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Chapter 417, Is Li Heng a Buddha? Or a demon? (Subscribe!)
After walking a short distance forward, she suddenly asked, "Why didn't you refuse Teacher Yu?"

This is very abrupt and unfamiliar!

Li Heng in front was startled! Then he stopped where he was, his mind racing.

Is this girl testing me?
Or did he really notice some clues between himself and Teacher Yu?
However, considering that she and Teacher Yu had been at odds with each other for the past few days, and considering that she had previously asked Teacher Yu about going to her home, he speculated that perhaps, this girl might have really discovered something.

Otherwise, given her temperament and upbringing, she shouldn't have rashly asked such a question.

Thinking of this, Li Heng slowly turned around, stared into her eyes for a long time before asking in a low voice: "Did you find out?"

His question was a bit incoherent, but I believed the other party would understand.

At the same time, he did not directly answer her difficult questions, but he also did not deny the complicated relationship between him and Teacher Yu.

In fact, he himself is not sure about his relationship with Teacher Yu.

Are they lovers? How could they be? They haven't even come to that point.

Is he a friend? Where in the world can you find such a friend?
Seeing that he did not deny it, but acknowledged in disguise that Teacher Yu and he had a complicated relationship, Zhou Shihe was silent for a while and said, "She has a slight hostility towards me."

Li Heng was speechless.

For a moment, he didn't know how to respond.
Also, he finally understood why Zhou Shihe, who was usually very well-mannered, asked such a question tonight.

In fact, she was beating around the bush to distance herself from the other party.

Why did Teacher Yu have a slight hostility towards her?

That's because of him.

That's because he would lose focus on Zhou Shihe from time to time.

Just let me ask you, what does it mean when a young and handsome man loses his mind over a woman who is in her prime?
what does this mean?
Even a fool can understand that.

But who would be a fool if they could get into Fudan University these days?
In a way, Zhou Shihe's question kills two birds with one stone.

On the surface, the question is why he didn't reject Teacher Yu?

What she really meant was that she was telling him in an extremely obscure way: she didn't want to get involved in his life, let alone get mixed up in his chaotic emotions, and she hoped he could stop in time.

This is a disguised and friendly rejection.

The reason why it is called a disguised form is because she expressed it extremely tactfully, and people without any brains would have no idea what her ultimate goal is?
The reason why it was considered a friendly refusal was because she had never thought of breaking off contact with him, she cherished her friendship with him and admired his talent. This was also the reason why she readily agreed to stay and help during the summer vacation even though she knew he might have some thoughts about her.

Of course, Zhou Shihe chose to bring it up in such an ambiguous way at this time, tonight, because she felt the time had come and it could not be delayed any longer.

Because during this summer vacation, she could clearly feel that Li Heng was paying more and more attention to her, and his eyes stayed on her more and more frequently and for longer periods of time, even to the point where Teacher Yu noticed it.

Zhou Shihe seemed very distressed for this reason. She knew that if she didn't remind him in time, the mark she left in his heart would become more and more obvious.

If that day really comes, it will be too late for her to stop it.

Although she is always calm and composed in the piano room, once she lies on the bed, she starts thinking about how to deal with this problem.

In order to avoid hurting Li Heng's self-esteem, affecting their friendship, and also avoiding misunderstanding by her best friend Mai Sui, she weighed the pros and cons again and again. Finally, she decided to break the impasse with Teacher Yu and find a loophole in Teacher Yu.

Anyway, Teacher Yu was wary of her, so she didn't care too much about Teacher Yu's so-called face.

Of course, the above is only one of the reasons why she brought up this topic tonight.

On the other hand, while reminding Li Heng, Zhou Shihe was actually secretly warning herself.

Li Heng's excellence is obvious to all. He can create world-class music scores, and is praised as a legendary writer by the People's Daily. His appearance, temperament and height are all outstanding. How many girls in reality can refuse to be favored by such a man?

Didn’t you see that many girls from Fudan University are pursuing him?

