I, who tortured the readers, was knocked to the ground by them!

Chapter 194 Haha, go to hell, you beasts!

Yamazaki's life has not been ideal recently, although he can be regarded as a celebrity in topics and forums on the Internet and has a group of netizens following him.

But after returning to reality, I found that my life was a mess.

His career was a failure, the person he admired belonged to someone else, and even the idol he promoted had a one-sided love for the person who had tortured him.

He really wanted to cut a beast like Ying Teng Shuye into pieces.

But now he still picked up his comics unwillingly.

Although he has an important interview tomorrow, his previous experience with the cowherd and the lost goddess tells him that it is not a good idea to read the works of beastly writers before an important moment.

However, there has been a lot of publicity outside, and this comic will finally end in April.

And it's only March now. Usually, stories like this only reach their climax at the end, so this episode is just a prelude at best.

It's just a plot prelude and can't affect him.

He knew that he was not that fragile.

Kousei left the hospital in a state of panic.

Uneasy feelings and painful memories of the hospital kept coming back to me.

He finally realized his love for Xun, but he didn't even have the chance to tell her.

Kousei is walking down a dark path.

Suddenly, I discovered that there was a black cat in the middle of the road.

It was the cat he and Kaoru had fed in the park, and it looked very much like Kaoru's cat to Kousei.
And the cat was lying in a pool of blood.

"Asshole, when did he become a friend of animals?"

Yamazaki's brows furrowed tighter and tighter, and he couldn't help but curse.

As a manga reader, he knew very well that good creators would not waste time and effort to explain useless things, not to mention that the story of "Your Lie in April" was nearing its end.

Yamazaki could roughly sense the author's intention.

This cat seems to symbolize Xun.

No, don't, asshole! Don't do that.
Yamazaki frowned.

Kousei was running wildly on the road, holding the black cat.

He rushed into the pet hospital holding the black cat.

And. the result.

Yes, the doctor shook his head and apologized.

"You don't have to blame yourself. By the time the cat was hit by the car, it was too late."

Kousei was stunned for a moment, then just shook his head and said it was okay.

He walked in the empty park.

The image of that night in the park, where she was teasing the cat and rudely ordering him to join in the performance, flashed through his mind.

And now the park.

He was alone.

Looking at the bloodstains belonging to the cat on my hands, I turned on the faucet in the park.

Wash the blood off your hands.

I recall her dazzling smile when we held hands.

'Just you is enough.'

But his mind flashed again, the scene of Xun letting go of his hand in front of the bed and being sent to the emergency room.

Kousei collapsed to his knees on the ground in the park, tears streaming down his face helplessly.

Kousei locked himself in the room again.

I didn't go to school or play the piano.

It was like going back to the time when my mother died, when I was a helpless child who seemed to have sunk into the deep sea.

"The competition will start on the 18th!"

Aunt Hiroko, who is now Kousei's teacher, bursts into Kousei's dark room. She grabs his collar and demands, "Why aren't you practicing?"

Kousei didn't answer.

Aunt Hiroko grabbed his collar and yelled, "Come on, follow me to practice the piano."

"I can't play anymore."

"Aunt Hiroko, why is this happening?" Kousei asked.

At first, I played the piano just to make my mother happy.

Later, it was just - I fell in love with someone.

The picture returned again.

Xun was barefoot, with her hair in a ponytail, standing on a high platform in the park, playing the organ with tears in her eyes as white doves flew around.

Of course, Aunt Hiroko couldn't give an answer, and seeing Kousei almost in despair, she couldn't do anything and dragged him to the piano.

Recalling the touch of that night, the cold hands still retained some warmth.

I can’t hold on any longer.

Next, there is a dark page.

I accidentally opened the barrage button on the comics page on my phone.

It was all about crying to the Sakura Fujiyoshi and worrying about Xun's ending.

However, Yamazaki, who is already a veteran manga fan, although he feels uncomfortable, feels that this actually brings hope.

Since Kousei has given up the piano again, there will definitely be a plot later where she picks it up again.

And the only one who made him do all this should be Xun, right?
In other words, Xun's story is not over yet.
Sure enough, on the next page, Kousei received an envelope stuffed through the door frame.

Opened the envelope.

There is only one sentence above.

"I want to eat Korule."

