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Chapter 477: Li Yan, “Not Long to Live”
Seeing Li Yan looking at her, May, whether intentionally or unintentionally, stuck out her tongue and quickly stroked it across her plump and moist lips.

Well.
Li Yan's eyes narrowed and he couldn't help swallowing twice, his face looking a little embarrassed.

At this moment, May looked at Li Yan, who was trying hard to restrain himself, and smiled knowingly, as if she was looking at her prey.

Ever since Chen Yongren returned to the police station and the two did not get back together, May thought a lot and felt that the two of them had no feelings for each other anymore and that she actually no longer loved Chen Yongren.

At first, it was because the child couldn't let him go. Later, she always treated Li Yan as Chen Yongren. It was not until she met Chen Yongren on the second floor of the restaurant that day that May understood her true feelings. It turned out that for all these years, the person she loved was Li Yan, not Chen Yongren as she thought.

Later, after rejecting Chen Yongren's repeated requests for reconciliation, she simply stopped hiding her feelings for Li Yan.

Logically speaking, it seems like there was a scandal between the two of them.

May is not suitable to work beside Li Yan, but May is really reluctant to leave this position.

In this position, she can see Li Yan every day, and can deal with Li Yan anytime and anywhere, and chat and talk with him. Li Yan is a little lazy and doesn't like to do official work, so May tries her best to take care of all of Li Yan's work, and then chat with Li Yan in the office.

Li Yan usually doesn't like to participate in fundraising. His favorite thing to do is to make a cup of tea, bask in the sun in front of the floor-to-ceiling window in the office, and think about something.

Every time at this time, May would put a cashmere blanket on Li Yan.

Li Yan didn't know that this blanket was actually used by May when she slept at home. Seeing it draped over Li Yan, May felt an indescribable joy and excitement in her heart. Then she would quietly process documents at the side. When she was tired, she would look up at Li Yan lying in the sun and take a nap, and May would feel particularly calm and peaceful in her heart.

The time the two of them spend together is even longer than that of Li Yan and Li Xiner.

Sometimes May even privately felt that in the police station, Li Yan was her husband, and only after get off work did he belong to Li Xin'er.

This makes May cherish such time very much!
The two of them have been living together under the same roof for a long time, and have developed a deep tacit understanding between them. Often, just with a glance from Li Yan, May knows what Li Yan's intention is. This high degree of spiritual fit and resonance makes May feel a joy and happiness from the bottom of her heart.

May felt that apart from the things that a couple should do, she and Li Yan were even closer than Li Yan and Li Xiner.

Of course, May had no intention of competing with Li Xin'er. She was just fantasizing secretly in her heart and secretly savoring the sweetness of love.

At this time, facing Li Yan's request, she agreed with a double entendre, coupled with a slightly sweet expression and loving eyes, which made Li Yan have no doubt that even if he proposed a friendly match in the office, May would not refuse.

Li Yan suppressed his restless mood, and thinking of Li Xin'er, he said in a heavy tone: "Let's pretend to be a couple later, and go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with me to go through the divorce procedures with your sister Xin'er."

"Okay, no problem!"

May only heard the words "pretend to be a couple" and agreed with a smile on her face. Everyone knows that these days, "pretend" is the transition to "real". After the words were finished, she heard the rest of Li Yan's words. Her face suddenly changed, her tongue was a little tangled, and she stammered, "What?"

"You want to divorce Sister Xin'er? Why?"

"You were fine yesterday, are you kidding me? Are you sure what happened? How could this happen?"

May pouted her mouth into an O shape with a look of surprise, and Jane really couldn't believe it.

Li Yan and Li Xin'er's relationship was clear to her. They were so loyal that they would be together even if they couldn't sleep together in life. Even though May liked Li Yan, she only wanted to be Li Yan's mistress in secret and get some love from him occasionally. She never thought that Li Yan would abandon Li Xin'er.

Li Yan knew that this news came too suddenly and no one could accept it.

Sighing, Li Yan said solemnly: "May, you are not an outsider. I have always regarded you as my closest person. Can you keep it a secret for me?"

When May heard that Li Yan regarded her as his closest person, she immediately smiled as sweetly as a kitten. In May's eyes, there was no difference between closeness and intimacy, so she automatically translated it.

He nodded hurriedly and said, "Of course, I won't tell anyone else what you told me. Only the two of us know about it."

Li Yan ignored May's happiness, stood up, walked to the window, sighed deeply, and said with a frown: "Actually, I have a terminal illness and I won't live long!"

"what!"

