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Chapter 155 Death laughs at the incompetence of the God of Love
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The boy took to the microphone.

"Hello, military advisor."

There were sobs in his voice, obviously he had just cried.

"Military Advisor, I'm sorry for wasting your time."

Raymond Lam: "Don't feel pressured, bro. I usually go off the air quite late. You tell me."

"I have watched the live broadcast of the military advisor for several days, and I think you are a person with very positive values.

In fact, I am very determined and have my own answer.

Just want to find someone to talk to.

Because the people I deal with in real life are all different, I have no friends I can talk to about this matter. "

Lin Feng: "Don't worry, the 11,000 people in the military advisor's live broadcast room tonight are all your listeners."

Boy: “My family may be different from many people’s. My parents are both businessmen, very strong and profit-oriented. They rarely cared about me since I was a child.

In fact, I have worked very hard and can be considered as a child among other people's families.

But after the third year of high school,
I started to fight more and more with my family.

I go online to vent.

So my grades fell far behind.

Later, I was admitted to a very ordinary undergraduate school.

Because of this incident, my relationship with my parents is almost severed.

Even when I went to college, I didn't even have enough living expenses.

I went to school and worked part-time at the same time.

Later, when I went to the hospital for internship, I met her.

She is a nurse in the respiratory department.

She is very kind to me and she paid for my living expenses when I was preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination.

Never asked me for anything.

At that time, I felt that she was everything to me.

After I graduated from graduate school, I went to their hospital.

That’s when the YDA virus spread.”

Is it a yda virus?

In the original body's memory, this virus appeared three years ago.
It is a deadly virus worldwide.

It is very similar to a large-scale epidemic in the previous life.

Boy: "At that time, the virus had not spread yet, but we had already received the news. At that time, I thought, we should just take the annual leave, or not go.

As a doctor, I admit that I have had such selfish thoughts.

Finally, she told me that the patients needed us and we couldn’t desert at this time.

So we stayed on the front line.

At that time, our department was very busy. I had to be on duty 24 hours a day, and everyone had to stay in the hospital.

When I received the news that she was infected, she was... already... very seriously ill.

I already knew she would be infected.
Because she is a respiratory physician, there is no way she would not be infected.

It's just... I... didn't expect it to be so serious.

She had a congenital heart disease and then developed an infection.
When I received the call from her director, she... was speechless.

She can only look at me, I know she wants to live, but I can't do anything!!!

Eight years, I studied to be a doctor for eight years, but I can’t do anything!!!

I regret that I shouldn't have agreed to come back to her!!

It shouldn’t be like this!!
I saw her off in person.

You may not understand the feeling, her trachea... was cut open, and she was connected to a ventilator,
I could only look at him. She couldn't even open her eyes at that time. I knew...she wanted to look at me, but I...couldn't get close to her!!

Because there is a fucking virus!!!
I could only look at her through the glass, I... I didn't even touch her!!

what! ! ! !

The boy broke down and burst into tears. Not only him, but Raymond Lam also had tears in his eyes.

. . . . .

On the barrage.

"The first batch of nurses in the epidemic... a murderous knife at 2:30 in the morning, wuwuwuwu!"

"She's a nurse in the respiratory department. There's no way she wouldn't be infected. I just didn't expect it to be so serious. Wuuuuuuuu, I'm crying my ass off."

"And congenital heart disease is his specialty, this..."

"Eight years. I studied for eight years, but I can't do a damn thing. God, please look at what you have done, wuwuwu."

"I can't save the one I love in the field I'm best at. Damn! How painful it must be."

"Watching my girlfriend's trachea being cut open with my own eyes, wuwuwu, I'm going to die."

"My girlfriend couldn't open her eyes anymore, but I knew she wanted to see me again, but I was separated from her by the glass, and I never got to touch her until I died. Damn it, it hurts so much ahh ...

. . . . .

The boy cried for a while and slowly calmed down.

"Military Advisor, I'm sorry, I just want to find someone to talk to, I..."

Lin Feng: "It's okay buddy, just go ahead and tell me. Since you can find me, it means you recognize me and I recognize you too. Just keep talking, we are all listening."

Boy: "Three years have passed. I visit her grave every year. Every time I come back from the grave, I have a dream.

In the dream, she asked me why I ignored her! !
Military Advisor, you know, she actually contacted me when she was infected, but I didn’t see it.

Because at that time the mobile phone was not with us, and the protective clothing we wore was very thick, so you couldn’t bring your mobile phone, and it also had to be disinfected.

I didn’t know about it until my boss came to me and told me that she was infected.

I deserve to die!!

There was a time when I didn’t know why I persisted. I had studied for eight years, but I couldn’t do anything, so I left my job for a long time.
She comes from a single-parent family. She only has a mother. Her father died very early. I really want to marry her and give her a home.

Military Advisor, you know, she is really a good girl,

At that time, I had a serious quarrel with my family and my living expenses were completely cut off.

In order to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, I cannot work part-time.

She earns 5000 yuan a month, and gives me more than 3000 yuan.
I was just wondering if I deserve it!!

Do you know how exaggerated it was at the end?

Even when her mother and I were checking her belongings, she didn't even have 10,000 yuan in savings!!!

I proposed to her at that time and she agreed, but she said something to me that makes me feel very sad when I think about it now.
She said, "Are you really going to marry me? But I don't have much money and we can't buy a house together."

I said just rent it.

In fact, the housing prices there are not expensive at all.

I thought she was joking at that time.

Until I saw her account, it turned out that she really had nothing, and she gave me everything!!!"

. . . . .

First love!

White Moonlight!
She helped with living expenses when I was studying for my master's degree.

Accompany yourself through the most difficult days,
After graduation, we worked in the same unit.
Pure love, studying medicine.

I watched her die on the operating table that I was most familiar with.

When sorting out the remains, he found out that the other party had already given him everything he had. . .

This buff stacks so high,

Who can stand it? !

"And when my girlfriend called me after she got infected, I didn't get the call because I was wearing protective gear on the front line..."

I rely on!

Just kill me!
The river flows: "Once again, the god of death stands high in the sky, looking down upon the god of love's incompetence."

(End of this chapter)