Started as a comics editor

Chapter 45 Are you really not going to draw comics?
Tang Yao actually knew that her current mental state was a bit strange.

However, it is difficult to change.

It can even be said that there is no solution.

Because a person's will will greatly influence his words and deeds, and the will is inevitably influenced by the subconscious.

To give an inappropriate example, when seeing a sign saying "Keep Silence" in a public place, most people will decide whether to obey it based on the values, world view, and outlook on life formed by past experiences. Some people will subconsciously lower their voices when they see the sign, while others will continue to do as they please.

Even if the person knows deep down that this is wrong, the feelings, emotions, values, beliefs, concepts, etc. formed in the past will inevitably affect the person's will and then affect behavior.

Otherwise, why do we say that it is difficult to change one's nature?

Tang Yao's situation is a little more special... because her consciousness is a fusion of two selves.

Most of the time, especially when it comes to work, she is able to remain unaffected by her other self.

But if you are with Miss Li or at home, it may not be the case.

The one who was most affected was at home, because as long as she returned home and Xun was still around, Tang Yao would most of the time be Tang Yao... a Tang Yao with an extra brain, a Tang Yao who was a little strange and persistent.

In fact... as time goes by, Tang Yao will only become more and more like Tang Yao.

Those memories of past lives will not be forgotten, but the memory of one's own gender may gradually become blurred.

Moreover, this process is irreversible. After all, despite their vast differences, no matter which ego they are, they all share one common understanding: they must behave and speak in a way that is consistent with their own image.

For example, no matter how much Tang Yao likes Kang Ming, she will not be arm in arm with him, and she will not even think about it... because whether it is the Tang Yao in the past or the Tang Yao now, she thinks that such behavior is wrong.

Her status is not suitable and it is impossible for her to do so.

Now that she has decided to accept her identity, no matter how much she thinks she is a macho man, the common sense of her previous life will tell her that such behavior is too stupid... It is not carelessness, but self-deprecation.

On the contrary, when facing Tang Xun and Li Xue, even if he hugged them, Tang Yao, who also thought of himself as a macho man, would not think there was anything wrong with it and would only complain a few words at most.

This is her current situation.

Unless Tang Yao changes her body immediately, this subtle change, the process of the original self "eroding" and penetrating the self, will continue.

But...it's not a bad thing.

After all, it's really impossible for her to go back, so getting used to it sooner can even be considered a good thing.

This isn’t a bad thing though… but there are downsides.

Like, right now.

Tang Yao actually knew very well that Shang Tao's bold move was beneficial to her own plan, which was definitely a good thing.

Her name appears on it, so it appears on it. No one else recognizes her, so it’s no big deal.

But from Tang Yao's perspective, she would still feel ashamed because her name appeared on it... The work recommended was her own, and although others didn't know about it, it was really embarrassing for a shy person.

Rather... she felt awkward when she saw the words "passionately recommended".

"It's fine even if the name isn't added."

Tang Yao moved forward again, her hot face pressed against Tang Xun's white and slender thighs. She smelled the faint fragrance coming from her body and complained softly.

Tang Xun reached out and pushed aside her sister's hair that was blocking her face: "...What happened?"

Just now the two sisters were just sitting together normally.

But Tang Yao was holding the phone, and suddenly she cried out in pain, and then she lay directly on her lap...

In fact.

She still doesn't know what happened.

"..."

Hearing this, Tang Yao turned over and lay back on her back, wanting to look at her sister's face.

but……

At this moment, she finally understood how Fulilian felt, resting her head on her thighs and only being able to see half of the sky.

Tang Yao could only look at half of the ceiling and blindly handed the phone to Tang Xun.

Tang Xun reached out to take it, and at the same time lifted her sister inside... The sofa at home was not big, and Tang Yao's head was resting on her legs. She was really afraid that Tang Yao would move around and slide off her legs and roll to the ground.

As for asking her sister to get up... Tang Xun had never thought about it.

"..."

After making sure everything was alright, Tang Xun finally looked at her phone.