Yamazaki breathed a sigh of relief. Sure enough, Xun was still fine.

The scene then changed to the scene that Kousei hated the most.

Ward.

"Hi!"

Kaoru looked at Kousei who came here with Koruri and greeted him with a smile.

Kousei, however, didn't know what to say for a moment.

"Yesterday, I was transferred from the intensive care unit back to the general ward." Xun smiled and patted his head as if playing a daredevil. "Ah, this is my first time in the intensive care unit. It's really hard to calm down in that place. It's so noisy."

She downplayed everything.

But Kousei remained silent as he looked at her hand which still had the IV tube inserted in it.

Some things are not taken lightly and they make people feel heavy.

"I told you not to come to the hospital! I'm really sorry to have embarrassed you."

Kousei frowned.

But Xun raised his eyebrows, then threw the pillow away with force.

"Hey!"

"What's wrong? Don't throw it away!" Kousei took the stuffed pillow in a panic.

Finally he spoke.

"Who asked you to come visit the patient? You look so sad, you look even uglier."

Xun pouted in dissatisfaction.

"I want to go out and eat Koroli!"

"But it's very cold outside." Kousei said, it was already winter.

"I don't want to eat in the ward!" She still begged him savagely as before, "Let's go, let's go!"

She urged.

Kousei carried Kaoru on his back and walked down the hospital corridor.

"I might smell a little, sorry! And if you dare to say I'm heavy, I'll beat you to death!"

Xun, lying on Kousei's back, said arrogantly.

"You should eat more."

【I feel strangely relieved】

Tell yourself that you are okay.

Kousei finally smiled.

You are a strong person who can overcome the disease.

[You are a person who likes puppets and sweets.]

[She is weak and ordinary.]

【Girl.】

If only we could stay in this moment forever.

“I wish I could stay in this moment!”

"Ah, I don't dare look down!"

"It's so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable. My dear Xun"

Perhaps feeling that the emotions were a little too depressing, Yamazaki opened the barrage again, trying to ease the atmosphere.

However, seeing a group of people crying in the barrage, my mood did not improve.

He couldn't help but think.

If only the story ended here.

“Wow! It’s snowing.”

Kousei carried Kaoru to the rooftop.

Xun stretched out her hand, caught the white snow, and exclaimed happily.

"Are you still playing the piano?"

Xun asked suddenly.

“Not anymore.”

"As expected, you backed down." Xun did not blame Kousei for giving up playing the piano as usual. Instead, she smiled gently as if she had expected it.

"Oh, I can't play anymore."

Music takes important people away from me one by one.

I will always be alone

"Isn't there still me?"

Xun sat on the chair on the rooftop, smiling, and finally ate the koruma she had been longing for.

Kousei was stunned, his pupils dilating slightly.

"I'm still here. I'm getting ready for surgery."

"The date is February 2th."

It happened to be the day of Kousei's piano competition.

"I will struggle desperately, struggle hard, and struggle with all my strength."

She spoke to the boy standing in front of her with great determination.

"Like a child asking for a toy, I want my disease to be annoyed until it begs for mercy and then runs away with its tail between its legs."

【It's all your fault. Everything is your fault.】

Xun blamed him again in his heart.

[It's all your fault. You made me struggle so miserably.]

[It's all your fault. You made me stubbornly keep living.]

[It's all your fault. I miss the time we spent together.]

It wasn't until the eve of the final chapter that Kaoru's feelings for Kousei were finally revealed to the readers.

As expected, the two of them were drawn to each other.

But now, no one feels sweet because of this and smiles like an aunt.

Instead, he frowned and looked at the invitation that Kaoru extended to Kousei with a knot in his heart.

"Aren't you going to struggle? Aren't we the best at struggling?"

"But I haven't played the piano for a week. It's impossible to play well in this situation."

Kousei lowered his head and bit his lip.

"Isn't it the same when you accompany me?"

"That's because I usually play the piano part-time." Kousei still wanted to evade, "Under these circumstances, it's impossible to play well unless there is a miracle."

"You're looking down again." Xun said.

Then she stood up from the bench.

He raised his hands as if dragging a violin, one hand constantly plucking the strings, while the other hand pulled the bow, as if starting to play.

Kousei looked up at Xun standing barefoot on the ground, and the image of her playing emerged in his mind again.

Such a shine.

