Seven years after my death, the male protagonist of the substitute novel was criticized

Chapter 63 Only Forgot to Love Me
What past? Their past only had one accidental kiss of lips, which was not even a kiss!

Lin Lu felt that he was really crazy. Maybe his brain was not working properly after he fainted, so he fabricated some false memories for himself.

"I think you are dizzy and haven't woken up yet!" She grabbed something on the bedside and threw it at him.

Pei Yizhou looked calm and steady. He dodged the objects that were thrown at him and reached out again to hold her down on the bed.

The bed was still warm. Lin Lu fell down and bounced on the mattress, his hair scattered.

She was like a kidnapped frog. It was useless to kick her legs and wave her hands. She could only turn her head to avoid the face hanging in front of her, staring at the air while panting and shouting:

"Let me go, let me go, Pei Yizhou! Pei! I shouldn't have been so kind to protect you!"

"Shh," Pei Yizhou got on the bed, knelt on his knees to hold down her legs, and used one hand to pinch her chin to make her turn her head. Their faces were very close to each other. "Don't you want to see me? You obviously like this face the most."

"You are shameless!" She didn't dare to make any big movements even when she was cursing. In her current position, she could kiss him if she just raised her head.

Too dangerous.

"Do you have the dignity to let you look at me a few more times? You don't want to see me anyway, and would rather sneak out to meet someone else. You will only think I'm disgusting and tell me to get lost."

"How many times do I have to say this?! I met him just to discuss business matters. It was because you restricted my personal freedom that I ran away while you were away! If you were told to get lost, you must be sick! Who are you to me? How can you tell me who I meet and eat with?"

"Why am I not qualified?" Pei Yizhou approached her again, staring at her with bloodshot eyes. "I am qualified! It's you who forgot! Of all the memories of so many years, you only forgot the two years we were together!"

Lin Lu was stunned and subconsciously retorted: "Don't talk nonsense, you are not in your right mind..."

"Aren't you wondering why you are wearing an orange mountaineering suit that you never remember when you traveled through time? Because I bought it for you when you were twenty years old. We were going to Antarctica to see diamond dust, and you were worried that if something happened in the ice and snow, it would be difficult for the search and rescue team to find you, so the clothes you bought were all bright orange."

Pei Yizhou still pinched her chin, forcing her to look into his eyes, staring at her, not allowing her to escape the truth.

But what was said was too unfamiliar to Lin Lu. It was not as familiar as running on the ice with Duan Chengyu in his dream.

She doesn't believe it.

"Will psychotropic drugs add another memory to your brain? I remember clearly that I was walking in East Lake Park the day after my 18th birthday. I dozed off and ended up here! You also said at the time that there was only a half afternoon gap. I disappeared on that day. Don't try to brainwash me with other words!"

Although he shouted his disbelief, his heart was beating wildly as if in rebellion.

Pei Yizhou had plenty of facts to prove: "Why don't you remember what happened after the walk? Where did this dress come from? I said at the time that I bought it for you just because I was going out to play, and you believed it. Now the truth about going to Antarctica is obviously more real, why don't you believe it anymore? You don't remember those things, but I remember——"

"You went to East Lake Park to avoid me, but you didn't stay there for long. I called you back for lunch, and you said you wanted to go play with your classmates. You asked Ding Zitong about that day, but she said she didn't know. Why didn't she know? Because that day was just an ordinary day. Seven years have passed, and except for me who is desperately trying to remember everything about you, no one else remembers it."

Lin Lu was almost stunned by her heartbeat. She shook her head vigorously: "No, I don't believe it. You are not telling the truth. You have been telling lies just for that little thought!"

"What are you thinking? Do you love me? Am I still upset that you forgot me? I was planning to propose to you the day I saw the diamond dust in Antarctica, but after the diamond dust passed, you just disappeared for seven years. I wore the engagement ring for seven years, and you came back and said you forgot we were together, Lin Lu! You remember everything, but you don't remember loving me!"

The veins on Pei Yizhou's neck popped out, and he stared at her intently, tears falling from his eyes, hitting her face one by one. It was obviously very light, and there was no temperature when it fell, but Lin Lu seemed to be burned by hot magma, and even forgot to struggle.

She stared blankly at the pair of tearful eyes so close to her, her head continuing to buzz.

After a long time, she tilted her head to look at his fingers: "I haven't seen it..."

"Because you said you didn't remember, I had to take it off."

"Then why did you..."

"Why not tell you? I dreamed of you many times, and every time I mentioned Antarctica, a proposal, diamond dust, or seven years, you would disappear. I didn't dare to gamble, I would rather you didn't remember anything, as long as you stayed by my side, I could endure it - but I didn't expect it to be so hard to endure, Lulu."

He spoke the last sentence very softly, as if it were a piece of fluff on the treetop that would be blown away by a louder breath.

Lin Lu looked at him absentmindedly and didn't speak for a long time.

Pei Yizhou slowly released her chin and stroked her cheek instead. His nose touched hers intimately, but the words he spoke were like a snake spitting out its tongue.

"I thought that as long as you stayed for a long time, I would be able to slowly make you fall in love. I have been through this road so I have some experience. But while you forgot me, you insisted on remembering another person. You resisted me and left me for him. No matter how many strategies and plans I had, I couldn't defeat your infidelity."

"I am in pain, Lulu. I tried every possible means to hide it from you, fearing that you would be upset. I would rather start over and be hated by you, but you and Duan Chengyu talked about your dream of Antarctica recklessly from the beginning. You met him without telling me, accepted his flowers, and made a unique secret with him. If I hadn't seen you, would you still agree to be with him?"

"Did you hug? Did his hands touch you? Did you kiss? Was he trying to trick you? Did he say he wanted to take you away from me?"

"Speaking, did he kiss you?"

Lin Lu came back to his senses: "No, no!"

Pei Yizhou smiled: "It's better this way. You have to remember that you rejected him. The next time you meet him..."

"I reject you too." She suppressed the palpitations in her heart, supported his shoulders with both hands and pushed him away a little.

Although her eyes were blank and apologetic, she still insisted: "Maybe what you said is true, but I don't remember it. Forgetting is forgetting. Unless I can remember it one day, I can't accept returning to the original relationship."

Pei Yizhou's smile froze, like a frozen mask stuck to his face.

"What did you say?" he asked word by word.

"I said, I don't remember, don't force me to make any promises."

He stared at the face he loved so much, and the hand that was caressing her cheek went under her neck, as if he wanted to strangle her.

"Lin Lu, God is unfair to me, and you are unfair to me too."

(End of this chapter)