiang, but Yang Chaoyue didn't get angry with him at first.

Then you will understand.

Yang Chaoyue must be in a bad mood right now.

This is normal, as the actors queuing here are basically from the lower class.

There are even many who have never received any formal training.

Many people spend a year running back and forth auditioning on the set, but still can't even pass the application process.

Too normal.

Yang Chaoyue was taught by him for two months. He went from knowing nothing to being qualified to audition for a supporting role in a TV series, surpassing many people here.

It's normal to feel disappointed and need to adjust your mindset.

Just adapt to it.

In this circle, kindness is a luxury.

Jiang Yang looked in the direction Yang Chaoyue pointed: "Which girl with the high ponytail? Why didn't I see her?"

As Yang Chaoyue spoke, the sparkling tears in his eyes surged, and he tried to keep his tone steady:
"That's the one crying at the door. The chiffon dress she wore was very similar to the one I wore when I first met you for an interview. She used to be a waitress and even worked in a factory. It reminded me of myself before I met you. Her information was so densely packed that the floor staff wouldn't even bother to look at it. Mine only had my name on it..."

"After all this talk, where are you?"

I noticed that Jiang Yang's eyes were searching back and forth towards the door.

Yang Chaoyue turned his head and looked towards the gate.

Through the hazy vision, I saw the girl with a high ponytail, huddled in the corner of the gate and sobbing.

She suddenly realized something.

Raise your hand and wipe the tears from your eyes.

The hazy vision became clear.

Where is the girl with a high ponytail?

In the corner of the main entrance, there is only a young tree that is about one meter tall.

Projection of traumatic memories.

Did I see it wrong?

"As I've walked along, you're the only girl with a high ponytail." Jiang Yang said with a smile.

"Yes, really?"

"Don't cry, save your emotions. You'll need them for the audition later. Ugh, my nose is running."

Jiang Yang took out a tissue and wiped Yang Chaoyue's tears while wiping his nose.

Throw it into the trash can with disgust.

"Chao Yue, if there really was a girl with a high ponytail who had a similar experience to yours, and she was competing with you for the same role, would you give it up?"

"Will not!"

"why?"

Yang Chaoyue's gaze fell on the void, he blinked slowly, his eyes were a little unfocused, and his tone was soft and firm:

"No matter how similar others are to me, they are not me. I have my own life and my own family..."

"It's good that you understand. In this industry, you have to learn to be ruthless sooner or later. You can't even be ruthless to these actors who are competing with you for the initial audition materials. How will you deal with Li Nuo, who is about to lose the role to you?"

Jiang Yang patiently coaxed him, "Chaoyue, what we are doing now is indeed not something that can be put on the table, but if you show your weakness once, you may have to endure for many, many years. Can your father wait until then?"

Hear the words.

Yang Chaoyue raised his head suddenly, his eyes flashing.

Crossing his arms over his midsection, he made a decision in his heart: "Brother Yang, I understand."

She followed Jiang Yang to the dressing room, trying hard to calm down.

There was a long, winding queue, and I couldn't rely on connections to get in through the back door like I did, so I could only wait it out.

Yang Chaoyue's sobbing breath slowed down little by little.

The jaw is tense and the masseter muscles move slightly.

The pupils focused and became cold.

Even if I meet my former self, I will not give up the opportunity!

Growth may not be about making yourself better.

At least, my family can live a better life.

My starting point is lower than that of the actress Zhao Jinmai, and my family background is not as good as hers. If I don't make up my mind to shoot at my past self, it may be difficult for me to have the opportunity to climb up.

Unless facing his family, he will not give in to anyone when faced with an opportunity...except Brother Yang.

Look back.

The tree at the gate was swaying in the cold wind.

It seemed like waving, or shaking its head, so much so that Yang Chaoyue dared not look directly at it, and muttered to himself:

"I've grown up, and I've also become worse. I don't know when, but I've become more and more disgusting to my past self..."

Growth is a transformation with no turning back.

Constantly making choices, I become the person I once didn’t understand.

With guilt, I continue to move forward. [Under your care, Yang Chaoyue's ruthlessness has improved. You have received feedback, and your ruthlessness ability has increased by 1.]