After playing a piece in the snow, she gracefully raised her bow and said to Kousei, spreading her hands. "Look, miracles can happen at any time."

On a snowy day, Xun, who was wearing thin clothes, stood barefoot on the floor, beads of sweat rolling down her face, and she was breathing heavily.

It was like the most wonderful performance in the world had just ended.

She stood here, struggling for him with all her might.

Suddenly, Xun's legs began to tremble and then went limp.

Kousei stepped forward and quickly caught her.

She collapsed into Kousei's arms.

"In my heart, you exist, Arima Kousei."

You like egg sandwiches and Moo Moo milk.

What else do you like?
What cartoons do you like?

What insects do you like?
There are still many things about you that I don’t understand.

Kaoru buried her face in Kousei's arms, trying hard to suppress her emotions and force a smile.

I really want to know more about you, Arima Kousei.

I'm so scared.

so afraid.

"Don't leave me alone."

She could no longer control herself and burst into tears in his arms.

Kousei looked at Kaoru who was crying in his arms.

The scenes of being with her kept flashing by.

The girl in his arms.

[She is brutal, violent, and has a very bad personality.]

【However---】

【She is so beautiful.】

Koruri who only took one bite.

The hospital rooftop.

The girl wearing the boy's coat fell into his arms, clutching his sleeve tightly.

Snow falls slowly.

【You are so beautiful in the snow. 】

Such an extremely beautiful picture.

Next scene.

The venue of the piano competition.

The crowd was noisy.

Kousei slowly walked towards the stage.

The scene changes.

Xun put on a breathing mask.

What is before my eyes is the doctor's advice.

"Take a deep breath and start the anesthesia."

Xun slowly closed his eyes.

They are all ready to struggle desperately.

The lights in the operating room come on.

in surgery.

[Next chapter, final chapter.]

I slid my finger again, and got a reminder that I had finished reading the latest chapter.

This extremely long story of over seventy pages ended almost without me noticing.

Yamazaki was stunned and couldn't calm down for a long time.

He looked up at his reflection on the computer screen.

When did I become so haggard?

Suddenly I remembered the time when I first started working as a gigolo.

【A sunny and cheerful big boy】.

This is his personality when he is working.

At that time, he put on a sunny smile and introduced himself to the customers again and again.

What did your smile look like at that time?
I almost forgot about it.

He pulled his facial muscles hard, trying to make himself smile.

But that smile was so ugly.

Why can't I laugh anymore?
It’s because of this story that tortures the readers!
Yamazaki closed the comic app and sighed deeply: "I guess it's in my head!"

He discovered he had never liked a comic book character so much.

It is often said that people always like what they don’t have.

After all, the reason why he wanted to play the role of a sunny and cheerful boy was probably because deep down in his heart, he actually lacked these things.

Xun is different from the sunshine he plays. She really is like the most brilliant light.

Yamazaki subconsciously turned on the computer, wanting to play some games to relieve his mood.

There's an interview tomorrow.
I must not let my mentality be affected this time. If I can't find a stable job, that won't do.

Look at the computer startup interface.

In my mind, I couldn't help but start thinking about the content of the comics.

Actually, this development of the story is not necessarily a bad ending, right?
Kousei returned to the game and Kaoru entered the hospital room.

According to the routine, it is actually possible that two people succeed together and then have a happy ending, right?

By the way, before the final battle, the two of them had a conversation.

Xun has a line that goes: [Look, isn't it possible for a miracle to happen at any time?]

Yes, miracle!

Yamazaki remembers saying in an interview when "Your Lie in April" began serialization that this story would not be as realistic as "5 Centimeters per Second".

That is to say, miracles do happen!
It's impossible that all the effort put into laying the groundwork for the entire episode is useless, right?
Yamazaki felt that he had already guessed the plot of the next episode.

Kousei's perfect performance caused a miracle.

After finishing the performance, Kousei rushed to the hospital without even having time to receive the award.

It was just like running in Japanese dramas, running all the way, and constantly passing by the memories of the two people along the way.

Run, run, run, and finally run to the hospital, into her ward.

Found an empty bed.

When Kousei is really desperate.

A voice suddenly came from behind.

"I want to eat Korule."

Kousei suddenly turned around, but his face was not visible. A finger suddenly pointed at Kousei.

