Chapter 34 Beast
Chu Yan looked at Gao Fei's message and tilted her head in confusion.

After the engagement party, Shen Xing and Gao Fei made an appointment to go out for a manly meal. When Shen Xing came back, his hands were a little broken. He said he went to play boxing with Gao Fei.

Gao Fei hadn't appeared in front of Chu Yan for a long time. Whenever Chu Yan sent something, he would speak in a mysterious way, with some philosophical ideas that were difficult for ordinary people to guess.

Faintly, Chu Yan felt the gazes behind her.

She looked up and met the young man's silent gaze.

Gu Chuan is a meticulous person. Even though he does not need to go to the company now and is not dressed in a suit and tie as usual, every button of his grey shirt is fastened and the hem is within the waistband of his black trousers, outlining his waistline very tightly. From head to toe, he exudes an air of rigor and self-control.

A man as mature and steady as him made Chu Yan feel that the person she saw through the glass window last night was just an illusion.

Chu Yan was the first to say hello: "Good morning, cousin Gu."

Gu Chuan's eyes fell on the back of Chu Yan's neck. There was a faint red mark. This must be the work of another man. He retracted his gaze and said, "You got up very early."

"Because I woke up, I thought I'd take a walk." Chu Yan stood up, her long hair fell down, covering up the marks left by playing with her boyfriend.

She was wearing a nude pink long dress today. She was so conspicuous in the courtyard full of greenery and dotted with small flowers, but she didn't look out of place.

Chu Yan glanced at his face and asked, "Didn't you get enough rest at night?"

He looked tired and his expression was not very good. Compared with the perfect posture he always gave people, he seemed a little decadent.

It’s not that Gu Chuan didn’t get enough rest, he just didn’t sleep the whole night.

Many past events that he thought he had forgotten reappeared before his eyes more and more clearly, tormenting his nerves and testing his self-control.

He wanted to ask, why did Chu Yan forget him?
He wanted to ask, how deep is Chu Yan's love for Shen Xing?

He also wanted to ask, why could Chu Yan give up their child so decisively?
Gu Chuan is not a person who is obsessed with offspring. He and Chu Yan have the same idea that things about children should be left to nature. Even if he doesn't have children, it will not affect his marriage.

But now he seems to have changed.

He became particularly concerned about children, especially the child he and she were supposed to have.

If many things had not happened, he would have grown slowly in her belly, and Gu Chuan might have been busy learning how to take care of a pregnant partner. After the child was born, he would be at a loss as to how to become a qualified father.

If it's a boy, he'll give him a toy car and take him to build castles in the sand.

If it is a girl, he will buy a lot of beautiful clothes and dolls. Of course, the clothes and dolls should mostly be pink.

In short, he will satisfy his children's needs for whatever they want to play, regardless of whether they have the chance to do it when they were young or not.

However, before he knew anything, the child disappeared.

Gu Chuan couldn't control himself. He clearly realized one thing. His attention was being drawn to the person in front of him. And there was a secret, absurd, and crazy thing growing in his mind - he could take the child back with Chu Yan again.

Gu Chuan's black eyes were often like a pool of stagnant water, and now, there was a ferocious beast sleeping under the stagnant water. After being suppressed for a long time, it finally couldn't hold back and floated to the surface to cause trouble.

His throat tightened, his Adam's apple rolled, he took a step forward, and a voice escaped from the corner of his lips, "Yan..."

"Yanyan!"

An energetic young man ran over with breakfast, clearing away the stagnation in the air.

Shen Xing's golden hair was really eye-catching. In the cold morning, his intrusion was like a raging flame. The darkness and dampness disappeared instantly, and the light in Chu Yan's eyes was also lit up.

Shen Xing put a box of milk and a steamed bun into Chu Yan's hand, and said with a smile: "The buns just came out of the pot, and I quickly brought them to you. Grandma needs to sleep for a while, you should eat something first, don't be hungry."

As he spoke, he also inserted the straw into the milk. He wanted to arrange everything clearly for Chu Yan, no matter how big or small.

Chu Yan smiled at him, then looked at Gu Chuan, somewhat curious about what he wanted to say to her just now.

Shen Xing also realized belatedly that Gu Chuan was standing here. He grinned and said, "So my cousin is here too. I'm so sorry. I just took some food for Yanyan and me. If I knew my cousin was here, I would have taken more food."

Maybe it was Chu Yan's illusion. She felt that Shen Xing's words were a little bit rude, as if he was deliberately trying to make people want to beat him up.

Gu Chuan looked at Chu Yan, "You have a sensitive constitution, you can't drink cold drinks in the morning."

Chu Yan was slightly stunned.

Shen Xing narrowed his eyes, then laughed out loud, "Thank you for your concern, cousin, but the milk I brought to Yanyan was heated. Yanyan is someone I like, so of course I have to be more careful."

"Oh, right." Shen Xing said, "I saw my cousin's wife looking for you. Her eyes were red, as if she had been crying. Did you have a quarrel? Cousin, listen to my advice. Husband and wife quarrel at the head of the bed but make up at the foot of the bed. Although you are not husband and wife yet, you have such a good relationship and love each other so much, you are almost like a husband and wife. My cousin's wife is a girl, so you should give in to her if you have anything to do."

Chu Yan was sensitive enough to notice that Gu Chuan's expression was becoming increasingly strange. She quietly pinched Shen Xing's waist and whispered, "That's someone else's family affair. Don't mind your own business."

Shen Xing held down her hands that were pinching his waist, lowered his head, and blinked at her aggrievedly to show his innocence.

Gu Chuan watched their interaction, and a strong desire for destruction was about to spread out of his body.

He forgot when Chu Yan stopped showing such a lively look to him during their relationship, and he also forgot when the distance between him and Chu Yan grew farther and farther. Only when he came to his senses did he realize that their relationship had reached the point of torturing each other.

She changed, and he seemed to have changed too, so breaking up became the only way to let them go.

But now, Chu Yan is back.

There was light in her eyes again, a smile on her face again, her passion for life, her love for her lover, everything made her shine.

Therefore, the memory of the year when he was eighteen years old, the image of the girl who would lie on the desk and quietly hold his hand during lunch break, appeared more and more clearly in front of him.


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