Didn’t you see that Mai Sui had a crush on him?
Didn’t you see that Teacher Yu, who had an extremely good family and personal conditions, also had feelings for him?
Didn’t you see that the well-known Huang Zhaoyi was deeply in love with him?
Although Zhou Shihe's own conditions are perfect and impeccable, she is a woman after all, a woman in adolescence. Facing the favor of such an excellent man like Li Heng, although she is worried, surprisingly, she does not have much rejection and resistance in her heart.

This is where she got confused.

That's the place she fears.

This was also the reason why she chose this time to point it out in an extremely obscure way.

She didn't want her impression on him to become deeper and deeper, nor did she want him to break into her heart.

In a word, this question tonight was the result of her long-term thinking. She was talking to him, but also to herself.

As an old man who has experienced a lifetime of flowers, although this question is complicated and he cannot understand all the core ideas, he has guessed it.

Under the faint moonlight, they were silent for a long time. Li Heng finally withdrew his gaze, looked up at the bright moon in the sky, and said leisurely: "Life is half scenery and half state of mind. No matter whether it is a man or a woman, once wisdom is awakened, they will not be lustful. If someone can be fascinated by something, it must be because he has too much lust. Truly beautiful things only please people, not seduce them."

He paused at this point, and seeing that she was listening attentively, he continued: "It is easy to see the world, and it is not difficult to see all living beings. Only to see yourself, you have to go through 81 difficulties. The greatest discovery in life is to find your true self. Living a clear life is a kind of practice."

After that, he said no more.

In these two paragraphs, he did not deny his admiration for her, nor did he make any excuses for his inattention to her. If it was, it was, and if it was not, it was not, he dared to admit it.

This is true in one’s life, and the most difficult thing is to see oneself. The word “lust” is an instinctive reaction of a mature person to the opposite sex. It is a skill to be able to restrain the lust of men and women, and an enlightened person can control it freely.

He wanted to tell Zhou Shihe: appreciating the opposite sex has nothing to do with being lustful. On the contrary, if you have a heart obsessed with lust, it is an obstacle to the path. Everything is in the heart. This is the reason why one thought can make you a Buddha or a demon.

Hearing this, Zhou Shihe looked up at the bright moon in the sky.

His seemingly meaningless words just now had a huge impact on her heart.

She couldn't help but wonder: Will his appreciation for me eventually lead to becoming a Buddha? Or a demon?

This is an unknown.

But perhaps, as he said, he was too obsessed with judging the relationship between the two and was a little obsessed.

As for why he didn’t reject Teacher Yu?

Why did Teacher Yu have a slight hostility towards her?

Why does he occasionally lose focus on himself?
Maybe it's not intentional, but human instinct. Everyone pursues beautiful things. This is the general mentality of all people and is a kind of nature.

The reason why nature is nature is that it is innate and cannot be killed.

It’s because he is too perfect in the eyes of those women.

It’s her fault that she was blessed by God and people can’t help themselves.

Li Heng's words seemed irrelevant and nonsensical, but they got to the heart of the matter. On the surface, he did not answer her question, but he gave her the answer invisibly.

He also gave his own attitude.

At this moment, the two fell silent again.

Standing there for an unknown amount of time, Zhou Shihe woke up from his trance when a gust of evening wind blew his hair into a mess. He looked into his eyes and asked in a gentle voice, "Do you have any cream ice cream at home?"

"Yes, I bought a new bag yesterday and put it in the refrigerator." Li Heng said.

Zhou Shihe said: "I suddenly want to eat."

"Let's go, then. Let's go back."

"it is good."

It was a simple conversation, one took the initiative to offer a way out, the other cooperated tacitly, using the ice cream as a guide, hoping to melt the knot that had just stood between the two of them.

Zhou Shihe didn't know whether it was right or wrong to offer him a way out? Would he become a Buddha or a demon in the future? But at this moment, she was convinced by him. So she did it from the bottom of her heart.

What about his relationship with Teacher Yu?
She didn't ask again because she already had the answer.

In the relationship between him and Teacher Yu, Teacher Yu should be the active party. Considering Teacher Yu's family background, the truth has come to light.