"I command you to be Friend A!"

Then there was a blank, and finally many years later.

At a concert.

Everyone gathered together and the host announced, "Next up is pianist Kousei Arima and his accompanist, Ms. Kaoru Miyazono."

No.

It should be Miss Arima Kaoru!
And then the show ends!
Yes! This must be the direction of the plot.

Sakurafuji Shuzu is not a third-rate cartoonist who would waste ink and paper. He is a talented cartoonist like Haruki Nagayama.

I looked up at my computer again and saw that the wallpaper was the most classic scene from "5 Centimeters per Second".

But then again, that person is Sakura Fujiyoshi.
Suddenly, Takaki, who passed by Mingli, came to my mind.

I wanted to play some games and saw "White Album" on the screen again.

Forget it, let’s listen to some music. The first song on the list is “One More Time, One More Chance.”

"shit!"

He cursed loudly and turned on the video recording camera for some unknown reason.

When he was free, he wanted to record some vlogs to record his life and see if he could earn some money for cigarettes.

However, he recorded many videos but they had few views, so he has now given up on the path of self-media.

I still record occasionally now and then, but it’s just to kill time.

Looking at his own crazy expression like Agni appearing on the recording screen.

He paused and thought for a long time.

He said, "Yakura Tengye, I command you to give Xiaoxun a miracle! Give my Xun a miracle!"

Then it was like venting emotions.

While denouncing Sakura Fujiyoshi's beastly behavior, Yamazaki vividly described the ending he had imagined.

She even pinched her throat and imitated Kaoru saying "Friend A," then lowered her voice again and imitated the host's tone, announcing "and his accompanist, Ms. Arima Kaoru."

As for that look, it was filled with emptiness.

He looked like a real-life Agni who had just come out of a mental hospital.

The next day.

Perhaps because he had vented his emotions yesterday, Yamazaki was in an unexpectedly good mood.

I've said it before, he's actually not that fragile.

He put on a handsome suit for the first time in a long time and set out for the interview.

However, he didn't know if it was Yamazaki's illusion, but he always felt that someone was watching him along the way.

"I'm just too handsome, after all, I used to be a gigolo."

Yamazaki thought about it and realized that this could only be one reason.

Yamazaki was in a good mood and thought that if "Your Lie in April" could have a happy ending, then he would have reconciled with Sakurano Yozu!
Although Ying Teng Shuye snatched Yukiko away, there was no possibility for him and Yukiko to be together.

Moreover, all women in real life are not as good as Miyazono Kaoru!
Kaoru is perfect!

Yamazaki, lost in thought, arrived at the company for the interview.

This is a company engaged in cultural publicity, and all the conditions are in line with his expectations.

However, during the interview, he always felt that the interviewers were trying to hold back their laughter.

It's a bit strange.

At this moment, the department head walked in and saw Yamazaki's face.

Having no professional training, he burst out laughing.

"Hey, you're that YouTuber, right? Hahaha? You're really good at making fun of people! I think you'd be more successful as an internet celebrity!"

Yamazaki scratched his head and left the interview room in confusion. Then he heard a sudden burst of wild laughter coming from the room.

He opened his phone with some doubt.

In order to stay focused on the interview today, he didn't look at his phone at all.

I turned on my phone and suddenly found that the message exploded.

I'm just a otaku now, why would so many people care about me on a normal day?
Suddenly I found that they all sent me a video.

[Yamazaki-kun, is this you? You're famous! Bro!]

Yamazaki clicked the link.

After recording a video of venting my anger last night, I somehow uploaded it to the Internet.

The title is: [Sakura Vine Leaves, I command you to give Xiaoxun a miracle.]

Normally, videos like the one he shot would definitely not get more than 200 views.

Click in.

The number of views is only about 800.
Is it considered a slightly above-average performance?

Wait, why is there a K at the end?

At this moment, I opened Twitter and found that [樱花藤叶] retweeted my video.

And attached a comment: [I feel like he loves Kaoru more than Kousei. ]

On Twitter, [Haruki Nagayama] also retweeted this video: [Stop saying I drew Agni based on someone else's work! Can't it be that his parents copied me?]

What made him feel even more complicated was that the idol he had supported in the past, Yukiko, also retweeted it.

Yukiko: [What happens when the fans of Four Lies finish reading the latest episode.]

