Chapter 186 Shooting yourself in the foot
Huang Zhicheng couldn't help but think that when Li Yan was alone in the dark night, he must have been in great pain, exhausted, and spent all his energy!

To be honest, I sometimes feel lost and think that I have lost the meaning of life. Only a promotion can bring all the cells in my body back to life. At that moment, I understood why Li Yan always urged me to get a promotion.

Huang Zhicheng thought that he was still calculating time and credit all day long, trying to meet deadlines, writing reports based on the time, and wanting to be promoted to a higher position. In addition to doing so for the power above him, he also did so for the glory and recognition.

Li Yan's situation is a hundred times more difficult than his own, and he must be in a more urgent mood. He doesn't need the power of his position, but to demonstrate his own value.

Knowing that your efforts are recognized by your superiors can give you peace of mind.

Use this peace of mind to suppress fear and anxiety.

Li Yan was only a little smarter than the other undercovers, and while the others were clamoring to be transferred back, Li Yan knew that it was unlikely that he would be transferred back to the police force in the short term, so he gave up this unrealistic fantasy and asked for a promotion in a more practical way.

Huang Zhicheng empathized for a while and thought he had found a reasonable and just reason for Li Yan's greedy and crazy behavior, and he filled in a lot of information that did not exist at all.

Thinking that now is a critical moment, it is indeed not the time to suppress the other party. I have overestimated Li Yan's ability before. Who would have thought that he was pretending? If this guy collapsed due to internal and external troubles, who would I rely on to make merit and get promoted?

Huang Zhicheng thought about himself again. Now everyone in the police force regarded him as a crime-solving expert and the future star of the police force. He was admired by his subordinates, praised by his colleagues, and recognized by his superiors, as if he could do anything.

All these made him deeply addicted to it. Now in the Tsim Sha Tsui Police Station, he is the backbone and an irreplaceable existence in everyone's eyes.

In fact, only I know that I am strong on the outside but weak on the inside. I was greedy for the glory that did not belong to me because of a single thought. Now I have been put on a high pedestal and cannot come down.

Now that I have embarked on the path to becoming a god, I must hold on no matter what.

I can't bear the consequences of being ruined!

Sometimes I dreamed that I was exposed in the middle of the night. Everyone accused me of being a liar who cheated the world and stole the name. I relied on the inside information provided by my undercover subordinates to solve the case. In fact, I was just a useless person, with a golden appearance but a flawed heart.

When did I develop this bad habit of pretending to be cool? It seems like I learned it from Li Yan, that loser. Since I am like this, he must be more miserable now.

Huang Zhicheng thought to himself that he was really stupid before. He was a master of pretending, so how could he think that Li Yan, the initiator, was so powerful? He was really out of his mind.

Now, no matter what, Li Yan cannot be allowed to take over the responsibility. He cannot control whether he lives or dies, but he cannot implicate himself and fall from the altar.

However, he was only pretending in front of himself, while I was pretending in front of hundreds of people in the entire police station.

To be honest, I can't afford the consequences of being exposed.

Moreover, he could not expose Li Yan, lest he would give up and stop pretending.

Then what should I do?
Huang Zhicheng then began to encourage and comfort her: "I understand your difficult situation. Your efforts are clearly seen by our superiors. No matter what, just hold on a little longer."

"Don't worry, if you make any meritorious contributions again, I will immediately report you and promote you to the position of inspector."

“That’s pretty much it”

Become!

Li Yan's face showed joy, he tensed and controlled his voice and spoke in a low voice.

"Well, let's take a look at the promotion issue."

Huang Zhicheng's head started to get confused again. Li Yan wanted to be promoted more than he did.

After thinking about it, I decided not to refuse directly, so as not to irritate Li Yan.

But he was also worried that something was really wrong with Li Yan, so he said, "Let's put this matter aside for now. I think what worries me more now is your condition?"

"What's wrong with my condition?" Li Yan was stunned subconsciously.

"You are my subordinate, and you are doing a special mission like undercover. Do you have anything to tell me? I didn't understand the things you just said before, so there was a misunderstanding like today."

"Before, I only saw your glamour and pride"

"After hearing you say that today, I realized that your situation is very serious and you need psychological adjustment and counseling. Our police has a cooperative mental illness treatment center. If you go there for treatment, it can greatly solve your psychological problems."

Well.
Li Yan was a little dumbfounded. He was just complaining and talking about his difficulties to add a bit of pathos to himself and to impress Huang Sannian who was trying to show weakness.