As for himself, Zhou Shihe once again quietly looked up at the moon in the sky. Legend has it that there is a Guanghan Palace in it, where lives Chang'e, the most beautiful woman in heaven. For many years, she is only accompanied by a laurel tree and a jade rabbit.

Then her thoughts spread: Why doesn't Chang'e have a purpose like the seven fairies? Is it because she is too beautiful? Is it because she can't find that person?
After returning to Building 26, Li Heng went to the study and found that Teacher Yu was still immersed in the last two chapters of "White Deer Plain".

He didn't bother her, but took out two cream ice creams from the refrigerator and handed one to Zhou Shihe, "Here."

"Thank you."

Looking at the ice cream in his hand, Zhou Shihe felt a little confused. He finally came clean to him tonight, but ended up getting fooled.

The problem was, she couldn't find any fault with him and actually took his words for granted.

According to his meaning, he doesn't lose his mind towards other girls, but only towards her, which is a high recognition of her beauty. He also said that truly beautiful things only please people, not bewitch them.

Zhou Shihe was at a loss for words about this, but couldn't find any words to refute.

After taking a small bite of the ice cream, Zhou Shihe pondered for a long time and asked, "Have you ever told anyone else what you said tonight?"

"No."

Li Heng said: "Doesn't it make sense?"

Zhou Shihe took another bite of the ice cream and said quietly, "I am convinced by you. I have been thinking about it all the way, but I can't find any flaws in your words."

Li Hengle laughed and said, "No wonder you were lost in thought on the way back just now. It turns out you still want to find trouble."

Zhou Shihe pouted her clever little mouth slightly, and tried to hold it back, but finally she couldn't help it and lowered her head to smile faintly.

Her eyebrows and eyes are like paintings, her lips are like cherry blossoms, and her smile is sweet. Her classical beauty is intoxicating. She is worthy of being the queen of Fudan University. Li Heng's eyes could not help but stay on her for a few seconds, and then he closed his eyes.

The moment he closed his eyes, Zhou Shihe, feeling something in her heart, slowly raised her head and looked at him. For the first time, she observed him so closely.

Is he a Buddha or a demon?
More than 10 minutes later, Yu Shuheng came back to her senses from the ending of "White Deer Plain" and walked out of the study.

At this time, Li Heng was resting with his eyes squinting.

Zhou Shihe was sitting on the sofa watching silent TV. When she heard the noise, she tilted her head and called out, "Teacher Yu."

Yu Shuheng nodded slightly and asked, "Shihe, why did you come back from your walk?"

Zhou Shihe said: "It's too late, there are not many people on campus."

Yu Shuheng nodded again, and then, under Zhou Shihe's gaze, she bent down and gently shook Li Heng's shoulders, and said, "Take me there."

Li Heng opened his eyes and muttered, "I was already asleep, teacher, you are so cruel."

Yu Shuheng remained unmoved and stared into his eyes with a half-smile.

After a small confrontation, Li Heng stood up and took the lead to walk towards the corridor entrance.

Seeing this, Yu Shuheng took graceful steps and slowly followed.

Zhou Shihe watched the two people disappear at the entrance of the corridor from the corner of his eye, and gradually regained his composure and focused on the TV again.

When they reached the center of the alley, Yu Shuheng saw Li Heng taking out the key to open the gate of Building No. 25. She stopped him and said softly, "You can't sleep if you go back now. Come walk with the teacher."

Li Heng turned around and held out the Cartier watch on his left hand to her, "No? Teacher, it's already this late, are you sure you still want to go for a walk?"

His eyes fell on his Cartier watch, and Yu Shuheng stretched lazily with satisfaction: "We won't go far, just walk around here."

Hearing this, Li Heng did not object. The two walked side by side on the blue stone road, walking towards the entrance of the alley with the sound of footsteps.

In the middle of the alley, Yu Shuheng suddenly said with emotion: "It's so well written! After the ending is released, those people should shut up."

Those people refer to the critics in the newspapers.

Li Heng nodded and shook his head. "If you really want to make trouble for White Deer Plain, you have plenty of excuses and reasons to attack it."

Hearing this, Yu Shuheng took a step forward and came to him, whispering in his ear: "Little boy, if you hug me, I will help you vent your anger."

