Peninsula: It’s just a dream, are you serious?

Chapter 83 That Light

Her pupils gradually lost focus as Choi Sulli lay on the bed. The room was so quiet that only her breathing could be heard.

Since that day, every day when she returned to the dormitory, she would stare blankly at the ceiling like she did now, with a chaotic mind.

The girl didn't know what was wrong with her, and the feeling of emptiness in her heart has been with her since that day.

As a result, she would be distracted from time to time while filming on the set these days, and the number of NGs had increased a lot.

Cui Xueli subconsciously picked up her phone several times, wanting to find Chen Yan and share her daily life as she did in the past.

But every time she opened the chat box, the scene of Kim Taeyeon saying that she liked Chen Yan would appear in her mind.

Cui Xueli pursed her lips, and finally turned off the phone screen and gave up the idea of ​​chatting with Chen Yan.

For some reason, she felt that after that day, Kim Taeyeon seemed to have become a barrier between her and Chen Yan.

But that sister clearly just expressed her feelings for Chen Yan oppa, and there was not a single word throughout the whole process that indicated that she wanted to keep a distance from Chen Yan oppa.

Then why do I feel like there is a barrier? Those things that used to be so normal in my daily life now make me hesitant and afraid to do them.

The girl thought for a long time and felt that the problem must be with herself.

I seem to have developed a different feeling towards that oppa, and no longer just see him as a brother.

This emotion was originally hidden deep in her heart, and she herself was not even aware of it.

But Kim Taeyeon's words that day made the emotions deep in her heart suddenly burst out as if they had a stress response.

Do you like it?

Or is it because I have been using Chen Yan as an outlet for my emotions for some time, and when I feel that I might lose this outlet, the possessiveness in my heart is taking over?

Choi Sulli was a little uncertain.

She thought about asking someone for help, but her close friends, such as Lee Ji-eun, were about the same age as her, so they probably couldn't give her an accurate answer, right?

The only ones who are a little older and have a close relationship with them are their own captain Victoria and Taeyeon.

But Victoria Song is the captain, and the company strictly prohibits artists from dating during the ban period. She is already very tired, so I should not add to her troubles.

The remaining one is Taeyeon, who I can trust in anything.
Choi Sulli sighed.

If the person was not Chen Yan oppa, then I could indeed ask her, but the person was the one that Ouni clearly expressed her love for.

After much deliberation, Choi Sulli decided to take a cold approach for the time being.

Maybe I just feel dependent on that oppa during this period of time, and thus develop a possessive desire towards him.

As long as I control myself and don't contact him for a while, this feeling will gradually fade away, right?
Choi Sulli's eyes refocused and she exhaled heavily.

At this moment, a message alert sound from a mobile phone suddenly came from the bag next to her.

She sat up subconsciously, opened her bag and took out her cell phone.

After seeing who sent the message, the faint expectation in his eyes quickly faded away.

Oh Mom: When will you get paid for this TV series?

Choi Sulli pursed her lips and said: After the filming of the TV series is completed, the money will be transferred to the company account first, and then settled together with the expenses of other trips at the end of the year.

Oh Mom: Well, just do the same as before and tell the company to transfer the money directly to my card, and then I will give you some living expenses.

Choi Sulli mechanically replied with an "OK", the message was read, and no new messages popped up in the chat box.

She subconsciously opened the chat box with Chen Yan again, and the chat message stopped two days ago.

Chen Yan sent a ticket to Girls' Generation's concert and said that he was going to watch the concert.

I just replied politely and ended the chat on the pretext that I had to film a movie.

After turning off the phone screen, the room fell into darkness again, and Choi Sulli lay back down.

She threw her phone aside and turned to look at the window. The window was tightly blocked by curtains, not letting in any light.

It was so dark that even the moonlight had disappeared.

Cui Xueli turned her head again and stared blankly at the ceiling, the last ray of light in her eyes dimmed.

The sudden light on the stage made Chen Yan, who was sitting close to the stage, squint his eyes subconsciously.

The catchy melody, accompanied by the cheers and screams of the audience, flooded into his ears.

After my eyes adjusted to the change in light, what came into view were the graceful figures of nine girls.

The cheers from the audience rose one after another along with the girls' singing, and the atmosphere in the entire gymnasium quickly became heated.

It was Chen Yan's first time to watch a live concert. The atmosphere was completely different from that of the school anniversary.

At first he was a little hesitant, but gradually he was moved by the atmosphere and waved the cheering stick in his hand enthusiastically.

Some people say that if you want to win over a stranger, all you need to do is take him to see your idol’s concert.

Now Chen Yan somewhat understood this sentence.

On the stage, the positions of the nine girls kept changing as the song progressed.

When Kim Taeyeon came to Chen Yan's side, she immediately opened her eyes wide and looked for Chen Yan in the crowd.

Fortunately, Chen Yan was not only tall, but also had outstanding looks and temperament. She quickly found Chen Yan, and immediately gave him a playful wink.

The cheers of fans on Chen Yan's side instantly increased by several decibels. As the person involved, Chen Yan naturally saw Kim Taeyeon's actions and knew that this sister was signaling to him.

To be honest, he was actually secretly happy.

Especially when Jessica Jung, Lee Sunkyu and others made different actions and gestures to him, this secret joy reached a new level.

After a few songs, the nine members of Girls' Generation left the stage to change their clothes.

During the intermission on stage, Chen Yan took out his cell phone.

I was so focused on looking at the stage that I forgot to take pictures. It’s definitely worth taking pictures to commemorate your first concert.

He raised his phone and took a few pictures of the venue from different angles, then looked down and nodded with satisfaction.

During his four years in college, he studied photography as a hobby for a while, so he believes that his photography skills are pretty good.

At this time, the music sounded again, and the nine girls had changed their costumes and appeared on the stage again.

Chen Yan was just about to put away his phone when he suddenly remembered something. He smiled, then raised his phone and recorded a video of the stage.

Looking down at the finished product, he opened Kakao, clicked on an avatar, and shared the video he had just shot.

Sharing daily life will become a subconscious habit over time.

It will make you unconsciously think of someone when you see a certain scene, and this is the case with Chen Yan now.

"Adu"

A sound suddenly rang out in the quiet, dark room.

The girl on the bed's pupils refocused, and she mechanically picked up the phone beside her.

The next second, his eyes turned slightly red.

Choi Sulli clicked into the chat box, and a ten-second video appeared in the chat box.

He tapped the screen slowly with his finger and clicked on the video.

The sounds of music and cheers intertwined and echoed in the quiet room.

The pair of eyes that were originally dull and lifeless were reflected with colors by the light of the stage. The eyes that were used to darkness were now filled with tears because of the sudden exposure to the strong light, and they kept sliding down the cheeks.

Oppa, why do you always give me a ray of light at times like this?
(End of this chapter)