I got the attribute.

Jiang Yang felt the effect of this attribute and understood it in his heart.

The ability to be ruthless may sound a bit abstract, but in fact, it means making yourself more rational.

If I enter this circle now and achieve something, I will face enough temptations.

If you don't maintain absolute rationality, you won't even know how you got yourself into this trap of sewing.

"Brother Yang, I will work hard to change."

Yang Chaoyue kept up with Jiang Yang's pace.

Finally, he sobbed a few times, took a deep breath, exhaled the mucus from his nasal cavity, and stepped on it.

Jiang Yang frowned and looked over, saying disdainfully, "I can sense your change. You've become more talkative."

"Sorry, I'm embarrassed."

It's just words.

Yang Chaoyue actually knew that cruelty could not be changed in a short period of time.

She couldn't even bear to look at the information Jiang Yang had prepared for her.

Feeling so guilty.

I don't feel at ease at all.

From childhood to adulthood, I have never relied on connections.

It feels so unreal.

"Brother Yang, did you pass too?" Yang Chaoyue asked.

"Yeah, let's go to the dressing room and put on makeup together."

Brother Yang also passed?
With a height of 180cm, can he pass the screening for the role of 15-year-old Zhang Xiaoyu?
"Brother Yang, can you show me your information?"

"Turn it over yourself."

Yang Chaoyue suddenly thought of something and went into the dressing room. As Jiang Yang just put the briefcase on the sofa, she took it.

take a look.

really.

The information was exactly the same as hers, except for the name, the rest was blank.

It turns out that Brother Yang also got in through connections.

After finding people like him, Yang Chaoyue felt at ease.

At the same time, I realized one thing.

If both Brother Yang and I pass, we can star in the same TV series!

A full sense of security
As for Brother Yang's height, Yang Chaoyue didn't care.

I always feel that Brother Yang will definitely find a way to get this role.

When I was waiting in line earlier, I was too nervous and drank too much water, so I felt a little urgent.

Only then did Yang Chaoyue look around the dressing room.

There are wooden floors, retro patterned wallpaper on the walls, and carvings on the doors and windows.

There is a bright white main light on the ceiling, and a circle of bright bulbs and light strips around the vanity mirror.

The light is soft and even, making it easier for actors to put on makeup.

Didn't see a separate bathroom.

There was a fitting room for changing clothes, and Jiang Yang had already entered.

There was no makeup artist or makeup assistant inside. They must have gone out for something and would be back soon.

"Brother Yang, do I need to put on makeup?" Yang Chaoyue asked Jiang Yang who was changing clothes in the fitting room.

"You don't need to put on makeup. Your current image is very suitable for the role of Rose, except that you lack a gloomy temperament. Try to smile less and get into the role as soon as possible."

"Okay, Brother Yang."

"By the way, from now on, don't say the word 'lie' anymore. Pay attention to your Mandarin. Rose's character biography in the script uses very standard Mandarin."

"Okay..." Yang Chaoyue swallowed the word "lie" that was about to come out of his mouth, and said in a clear and melodious voice in the Mandarin he had practiced during this period: "Okay, Brother Yang, I'm going to the bathroom and will be back in a while."

Jiang Yang responded in the fitting room, and when he heard the footsteps gradually fading away outside, he knew that Yang Chaoyue should have left.

Compared to Yang Chaoyue, he was actually more worried about himself.

After all, Yang Chaoyue's character image is at least in line with the requirements. During the audition, even if he doesn't perform well, he can help guide Yang Chaoyue's emotions.

However, his height is a major flaw.

She put on a printed T-shirt with fashionable elements and wore jeans.

It fits the look of Zhang Xiaoyu in the original plot.

Jiang Yang pushed open the door of the fitting room and came out.

The makeup artist and makeup assistant had not returned yet. Yang Chaoyue had just left, and the dressing room was empty and quiet.

Jiang Yang randomly picked a makeup mirror, looked in front of it, and adjusted her voice.

"From now on, I am Zhang Xiaoyu in A Little Separation."

(End of this chapter)