Li Heng: “.”

He said, "Teacher, your frequency has been a bit high recently."

Yu Shuheng glanced at the lighted Building No. 26 in the distance, and the meaning was self-evident.

At this time, in the long alley, only Building No. 26 had lights on.

Li Heng understood immediately and was speechless.

He whispered again: "Don't make a fuss, this is a public place."

Yu Shuheng looked at him for a while, then rested her head on his right shoulder.

Li Heng hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his arms and hugged her.

Yu Shuheng's pleasant voice came: "Use a little more force." Li Heng held her with a little more force, and the two of them got closer.

Yu Shuheng urged: "Try harder."

Facing this teacher Yu who can switch between volcano and iceberg with ease, Li Heng felt miserable: "Don't push harder. If you push harder, I won't be able to sleep tonight."

Feeling the changes in his body, Yu Shuheng smiled to herself and decisively left his arms.

Walking a little further, she asked, "Is it really true that the teacher doesn't need to help?"

Li Heng shook his head: "No, you have to believe in the quality of "White Deer Plain"."

Yu Shuheng thought about it and agreed with what was said while also feeling a little expectant.

After all, it was too late, so the two did not go outside. They just walked around Lushan Village for a while and then went back to their homes.

It was a bit unexpected. The lights on the second floor were still on, but the TV was turned off, and Miss Zhou was not in the living room.

Li Heng glanced at the second bedroom, then found some clean clothes and went to the shower room.

That night, Li Heng couldn't sleep in the first half of the night. The scenes of being stimulated by Mai Sui and Teacher Yu several times before were still vivid in his mind. He had finally suppressed it, but tonight he was stimulated by Teacher Yu again. Damn it, over time, his body gradually reached the edge of losing control.

When he closed his eyes, it was as if Teacher Yu was in his arms and he could smell her faint feminine scent at the tip of his nose, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

He now misses Zijin, Xiaohan and Huang Zhaoyi very much. He misses these three people who had had relationships with him in this life.

For a moment, he wanted to pick up the key and rush across the street. It was her fault, so he wanted her to eliminate it. But this was just an impulse. It would be more practical to go to Huang Zhaoyi overnight than to go to Teacher Yu.

In the second half of the night, he finally fell asleep in a daze, but he had a dream.

He dreamed of a woman he hadn't seen for a long time. There was a black mole the size of a red bean on her lower abdomen. She was tall and plump, with fair skin and rosy glow. She was very affectionate and enchanting, and her limbs were twisting and turning like an octopus. Even if it was just in a dream, Li Heng's nerves were greatly challenged and he couldn't stop.

In the early morning, he woke up and opened his eyes suddenly.

He stared at the ceiling for a while, then he lifted the quilt and took a look. He was immediately depressed. What the hell is going on? It’s not like he has no woman, but he is still a widow!
At this moment, Li Heng felt deeply the guilt that came from adolescence. For the first time, he felt that having too much capital was not a good thing.

When he changed his shorts and went out to shower, the door of the second bedroom next door suddenly opened and Zhou Shihe walked out of the bedroom.

Their eyes suddenly met, then she lowered her gaze to glance at the blue shorts he was holding in his right hand, then turned around silently, left the second floor without saying a word, and left Building 26.

Li Heng was confused.

Damn it! Is it really such a coincidence?

It was a stroke of bad luck that I got hit by a car. This is really going to cost me my life.

At a certain moment, he comforted himself by thinking that maybe Zhou Shihe would not think too much about it and simply thought that he had changed his shorts.

But the next second, he sniffed and a smell of hormones rushed straight to his head, and his face fell immediately. How could he be lucky with such a strong masculine scent?

Do you think I'm a fool?

I don't know who this woman with a mole on her belly is. Is there really such a person in real life?

Unfortunately, after fighting with the other person for so long in the dream, Li Heng couldn't even see his appearance clearly. He was extremely depressed.

Li Heng rode his bike to the Blue Sky Hotel to buy breakfast.

He deliberately observed Miss Zhou. She seemed to have forgotten the shorts incident in the morning and was chatting with Teacher Yu as if nothing had happened.

