No abstraction, no cultivation

Chapter 77 Am I beautiful?

In the dim room, Zisu sat quietly.

He has been sitting there for several days.

Don't speak, don't eat, don't move.

His eyes were bloodshot as he stared blankly at the wall.

As long as he closed his eyes, he would see the white scene a few days ago.

Those senior brothers, sisters and junior sisters were entangled together nakedly in the dream and fragrance, it was so ugly.

Among them is Zi Yan.

Zi Yan! Zi Yan!
He had never seen Zi Yan with such a joyful and wanton expression.

He felt as if he was struck by lightning and the world was collapsing.

Zi Yan, who talked to his senior brother all the time with tenderness in her eyes and gentle words during the day, now opened her silver handkerchief to others and enjoyed it.

He felt heartache.

How could this be!
how could this be!

In his eyes, the world has undergone tremendous changes.

When the eldest senior brother Zishu was about to kill them, he stopped Zishu.

He didn't know why either.

Shame, humiliation, indignation... and other emotions have been flashing through his mind over the past few days.

It turns out... this is how he is seen by others!

Ha...hehe...

"Chirp~"

While he was thinking, he suddenly heard the cry of a spirit bird. Zi Su looked up and recognized the bird. It was Zi Yan's spirit bird, named "Yan Que Er".

The spirit bird left a letter and flew away with its wings flapping.

Zi Su looked at the letter and did not move.

If it were before, he would definitely open the envelope immediately.

But after what happened a few days ago, he hesitated.

What's in the letter?
Is it an apology? An explanation? Or something else?

After a long, long time, the room became completely dark, with only a thin moonlight coming in through the window.

Finally, he stood up and picked up the letter.

The letter was opened, with a faint and elegant fragrance, which was the scent of Zi Yan.

Having stood with Zi Yan countless times, he could clearly smell the scent of Zi Yan.

The letter was opened and there was only one sentence in it.

"Under the moon, the clear spring, let's meet you."

Qingxiang Spring was the place where Zi Yan had taken him. At that time, it was just the two of them, chatting under the moon, and Zi Yan was held in his arms.

just now……

He felt sick about it all!

But... there was still a glimmer of hope in his heart.

What if, what if, what if Zi Yan has a hidden secret?
What if, what if, what if Zi Yan has some unspeakable difficulties?
After thinking about it again and again, Zi Su remembered the first time he met Zi Yan and the smile Zi Yan gave him.

He thought he should go and take a look.

Take a look, just in case...

Zi Su just did this, holding the letter in one hand, pushed open the door with the other, and staggered towards Qingxiangquan.

He pushed the door open and went out, startling Zi Shu and Xu Shun.

Zi Su, who hadn't gone out for a few days, suddenly went out. How could Zi Shu and Xu Shun not worry?

The two of them took a look and prepared to follow and see.

Before leaving, a little white light came out of Zishu's right hand and drew on her body, so Xu Shun could no longer see Zishu. "Hey!"

Just when Xu Shun was surprised, he found spots of white light rising from his body, and he could see Zi Shu with spots of white light on his body again.

"What is this? Invisibility?" Xu Shun had only seen this spell in books.

The invisibility technique can only be performed by cultivators above the Jindan stage.

"Yes, the fifth version of the invisibility technique I used can not only hide our figures, but also allow us to hear each other when we talk." Zi Shu nodded and said, "Let's follow."

"Don't be anxious. Junior Brother Zi Su can't walk fast."

"That's right!"

The two followed the limping Zi Su and walked for about an hour before arriving at a remote place in the Qinghua Sect.

In the dark mountains, only the moonlight was guiding us. A waterfall formed by a mountain spring fell from the mountain into a clear pool, making a sound of water and crisp sounds on the rocks.

This is the Qingxiang Spring.

When Zi Su arrived in front of Qingtan, he saw a beautiful woman playing in the water.

"Senior Brother Su, you are finally here. I have been waiting for you for a long time." The beauty in the pool spoke. That was Zi Yan, whom Zi Su had been thinking about all the time.

At this time, Zi Yan was in the pond, her beautiful hair spread on the water, her face was like a lotus emerging from the water under the moonlight, and she smiled at Zi Su.

Seeing Zi Yan's smile, Zi Su found it hard to regard her as the same person as the dissolute Zi Yan from a few days ago.

"Why?" Zi Su said in a hoarse voice.

"What why? I don't quite understand. Senior Brother Su left without saying goodbye that day. I am really confused!" Zi Yan asked innocently.

Hearing Zi Yan pretending to be confused, Zi Su was silent for a moment, then slowly said: "I saw it all, I know everything."

"Oh, so Senior Brother Zi Su saw it." When Zi Yan heard Zi Su say that, she smiled and said, "That's great."

With a "splash", she walked out of the pool.

"Brother Su, am I beautiful?" she said.

The moonlight sprinkled on her naked body, which was as white as jade, and water droplets flowed over her graceful body, making Zi Su stare in a trance.

"Am I beautiful?" She turned slightly, showing herself front, back, left and right so that Zi Su could see her more clearly.

Zi Su just watched until her mouth was dry and she was speechless.

"am I pretty?"

She walked to Zi Su with a shaky step, took Zi Su's hand, placed it on her chest, and said charmingly: "Brother Su, do you like me?"

When Shisu's hand touched that softness, it felt like a burning fire, and she withdrew her hand.

Zi Yan chuckled and put her face close to Zi Su. She said, "Brother Su! Come! Make me happy, make me happy."

"Let me feel Senior Brother Su's greatness, and I will take Senior Brother Su to feel bliss!"

"No! No!" Zi Su took a few steps back and away from Zi Yan.

This is not the Zi Yan in his heart, this is not the Zi Yan in his eyes.

"Heh~ It turns out Senior Brother Su doesn't like me like this!" Zi Yan chuckled and said, "What a lovely Senior Brother."

"Could it be that Senior Brother Su has never touched a woman?"

She acted pitiful and said with a slightly sobbing voice: "Brother Su, I'm so cold! I've been waiting for you all night, why did you come just now!"

"Can you hug me? Senior Brother Su, I'm so beautiful, will you forgive me?"

The voice was so soft and gentle, and it made Zi Su's heart melt when she heard it.

He wanted to hold Zi Yan in his arms immediately and love her dearly, but he didn't do that.

He controlled himself!
He knew that once he hugged Zi Yan, once he had intercourse with Zi Yan, it would mean that he accepted Zi Yan, accepted her "mistake", and succumbed to his own desires and weaknesses.

If there is a first time, there will be a second time, and then he will never be able to get rid of Zi Yan and become one of Zi Yan’s servants. He will become a bad cultivator!
"This junior sister is a bit... naughty! She knows how to play!" said Zi Shu, who was hiding in the bushes not far away.

"Indeed!" Xu Shun nodded.

　I'm not very good at writing about love, so I can only write about adultery. Ever since I had a baby... I no longer have any expectations for love.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)