Then, those who were promoted to the position of inspector got a little too excited and applied the impression of Chen Yongren and Liu Jianming to themselves. Perhaps, it was a little exaggerated!

But I know that those are all lies and fabricated. Wouldn't it be exposed if I saw a psychologist?

Perhaps he had overacted just now, being too excited, agitated and hysterical, which frightened him, causing Huang Zhicheng to believe that he had psychological problems due to long-term repression.

So he calmed down and said as gently as possible to appear rational: "It's okay. Although it's difficult and there are many unexpected situations, I will overcome them myself in order to complete the tasks assigned by my superiors, to protect the safety of Hong Kong citizens, and to maintain the prosperity and tranquility of Hong Kong."

"There's no need to see a psychiatrist, haha."

Li Yan didn't know that the emotional contrast was strong, as he was as violent as a storm just now and now he suddenly became as calm as a gentle breeze.

It made Huang Zhicheng feel a chill down his spine, and the hairs on his body stood up. An image of a moody pervert instantly appeared in his mind.

Without giving Li Yan time to refuse, he said, "No, you must go. This is an order."

"It's also a mission. If you don't go, I will apply to my superiors to end your undercover mission early and go home for treatment."

"I am responsible for your life and safety. Many undercover agents have died in the past few years. I cannot watch you go to a desperate situation."

Li Yan felt annoyed after hearing this. What the hell is going on?

If I had known earlier, I should have hung up the phone just now. I had to ask about promotion. If Huang Niannian thought that there was something wrong with me mentally, there would be no point in giving myself a promotion.

Thinking of this, he struggled to save the situation and said, "Hey, it's not that serious. You know, I'm a college student and I know a little bit about psychology. I can adjust myself."

Seeing Li Yan refuse, Huang Zhicheng insisted: "No, you must go. I will write your situation in the file. If you don't go, I will stop your work. Unless you go to see a doctor and the doctor issues a health report, otherwise I can only report your situation and your superiors will definitely suspend you."

"We are not inhumane capitalists. We must ensure the safety of every police officer. You are still young. If you have mental problems, what will happen to you in the future?"

Hearing Huang Sannian's unquestionable tone, Li Yan knew that it was useless to say anything more. It was all his fault. He was adding unnecessary details and was making things worse.

Huang Zhicheng, aren't you worse than a beast? Why do you care so much?
never mind!

Just deal with it. I remember Chen Yongren did something similar and even hooked up with a beautiful psychologist.

Thinking of Dr. Li Xin'er, who is pretty, gentle, and has a beauty that can make fish sink to the bottom of the water and geese fall to the ground, and the moon hide in shame on the flowers, Li Yan was immediately attracted by her and felt happy.

It seems that it was also introduced by Huang Sannian. Perhaps, it is possible that this is it!
As I was thinking about it, I changed my attitude unconsciously: "Well, you are my superior, I will listen to you. I also believe that everything you do is for my own good!"

"Well, that's right."

Huang Sannian nodded with satisfaction. Li Yan's simple flattery made Huang Zhicheng, as a responsible superior, feel greatly satisfied.

"Whether there is a problem or not, and whether the problem is serious or not, you have to see a doctor to know. Even if there is no problem, it won't do you any harm to see a doctor. Besides, it won't take up too much of your time and won't affect your work."

"It's settled. After I hang up the phone, I'll send you the address and contact information, and then schedule a treatment for you internally. Just sign after you're done. It will be reimbursed, so you don't have to pay for it."

"Don't even think about being perfunctory. I will check the treatment report from the doctor when the time comes."

Li Yan listened to Huang Zhicheng's rambling and said impatiently: "Oh, I know, stop nagging, I'm hanging up!"

"you"

Huang Zhicheng heard a beeping sound coming from the microphone, muttered a few words of complaint, frowned and thought for a while.

Then he found the information of Chengxin Mental Illness Treatment Center and sent it to Li Yan.

I turned on the computer, contacted the other party, and briefly introduced Li Yan's situation. I wrote down everything, such as nightmares, hair loss, waking up in the middle of the night, tearing newspapers, picking beans, talking to myself, walking around, etc., for fear of missing something.

After thinking for a long time, afraid that the other party would not take it seriously enough, he added a few abnormal conditions that he had experienced in other undercover agents, such as mood swings, irritability, madness, and stupidity, and finally made an appointment for a course of treatment.

Boy, with this excuse, before the doctor gives a normal health report, it will be difficult for you to become a qualified police officer, let alone get promoted.

Huang Zhicheng was proud of himself for having a flash of inspiration and finding a reasonable reason to suppress Li Yan!
(End of this chapter)

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