Teacher Yu, who was sitting opposite, saw someone glancing at Zhou Shihe's face from time to time, and kicked Li Heng under the table subtly.

Li Heng was speechless, thinking to himself, "Teacher, you misunderstood. I was not peeking at Zhou Shihe, I was observing her."

After breakfast, Yu Shuheng left Lushan Village without delay. First, she had some personal matters to attend to and had to go back home. Second, she was going to make arrangements for the album recording.

After a short rest, Li Heng checked the time and asked Zhou Shihe, "Are you ready? Let's go too."

"it is good."

After saying that, they locked the door and walked out of the school one after the other.

The wind was quite strong today. The wind came from the sea and blew the trees crooked. Li Heng's white shirt was blown up like a puffer fish, and it was difficult for him to walk.

Worried about Miss Zhou behind him, Li Heng turned around and couldn't help laughing out loud.

What do you think he saw?
The girl was actually holding onto a telephone pole without moving, her long black hair flying in the wind as she struggled against the strong wind.

Li Heng ran back and asked loudly in the wind: "Why don't you leave? Are you afraid of being chased by the wind?"

Zhou Shihe's eyebrows were half-knitted, her mouth moved a little, and she stared at him hesitantly as if she wanted to say something.

The wind made the surroundings too noisy, and fearing that she couldn't hear him, Li Heng shouted directly: "You reminded me of a word."

Zhou Shihe said nothing and waited for what was to come.

Li Heng took a step closer, "A fragile paper man! Have you ever heard of it?"

Paper Man, this is the nickname Sun Manning and Ye Ning gave her when they were joking.

Zhou Shihe smiled weakly, obviously having heard of this nickname.

Li Heng stretched out his hand, "Come on, it's almost noon if you don't leave, I'll take you away."

His eyes fell on his right hand, and after thinking for a while, Zhou Shihe reached out and grabbed him.

One was walking in front and the other behind, one was walking with force while the other was following passively. Perhaps influenced by the temperature of each other's palms, the two were silent and did not talk at all along the way.

After finally getting outside the school, he looked around and asked, "Do you think a typhoon is coming?"

Zhou Shihe shook his head gently, "I don't know, I haven't checked the weather forecast recently."

Li Heng let go of her hand and suggested: "You are too thin. You should exercise more in the future. If you have nothing to do, you can get up early and run with me."

Zhou Shihe pondered for a moment and hummed.

Fortunately, the strong wind was only for a while and it became much smaller after a while. At this time, the bus came and the two hurriedly got on it.

There were a lot of people on the bus, and it was almost full, with only two seats left in the last row, and those weren't connected.

Li Heng pointed to the seat on the left and said, "Go sit there."

Zhou Shihe agreed and sat down. There was an old lady sitting next to her, so she had no safety concerns.

Li Heng tried to communicate with the old lady and change seats with her, but she looked at him and ignored him. He had no choice but to sit with the two old men who were smoking.

Although the two uncles were smoking, their eyes were fixed on Zhou Shihe. In other words, when Zhou Shihe got on the bus just now, almost everyone's attention was attracted by her.

This scene made Li Heng secretly astonished. Miss Zhou was truly too charming. No wonder she asked him to accompany her to Jing'an.

However, there was an exception: a girl in green clothes and wearing a mask. She was paying more attention to Li Heng.

Li Heng didn't notice the strange behavior of the girl in green at first, but as time went by, he felt it.

He looked over and the girl in green quickly avoided his gaze and looked elsewhere.

And when he looked away, the girl in green's eyes slowly turned back and quietly stayed on him again.

Li Heng seemed to sense something and raised his head quickly. The girl in green clothes was caught red-handed because she couldn't avoid his gaze. She paused and raised her eyes, not daring to look him in the eye.

But Li Heng didn't move, just stared at her without blinking.

The girl in green clothes looked left, then right, then left, then right again, and finally she didn't look away. Seeing that he was still staring at her, she helplessly hooked the ten fingers of both hands together and smiled at him. Her smile was not obvious, but it was full of shyness.

At this moment, the bus conductor reminded the girl in green, "We're at Hongkou! Do you want to get off?"

