Didn't you say that we would lose money after filming?

Chapter 49 Is regret useful?
She kept this name deep in her heart for a long time, because no one knew that she had ever known this household name.

Not only do we know each other, we also have a past relationship.
She had buried this past event for a long time. Ever since it happened 20 years ago, she left her hometown, the familiar Jianggang, and came to live in Lucheng alone. Even her current husband didn't know about it.

This matter was naturally about Huo Chunliang forcing her.

That's right, Lin Erhua was the "victim" of that incident back then. Huo Chunliang disappeared from the public eye and quit the film industry because of her!
But was this really the case back then?

In fact, few people know that what happened back then was purely a conspiracy, and she was the "accomplice" back then.

But she didn't have to go this far. In fact, she and Huo Chunliang were a perfect couple back then, at least she thought so.

Originally, she was just an ordinary makeup assistant. In that era, being able to find such a job actually put her far ahead of her peers. She also lived a relatively superior life and could often see people like celebrities.

Although they have no intersection, the big stars would not pay attention to her. They just have a daily working relationship, and she serves those big stars.

However, this situation can also breed a sense of superiority in people.

Soon, she met Huo Chunliang. It was by chance that Huo Chunliang was the leading actor in a movie and she happened to be in the crew. The stylist she followed was Huo Chunliang.

At that time, Huo Chunliang was full of vigor and vitality, and was also known as the most handsome among the four martial arts masters.

He is extremely famous and a real big star, with a certain degree of fame even internationally.

When she saw Huo Chunliang, her young heart immediately began to beat. Moreover, Huo Chunliang was different from all the big stars she had met before. He was very gentle and considerate, and had no airs.

Even some extras could chat and laugh with him.

Soon, they became familiar with each other, and then gradually fell in love.

Yes, they were in love, and after Huo Chunliang confessed his love to her, they became lovers. However, the situation at the time was not allowed to be made public due to Huo Chunliang's company regulations and the requirements of his agent.

This made Lin Erhua very dissatisfied at the time. She was young and wanted to tell everyone on the spot that she had a superstar boyfriend and that she was the woman of martial arts star Huo Chunliang.

So she was dissatisfied and thought that Huo Chunliang didn't love her and didn't spend much time with her. Every time she wanted Huo Chunliang to spend more time with her happily, he always had to go to work in the end.

Later, she also wanted to enter the film and television industry, and she also wanted to be a female star. After all, after working in this industry for a long time, she saw those glamorous female stars who were sought after by thousands of people, and she was naturally envious.

After all, she was young back then, a young and beautiful girl. Who doesn’t have a dream of becoming a star? And she also had a superstar boyfriend, so the resources were right in front of her.

She took the initiative to find Huo Chunliang and told him her thoughts.

She originally thought that Huo Chunliang would agree to her request directly.

But who could have thought that just after she happily expressed her thoughts, Huo Chunliang became very angry. Not only did he not agree, he also scolded her.

She also said that she was not suitable for this line of work and that the film and television industry was very complicated.

Then he used his connections to get himself into a company and became a production director.

But how could she be satisfied? She thought that she was half an insider before and had some exposure to the entertainment industry.

After all, working in a film crew, she is exposed to the daily life of filming on a daily basis. Isn’t she familiar with the entertainment industry?
Is it really that excessive? He even scolded her.

Although she didn't say it at the time, this incident left a knot in her heart.

Until one day, someone suddenly found her.
This person would let her join a plan and give her a large sum of money, and once it was completed, it would be enough to ensure that she would have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of her life.

To her at the time, this amount of money seemed like a huge sum of money, worth millions.

It is hard not to be moved, and she and Huo Chunliang also had some conflicts at that time, because the matter of entering the film and television industry made her very unhappy.

Although Huo Chunliang was rich, several million was only his salary for a movie back then. Besides, they were not married yet, so how could Huo Chunliang possibly give her several million?

Plus, her younger brother was getting married that year, and he was short of a lot of money for a house, a car, and other things.

The other party came to her more and more frequently. Finally, she asked again whether Huo Chunliang was willing to let her enter the film and television industry.

After she was rejected again, she still couldn't hold on to her psychological bottom line.

She made up her mind and agreed.

Finally, there is the following thing
After the incident, she did what the other party said and ran away with millions of dollars.

This incident caused a big stir at the time, and she can still remember Huo Chunliang's look of disbelief.

At that time, she had been convincing herself that Huo Chunliang did not love her, and perhaps he just wanted to have some fun with her and covet her body.

When you get tired of playing, or when you are old and ugly, and get dumped, it will be a loss. But the money you get is yours!
She took the money, went back to her hometown, built a house for her family and her brother, bought a good car, and also helped her brother get married.

She was so glorious at that time, and the remaining money was enough for her to buy a house and a car in Lucheng. If she had a little left, it would be enough for her to splurge for a long time.

But now.
She looked at the house where she had lived for twenty years, and at her own old and haggard face reflected in the window glass.

My younger brother got divorced ten years ago. His investment failed, leaving him in debt, and his wife and children left him. His wife just left him, leaving behind a child.

After his parents died, my younger brother couldn't find a good job because he had no education.

As for herself, she found a man she liked and married him, and she paid for the house and car.

Up to now, she has been neither high nor low, and the money has long been spent. After what happened that year, it is naturally impossible for her to work in the crew again.

It can be said that I have completely bid farewell to this industry.

She could only work as a makeup artist in a photo studio.

She gradually realized the gap in her life. In the past twenty years, she has seen the vicissitudes of life and experienced the warmth and coldness of the world. She has also become indifferent to and understood many things.

The mentality has changed.

Her son spoke up at the right time: "Mom, the school needs to pay the materials fee tomorrow, which is 4000 yuan."

The fragility in her heart was crushed again.

In order to give my child the best, I gritted my teeth and sent him to an international school.

Now, all the expenses are making her breathless.

She recalled what happened back then countless times and would ask herself, is she still a human being after doing this?
Does Huo Chunliang really not love himself?

Didn't making her public back then mean you didn't love her?
Not really. At that time, he was at the rising stage of his career and everything was on the rise. He didn’t make it public in order to maintain his image.

But is the entertainment industry really simple?

Later, she suddenly realized that if the entertainment industry was really simple, would anyone find her to do such a thing?
Until now, if she had not been short-sighted and could not resist the temptation for the sake of this little moment of benefit, she would have been
Now, Li Yuanjie and Zeng Dan are at the same level as Huo Chunliang, and their pay for a film is easily tens of millions.

With assets starting at hundreds of millions, they lead a very comfortable life.

The millions of dollars back then are no longer worth much now.

The house is old and the car, no matter how good it is, is scrapped.

She can't possibly sell her house to get these millions, right?

Moreover, her current husband treats her very badly. He spends a long time to buy something and considers this and that. She no longer has the feeling that Huo Chunliang does everything for her.

He would even beat and scold her when he was unhappy, and she could only endure it for the sake of the child.

After leaving Huo Chunliang, did she get the happiness she wanted?

not at all.

Is she happy with the current situation?

nor.

Regret?
regret.

But if regret were useful, there wouldn't be so many regrets in this world. Many things can only be seen clearly after many years.

She originally thought that she would never see this name again in her life, and she could still comfort herself in her heart, forget about this person, everything about this person has nothing to do with you.

Until recently, she saw the name again.

But he is no longer the popular figure he was in the past. Instead, he is criticized by netizens for simply wanting to make a comeback.

It is no longer as glorious as it once was.

Don’t I really need to be responsible for this?

She questioned herself in her heart.

(End of this chapter)