Not only that, almost all bloggers related to comic reviews forwarded the video that night.

Even Shueisha officially reposted the video.

After being forwarded by many bloggers, netizens began to watch and complain.

[What's that real Agni? Just think of it as using a miracle on Xiaoxun for my sake, right?]

Are people in the anime and manga world so obsessed? I'll definitely tell my kids not to be in the anime and manga world.

[So, in real life, there really are such amazing people? ]

【Reading comics】

[The cherry vines and leaves are pressing in! ]

[Although, Nagayama Haruki, you have done so many bad things.]

Japan is finished.

Along with all the complaints, Yamazaki's own crazy emoticons also became popular.

Let’s go back to last night.

Because of the hype surrounding the completion of "Four Lies", Sakurai Itsuki is racking his brains to think of how to write a tweet to promote it.

As fans' thresholds get higher and higher, general beastly remarks are no longer enough to attract traffic.

Just when I didn’t know what to do, I suddenly saw a video of my “good brother”.

Because he had previously posted the account of his vlog in the group, Sakurai Itsuki felt that this person was not simple, so he followed him.

This kid is indeed alive.

Sakurai Itsuki immediately logged into the Sakurato Shuye account and reposted his video.

As expected, Yamazaki's crazy look made the video go viral instantly.

Then, Sakurai Itsuki played the role of a kind-hearted person and explained his previous experience as a gigolo under the video, calling on everyone to pay more attention to Yamazaki.

After learning about his tragic experience, the kind-hearted netizens laughed even more happily.

Seeing this, Shueisha's marketing team also felt that this was promotional material delivered to their doorstep.

So I spent some money and sent the post "I command you to give Xiaoxun a miracle." to trending searches on Twitter, Instagram, and TikTok.

After becoming a hot topic, this sentence structure, like other internet memes, quickly spawned various spin-offs.

For example, students posted emojis of Yamazaki's face on their zero-point test papers, and then wrote "Teacher, I command you to give me a miracle" on the cover of the short video.

There are also stockholders who put Yamazaki's emoticons on their losing stock accounts, [Market, I command you to give me a]

This type of short video is spreading rapidly on the Internet like mushrooms after a rain.

Seeing this scene, Yamazaki lit a cigarette and urged himself to calm down: "Calm down, calm down, it's just a little too much, it's not necessarily a bad thing."

social death.

It's something that everyone faces.

For example, when I was a child, I wore my clothes backwards to school and made the whole class laugh.

For example, when speaking on behalf of the club, he accidentally fell in public.

It's all perfectly normal.

It’s just that there are a few more people who have died socially this time.

"Ah! You're Yamazaki-kun! Can I take a picture with you?"

Suddenly, a little boy came over from the side of the road.

"Can you do that? Just that, I command you."

Yamazaki put out his cigarette and ran away.

When I got home and looked at my phone, I found that the video had been played over a million times, and there were more and more related emoticons and secondary creation videos.

What should I do?
I thought of the scene during the interview just now when the interviewer was trying hard to hold back his laughter.

Yamazaki really wanted to kill himself by hitting his head against the wall.

Why would I post a video like that?
How can it become popular without any streaming?
Suddenly discovered something.

The first one to be reposted seemed to be the cherry vine leaves.

Yes, if you search for videos in special topics, you may find newly updated videos.

"Forget it, I don't blame him. I uploaded it myself. Do I have to delete it?"

While I was hesitating, a message flashed from my goddess, whom I hadn't contacted for a long time.

She took the initiative to chat with me.

What's going on? Did you have a fight with your significant other? Do you want me to comfort you?

Could it be that I still have a chance!
It often happens that people get married with someone on impulse, only to find out they are not suitable for each other after marriage. In the unhappy life, one day they see their own message and suddenly realize that they are actually better, right?

Although this behavior is not very moral, I have said that I will give up
Thinking about the strange development, Yamazaki turned on his phone.

Goddess: "Yamazaki-kun, you are so humorous!"

Goddess: "Look, my guy made a video imitating your meme! Let me show you."

Goddess: "But I think his imitation is not good enough, haha, can you demonstrate it to us in person next time?"

Yamazaki laughed heartily, as if he had found his sunny and cheerful self again: "Haha, all of you go to hell, you bunch of beasts!"

(End of this chapter)