Of course, the Literature Museum's website doesn't have a mobile version, after all, the web version hasn't been fully figured out yet... Tang Yao opened the webpage with a browser. Reading comics in this state must be extremely uncomfortable, because the webpage opened on the mobile phone is not adapted and the font is extremely small.

But it's fine to browse the website roughly.

Soon, Tang Xun knew why her sister had screamed.

Because she had also seen the "Highly Recommended! Works Edited by Tang Yao, a Cartoonist's Full Time!" category. And the two comics under that category... Tang Xun knew about them too, having even read them before the readers.

but……

Tang Xun leaned forward slightly and looked at her sister lying on her lap.

Tang Yao was looking at half of the ceiling when she noticed her sister's gaze: "Xun, do you know what happened now?"

"..."

Tang Xun held the phone gently and did not reply. Instead, she looked at the phone again, looking at the special category listed separately on the website. At the same time, she thought of the scene of Tang Yao sitting at the table without sleep and food a few days ago... Her eyelashes trembled slightly.

Not only painting...do I have to work this hard at the company?

Tang Yao was a little surprised: "Huh?"

"nothing."

Tang Xun was silent for a long time before clicking on the introduction page of "Fate/Zero" and taking a quick look at the extremely small words.

And after seeing the author column.

Tang Xun looked at her sister again and asked, "...Why is the author's name a third-rate painter?"

“…Vest.”

Tang Yao didn't know how to explain it, so she simply said, "I'm the editor, and my name is listed... Actually, whether it's listed or not, I can't be the author, otherwise there will be a lot of unexpected trouble later."

Tang Xun whispered, "But this isn't fair."

"Fair enough... Xun, I never intended to become famous. It's already troublesome enough that my name is on the website now."

Tang Yao looked at half of the ceiling, feeling somewhat helpless: "I wonder if readers will criticize me if they can't find a third-rate painter later."

"..."

"what happened?"

Tang Yao noticed that Tang Xun was silent again, and finally moved away, looking at her expression, and then asked mischievously: "Are you speaking up for your sister?"

"Kind of."

Tang Xun nodded slightly, then slid her finger across the screen and found the comment section.

I can’t read the comics, but I can still see the comment section which is mostly text.

At present, the number of comments in the comment section has approached 30,000.

"Third-rate teacher! Where's my next chapter? Where's my next chapter!?"

"Holy crap, genius! A battle of gods, huh?! Good, good, good!!"

"So beautiful! So talented! He can draw crazy cartoons like the balloon with a human head! And he can also draw such interesting and classic cartoons!"

"This manga is still great! I originally just read it for fun, but after reading this, the fun and other manga award submissions have become boring. I just finished reading "Fate/Zero" and thought other manga award submissions were just as interesting. I excitedly looked for them, but after reading one, I was bored.

The gap is too big. Even if we don't compare it to the endless "Fate/Zero", it's still a lot less fun and boring when compared to the crazy "Head Balloon".

“I have to say, this setting is really interesting! The author is amazing!”

"Serialize, serialize, serialize! It's urgent! Teacher! When will it be serialized? When will the next chapter be released?"

"Teacher! Please update the sequel! This is the first time I've read this type of comic! Please update it quickly! I can do whatever you want the readers to do!"

"..."

I can tell.

Readers really like this comic, and the comment section is full of praise and urging for it to be serialized.

Tang Xun looked at the words praising the author... and praising her sister, pursed her cherry lips, and a smile suddenly appeared on her cold and fair face.

"Ok?"

Tang Yao was a little surprised and blinked.

However, the smile on Tang Xun's face was fleeting and soon disappeared. Instead, she handed the phone back to Tang Yao: "Call."

"Telephone?"

Tang Yao's attention was diverted. She took the phone and took a look... It was Li Xue calling.

She picked up immediately.

And the phone call just got connected.

Li Xue's voice came over, her tone was very excited, just like the first time she saw the human head balloon... Even through the phone, it seemed as if I could imagine this older sister's excitement: "Tang Yao... have you checked the online website? One hundred thousand readers are online asking for updates! One hundred thousand! Are you really not going to draw comics? Really not!?"

(End of this chapter)