May was horrified, her face turned pale, and she no longer cared about the difference between men and women. She stepped forward and grabbed Li Yan's arm, staring at him, and said nervously: "How is it possible? Don't scare me? The police station has to be inspected every year. I handled your report. There is no problem at all. You are fine and healthy. Don't talk nonsense."

"The hospital can't detect it, but I know it from my own body. I won't live long?" Li Yan said helplessly.

"It's not impossible."

May couldn't hold back her tears all of a sudden, she cried loudly, muttering to herself: "Since the examination can't find anything wrong, then it's okay, don't think too much, it's okay." "No"

Seeing that May looked a little dazed, Li Yan held May's head, looked at her seriously, and said, "May, calm down. I didn't lie to you. I told you the truth. No one would joke about this."

"May, at the last moment, couldn't you let me go in peace?"

May saw Li Yan's face so close to her and his serious eyes, and knew that Li Yan was not joking with her.

A sound of "Wow"

She threw herself into Li Yan's arms and cried heart-wrenchingly. While crying, she patted Li's chest and expressed her love for Li Yan intermittently.

It was not until a long time later that May slowly calmed down.

Although this was the first time May expressed her feelings for him, they had been together for five or six years and Li Yan had some idea of ​​the situation.

But she didn't respond at this time. Instead, she looked depressed and said slowly, "You know how your sister Xin'er feels about me. She can't bear this blow. I didn't want her to be too sad, so I deliberately told her yesterday that I had fallen in love with someone else. She is now heartbroken and has lost all hope in me. She has decided to divorce me."

"May, I hope you can help me get over this panic. When I pass away in a few months, I think your sister Xin'er won't be too sad after this period of transition."

"But you are so cruel to me and let me bear the pain of separation from life and death." May looked at Li Yan with tears in her eyes and a sad face.

"May, you are still young and in the prime of your life. You are in the best years of a woman's life. I believe you can find your own love." Li Yan said with regret.

I don't know whether he is feeling sorry for May or regretting missing out on a beauty like 'Sister Yaxuan'?
"May, can you promise me?"

"I promise you, but we can't pretend to be a couple!"

In Li Yan's doubtful eyes, May was shocked, stood up, and said decisively: "If you want to do it, do it for real. Don't you still have a few months?"

"I have loved you for so many years, I can't just watch you go away. I want you to give me these last few months of your time, so that I will have no regrets."

Li Yan frowned: "May, I know your feelings, but why do you have to do this? You can do it."

"I don't care, I want you, whether you're alive or dead, I want you!"

May showed unprecedented tenacity and stubbornness at this time: "I am a woman abandoned by another man, with a child. I am not an innocent woman."

"You have a terminal illness and don't have much time?"

"If that's the case, then what's there to worry about? I want you to return all the love you owe me. You only have a few months left, and you and Sister Xin'er are getting divorced anyway. Can't you still have some pity on me in the end?"

After saying that, May hugged Li Yan desperately and started kissing him.
Li Yan's mind went blank. He stood there in a daze, not knowing what to do. Did I shoot myself in the foot? Or did I dig a hole and bury myself?

who am I?
Where am I now?
What should I do?
Have I been molested?
Li Yan looked at the face that looked very similar to Sister Yaxuan pressing against him, and felt the other's passionate heat. May's lips were soft but revealed a heart-pounding coldness, and the tears that burst out of her eyes slowly flowed down her cheeks into the two people's mouths.

Li Yan felt the slightly salty taste of his tears and felt uncomfortable.

Want to push the other person away, but can't bear to do it?

Ok
Li Yan was also a little reluctant!

This was May's feeling for many years, and Li Yan had also suppressed it for many years. Such a delicate beauty had been in front of him for so many years, and who would believe him if he said he didn't covet her or fantasize about her?

Thinking that this is a free port with an open atmosphere, what May said makes sense. Neither of them is a pure lamb. Instead of leaving with regrets, it is better to enjoy it happily. People's passion for love does not last long. Maybe after this passion, May's long-cherished wish has come true. When she leaves, she will not miss it so much.

Maybe they could start a new relationship. Li Yan did not push May away, but let her do what she wanted and even began to respond.
After a while, Li Yan felt that he had just entered the state, became excited, and was about to reach out and hug the other person.

May suddenly opened her mouth again, hugged Li Yan unwillingly, and burst into tears.

A suppressed sadness permeated the large office. Even the warm sunlight shining through the floor-to-ceiling windows could not dispel the gloom in May's heart.

(End of this chapter)