The girl in green pulled her fingers, glanced at Li Heng obscurely, and made a decision after a while, and took out a dollar from her pocket and handed it to the ticket seller. The meaning was clear, to buy a new ticket.

The conductor took the money and asked, "Where are you going?"

The girl in green clothes whispered, "Xuhui."

It's really quiet, buzzing like a mosquito.

After hearing this, the conductor gave her the change and left.

Beyond Hongkou is Jing'an, a busy area where Li Heng and Zhou Shihe got off the bus one after the other. There were many people getting off at this stop, and the bus was instantly half empty.

Unexpectedly, the girl in green also got off the car. When she saw Li Heng turning around and about to leave, she hesitated for a while, then jogged over and ran to him.

Li Heng was stunned.

Zhou Shihe next to him was also stunned.

As he was puzzled, the girl in green took off her mask, revealing a beautiful face, and summoned up the courage to say, "Hello, Li Heng, can I meet you?"

Li Heng didn't want to answer at first, but this question made him a little surprised: "Do you know me?"

The girl in green said, "Since October last year, you have taken this bus to Xuhui every month."

Li Heng raised his eyebrows. You installed a radar on me?

The girl in green bit her lower lip and explained, "I'm from Tongji University next door, and I'm also a local of Shanghai. This is the seventh time I've seen you on the bus."

Li Hengming realized that they probably met each other by chance on the bus, and then he quietly followed him to Xuhui.

Li Heng asked curiously: "7 times, how long did it take you?"

The man in green clothes blushed all of a sudden, and hurriedly put on his mask again. Hesitantly, he said, "Since October last year, I have taken the bus every weekend, except during the winter vacation."

Li Heng: “.”

Zhou Shihe: “.”

Even a fool could understand that people take the bus every weekend in order to create a chance to meet them.

He had a question. Since the other party knew his name and had been waiting for him for so many times, he should have known that he was a student of Fudan University. Why didn't he come to the school to find him?
However, he did not ask further, but pointed at Zhou Shihe casually and said, "This is my girlfriend. Sorry, we have other things to do, so we have to leave first."

After saying that, he reached out and pulled Zhou Shihe forward.

Zhou Shihe glanced at his profile, then looked at the petrified girl in green clothes, and, rarely, did not resist, and followed him.

As they walked, Li Heng muttered, "Is that woman still here?"

Zhou Shihe smiled knowingly, "Still there."

Hearing this, Li Heng said, "Bear with me for a moment and help me. It looks like he's a difficult person."

Could it be easy?
He has been waiting for almost a year just to meet me. His perseverance is really amazing. I can't underestimate him. If I don't give him a strong dose of medicine, he probably won't give up easily.

Zhou Shihe is undoubtedly the right medicine for this. Because she is beautiful enough, and her charming temperament is unique, and women feel distressed when they see her. In his impression, only Song Yu can compare with her.

Therefore, his action might make the girl in green clothes give up.

Zhou Shihe obviously guessed what he was thinking, so she remained silent and kept her hand in his.

After walking for a while, he asked, "Now, has that person left?"

Zhou Shihe said: "Stay where you are."

Li Heng asked: "Looking at us?"

"Yeah." She hummed.

After walking another hundred meters and turning a corner, Li Heng didn't ask any more questions this time. He just let go of her hand and went to the grocery store next door to buy two ice creams. He handed one to her and said, "Thank you."

Zhou Shihe smiled gently and slowly peeled off the ice cream wrapper, "She is actually quite pretty."

Li Heng did not deny it, and said humorously: "That's right! This is the only advantage I have. Let me tell you in secret, those who are not pretty dare not pursue me, and those who dare to pursue me are all pretty."

Zhou Shihe had never thought about this question before, but now that he thinks about it, he finds that it is true.

Mai Sui, Teacher Yu, Xiao Han, Wei Xiaozhu, and that old lady in blue, the opposite sex he usually gets along with are almost all beautiful women.

Except for Wei Xiaozhu, the other four women were either his girlfriends, had a crush on him since the first year of high school, had a crush on him, or loved him but couldn't get him.

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